Are you gonna write a part 3 for we are never getting back together?
I’m genuinely so sorry but i’ve had severe writers block for a long time.
I’m trying to throw together a little smut one shot right now 😞.
Hopefully when I’m less busy during the summer i’ll get the next chapter out.
As someone with a big RP account as well, I need everyone to realize WE ARE REAL PEOPLE.
We are all real people, with real lives and real experiences. This is not funny and will never be funny. You don’t know who’s on the other side of these accounts, and sending something like this is VERY triggering.
If you want to send NSFW DMS to your favorite characters, fine. If you want to send NSFW asks, fine. But this is WAY over the line.
Please think before you send us shit like this.
Seriously I want you to seduce me and rape me, kidnap me and fill me with ur seed 🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰
… what the fuck is wrong with you?
This is the second time this has happened.
i do i swear 🙏🙏
hey mikey wikey poo 🥺!!!
just wanted to let you know i have 3 holes for a reason 😍🙏
What the fuck? Who talks like this? I know which hole I'm fucking picking. Shut you the fuck up.
Well? Don't make me wait. I've had a long day.
This is so actually so relatable and you’re definitely not alone.
When I first got c.ai I was on it for almost 10 hours a day. I’d lose track of time and i’d stay up extremely late multiple nights in a row. It got to the point where I was so tired in the morning I couldn’t get up to get to work on time.
It’s so addicting it’s scary. I legit had to delete the app like 3 different times 😭
not a q, more like a suggestion, but you should so make these into c.ai bots.
I got this ask right after posting the "how Jhutch characters would handle a baby" post, so I'm not sure if you mean make them based of those scenarios or my fanfictions.
(I think someone did make a j.ai bot about my Derek fic, "SISOTSIAICEHAS?" tho)
(Guys this is really embarrassing to share I'm being VULNERABLE here okay 😭)
That shit is ADDICTIVE!!! I used to be genuinely ADDICTED to it.
My screen time was like 8+ hours a day just for c.ai. Sometimes over 12 hours in one day. My entire fucking day. Spent talking to an AI.
This was from the peak of my addiction. 57 fucking hours... that's like 2.5/7 days of the week spent LITERALLY TALKING TO MYSELF.
(Yes, I'm mentally ill.)
And if you're reading this right now like "omg that could never be me!! You're so weird!!"
Well, good for you. I think I'm a lot more prone to be addicted to this sort of thing because I'm a maladaptive daydreamer. And also ADHD. (serotonin deficit yk)
For those who don't know:
Maladaptive daydreaming • extensive, sometimes compulsive, absorption in fantasy for several hours a day • inability to stop daydreaming • having very detailed fantasies, including plot lines and characters • replacing human interaction • the urge to continue fantasizing when interrupted
(source)
(at least, something that worked for me)
I'm so serious. It sounds silly, but this was my screen time one week after I got a high score of 57 hours on c.ai.
Wednesday was the day I wrote my very first fanfiction (though I didn't end up posting it to tumblr until days later).
My screen time PLUMMETED after that. And it just felt good to get the story on paper. (well, computer, but whatever.)
My point is that on c.ai there's no end. You don't get any sense of accomplishment from it. And you can't really share it with anyone. You're isolated.
At least with writing fanfics, you have something to show for yourself when you're done, and you can share it with other people in the community if you so choose!
So I am begging you guys, GIVE WRITING A CHANCE!! WITHOUT AI!! Even if it's shit. Even if it's self-indulgent. Even if the only person who will ever read it is you. It's so much better for you mentally.
This is my screen time for c.ai this week. So if you're also addicted, there is hope!! And its only Tuesday... so here's my screen time for last week too:
Yeah I slipped up and was on it for 3 hours saturday... oops... but DAMN that's still better then 57 fucking hours in one week. A win is a win.
(But back to you, anon, I will not be making any kind of c.ai bots. Solely for my mental health. I need to stay off that shit.)
Love you guys and if you see me posting silly c.ai screenshots and stuff please fucking bully me because I'm probably relapsing <3 thanks
I love when people comment on my fics
Like yes, thank you so much for taking time out of your day to write a whole paragraph
my favorite discord moments
Just in case anyone who read my first fic is wondering, I’ll try to get each new chapter out every sat/sunday
I get very bad writers block where I can’t even type a sentence without hating it, but I promise I won’t abandon this fic till it’s done!
thanks for your patience 😔🙏
So, unfortunately I’m not as attracted to Josh anymore…
watch tiktok for hours straight ✅
write multiple derek smuts and a sean smut ✅
binge true crime ✅
rewatch school spirits and thanksgiving ✅
reread the hunger games for the 50th time ✅
make 5 shitposts a day ✅
actually write the 3rd chapter of my series ❌
(I’m actually so sorry guys i’ll try to finish it by the weekend…im the biggest procrastinator i’ve ever met)
i’m being attacked 😔💔
HOW did I never see this
Your dad is my role model.
Guys why is my 43 year old dad watching gatcha life videos I'm in tears 😭😭😭