I Want To Be Abel To Move Like This!

Forgiveness Incense Powder

This was made with:

Rose petals - honesty

Thyme - clarity

Pine needles - exorcism

Apple Blossom - love, happiness

Mortar and pestle

Glass jar

I have some things I need to let go of and forgive myself for. I was young, impulsive and...it was stupid.

The ingredients in this are geared towards love, compassion... understanding and clarity. Being honest with myself about what I did and letting go.

This week I am focusing on water and spirit. The herbs I chose not only resonate with the intentions I want to set out, but are also water element herbs (except pine because the moon is moving into Pisces so I wanted to incorporate that as well).

The new moon is a perfect time for this in my practice since it is a time of new beginnings and correlated with me wanting to focus on the spirit element as well.

I shook up the jar and then placed it into an egg holder with moon water next to a moonstone point to enhance the water element of the herbs.

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Herb's Properties

Basil:  money, luck, prosperity, happiness

Bay Leaf: energy, cleansing, can be charged with almost any intention

Camomile: Caring, kindness, luck, growth, self-love growth, confidence, avoiding negativity, happiness

Cinnamon: passion, quick success, fire magick

Chia seeds: Growth, health, kindness, Property

Chilli flakes:  Pride, confidence, power, strength, Passion

Cumin: Courage, bravery, protection, loyalty

Dandelion: wishes, charisma, success, good luck

Dill: sexual love, luck, protection

Eucalyptus: cleansing, healing, purifying, relaxing, comfort

Fennel:  hate, anger

Flax seeds: Prosperity, growth, new beginnings

Ginger: fiery passion, success, and personal power

Jasmine: love, dreams, sensuality, luxury and kindness

Lavender: love and attraction, purification, relaxation, restful sleep

Nutmeg: luck, Health, Fidelity, Love, Prosperity, comfort, loyalty

Oregano:  comfort, love, warmth

Paprika:  Pride, confidence, power, strength

Parsley: Cleansing. purification

Peppermint: healing, purification, love and energy, cleansing, prosperity

Poppy seeds: protection, intuition, self-assurance, hexing and cursing

Rose: love, beauty, harmony, romance, attraction

Rosemary: cleansing, purification, wisdom, protection

Sesame seeds: Prosperity, growth, health, nurturing

Spearmint: love, cleansing, renewal, blessing

Sunflower seeds: happiness, growth, joy

Thyme: beauty, strength, courage

Turmeric: confidence, creativity, energy

Vanilla: love and sexuality

tip jar

Hello my lovelies, I am back 💕

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First, I would like to thank all of you sweet angels who reached out during my little hiatus.

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As I said before, pain is a lovely motivator.

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Life is unexpected at times, but you are in control.

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You choose, I choose, we choose together.

Beauty.

Delicacy.

Glittering.

Overcoming.

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When you come up upon the crossroads in life, choose what is right.

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Skinny isn't build overnight... It's built every night.

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Angelic, clean, slim, glamour.

Tears may fall but will can't shatter.

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I love you all, and it is an honor to share my words.

As always, stay safe angels 🪽🤍

Desired face / body techniques

1. Thouch the part of your body u want to manifest different and just feel that it is the way you want it⭐️

2.when drinking water feel as though it is a potion that makes your appearance very malleable ⭐️

3. When you see a beautiful person associate your beauty as equal to theirs⭐️

4. When sleeping feel as though your body becomes more beautiful with every hour of rest⭐️

5. When sitting in class feel as though everyone sees your real “wr” face⭐️

6. When looking in mirror make sure you only ever see beauty even if you are havinv trouble visualizing your desired face⭐️

7. If you are feeling discouraged, look at the results on my page.⭐️

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Give me updates on what you guys think is most helpful

- from elva ✝️

4n4 in America? A fucking nightmare. The calories. The portion sizes. The grease. Oil. Fat.

It’s a fucking. Nightmare.

Where are all my adult anas?

It's a different world stepping into Eds shoes again half way through life.

I don't have to worry about my parents getting mad at me

I don't have to worry about my school teachers getting mad at me

I don't have the typical teenage drama that spurred this mentality shift

I remember Ed being a call a shout for help just to be seen and cared for as a teenager. But now no one sees me, I have no watchful eyes on me. No one whispering under their breath, no parents staring at me across the dinner table as I play with a half eaten plate, no boy trouble or pubescent drama fueled by hormonal rage and indifference. I'm not doing this to impress the boy I like or try to fit in with the popular kids.

I am invisible

Except from myself.

I'm in a strange state of visible translucency. I tell people I'm fasting and they believe me, I tell people I'm too tired to come meet them for dinner they believe me.

Fuck, even my live out partner whose been here for the last 3 days who I have said the words 4norexi4 to and who has watched me consume nothing but tea for 3 days doesn't question my choices.

How different a world it is when you're seen but not seen. I am validated but I remain a shadow.