I Have Always Fought The Reality Of What Chastity Can And Will Do. The More I Accept My Feminine Self

I have tried to quit at least 3 or 4 times over the years and i always end up going deeper into my feminization. before the last time i tried to quit, i did not think much of chastity and now i love it. the time before that, i only had lingerie, make up; and a small selection of tops, leggings and one skirt. now i have more womens clothes than i do boy clothes. i just tried to quit once more and was on the verge of getting rid of everything. thankfully i didn't and now im right back in the swing of it. i'll be going further! maybe instead of breastforms i might be able to save up and get the implants i have always wanted

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No ther way for me

I need to keep repeating this as a daily chant. i had almost purged the other day. i would have clue what i'd have done with myself had i gone through with that notion. i have been well past the point of having more complete womens outfits than i do mens clothes. i need to be this

New year, same goal

Anyone else have the same resolution this new years

I had that happen and was able to talk to him, He knows that Im his!!!

I have not had that kind of oppertunity in ages. I really wish i could have kept the clothes i would often take from my Mom's closet to crossdress with when i was a kid growing up, same goes for her vibrators that i had also stumbled across during those times. if it wasn't for me having these experiences when i was growing up and learning about pornography back before y2k. I probibly would not have experimented when i did or like i did. initially, when i would dress up wearing my Mother's clothes, makeup& perfume, it never felt wrong, it always felt like i was in the right clothing, when i would watch porn i would always aspire to imitate what the females were doing in those films. this would only reinforce that i am destined to be a woman. As i got into my teenage years i went astray from my feminine destiny and would hide my true feelings of being a woman and my sexual attraction to men and my gender identity, although during my in the closet years would only prove to be the most sexually active period of time i had with men. as i would be on the out in highschool i managed to realign my female gender identity with my sexual preference for men. these days, I have all my own lingerie, dresses, heels, breast forms and makeup, so i really dont need to her stuff anymore. I have spent the last 15-20 years learning about fashion, how to apply makeup, and compiling my wardrobe and im always going to be adding to it as the years go on. However, bout 2 months ago my Mom decided to get rid of whole mess of brand new with tags on it sports bra's and I wound up taking all of them, not having seen several were old and used. Feels good when my Mother and I are the same size bra/tops as I found out that was notbalways the case once upon a time.

It is true.... Mistress has made me do it as recently as last month... And even posted proof of me confessing that truth, while wearing my Mother's nightgown and panties, here and elsewhere as punishment for being disobedient.  So everyone can see what a pathetic sissy beta I truly am.

I'd happily be his bride and make every attempt to be the mother his children. After all I am a woman. No humiliation either, it would be so much fun trying on all the dresses.👗👗👗

Ever since I was growing up! I knew that i was and always a was and forever a woman.

I tried a few times and it did not work. I might need to try harder next time.

I never thought i was going through phase. it seemed more that it was a steady progression toward destiny.

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My clitty needs to be locked up like this. Make it perminent and i would be a very happy gurl!!!

No point at all ❤