Sirkir

screaming, crying, throwing up, as I force myself to write a story i'm very passionate about and love writing and have no obligation to write except that i want to

trope i really like is self-loathing characters desperate for the catharsis of punishment for frankly rather selfish reasons who r also obsessed with repeatedly pressing others into hating them and hurting them as essentially a method of self harm. yes baby continue making it worse for urself and everybody around u instead of doing an actually productive and effective journey of improvement and redemption

Kirjasta Kissojen maailmanhistoria - Petri Pietiläinen

Muunmuassa tästä syystä kirjoitan salanimellä. Mutta äitini on älykäs. Kun olin lapsi, hän löysi jokaisen tavaran jonka väitin kadonneen - joten luultavasti hän löytää myös minut.

Characters are like people, they wonder what kind of crap fucked them up but it's almost always the parents.

Me when someone comes into my room while I’m writing.

the most humbling experience of being a writer is when you spend hours writing and think you wrote 10k words but it was actually more like 400. and then you do it again

Writers are scary because we’ll take personal trauma and think, "Hmm… what if this happened to my fictional characters but worse?"

Sometimes writing is setting your fingers on fire trying to keep up with what your brain is creating.

...Then sometimes it's banging your head against the keyboard and hoping the result is better than what's on the page.