Dopamine Overflowwww

Havent let myself come down in over a month and dont ever plan on itt. 

i feel like a part of my soul is missing when im not spun

I cant stop thinking about drugs.

When you're pupils have been blown the ducks out for literal months

Just had the third person today tell me that i reek of dope and can smell it lile ten feet away. #oops

Heyyy tweakers who else is fucking flying rn???

When doing dope literally becomes as natural as another bodily function like breathing, eating or sleeping ..

Nonwonder

head has been hurting for the past few days, i know i should take a break but i can’t.

Fuck sobriety

After my second stint of rehab I knew. Literally within a half hour of.getting out of 90 day treatment I relapsed.

I crave it nonstop.24/7 and always on my mind.

Finally I've.decides I'm done. Fuck sobriety, I'm a tweaker