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kevin day collecting homoerotic situationships to go play at the olympics with him one day

huge fan of when his smile looks like he's about to unleash absolute chaos:

I just realized that i never updated about haunting adeline. i read it. i was fine. i finish hunting adeline too. good books. i am apparently just not bothered by anything? i was fine through both books.

I will never ever deadname a person but goddammit I will deadname Twitter until the day I die

Andrew didn't break his deal with Kevin by choking him; Kevin had already broken it. At least, that's how Andrew saw it.

Andrew never broke his word. He couldn't live with it; he is a man of his truthful and instigator word (maybe someone promised to protect him and failed? Perhaps it's because no one believed his word before? I am still trying to understand him, even after all these years). Didn't Kevin promise to find something for him to live for? And he did, we know he did, even tho it wasn't exy.

Now, when Neil disappeared, have you thought that maybe Andrew realised that Kevin already fulfilled his part of the deal? Maybe then Andrew realised that there it was, his reason to live, and Kevin took it away from him by lying to him.

Lying, of all the things he could have done, he fucking lied.

Kevin gave him something to live for and then took it away by lying.

Andrew always pays back; he is a man of his word. He took his protection away and choked the truth out of him.

Tell me if this isn't the most Andrew core thing that you have ever read.

i could blog better than this but i won't

Andrew has figured out the best way to stop a fight on the court.

Nicky, sweetheart… you can’t act surprised when it was right in front of you the entire time.

Despite all appearances, I know for a fact that Neil is not the stupidest character in the series bc Nicky’s cousin was in the back room making out with Roland every time they went to Eden’s Twilight for YEARS also never dated or showed interest in any girls and never once did Nicky gay-as-fuck-all Hemmick think Andrew could’ve been gay.

I adore this man but he’s dumb as shit.

I think people don't actually know what Andrew means when he says he hates Neil. He doesn't mean he actually hates Neil, that'd be an obvious lie. He means he hates that he wants Neil, when everything else he's ever wanted has turned to ash under his touch. He means he hates Neil because feeling apathetic about everything and everyone is much less painful than finding out you actually do care. He hates Neil because Neil gives him something to live for and when you've lived years on survival mode you'll find that living is much harder than dying.