Always Have Been!!!

I cannot wait untill I can do this!!!

i learned this about my self when i was growing up and being a frequent flyer in my mom's closet, where i taught myself how to put on make up and learn how to walk around in high heels. i'd also put on her perfume and wear her lingerie. eventually, not only would i get caught in the act by my brother, which would later only be one of the most beneficial on going experiences i could have only dreamt of. i also happend to find what became my most favored toy at that time. but it was also my battery operated boyfriend, (i'd find out what that name for it meant years later.) finding my first viberator while i was often discovering more about my sexual preferences and my gender identity, b.o.b. was the very first thing that i got to feel in side me. this experience was one of many, but the first big milestones i'd have not knowing that i was on the path that i am still on or that i had several other milestones that wound up shaping me and my desires into the woman i need to be.

i learned at a young age how amazing the feeling of being fucked and feminizing is then i tried having sex as boy when i got older and disillusioned from my feminine destiny and i could never perform with a women.

Ever since i discovered sissy hypnos, i have never once had the thought since!!!

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I have not had that kind of oppertunity in ages. I really wish i could have kept the clothes i would often take from my Mom's closet to crossdress with when i was a kid growing up, same goes for her vibrators that i had also stumbled across during those times. if it wasn't for me having these experiences when i was growing up and learning about pornography back before y2k. I probibly would not have experimented when i did or like i did. initially, when i would dress up wearing my Mother's clothes, makeup& perfume, it never felt wrong, it always felt like i was in the right clothing, when i would watch porn i would always aspire to imitate what the females were doing in those films. this would only reinforce that i am destined to be a woman. As i got into my teenage years i went astray from my feminine destiny and would hide my true feelings of being a woman and my sexual attraction to men and my gender identity, although during my in the closet years would only prove to be the most sexually active period of time i had with men. as i would be on the out in highschool i managed to realign my female gender identity with my sexual preference for men. these days, I have all my own lingerie, dresses, heels, breast forms and makeup, so i really dont need to her stuff anymore. I have spent the last 15-20 years learning about fashion, how to apply makeup, and compiling my wardrobe and im always going to be adding to it as the years go on. However, bout 2 months ago my Mom decided to get rid of whole mess of brand new with tags on it sports bra's and I wound up taking all of them, not having seen several were old and used. Feels good when my Mother and I are the same size bra/tops as I found out that was notbalways the case once upon a time.

It is true.... Mistress has made me do it as recently as last month... And even posted proof of me confessing that truth, while wearing my Mother's nightgown and panties, here and elsewhere as punishment for being disobedient.  So everyone can see what a pathetic sissy beta I truly am.

I always wish that i had a sister. her clothes would have been a much better fit and her fashion would have been so much better than my mom's clothes. i suppose a sissy has to start somewhere.

So true 💜🏳️‍⚧️

tumblr are pieces of shit!!! Why "hidden"?!

It was my first time, was not my last and only became the only way i want to have sex.

i gave up control a longg time ago. ever sincce i had my firstt ssexual encounterr i was always submissive and only ever been a bottom.

Closer than ever

by Saryasissy ❤️

It’s been a very long process, but I currently feel I am closer than ever to make the step and be the gurl in the photo. I am very excited about conversations I am having and progress with a real man to experiment and go deeper into this lifestyle.

I am excited, very soon this could be me!

Side to side is my favorite song by her.

i have only ever used dating apps to find a man. i dont think i could bring myself to find a woman that i'd be interested in

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