Mafia Ari đ angry? sexy! hot đ„”
Pairing: Mafia!Ari x reader
Warnings: Rough smut, oral (fem receiving), choking, size kink, praise kink, primal play, housewife kink, mentions of canon level violence (not towards reader), protective Ari. Ari is 6'6".
Word count: 1.8K
a/n: Written on my phone, I'll edit it later. Unbeta'd.
Music filters out of your phone on the counter. Dancing in front of the stove, you shrink back from the heat pouring over your face when you open the oven door. The fragrant scents of your garlic roasted chicken drift up, you inhale it with a smile. Ari is going to love this. Youâre pairing it with a few of his favorite sides and you canât wait for him to try your new recipe.
You chuckle softly, remembering the last time you tried something new, he ate every last salty, burned bite of the dish despite your insistence that he didnât have to.
Closing the door, you turn down the heat, letting everything simmer. All you have to do is finish setting the table and grab his beer out of the fridge. His meeting should be almost over..
You take a step back, smoothing your hands down the front of your dress. He bought it for you a week ago; it fits you perfectly, enhancing your curves and the color is beautiful.
You take two steps away from the stove, turning towards the fridge when a loud bang startles you. It coming from the front of the house. A second loud boom travels throughout the halls, a shriek snakes up your throat, your heart pounds in your chest. You look around frantically, fear slivers down your spine, freezing you in place. Then you hear the rapid rhythmic stomping of something, someone coming down the hall.
Youâre about to dive for the gun he has hidden under the table when you hear your name, growled, low and dark in his throat.
You recognize that voice.
You recognize that tone.
Ari.
He storms into the kitchen, and he sucked all the air out of the room with his domineering presence. Your breath hitches in your throat, eyes raking up and down the disheveled man. Youâve seen Ari when heâs angry, but this-this is something different. More primal. His large hands grab the sides of the doorway, his upper body leaning towards you as if heâs physically holding himself back. Small splatters of crimson pepper his white shirt, the stains spreading across his collar.
Ari cracks his neck, the low crunching noise as he rolls his shoulders makes you take a step back. Deep blue eyes travel up your body, past your bare feet to your calves, his lip twitches and his grip tightens, the wood creaking faintly. He continues his perusal of your trembling body, sweeping back and forth cautiously, thoughtfully, as if heâs searching for something.
His solemn gaze land on your face, lingering on your lips before finding your wide eyes. A flash of relief crosses his face before more rage seeps in, enhancing his stunning features. âRun.â
Your brows furrow, licking your dry lips, you scoff out a confused âwhat?â
Ari stands up straight, his head brushing the top of the doorframe. His deft fingers grasp the front of his shirt and he rips it open, buttons hitting the floor with sharp pings. âRun. Now. Sunshine.â
You canât.
Heâs blocking the only way in and out of the kitchen.
You canât run.
You study his hands, watching as his shirt flutters to the floor, he pulls off his belt in one swift motion. âDonât say I didnât give you a chance to run.â
Your eyes flicker up to his face and your belly drops. He knows you canât get out here. He knows, and heâs doing this on purpose. Heat, arousal, and anticipation swirl in your fluttering belly before settling between your thighs. Your panties cling to you, drenched.
You take a step back, he follows. Every small step is met with his long, measured stride, slowly unbuttoning his pants, he smirks down at you.
âWhen I catch you, I donât think Iâll be able to let you go Sunshine.â His voice is low, gravelly, and taunting.
A predator hunting down his prey.
You keep moving, your chest rising and falling rapidly, unable to tamp down your growing excitement. His bulge getting bigger and bigger every second.
Heâs caging you in.
Youâre running out of room.
Ariâs purposely advancing on you, his darkening eyes never leaving your face, full pink lips twisted into a devious smirk.
Your foot slips.
âOh shit Ari-,â you gasp, reaching out to steady yourself. The back of your thighs hit the edge of the table. He crosses the remaining space in two long strides, standing so close you can feel the heat radiating off the large body.
âYou really should have run, Sunshine.â His voice deepens, the warning in his tone goes straight to your aching pussy and you clench down. Ari reaches inside his boxers, your knees almost buckle at the sight of his long, thick cock, hard and leaking, a bead of precum rolling off his swollen head.
Thereâs no time to think, to react. Not with him so fucking close, his cock brushes over your belly, his masculine cologne filling your nose. Ari seems even bigger than usual, towering over you, making you feel petite. Without another word, he spins you around, your hands hitting the table, knocking over the plate you set down earlier. Heâs treating your body like it belongs to him, hooking his hand under your thigh, spreading you open.
âAri-â his name ends in a soft moan. âOh fuck-â
Normally he eases you into, takes his time with foreplay, doesnât fuck you until youâre on the brink of begging. But right now, he canât wait any longer, twisting your panties to the side, he sends up a silent thanks that youâre so wet for him, he could feel your slick coating your thighs when he grabbed you.
âSuch a good girl,â he murmurs, lining his throbbing cock up with your hot, drenched pussy. And he pushes into with one firm stroke, your velvety walls clamping down on him, Ariâs broken groans drowning out your own soft sobs.
Pleasure laced with a sweet burning sensation pulses up your spine. You take in a breath, your hands forming fist as he languidly eases out of you, inch by inch. He slams back into you; the wet sloshing sound resounding in your ears as you stretch to fit his thick cock. He angles up, moving deeper and deeper until heâs in your belly.
âOh god, oh god oh fuck,â you moan, your chin dropping to your chest, unable to support your own weight as he pounds into you. The fast, controlled pace lets his cock hit that sweet, sensitive spot until your vision blurs with unshed tears.
âIt ainât god making you feel like this sunshine,â Ari states, breathlessly. He stares down at your writhing body, his gaze flickering between your head lolled to the side, mouth slack, and his cock disappearing in and out of your tight cunt. He bends down, his large hand wrapping around your throat, pulling you up until your back is flush with his chest.
âWhoâs making you feel good?â Thereâs a desperation in his voice that youâre not used to, itâs as if he needs to hear his name on your tongue.
âYou are-Ari, only you, oh fuckâ you breathe, digging your nails into his wrists. This new angle is letting him go even deeper, his hips grinding into you. âAri, donât stop, please donât-â
âI wonât, not until you cum for me. âHe drops his head along the curve of your shoulder, nipping your skin
Youâre unaware that youâre chanting his name, you donât think you can take anymore; it feels too good; shards of exquisite sensations swirling up, the pleasure enhanced by the pressure on your throat, youâre getting lightheaded, all you can feel right now is him-Ari, his warm, firm chest through the thin material of your dress, a rough, scarred hand moving up your thigh until the pad of his fingers circles your swollen clit tenderly, a direct contrast to the rough, way heâs fucking you. âI got you, just take it Sunshine, lemme feel you cum on my cock, there ya go.â
You clench down around him, his strokes falter as your orgasm unfurls inside you, an endless sultry white-hot wave of pleasure surges up, rushing across your body. Your body tenses, a thin gasp escaping your lips. Ari fucks you through it until you go limp around him. You would collapse to the tiled floor if he werenât holding you.
He circles his hips erratic thrusting, once, twice then he groans your name as he spills inside you, relishing in the feel of your fluttering walls around his cock, murmuring soft praises as you pant. He slips out of you, turning your pliant body around and placing you on the table.
âWhat the fuck was that?â Dropping back, you rest on your elbows, he tears your ruined panties off, putting them in his pocket. âIâm not complaining, but you havenât gone all cavemen since that night-â you gesture with your fingers.
A rueful smile tugs at his lips and for a minute he stares down at you, his eyes watching his cum drip out of your swollen pussy. He sighs, carding his hand through his damp locks. You donât think heâs going to answer; he pulls out the chair and sits in front of you, placing his hands on your thighs. âSome punk thought he could threaten you," he responds quietly.
âOh,â you respond, trying to keep the amusement out of your voice.
That explains it.
Ari barely tolerates people looking at you. He always says youâre the only light, his sunshine, in his dark, merciless world and he refuses to let anyone take you from him.
You donât bother to ask what he did to whoever was stupid enough to mention your name in front of your man.
After all you were there when the Drysdale heir thought his legacy could shield him after he smacked your ass at a party.
You didnât know Ari could toss another grown man through a window until that night.
It was impressive and you thanked him very throughly for protecting you.
"Did you toss this one off a roof or something?" You laugh, raising your eyebrows playfully.
