Adam Thomas (2014)

I have a big heart and it’s always hurting

My home will be a home with no loud anger, no explosive rage, no slamming doors or breaking glass, no name calling, shaming or blackmail. My home will be gentle, it will be warm. It will keep my loved ones safe. No fear, no hurt and no worries. I may come from a broken and twisted place but I will build something whole and safe. I’ll sing in the shower again, cook with a smile and dance in all the rooms. I will heal.

“why are you so depressed? what’s making you so anxious?” *banging pots and pans together* I DONT KNOW!!!!!! I DONT KWNO!!!!!!! I!!!!! DONT!!!! KNOW!!!!!!!!!! I DonT KNOW! ! !!!!!!!! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

if you put a frog in boiling water, it will jump out.

if you put a frog in warm water and gradually turn up the heat until the water is boiling, the frog will remain there until it dies.

and that is an abusive relationship.

“This is the chemical formula for love:

C8H11NO2+C10H12N2O+C43H66N12O12S2 dopamine, seratonin, oxytocin.

It can be easily manufactured in a lab, but overdosing on any of them can cause schizophrenia, extreme paranoia, and insanity.

Let that sink in.”

“Love breaks my bones and I laugh.”

— Charles Bukowski