tma spread for my junk journal
as long as ur my partner in time >_>
Southern green stink bug Nezara viridula. I see you, my friend.
Garden, Wales.
I want to see a magical girl anime where instead of a gorgeous, colourful sequin-filled transformation sequence, it’s shot and sound designed like a werewolf movie.
We see the protagonist and her ragtag group of pals who’ve been conforming to the genre up until this point, face up to the villain of the week as the main character starts to give an empowering speech about the power of friendship then halfway through fall to the ground in pain. A strangled scream bubbles from her lips as her friends join her on the ground, panting and writhing. We hear bones pop and sinew tear as they begin to emit a sickening glow and the villain steps back, clearly not expecting this. As a hand reaches out from the glowing pile of bodies and the villain turns to run, we see what horror they’ve become: The same group of young women but with snazzier outfits and hair to represent their individual powers and personality. They are also marginally taller. The speech continues like nothing happened and the villain throws up and surrenders immediately.
This sequence happens every episode.
all the abernants are autistic, but until adaine they were all Really Really good at masking and could basically act neurodivergent most of the time. then adaine came along and was unable to do that and stimmed in public and cried about the seams on her clothes and curled into a ball at loud noises. and ofc her parents (and aelwyn because of their manipulation) were very ableist towards her :((
her parents never got her a diagnosis despite very much knowing what was up, nor did they ever tell her like. youre autistic btw. and hudol was a Bad place for neurdivergent kids. aelwyn also had a terrible time and it resulted in a lot of trauma for her
so adaine grew up thinking that she was Doing Something Wrong and it was Her Fault she couldnt be 'normal' (read: like her family). also my adaine is transfem so she was like i cant be a boy Or normal i am so bad at this :((((
until she meets jawbone who brings up autism to her and shes like OHHHHHH. oh that makes sense. and she comes out to him and he takes her to buy more fem clothes and ear protectors and stim toys and aoiauahghghhg. save me jawbone oshaughnessey
later when adaine reconnects w aelwyn she tells her like im autistic and i think you are too. and it takes aelwyn a while to come to terms with it but she ends up learning how to unmask and such and its a Lot better for her <333 she also struggles w psychosis after the fallinel prison thing and jawbone helps her with that too
also they are both aroallo. thats unrelated i just really like it :)
TRANSITION TIMELINE:
2019 - 2025. It’s been a long, hard road and I ain’t anywhere near done yet but damn sometimes I forget how far I’ve come.
The witch of Toma
Abella tries to make banana bread!
Based on this post!
Okay this is almost definitely sacrilegious.
Art for the Bonzo cult
@shitty-tmagp-aus here’s your Bonzo cult!!
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