Ari glares at you, but all the heat and rage in his blue eyes are gone, only the possessive love and neediness youâre accustomed to seeing remains. âI may have overreacted.â
You laugh knowing he's not going to tell you what he did, so you turn your attention to charred food on the stove. âYa think? I hope you werenât hungry because Iâm pretty sure our dinner is burned by nowâ
âThatâs on you for not running.â His sharp retort makes you laugh harder. Ari grumbles under his breath, something about eating until he's full, his hands moving under your ass, lifting you until your pussy is in his face. âI got something better right here.â
âAri-â You squeal, his tongue sliding through your messy folds. âOh youâre filthy.â
âNot my fault your pussy tastes so damn good,â he mumbles, sucking your clit into his mouth, a burst of sensations takes you off guard and your elbows slip, your back hits the table with a soft thud. âNow lay there and let me enjoy my meal.â
their large hand curls just beneath your jaw, fingers barely digging into your cheeks as he rocks slowly, painstakingly slow too. each quick snap of their hips has you sucking in another breath, seemingly desperate to dispel some of that overwhelmingly full feeling. it doesnât matter when theyâre filling you out like this though, demanding each and every one of your senses as he splits you open beneath them.
he fucks you passionately, brushing the lone tears that sparsely roll down your cheeks with the calloused pad of his thumb. he watches with a soft smile, something full of endearment but the longer you look, the more you can pick out the rush of power that swims behind his lust-filled eyes. âLook at you, baby.â he murmurs, slightly tilting your gaze until your teary eyes lock in on him and his head leans every so slightly and he hisses at the way you pulse around him. âYouâre fucking perfect when you let me have you like this.â
every sugar-coated syllable has you a whimpering, whining mess, sniffles littered in between the noises you make as your body begins to tremble in the wake of your release. âg..gonna cum!â you mewl, nails digging into his bicep. the damâs so close to being broken and he can feel all of it. It only makes his fingers tighten their hold on your throat, pulling you up until youâre in a halfway sitting position and the strokes of his length are hitting everywhere you need them most.
every push and pull works another loud, warbled cry from you and heâs leaning in as soon as he starts to feel the telltale sensation of you cumming on his dick. âCum for me, princess,â he muses, breath gently washing past your ear as your body curls into him. âLet go for me, hm? Wanna feel how tight you get for me.â
and he doesnât even have to finish the request, not when youâre arching into his chest, crying out choppy attempts of his name as your high consumes every inch of you.
he thinks you look the prettiest when you let the tears clump your lashes, sink your nails into his skin, and attempt to milk him for everything heâs worth. itâs never really much of an attempt though, not when you buck your hips greedily chasing every inch of him as his whispered praises fill your ears, variations of âThatâs it, good girlâ and âDid so well for me, princessâ that have you melting in his hold and ready to do it all again.
Kento, Choso, Suguru, Maki; Draken, Takashi, Chifuyu, Rindou; Hange, Jean, Armin, Mikasa; Osamu, Wakatoshi, Akaashi;
https://www.instagram.com/p/BrErlYagObC/
genre: summer love!!!, slight age gap, porn w plot basically...
word count: 10.5k Â
Whatever preconceived notions you have about your summer at the beach house are all toppled over when your parents announce the arrival of a guest, who happens to be your dad's friend. title from this
auds here⊠hiii :) req'd by several people! few notes... carlos is aged up a tad, the age gap is 21/33 so not too bad (i aged him up bc the age gap was 7 yrs and i was like. Huh. thats tame). if ur not into that (tho everything is consensual and reader is legal) its ok! anyway im sorry this came so late i had like 6 anons asking ab carlos and lana haha. also big thanks to dani whose work got me thru 4 writing ruts
nsfw warnings under the cut!
18+ because... sexual tension, penetrative sex, dry humping, oral sex (m and f receiving), deepthroating, semi public sex ish?, praise central, size kink, like a flash of spit kink sorry..., overuse of the term good girl
Half past noon and after a particularly snappy call from his manager, Carlos bites the bullet on summer plans and decides to accept what is arguably the least glamorous offer on his roster. By no means a dazzling standout, the offer to stay at a family friendâs house in Comporta seems to be the most comfortable optionâbesides, he doesnât feel himself to be in the glitzy mood for cities like Los Angeles or Monaco.
Lando, beside him, is thus the first to get wind of the news that âgrumpy old manâ Carlos will not be accompanying him to the ultimate, tequila-flavored âsummer extravaganzaâ in Morocco.
âYouâre boring,â Lando moans, pacing the room. Outside, Londonâs skyline moves passively. Carlos hangs up his phone call with his assistant, receives a picture of his flight details, and looks up amusedly.
âPortugal is not boring.â
âMorocco. DJs, drinks, girls.â Lando raises one hand. âComporta. Family friends, apple cider, sand in your eyes.â He raises another hand a few inches lower. âSee the difference?â
âI appreciate the difference.â Truth is, Carlos has needed this kind of quiet, calm time off for a while now. The season gets heavy and intense and tiring, and sometimes just staying by the beach with a beer is the best kind of reprieve.
âYouâre getting old,â Lando says with a sour grimace. âOld.â
âThat is,â Carlos says, searching for the word, âdefamation.â
Lando shrugs, moves off the subject as he shoves a handful of crisps into his mouth. âAre you meeting family there?â
âNo.â Both of his parents are out of the country for the next few weeks; Carlos was invited by his dadâs friend, though the bond they share is more friendly than just the standard uncle-nephew type of relationship, and they often refer to each other as just friends. âJust friends. Gallery owner and a company owner, I think.â
Lando whistles. âRich.â
In response, Carlos nods. âAnd their daughter, whoâs visiting from university in the States.â The details are fuzzy in his head, but the gist is about right.
âSounds boring,â his friend snorts. âCome on, mate. You, me, Daniel. One last chance to watch Peggy Gouâs set and take shots and have fuuun.â He says the last part with the suave that would only rival a preteenâs.
Carlos, for a second, lets his resolve waver. Maybe it would be better watching loud DJ sets, dancing, getting all flushed with alcohol. But he blinks and shakes his head anyway. He hopes his decision is the right one, that summer in the beach house ends up being worth it. Itâs a few weeks by the beach, anywayâwhatâs the worst that could happen?
â
Any recollection of your childhood almost instantly connects to the beach house in Comporta, big and wide and right by the coast. You spent fall, winter, and spring in a constant bumbling state of excitement to spend summer there. Your parents owned it, and often offered family friends to take up residence there when summers in the city got unbearable; for the most part, though, it was the three of you and, on rare years, a guest.
Your summers there have since smudged into the same few memories, of your mum and dadâs faces, of swimming and the learning curve of sailing, of bonfires by the beach on cold nights. And they have since become just that: memories. Summers grew sparse with time, and eventually the idea of meeting distant family friends became more embarrassing than exciting; by the time your parents moved you out of Europe for college, youâd lost almost all memory of the house.
So when your parents ask if you want to fly back to Comporta and spend a few âquietâ weeks there, you figure thereâs no harm in seeing what the house is like and what summer can offer you beyond the weekly club outings. Instead of the usual quiet and overall lack-of-bustle that comes with summers, however, you open the front door to three housekeepers dusting every surface in your immediate eyesight.
âAre we hosting a wedding?â You ask when you find your parents tending to two sweaty glasses of champagne. You gesture faintly to the cleanfest inside. âWhat is going on?â
âWe have a guest,â your mother says as she gets up to hug you tight. âStaying for the summer.â
âYou said this summer would be quiet,â you deadpan, eyes narrowing underneath your sunglasses.
Your mum pinches your elbow. âI wasnât lying,â she defends, raising her eyebrows. âCarlosâ son is coming.â She pats your arm. âYou know? The race driver! Heâs close with your father.â And, leaving no space for you to voice your dissent, she slips back into the house through the screen door, your father kissing your cheek then following suit. Your mouth parts, thoughts beginning to rush with implications of what your mother has just told you.
Carlosâif youâre correctâis Carlos Sainz, Sr., a good friend of your dadâs, and his son is Carlos Sainz, Jr., another good friend of your dadâs, because if thereâs one thing rich Europeans do well, itâs the repetition of names. Youâve never met his son, only heard of him and seen a few pictures, but being so far detached from life here, you canât even shape his face.
All you recall is the fact that he should now be thirty or older, which makes him rather older than youâand therefore effectively incapable of providing any break from any possible summer boredom. For fuckâs sake, heâs close to your dad. Youâre at the top of the stairs when you hear the commotion by the front door, peeking at the foyer to catch a glimpse of him.
