“i’m kinda crazy cause that’s how you make me,
i don’t need jesus cause baby you saved me, i’m done,
but only if it’s with you.”
it hits me right in the angst cause i know he couldn’t save her and they never made it.
this whole song it’s giving me so much vibes of what i envision for marlene and sirius in my marauders band au i’m dying.
just imagine marlene being discovered as a model at age fifteen, having lived all over the world on her own at such a young age, sharing places with other models as young as her while the older ones teach them all about alcohol and drugs and other vices of the industry.
her meeting/reconnecting (not quite sure yet) with sirius black, a year older than him, who has a band that is fairly known in his town.
marlene having all the right connections.
falling harder and harder with this boy. this boy who’s life might just happened to align with hers.
them working hard so they could one day reach a happy ending that never came.
just rambling at this point but ughhh this song it’s doing it for me.
bellatrix black (the angel of death)
Baby, I'm a sociopath Sweet serial killer On the warpath Cause I love you just a little too much
andromeda black (the girl who got away)
She's got, she's got a way She's got a way, she's got a way She got, she got away She got away, she got away
narcissa black (the last hope)
The winner takes it all The loser's standing small Beside the victory That's her destiny
Putting @blvnk-art new mum and dad pics side by side so my little heart can tear straight out of my chest.
remus: she came to one of our concerts once. i mean, she came every time she could. but that time she went full glam. brought a few of her models friends with her. sirius pulled them onto the stage.
james: i wanted lily up there too, but she said if i started flirting with her right in front of everyone then they’ll start questioning who the others were. made her regret it though (laughs). people next day thought me and mary were a thing.
peter: that was the last time we saw her wearing her hair long. she jumped on the platform with me. flirted with remus and sirius both. dance with all her friends, but people could only stare at her. she was dynamite. i don’t even think she was on something. i don’t. it was just her pure energy.
james: sirius pulled her to the front. made her sang with him the chorus.
remus: people went nuts. none of us new she could sing. her voice was raw, a little raspy, like she had pebbles on her throat but somehow they melted on your ears.
peter: she disappeared from the public eye for a while after that.
(pls pls pls picture marlene in miley cyrus outfit for her mother’s daughter performance at tinderbox festival. obviously the leather jacket would’ve been sirius’)
this whole song it’s giving me so much vibes of what i envision for marlene and sirius in my marauders band au i’m dying.
just imagine marlene being discovered as a model at age fifteen, having lived all over the world on her own at such a young age, sharing places with other models as young as her while the older ones teach them all about alcohol and drugs and other vices of the industry.
her meeting/reconnecting (not quite sure yet) with sirius black, a year older than him, who has a band that is fairly known in his town.
marlene having all the right connections.
falling harder and harder with this boy. this boy who’s life might just happen to align with hers.
them working hard so they could one day reach a happy ending that never came.
just rambling at this point but ughhh this song it’s doing it for me.
what the guh
pigwidgeon really saw this bruh and went "yeah that's my guy"
let him cook 🗣🔥
cornelius fudge and the ipad kid of azkaban
looking for every excuse to draw pigwidgeon 😔
gg ron
durmstrang!sirius and slytherin!marlene | dark!blackinnon au
walburga senses, as most mothers often do, that hogwarts may not be the right place for sirius after all, so before his letter arrives at 11, she ensures his place at durmstrang is secured. he is a black, so that’s easy enough. and while sirius is our fully rebellious teenager that we know and love and doesn’t exactly fit within the black family standards, he can’t quite deny that he’s having a bit of fun learning a few new tricks in his heavily dark arts oriented school.
on the other side, we have a completely surprised marlene after being sorted into slytherin. and yet she can’t quite complain. the views from under the lake are stunning and there’s a lot of comfort surrounding her in her new house. and she can’t exactly claim she doesn’t fit in either because after all, not only his father is head of a department in the ministry, but the mckinnons are a well respected pureblood family even if they’re not considered rich enough to commune with the highest wizarding families.
both sirius and marlene are surrounded by people talking day and night about the dark lord and his promises to build a new world and how he will reward his most loyal followers. neither are particularly interested in it and, at this point, they’re both safe enough for them and their families to not being at risk.
also yes, they’re both know each other, seeing as marlene is the daughter of an important figure in the ministry and the black’s business often times coincides within the realm of the ministry, they were the type of kids who tag along their parents from time to time and they were left to socialize. they got along well enough, to the point marlene had been disappointed when certain heir didn’t joined her in hogwarts.
now let’s cut to after graduation shall we?
sirius ends up joining the death eaters because he feels someone has to look after his idiot brother before he manages to get himself killed.
marlene doesn’t join the order given her acquaintances in hogwarts, thinking she might not be able to keep it a secret and believes her family is safe as long they don’t say anything against the new world order that is expected to take over.
except his father ends up using his position in the ministry to his advantage thinking he might have a chance to impact change for good and death eathers find his involvement with the order. they not only set out to kill him, but as a precaution they kill all of his family with the exception of marlene.
marlene has two choices: either join the order and help them win the war or set out to plot revenge for her family on her own. she chooses the latter.
now, in this au regulus tells his findings about the dark lord to sirius and doesn’t die in that cave. but that doesn’t mean he’s saved.
sirius now holds the power to take down voldemort once and for all and because he heard what happened to the mckinnons, set to reach out to marlene playing a bit of double agent himself.
trouble is marlene has found the death eaters headquarters and manages to bring the whole building to the ground all on her own.
now, any guesses who’s little brother was inside that building at the time of the explosion?
that’s right: regulus black.
what’s sirius to do now? especially since marlene is showing no remorse for her actions, claiming it was regulus choice to join the death eaters in the first place, knowing damn well the risks.
breaking point
i hc walburga disliking the malfoys. the only other family that is socially considered their equals. but she knows how they managed to establish themselves in wizarding society, particularly in regards to money and properties, doing business with dirty muggles.
it wasn’t arranged but there was an understanding that the two families would be brought closer in the form of an union between walburga and abraxas, but she’d rather died before letting that happens.
she does everything in her power to let abraxas know exactly how she feels about him.
in the end, when the blacks and the malfoys finally merged, she felt that narcissa got handed the short end of the stick.
“i got a lot of right in me but i don’t wanna say this wrong”
is forever stuck in my brain same as
“my tears are streaming like our favorite show”
late millennial. multishipper reader. exclusively blackinnon writer (atm). sp/en.
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