Heâs solo, you observe; upon a glance into the front parking, you notice heâs driven here in a Ferrari, one a bit too modern for your taste but beautiful nevertheless. He carries only two pieces of luggage, and the sun blinds you for a moment before heâs finally at the doorframe, smiling politely, talking to your dad in casual Spanish.
He is, for lack of better word, insanely handsome. He wears a polo that shows off much of his arms, that flex as he puts down his luggage to shake hands with your parents; you follow the movement of his hands to watch one comb through his thick hair, then down to his smile, back up to his brown eyes, deep and so, so pretty.
Maybe this summer deserves a little less begrudge, you decide as you retreat back into your room, still brewing with residual annoyance.
Your parents send him off after a drink and a brief conversation, catch-up, tour of the downstairs area. Carlos knows his room is supposed to be upstairs, but the problem arises in the fact that there are two upstairs rooms and he doesnât know which one heâs supposed to be staying in. Setting his luggage down for a minute, he knocks on the first door; permissive silence greets him for half a minute, so he turns the knob and prepares to enter.
To his surprise, he finds somebody already inside, a figure by the mirror on the other end of the room. What catches his eye is not the tiny skirt, but the half-tied bikini top currently being wound around two fingers at the centre of your back. Youâre basically clothed, but Carlos canât decide if heâs thankful or notâhe doesnât have time to when you catch him in the mirror and turn around quick, mouth agape.
âCanât you knock?!â You ask, catty.
âI didâI knocked, but youâthere was no answer,â he explains profusely. âIâm Carlos. Sorry, apologies. Truly.â
You introduce yourself. Youâre his friendâs daughter, this and that, and youâre visiting from the States to spend summer here. He apologizes again when you finish.Â
âWell, seeing as though this is my room,â you shoot back, âthat must be yours.â You gesture vaguely to the one down the hall. Amused and a little embarrassed, he mouths apologies as he closes the door.
Carlos exits, departs and doesnât have time to take in the room before heâs facedown on the bed. Any sleepiness heâd collected from the trip over, from the day drinks, from the headache thatâd been blooming at the temples of his head, has dissipated. His mindâs been imprinted with one image only, and itâs down the hall in a tiny skirt.
â
Lunch brings lemonade and pasta, two staples for every summer meal. You, however, find yourself hopelessly distracted by the presence of your guest, and despite your best efforts, the churn in your stomach disables you from fully enjoying the carbonara on the table. The conversation between Carlos and your dad ends up taking your attention instead. âSo youâre racing again in a few weeks?â
âSĂ,â Carlos nods in-between forkfuls. Then, to add, âBusy, busy times.â
âWell. Itâs the worst of our days,â your mum says, a quote she picked up fromâof all placesâa BBC sitcom she watched to tears last winter. âYou are a talented driver, Carlos. Very cultured. Iâm sure youâll enjoy Comporta.â
âI have not been around much,â he says; his gaze flutters over to his glass, which is devoid of water or lemonade. âAny recommendations?â
âA lot, cabrĂłn. Our daughter will be happy to take you around,â your father says on your behalf. He turns to you. âWouldnât you?â
âOh, sure,â you say, allowing a terse smile. âThereâs some places around here that arenât so boring. But thatâs being generous.â Carlos laughs at your joke, raucous and goofy, and you would definitely be lying if you told yourself it didnât get you blushing a little bit, eyes casting themselves to your still-full plate.
âWhile youâre here, Carlos,â your dad continues, âI have an old car in the garage that could use some looking at. Are youâwould you know how toâ?â
Carlos nods, accepting the favorâthen the conversation naturally slides into one of cars and racing. Carlos chronicles his journey in Formula One, his Toro Rosso days back then when he was younger, his McLaren period, and now, his time representing Ferrari. He talks of pet peeves on the grid, annoyances but also praises for the sport.
âIâd appreciate the downtime, actually,â he explains, âthat Iâd get from working on a car instead of in one.â He laughs, eyes briefly meeting yours. He looks away, then looks again. He canât help himself. He wonders if heâs being obvious, if you can tell the way his looks are anything but casual. âCan you pour me a glass?â He adds.
âYeah,â you mutter, sitting straight to pour lemonade into his waiting glass. You meet his eyes and almost pour it over the pasta. The rest of the lunch is uneventful, a series of adult conversation you canât seem to engage yourself in fully, and whether thatâs because of personal preference or Carlosâ presence, you donât make an effort to try.
ââŠney. Honey.â Your mumâs voice distracts you from your thoughts; when you look up, half the table is clear and Carlos and your dad have ventured inside to deposit plates at the sink.Â
âSorry. Whâsorry, what?â You blink.
âYour father and I are heading out for the evening. Carlos will be working on the car. That okay, or you want to come along?â
âUmâŠâ You pretend the latter is even an option before shaking your head. âNo, Iâll stay.â
âGood.â She strokes your hair. âHe could use the company.â
You follow her walking figure inside, where you station your eyes on Carlos. Heâs sipping a lemonade. His eyes meet yours for a second and your face is outrageously flushed when you realize youâve been caught staring, just like his had been earlier when he walked into your room.
â
Youâre hellbent on solving a Sudoku puzzle when the dinner bell rings, and you have to finish it on the stairs. Your dadâs always been a stickler for arriving to dinner on timeâevery meal, but a gargantuan emphasis on the lastâand youâve been victim to scoldings about being five to six minutes late, an instance you don't wish to repeat.
9, you scribble, bare feet moving with speed through the living room, indoor dining room, then to the patio door. 4 comes next, your footsteps following the smell of grilled meat. 8, you write as you turn into the outdoor dining area. Youâre halfway through 2 when you stop, look up, and find Carlos preparing dinner.
âOhââ You pause. âYou rang the dinner bell? Are my parents notâŠ?â
âThey are at a dinner,â says Carlos, eyes meeting yours briefly. It reminds you of earlier and you clear your throat, looking away. âSo I hope my cooking is good enough.â
âIt smells great,â you offer, seating yourself down and pouring a glass of wine. He sets the plate downâjust-cut steak, a smear of potatoes. âChrist, you cook better than Dad.â
âI take that as a compliment,â he laughs, sitting across you. âListen, I want to apologize for accidentally walking into your room earlier.â
Your face warms. âNo, itâs okay. I was just surprised.â
âIt was wrong of me. Letâs start over. Iâm Carlos.â He reaches over to shake your hand, still standing. You take it, eyes flitting over his hand, spotting no glinting ring on his finger. With a saccharine smile, you assure him it was an honest mistake, so he segues into a different topic, the corners of his mouth turning up. âSo, do you have an itinerary for me tomorrow?â
You hum, passing the wine over to him. âA bookstore, an ice cream parlor, and a bike ride. Anything else is seriously not worth it. Youâll have the next few weeks to explore town. If the house gets that boring.â
âI havenât been bored so far,â he says, eyes glinting.
âOh?â
âYou know, with the car fixing.â He points vaguely to where the garage is. âBut itâs only been a day.â
âCar fixing is boring,â you state matter-of-factly. âYouâll have fun tomorrow.â You cut into the steak and bite into the forkful you stab at, eyes fluttering.
âGood?â Carlos asks, smiling a little.
âI love it,â you mumble. âYouâre so good at this, Carlos.â
Carlos retires to his room that night, and finds that today has held a collective motif of losing his shit. Heâs anything but sleepy. Restless, wild-eyed, combing hand after hand through his hair. God, if heâd known you were this prettyâthis hard to resist, on his first night here, no lessâhe wouldâve been watching some DJ spin out a set with Lando right now.
Instead, he finds he canât stop himself from thinking about you, the way your eyes had fluttered when he tried saying something on the edge of flirty. Your hair. Your hands, your fingers, lithe around the stem of your wine glass.
I love it, youâd said, youâre so good at this, Carlos. You knew exactly what you were doing, skittish tone putting him on edge. Despite himself, he canât help but squeeze himself through his pants when he sits down on the edge of the bed, breathing heavy to purge himself of thoughts so low and dirty.
Youâre so pretty. Youâd be so easy to wreck, make his, goad little moans out of you, get your lips around him, puffy and pink and pretty. He wedges his eyes shut tight and hopes these thoughts will dissipate as the week passes.
Something tells him heâs wrong, though.
â
The tour is delayed because your dad insists he go fishing with Carlos three days in a row, but eventually (likely due to your mumâs insistence) it pushes through. You greet him with a smile, waiting by the door, wearing a sundress. Sundresses will definitely be his demise.
Youâre a good tour guide, though, Carlos figures when youâre finished pointing at every turn and sign and dictating what goes where and where the passage to the coast is, when youâve even quizzed him about where you are and where the house is supposed to be.
After he points in the correct direction, you nod approvingly. âThatâs how my dad made sure I wouldnât get lost,â you explain when he laughs at your choice of tour guidance.Â
âAnd you were whatâtwelve?â He asks, walking beside you. Itâs fairly empty in town, a few tourists mulling about carrying shopping bags and plastic cups of juice.
âTry fourteen,â you argue.Â
âWell, quizzing a, uhâa fourteen-year-old is really not the same as quizzing a grown adult.â
âHa. Call me when you canât find your way home tonight,â you diss sarcastically, making a turn toward the bookstore down the street. âOkay, here we are. Donât get too excited. Theyâre just books.â
For a relatively empty town, the bookstore always has new batches of titles, displayed proudly for natives and tourists alike front and centre. But youâre already going to the right side of the store, busying yourself with looking at the signs.Â
âThe classics shelf is always my favorite,â you say, already walking ahead of him. Your dress bobs softly with your legs as you pace, short and sweet and white. You turn and his eyes slide back up instantly, and he hopes he was quick enough. âDo you have any authors you like?â
âI am not a big reader. You?â
âHuge,â you say, smiling a little. âOkay, we can browse. Are you into any genreâŠ?â
Carlos proceeds to tell you his track record in the literary field includes: reading half the Harry Potter series, a car manual, and a few other titles in Spanish he cannot recall the name or plot of. But, he adds, heâs always wanted to read, found the activity so quiet and still and perfect, so he allows you to lead him through the titles stacked on each table and condensed on each shelf. He points at, sometimes, or picks up covers he finds appealing.
âHow aboutâ?â He reaches for a pink cover that reads It Ends With Us, but your hand loops around his wrist before he can pick it up and youâre pulling him into another aisle.
ââŠNot that.â You continue perusing the books around you, your hand still wrapped around his. With your free finger, you point at the top shelf, and tiptoe against the bookcase to try and get it. You come close, but not close enough.
Carlos, behind you, is successful, not even needing to tiptoe to reach for the red hardbound youâd been pointing at. It also means heâs pressed up against you, heavy and big, and the sensation dizzies you. When he finally pulls it off, you turn to him and find respite in the proximityâyou two are so close, every exhale out of your lips causes a puff of air to blow against his hair.
He steps backward. You smile and gesture toward the book heâs holding. âThatâs a good one.â
âGabriel Garcia Marquez.â He reads out the authorâs name in one fluid sentence, his Spanish accent becoming naturally more obvious.
âOkay, colonizer.â He knits his brows. âTrust me,â you insist. âOne Hundred Years of Solitudeâso good. It was one of the first books I read front to back twice in a row.â
âWow, what an honor,â he teases sarcastically as you move along the aisle, fingertips brushing against the indents of the books. You turn to narrow your eyes and stick your tongue out. Unfortunately for Carlos, the effect this inflicts upon him is not oh she mocked me, but oh how would it look ifâ
He needs ice cream. Or to just get out of this aisle.
â
You punctuate the day with two cones of it, melting way too fast in the heat of summer. Heâs already half-finished with his vanilla, and youâre taking your time with the lemon sorbet youâd gotten for yourself. Apparently, this is the only other highlight the town has to offer, and judging by the fact that most of the other stores are expensive clothes, souvenir shops, and a Bible bookstoreâyeah.
Carlos is also more than sated with the three books in the paper bag heâs holding. Scratch thatâsix books, you bought a haul for yourselfâbut itâs not a particularly heavy load, so heâs fine. His phone has been buzzing with Landoâs update requests that heâs been deliberately ignoring.
âThey make the best ice cream,â you rave, smiling. You lick over the melt on your lips. âRight?â
He might actually drop his cone now. âIt is delicious.â
âWellâŠâ You look around, your hair flying with every turn of your head. Lick over lips again. Again, and again. He has to look away.
ââŠDo you wanna stop by anywhere else?â You turn to him and ask, licking over the tip of your ice cream cone.
Itâs hard for Carlos to pretend heâs looking around your surroundings, at the signs and storefronts, and not at your sticky lips, your pink tongue just peeking out to lap at the quickly melting gelato around your hand. His eyes flit downward, to where the hem of your tiny white dress has flown up in the coastal wind, exposing more of your thighs.
âCarlos?â You repeat, voice sweet and waiting.
He snaps his eyes back up and wills his voice to remain passive. âWe can head back.â
So you do, meaning your tour ends around noon, and your parents greet you both with lunch and the round of inevitable questions. Did Comporta live up to your expectations? What books did you get? Was our daughter a good tour guide? The latter, Carlos answers with a smileâvery good. You allowed your face to flush, blamed it on the sangria.
Now, though, itâs the brink in-between chilly and hot, sticky traces of the summer afternoon still lingering in the air, mixing with the cool of dusk when you decide to exit your room and fix yourself a glass of something, preferably sweet and alcoholic. An empty driveway save for a Ferrari means your parents are gone, leaving you andâif youâre lucky, which you hope you areâ
âCarlos,â you call out from the window youâve just tugged open with the expertise of somebody whoâs lived here for twenty-one summers. âThirsty?â
He looks up from where he is, outside, continuing his operation on your dadâs car. The hoodâs been cranked open, and his long hair is damp with sweat, flying gently in the face of the sunset breeze. He smiles when he sees your figure peeking out.
âFor what?â
âWhatever you want,â you respond, taking your bottom lip between your teeth. His white shirtâs stained with oil and dirt, tainting it beige and grey, the tight fit even tighter from his sweat. You can make out the outline of his abs just underneath.Â
He squints. âBeer?â
You make an exaggerated eugh face to tease him, but duck back inside to bring your homemade aperol and an open, frosty beer outside. When he sees you, he walks closer, smiles and takes a swig of the drink you offer. He makes a noise of satisfaction and you have to make a real effort to maintain a semblance of normalcy, eyes averting from his lips to gaze instead at his solid shoulders, his build, big and tall.
âWhatâs the problem with beer, hmm?â
âTastes like shit.â You raise your aperol. âThe sweeter, the better. Howâs Dadâs car?â You blink, sidestepping him to try and gauge his progress.
âCasi termino.â You look at him, raising your eyebrows, and he translates. âAlmost done. It wasnât that destroyed, if at all.â
âYou think heâll let you drive it when youâre done?â You ask playfully, swiping your condensation-wet finger over the side of the car. You turn, smiling expectantly; Carlos laughs a bit, shrugs.
âIt is just a favor. But if he does, Iâll make sure you get to come along.â He says. âYou like that?â
âMmm,â you nod, sipping on your aperol. You part from your straw, lips stained, and smile up at him. âI do.â
His gaze is stuck on your lips. You lick over them, and he looks away with a slow blink. You watch as he ruffles his hair, rounds the car and crosses his arms to view it from the back.
God, heâs handsome. You think of the long-winded nights youâve been spending trailing your fingers over your legs or texting inspired paragraphs to friends back in university about him. Their responses are almost always Send pic now and a cacophony of heart eye emojis when you manage to snag a stolen shot of him doing just about anything.
His gaze is scrutinizing, every little detail of the car, and eventually he closes the hood again. âShould be good by tomorrow.â
âWhereâd you learn to fix cars?â You ask sweetly, nearing him. The wind bites at your legs, your flowy skirt bouncing sporadically and held down by your free hand. When your eyes flit to his, waiting for his response, you find them snapping upward. Heâd been distracted.
âI work with cars, so it comes natural.â You lean on the hood of the car and he comes to stand in front of you, his eyes pointed downward at you. âThatâs not a very good habit,â he adds.
âDrinking?â You pout, raising your half-empty glass. You blink up at him, the corner of your smiling lip caught in your teeth.
âBiting your lip.â His gaze is intense. âYou do it a lot, I noticed.â
You smile, leaning backward a little. His resolve is breaking. âCan I borrow one of the books you got earlier?â
âThe three ones you bought not enough?â He raises a brow, downing beer again. Some of it dribbles out of the corner of his lip. Youâve never been one to like the taste, but youâd lick it off him if you could.
âI just wanna browse it,â you push. âIâll return it tomorrow.â
âFine,â he relents. âIâll give it to you tomorrow.â
â
He sees you the next day after lunch, which youâd skipped because you âwerenât hungry.â Youâre wearing a dress, hair clipped into a bun when you excuse yourself to pick up an earring in front of him. He almost thinks itâs a fib until he sees it, the pink gem on the floor.
âSorry,â you say, voice mellow, and then youâre bending over to pick it up. Youâre wearing pretty lace panties underneath.
Carlos clears his throat and excuses himself, adjusting his shorts as he goes upstairs.
â
He gives you Norweigan Wood after dinner, like he promised earlier in the week. Two raps on your door, and when you open it, heâs already handing it to you with a quiet smile. âGoodnight,â he says, his voice clipped.
âOur tour isnât over yet,â you tease, tossing the book onto your bed and descending the steps back downstairs. Confused and interested, he follows you, to the back area of the house, past the swinging screen door, down the steps, and onto the sand.
âTour?â He repeats, for clarification. The only things to tour are sand and twigs.
âYeah, Carlos. This is the real tour,â you joke, walking backwards. Every step sends your foot sinking into the cold sand, slowing your pace until Carlos catches up, matching your steps once he does. âComportaâreal and unfiltered.â You both laugh at your hyperbolic, MTV-worthy statement, and he waits for more, entertains you further.
âWhat is so real about this?â Carlos laughs, allowing himself to humor your little schtick.
âWell, mister. This isnât bookstores and ice cream parlors.â You point to a nearby spot in the sand, just by a rogue stick. âThis is where I smoke without getting caught. Near enough that I can run back in seconds, but faraway enough that my parents canât immediately see what Iâm doing. Granted, I donât need to be sneaking around much, but if you ever want to do something in secretââ
The implication sends Carlos into a spiral of thought.
ââhereâs your spot.â
âSo you smoke,â he says when he sits himself on the sand, observing the now-dark skyline of the area. You continue pacing around a little, and when you raise your arms up to stretch, he catches a glimpse of your abdomen, the waistband of pink lace underneath the low rise of your denim shorts.
âOccasionally. Donât play Holy Mary,â you warn, standing in front of him and stretching your hand out to reveal a box of Marlboro Reds.Â
âWasnât planning to,â he responds, taking a stick and inserting it in between his lips. âGot a light?â
âNo,â you tease, taking one for yourself and sliding your lighter out from your pocket in one quick motion. The flame illuminates your face, casts a light on your thin white tee and on the bikini top you have on underneath. You puff out a small cloud of smoke, and Carlos reaches up to take the lighter.
âI said no,â you giggle, your lips knotting into a pout. You hold the lighter just out of his reach, red and bold against the bleak evening.Â
âGive it.â He sits up higher, reaches harder; he almost gets it, but you step backward and raise your arm out of reach. Again your shirt rises with the movement. The view he gets, this time, of your hips, the lace that hugs the area there, is much more close. The laugh you emit sends a cloud of smoke out.
âNo, no,â you continue, laughing, a sweet sound.
Carlos gets up, tries again to lunge for the lighter. At this point he doesnât even care about the cigarette in between his lips, just wants to entertain you. He tries again but youâre quick with it, ducking every lunge just in time.
âCome on,â he goads, laughing himself. You pace backward, smoking, until your ankles hit the shallow shore water, water that goes deeper and deeper until youâre knee-level, still smiling at him mischievously.Â
âFine,â you relent, shrugging. You throw your hands up in surrender, in the process taking the stick out of your mouth to blow smoke out. âDo you want it? Câmere, then.â You beckon him closer, wave the lighter tantalizingly so he steps closer, closer, until youâre holding the flame to the cigarette between his lips.
Heâs so tall, he has to bend a little to let you light it, his eyes meeting yours, illuminated by the pale moon and the orange of the flame.
It all goes to plan. Once you light it, you place two hands square on his shoulders, whirl him so heâs behind you and thus even deeper in the water, and with all your might, push him into the sea.Â
âBratââ he manages to gasp out as he goes, the word leaving his lips in the first and last puff of smoke he lets out. He surfaces, every dip and ridge of his abs and chest accentuated, his linen polo near invisible with how saturated it is with water. His long hair, too, sticks to his forehead; he combs it backward, reveals his amused-irritated eyes, the dead cigarette spouting seawater and ash.
He spits it out. You stare and pinch the soggy stick in between two fingers, stuffing the trash into his chest pocket. âThatâs bad for the environment.â
âI am freezing,â he says in response, but youâre just stifling a laugh.
He narrows his eyes, and with unsurprising ease given his build, picks you up and carries you over his shoulder. You barely have time to protest, almost dropping your own cigarette into the water, kicking and pounding on his back to please put me down. You can feel the water getting deep, deeper, and when he finally dunks you in, itâs only a second of dryness before youâre submerged in the chilly water.
Your cigarette dies, and you manage to collect it, because youâre not in the interest of leaving your stick floating; you wedge it into your pocket.
âYouâre suchââyou gasp for airââa dick!â
Youâre smiling, though, flailing your legs to stay afloat. Carlos canât help but stare, entranced with the way your eyelashes stick together, damp, the droplets of water on your cheeks, your two hands wringing saltwater out of your hair, and when you swim upward, the way your white tee leaves nothing to his imagination.
You can tell. He can tell you can tellâbecause the next thing you do, with some faux exaggerated sigh of annoyance, is say, âCanât swim, too heavy,â and youâre taking off your shirt so all he sees is the red of your bikini top underneath. The white tee bobs softly with each passing wave, and youâre smiling up at him. Checkmate, youâre saying. Iâve got you. A skittish, playful smile on your lips.
âI can help you swim,â he offersâretaliates, more like, his height offering him great advantage. He finds your bare ankle underwater, guides it to wrap around his waist. Naturally, your other leg follows until youâre flush against him, held up by him so you donât need to wag your legs around just to stay above water.
Your hands go on his still-clothed shoulders first, then eventually around them, fingers linking at the nape of his neck. Your smile is wicked. Youâre so sinfully pretty. He wades deeper, holds you all the while, two big hands on either side of your waist, thumbs rubbing over your sides so you can shiver.
ââM so wet,â you say, voice shaky with chill and laughter. His grip tightens and he has to squeeze his eyes shut to try and pretend you didnât just say that.
He dips you underneath the surface to surprise you, and your shriek is cut off by the waterâhe pulls you up quick, laughing, but underestimates his strength because as he tugs, you barrel right onto him, forehead bumping his.
Your eyes are closed, and you momentarily detach from him to wipe salt out of them. âAss.â
âBrat,â he responds.
You open your eyes to find heâs close, so close you could just lean forward an inchâan inchâand youâd be meeting his lips. You wonder how they feel, how he kisses. Heâs confident everywhere else, would he kiss you like that, too? You lean closer, a wrecked gasp escaping you.
âYouâre so pretty,â you say, and itâs supposed to be teasing, but your breathy voice is genuine, honest. A thumb swipes over his eyelashes, causing him to blink, then the bridge of his nose. He leans upward, tries to catch your lips, but pauses, his eyes fluttering open and closed.
âThis is wrong,â he says in a quiet breath, making no move at all you stop either of you from kissing right now.
You wantâneedâto kiss him, but you can play the long game if he wishes to. Your eyes flit back up to his, dark brown and reflecting the moon.
âThen letâs head back,â you suggest, even if both of you want anything but.
Long game. He guides you back to shore, picks your tee up, uses it as a sieve for any loose ash and cigarette bits in your path back to shore, even finds your red lighter thatâs now dispensing water. He apologizes for not having anything to dry you with, and drops you off at your room with a puddle in both of your wakes.
âThank you again,â he says, his voice a whisper through your ajar door. He observes your room with what little vantage point he has. The posters on the wall, the art, postcards. The laptop on the bed, open. The phone charging on the nightstand. The thong hanging out of the hamper.
âNo problem,â you say back, voice saccharine. Your hand wraps around his wrist. âSee you tomorrow.â
Even if youâre doused in seawater, he can still smell the traces of your perfume, the summery sweet of it, when you close the door. He stays for a second, blinks, relishes in the hint of floral.
â
You spend three days walking on eggshells around each other, testing the limits of interaction.
Your night at the beach was risky, dangerous, thrillingâbut it was fun, sending you both into antsy, restless trains of thought. Carlos self-medicates with coffee, beer in the afternoon, working on your dadâs car, and the first two hundred pages of the Marquez book you insisted he pick up. He spots you sometimes, lounging on the beach with his book in your grip, the waistline of your bikini bottoms leaving a tanline he canât stop staring at when you walk back into the house.
But he canât act on itâhe was the one who labeled it wrong, the one who suppressed himself, held the urge back. He told you it was wrong. And it is wrong. Heâs older, he should be wiser; heâs close with your dad; and a cacophony of other rational reasons he shouldnât be playing into this skittish summer crush.
âDad said the boatâs free,â a voice says, and he looks up from his book to find you standing in front of him, wearing nothing but a bikini top and a skirt, loose and riding low on your hips. Your lips stretch into a sweet smile. âWanna come?â
He really shouldnât. âSĂ.â
So he goes. Heâs thirty-five. Thatâs a grown age. If anything, heâs capable of making sure he stays responsible. He dog-ears his page and picks up his beer to follow you to where the boat is docked. Heâd been on your dadâs yacht earlier in his trip here, to go fishing, but itâs quieter today, bobbing softly atop the water. You lie yourself down on the sunny side of the boat, sunglasses over your eyes.
âStay anywhere you like,â you say charmingly. Itâs silent for a while, Carlos seating himself on one of the lounge seats in the shaded area, and then youâre moving around on your towel.
You peer over your lenses, blinking and sitting up, and this is when he knows he canât do it.
âCarlos,â you call out. âCan you put sunscreen on my back?â You get up again, rifling in your bag for the bottle of sunscreen, dragging a hand through your hair to comb it out. It falls in loose waves, swishing when you turn to hand him the bottle. He pretends heâd been distracted on page 210 when he accepts it, watching as you sit in front of the seat, your back turned to him, your little figure in-between his spread legs.Â
A minute passes with no hand at your back. âGo ahead, move even slower,â you joke, and the tension breaks a little; he humors you, laughs and apologizes.
âItâs because hour hair is in the way,â he says, touching it gently, combing it to the side.
âWaitââ You dig through your bag again and pull out a blunt pink ribbon, slipping it into his hand. âCan you braid it for me?â
âBraid?â He doesnât know jack shit about braiding hair. âI donât know how.â
âAt that age of yours and you donât know anything about how to please a girl,â you whistle lowly. âAdult virgin?âÂ
But you guide him through it despite your teasing, teaching him to divide your hair in threes, weaving one strand over the other until âit looks half decent.â He fucks up a few times and your hair looks odd at some point, but in the end, itâsâwell, itâs a braid.
âHow is it?â You ask, and he can hear your smile.
He does the job well enough for a first-timer, he thinks, finishing it with the ribbon, which he ties loosely lest youâre unhappy with the finished product. It becomes easier to move your hair out of the way, and once your back is saturated with sunscreen, you unfold your legs and get up, turning around and smiling down at his sitting figure.. Loose tendrils of hair frame your face, the braid resting at your back softly, already loosening.
âYour hair can be braided, too,â you comment quietly, knotting a rogue few strands in your fingers. It hasnât been this tense since that night at the beach, but that ended before the tension rose furtherâthis, now, keeps going. You step closer and he leans back, smiling. âCan I?â
He blinks, nostrils flaring, then nods, his grip on your hips gentle when you sit on his lap, your legs on either side of his. You smile coquettishly, feeling how hard he is underneath you, the denim of his jeans rough against the skin of your bare thighs. Your skirtâs riding up on them with every little shift you make, just to rile him up.
Carlos drinks in the sight of you, sunkissed and on his lap, legs sprawled out, pretty little face framed, bottom lip in your teeth. Youâre inviting him closer, your gaze meeting his with sleepy, demure eyesâdo something. You look so fucking precious, so pretty. It makes him want to give you everything right now.
You reach forward, make an attempt to try and weave his hair togetherâbut he grinds upward, your breath hitching and a whimper punched out of your mouth.
Your hands are shaking now, barely able to piece his hair together with how good his clothed cock feels pressed against you, where you need it most.Â
âCarlos,â you gasp, and all he can really think isâwhereâd all your fight go? You were so used to being a brat and a half, now youâre whimpering, on the edge of begging.
âBe quiet,â Carlos grunts, digging his fingers into your hips. His other hand lifts your skirt, bunching the fabric around your hips for a better view of your cunt rubbing against the bulge in his pants. The damp fabric of your panties is swallowed between your lips with every grind you make forward and he has to stop himself from cursing out loud at the sight. âGood girl.â
Your hands move from his hair to his shoulders, sturdy and broad; you can feel him squeeze your waist with both hands, then pull you down against him, just once, so your weight presses down on the hard shape of his cock. It makes him shudder and you whine out loud. You resist the urge to grind over it; youâre already so wet youâre making a mess on his jeans.
His praise, mumbled deep and slow in your ear, gets you feeling all warm, almost ditzy. Your hips roll on their own, chasing the delicious drag of rough denim against your clit, slick soaks into and through your panties, making the material cling to the shape your folds. Carlosâ hands are rough when they wander and grope, hiking this godforsaken skirt up so he can press a thumb against the centre of your folds.
âBeen so good for you, Carlos,â you whine, circling your hips against him. He canât stop staring at your pretty, fucked-out eyes, your bitten lips. He shoves two fingers in-between them, imagines how they looked just a few days ago slick with ice creamânow your tongue is laving over his hand. The braid you'd just taught him is quickly unraveling with every nod of your head. ââM gonnaâcan Iââ The pleas leave you quick, your voice choked.
Euphoric, your mind lifts, foggy and saturated with pleasure, the braid almost completely undone now. His praise is so addictive, gets you worked up and needy. Come on, he says. Make a mess. His accent, his deep voice, the way it rumbles right through youâhis voice drops, his touch a little heavier as he presses harder.
You gonna cum for me? His thumb rubs faster until youâre gasping, shuddering, little ahs leaving your lips. Heâs got the upper hand now, but you can hear the strain, the suppression in his voice as he rubs over the soaked fabric; you feel his cock growing under you, getting harder.Â
PâpleaseâI want toâplease let me, you say breathlessly, and youâve never needed it to the point of begging before, but Carlos is different. He keeps going, doesnât give you permission, rubbing faster, your heart hammering in your chest.
Feel good?
Yâyeah, you whimper, trying your best not to fall apart here, on your dadâs boat, where anybody could walk onâor maybe see you from afar, humping your dadâs friend in broad daylight. He loves watching you like this; youâve somehow become even prettier, face flushed and voice shaky.
Come on, he goads. Be a good girl. Cum for me.
Itâs the only instruction that matters to you right now, your body seizing with it and cute little moans escaping you as you finish. You catch your breath against his chest, craving warmth even if itâs hotâmaybe youâre craving him, his touch, Carlos, just Carlos. You maneuver yourself so legs, exhausted from shaking, are on one side of his bodyâhe holds you close, humming.
He rubs a steady hand across your lower back, gentle and firm and you want him so much more now. âAre you okay?â He asks. âTalk to me.â
âPerfect,â you pant against his polo, fingers playing with the stitching, tugging the collar down so you can mouth at his skin. His hand plays with whatâs left of the braid, winds the pink ribbon around his fingers. âLetâs go for a swim.â
â
âAnd we drove the jet ski around, too,â you say gleefully, your damp hair bobbing with every move of your head. Your face is sunkissed, a little sore from being in the sun for most of the afternoon. Carlos laughs along from where he is at the grillâheâs cooking for dinner, on a quest to make burgers because heâs known for making the best ones back in Madrid, apparently. Your dad, of course, insists on joining, and the two have been asking and answering questions while you and your mum sip rosĂ© at the table.
âDid you have fun?â Your mum asks, her head turning to address Carlos.
âYeah, tons,â he replies with a smile, his eyes meeting yours for a brief second. You know what he means. Itâs been only two days since the afternoon on the boat, and since then youâve mostly swam and ridden around on the jet ski with Carlosânothing more.
âSee, sweetie,â she adds, placing a hand over yours. âI told you this summer would be fun with him around!â
âMmm, yeah,â you say, nodding and parting from your glass, âI can really count on him for some excitement.â The statement catches his attention and he almost trails off, eyes returning to yours, before he continues speaking in Spanish to your dad about something or other.
The burgersâ reputation precedes them, and is warranted, you learn later when youâre biting into it for the first time. The remainder of dinner passes by in lively conversation, the sun setting low underneath the Comporta horizon, wine taking the place of rosĂ©. Carlos mentions the racing world again, about how heâll be back into the thick of it sooner than later, and you pulse with something akin to sadness.
Your parents, apparently so grateful for the blessing that is Carlosâ burgers, offer to clean up and before long, they retreat to their downstairs bedroom. Upstairs, you marinate in your thoughts, blinking up at your ceiling, twining your pink ribbon around your fingers as your hair dries splayed over your bedding. You let your arm down, in the process bumping your elbow against a hard surface.
Upon investigation, you find itâs a copy of Norweigan Wood.Â
Carlos is at his desk, taking a timezone-separated call about simulation and season prep, when two soft knocks go at his door and it creaks open. He turns the chair away from the desk to see who it is. An ankle steps in first, then more leg, and then youâin a lovely, pretty pink lace dress, your face illuminated by the moonlight outside. One hand clutches a copy of his book; the other, the ribbon heâd used on your hair earlier.
Heâs nursing a bottle of beer, just to help ease the drag of the day, and he watches you approach him, your footsteps quiet against the hardwood of the floor. Wait, he mouths, finishing the call in a hushed tone, and when he hangs up you approach him again.
âI thought you should have this back,â you say, offering him the book. Your eyes rake over him, wearing the same getup heâd worn to dinnerâdenim jeans, because heâd ducked out to buy food, except heâs ridden himself of his shirt.Â
He takes the book, places it on the table, continues staring up at you. âAnd I thought you should keep this.â The ribbon, pale pink, is now looped around his wrist and tied into a delicate ribbon at the apex of it. You admire your handiwork with a smile tugging at the corners of your lips.
You lean down, face just shy of his. âWe shouldnât,â he manages to eke out, his voice strained.
âBut you want to,â you respond softly. âNo oneâs going to know. Our little secret.â
His eyes are shut, contemplating, and then heâs kissing youâthe only thing youâve wanted, craved, touched yourself to the thought of over the course of the summer. You reciprocate immediately, parting your lips to let him kiss you deeper, a whimper leaving your mouth. He kisses like he knows heâs a good kisser, and he really is. His scent is intoxicating, a drug, sending arousal and desire straight through you.
You part, eyes half-lidded as you stand straight again. You cock your head slowly to the side, and with your headâs movement your hair follows, gathering on one side. It exposes much of your shoulder and collarbones, which lay underneath the thin lace dress you wear to sleep, and which is now subject to Carlos' unwavering stare. He has no shame, eyes raking over you, up and down and back up. One hand curled around a bottle of beer, the other coming up to slowly graze the back of your thigh.
Your breath hitches. âDo you like the dress?â You ask softly, teasingly. Itâs nothing special, Carlos, you seem to say; itâs just a nightie.
His hand is rough against the thin skin of your leg, traveling upward. He gives you a nod in response; he does like it, the sheer material, the pink color, the loose way it hugs your body. Roughly, he voices his assent. âCome sit on my lap.â
âWait,â you say, pouting. Your knee rubs softly against the material of his jeans, and you slowly sink onto your knees, hands placing themselves on your thighs. His grip goes from the back of your thigh to your hair, combing it softly, cradling your face.Â
âLet me,â you say, letting your silence imply everything unsaid. Heâs going crazy, losing his mind.
âSo pretty,â he says, nodding. his voice thin. âGo ahead, baby.â
The petname gets you dizzy. You lean forward, resting your face on the hard bulge in his pants, smiling up at him. Youâve got these big, doe eyes, begging him, and heâs not so sure he even has the upper hand anymoreâhe would do anything you asked, any request that left those pretty bitten lips. He gathers your hair in two hands, forms a messy, unclean braid, crisscross at the back of your head just so he has something to grip while he fucks your throat.
You make quick, deft work of unbuttoning his jeans, and he watches, leaned back on the chair, legs spread wide with bent knees on either side of your body, caging you in. Carlosâ eyes are half-lidded, a hand at your braid, bringing his beer to his lips, swallowing before he sets it onto the adjacent desk.
His cock is bigâthick, intimidatingâand you canât help but wonder how youâre going to fit the whole thing in your mouth without choking. It twitches in your palms the longer you stroke him, precum weeping from the head and slicking up your palms. Gruff expletives, in Spanish and English, slip past his gritted teeth and the sounds travel directly to your core, causing you to instinctively press your thighs together to soothe the ache blossoming there.
You take head of his cock into your mouth, feel it roll over your tongue, heavy and warm. Drool gathers in your mouth and your fingers dig into the muscle of his thighs in anticipation. The hand wound around your braid, pressed against your head, presses heavier slowly, slotting the first few inches of cock into your mouth while avoiding the back of your throat. You relax, letting your lips seal around the length, cheeks hollowing and tongue lulling at the underside. He curses.
You continue bobbing your head, lewd noises leaving your mouth with every move you make; it embarrasses you, but also sends slick gushing out of you.
Tears prick at the corners of your eyes when the tip of his cock grazes the back of your throat; you cough, fingers heavy as they dig into the flesh of his still-denim clas thighs; drool trickles onto his balls. The hand remains there, though, pushing you and keeping you pinned in place as he slowly thrusts upward. You havenât even gotten him all the way.
You gag and sputter, eyes fully watering the harder Carlos bullies his cock into your throat; youâre dizzy with arousal and submission, maybe one, maybe both, youâre too far gone.
âEasy,â he orders, and you will yourself to breathe nasally, relaxing, burying more of him in you. He loves seeing you like this, hair all prettyâhis braid, tooâand on your knees, trying your best to please him. âBeing so good for me, good girl,â he says, losing resolve. Youâre so pretty when you cry, eyes rimmed and bloodshot, tear streaks all over your cheekbones.
He ruts shallowly into your throat, every move punctuated by a guttural gag from your endâonce, twice, a third time, before finally he releases you. You let out a cough, and a gasp, breathy, a string of saliva connecting your lips to his tip. He doesnât want to cum yetânot like this. You gaze up at him, big eyes anticipating, and he guides you upward, on the bed.
He kicks his jeans off and readjusts his briefs, watches you scramble to position yourself on the bed, sitting down properly. âWill you fuck me now?â You ask, your sweet voice raspy. He likes knowing heâs the reason why.
You inch yourself backward so youâre fully on his bed, a hand traveling to stop your tiny dress from riding up any further. He steps closer, one knee on the bed, caging you in again, and stops you. His gaze flickers down to your legs, forces your knees apart so he can see in between them. Your pretty cuntâs soaked through your panties. âDonât hide from me,â he says, voice rough as he steps back off the bed and kneels beside it.
âCarlos,â you breathe, letting him have his way with you. Your mindâs all fuzzy, but itâs okayâhe takes care of you.Â
Strong arms snake around your thighs and pull you toward him until your cunt is level with his face. His breath, warm, fans against you, muted by the thin fabric of your panties and it does nothing to help the unadulterated, dirty arousal throbbing in your cunt. He bites at the flesh of your inner thigh, then hooks two fingers into your panties and pulls them aside.
The taste of you is so good; it goes straight to Carlosâ head. And all of your embarrassed, whiny whimpers, the way your fingers knot helplessly into his hair as he drags his tongue up your cunt â that drives him absolutely crazy. He licks at your pussy, sticks his tongue in, nudges your clit with his nose, ekes whimpers and debauched moans out of your lips.
He pushes two fingers into you, doesnât give you time to adjust before heâs fucking them in and out, moans spilling out of you involuntarily. Itâs lewd, itâs dirty, getting his friendâs daughter all spread out for him like this, but Carlos loves it. More, you sob, more, please, I needâyeahâ
His skilled tongue doesnât let up, continues toying with you, licking up all the arousal oozing out of your cunt. He eats you, fucks you with his fingers, until your eyes are welling up with overwhelm and the need to release, your hands pulling at his long hairâyour pussy dripping, quivering, right at the edge of your orgasm.
Any of the reservations you had are now out the window. Your grip on Carlosâ hair is tight, pushing his head deeper into your pussy and grinding against his mouth mindlessly.
Iâm cummingâ!
Your voice is so dirty, so lewd, so needy, when you finally finish around him, slick dripping out and your pussy twitching, clenching and unclenching around nothing as you release. Panting, you hoist yourself on your elbows, your braid surprisingly intact, and pout down at him.
âI said fuck me.â
âSo you complain,â he responds with a coy smile, his lips shiny with your slick. You want him to fuck you stupid.
He does eventually, gets you all calm and lying down on the bed, knees to your chest. Your feet cross and uncross with anticipation. He lets his cock rest first on your stomach, where it twitches, smearing precum under your belly button.
âThatâs where youâll be,â you say, stroking him. When he finally does begin thrusting into you, he wishes he could save the image of your pretty eyes fluttering closed, puffy lips open in a whimper.
Your legs tremble with the size youâre taking, his hand gentle as it is firm on your hips, forcing you to take him, take him good, take him better. Good girl, heâs saying, good fucking girl. Inch by inch, you struggle to take all of him, his girth thicker than what your cunt is willing to take. Youâre positive youâll feel him in your stomach.
âCarlos,â you whimper, voice aching.
âFuck,â is all he can muster, watching your pussy swallow him. âSo tight.â
Heâs drunk on the feeling of you, wet and clenching around him, so tight. He can tell youâre high on it too, on the stretch of him, the way you keep trying to meet every thrust, legs already beginning to tremble with pleasure and deep arousal. He bottoms out, an expletive leaving him in Spanish, and then slowly begins to fuck in and out of you.
He watches your face, the way your brows knit as you take him, take his cock, eyelides fluttering. âSo good,â you moan, mouth open. He drops a glob of spit onto your tongue, tells you to swallowâyou do, presenting your empty tongue to him. Good girl, prettiest girlâany and all praise leaves him in dizzy, heady breaths.
âTeasing me for so long,â he pants, his dick splitting you in half. âThis what you wanted? Hmm?â
But even in your cloudy mind, you find the grit to retaliate, teasingly, a cloy smile on your lips. âYou said it was wrong,â you gasp out with every thrust. âFucking your friendâs daughter.â
âBut you love it,â Carlos goads. âDo you?â
You nod, cockdrunk, but itâs not enough. âUse your words, pretty. You can do it.â
âI do, I love it. I need more,â you whine, getting off on his teasing, on the implication that this is all wrong, that neither of you should be doing this. âNeeded this so much, Carlos.â You crack your eyes open to watch the bulge in your abdomen, the shape of his girth splitting you open. He slams into you harder and you try to squirm away, but he keeps you pinned in place.
âAnd if your dad walked in?â
You gush slick all over him. âCarlos,â you plead.
âSaw his daughter taking his friendâs dick?â He says it low into your ear, bending to make sure you hear all of it. âTaking it like a good girl, too.â He pulls out, slaps your ruined hole with his dick, then shoves it in deep again, groaning when you cry outâgetting off on you whining about how sensitive you are, the way you tremble under him and around him. Your pretty little face, all sweaty and ruined.
âIâm gonnaâfuckâIâm, CarlosâIâm gonna cum,â you say, nodding. Youâve probably cum twice already, little bursts of pleasure causing your cunt to twitch around him, sensitive. âCan Iâ?âÂ
âThatâs it,â he praises. âCome on, cum for me. Been so good for me.â You tremble around him as you finish, broken moans fucked out of you with every surge of his hips forward.
Heâs close, too, having held off fucking you for the past how many days, and you can tell; his thrusts get shallower, faster, until his hips are stuttering and heâs panting your name out, long hair framing his flushed, pretty face. You reach up to comb a hand through it. âCum inside me,â you beg, watching him go crazy, his nostrils flaring and eyes blinking quick.Â
He pumps his cum into you, thrusting several times as he rides it out, fucking you full of him, of his cum. You relish in the feeling, of being his girl, his good girl. âYouâre a mess,â he comments, his face buried into your neck. He pulls out, both of you sighing at the sight and feeling of his cum dribbling out of you, onto the bed.
You unfold your legs, sitting up despite how sore you feel. Your dress is damp with sweat, and slick, and cum. âI feel a mess.â You pout.
âYou look pretty.â
âCan I sleep here tonight?â You ask, voice meek. He nods, holds you tight as you both drift off, like he knows that you wonât be his to call his by the time the summer wanes and Comporta is left empty again.
â
âItâs the post-race interview,â Ali calls. âHurry!â
âIâm coming, Iâm coming!â You hop into the living room, tossing her the bag of popcorn sheâd requested you to cook. Fall has officially dawned upon the city, adorning it with orange and red leaves, jazz music and cold nightsâand weekends watching races.
Around you, all your university friends watch with intense gazes at the winner of the latest Formula One grand prixâsomething none of you had been remotely interested in just months prior.
You watch, eyes glittering, at the winner. Tan skin, long hair, jogging over to the journalist. Sainz, what a stellar drive! She sounds awestruck, genuinely taken aback by his dominance on the track today. She asks for a message in Spanish, as always; a few words of inspiration, and then, just as a fun little tidbitâdid you have a good luck charm today?
He smiles to himself, like heâs just heard an inside joke and seems to think for a minute. âNo, not really.â Then he combs a hand through his hair. There, looped around his wrist, is a pretty, pale pink ribbon.
earrings at Dolce & Gabbana fall 2012
Your Future Spouses Job
Due to derivative astrology the 4th house rules over our future spouses career. Here are some possible careers your spouse could have with each 4th house placement. Remember that there can be more interpretations than this, but these are only some examples
Aries 4h: Firefighter, athlete, rapper, race car driver, fighter (example: ufc fighter), cop, military soldier/veteran, er dispatcher, personal trainer/bodybuilder, entrepreneur
Taurus 4h: Chef, accountant, banker, singer, podcaster, sales worker, radio host, fashion designer/stylist, model, botanist, financial manager, financial clerk, food service manager, marketing manager, cashier
Gemini 4h: Writer/journalist/poet, social media influencer, teacher, comedian, podcaster, politician, radio host, public speaker, librarian, videographer, counselor, game designer, tutor, neurologist, driver (examples: door dasher, bus driver, uber driver, etc)
Cancer 4h: Baker, real estate agent, nurse, nanny (example: travel nanny), home/interior designer/architect, marine biologist, carpenter, construction worker, counselor, professional cuddler
Leo 4h: Actor, entertainer, athlete, talent agent/director, event/party planner, theatre teacher, music teacher, hair stylist/barber, concert promoter, any career involving fame
Virgo 4h: Doctor/nurse, nutritionist, vet, comedian, news reporter, interviewer, personal trainer, therapist, lawyer, farmer, librarian, botanist, housekeeper/maid, counselor, tutor, dentist, dermatologist, neurologist, zoologist, social media influencer
Libra 4h: Singer, dancer, model, artist, fashion designer/stylist, wedding planner, makeup artist, lawyer, dermatologist, barber/hair stylist
Scorpio 4h: Detective, cop, psychologist, funeral director, coroner, banker, sex worker (example: stripper), tax preparer, bikini waxer, forensic pathologist, criminal psychologist
Sagittarius 4h: Teacher, comedian, pilot, flight attendant, astrologer, news reporter, casting agent, religious career (example: pastor), lawyer, librarian, philosopher, photographer, interpreter/translator, tutor, tour guide
Capricorn 4h: Business owner/ceo, film director, publicist, archeologist, politician, entrepreneur, historian, financial manager, carpenter, construction worker, chiropractor, dentist, sales agent
Aquarius 4h: Engineer, scientist, rapper, social media influencer, film producer, inventor, dj, humanitarian, politician, graphic designer, entrepreneur, videographer, game designer, electrician
Pisces 4h: Singer/musician, actor, astrologer, psychic, hypnotist, astronomer, artist, model, lifeguard, marine biologist, creative writer, lyricist, any career involving fame
every once in a while I remember that hannibal lecter would show up at crimes he committed and be like âgirl WHO did that???â
isfj is someone with the introverted, observant, feeling, and judging personality traits. these people tend to be warm and unassuming in their own steady way. theyâre efficient and responsible, giving careful attention to practical details in their daily lives.
drapes his jacket over you when he notices you slouching and leaning on your forearm. Youâve definitely fallen asleep when you should be studying and working on your assignment but heâll let it slide, just this once. (a lie)Â
kisses your head and gently runs his long fingers along your back peppering his lips along your neck and arms, doting on you to make sure you donât get a cold from the ac in the library. (why you chose to sleep under the fan will never cease to confuse him)Â
has an album filled with pictures of you sleeping and sets them as his background, alternating between his favorite ones. He claimed to not be the type to obsess over their s/o but how could he not when youâre just so beautiful and loving you is one of the best things heâs ever done?Â
Sometimes if heâs feeling generous heâll finish your work (heâs done it enough that heâs matched your handwriting perfectly but heâll never admit it) opting for the excuse that you must have completed it before passing out (a lie that loses credibility the more it happens) and when you get a perfect score on the assignment you run into his arms as he congratulates you. (maybe this was all a ploy for your affection)Â
âBaby look I got a 100%!âÂ
âYouâre amazing honey, how do you wanna celebrate?âÂ
Kuroo, Kenma, OSAMU, Suna, Akaashi, Sakusa, Iwaizumi, TSUKISHIMA, Daichi, Oikawa, Kita
Roses and coffee stains; Unbuttoned blouses and tousled hair