Akashi and Nash dancing swing πΆ
Oh wait I could do it betterβ¦
Perfect
Akashi when Nash's last name is Gold and one of bokushi's eyes is literally gold:πππ
Akashi when his favourite basketball player is Magic Johnson and Nash is literally known as the magician:πππ
GREETINGS EVERYONE!!! I've spent the last couple of months working on a full length comic adaption of @goodlucktai's beautiful 'fishbowl' fanfic!!! Below you can read the fruits of my efforts :) Enjoy!
The Miracles each picked an outfit for Akashi. Who chose your favorite ?(The squares are color coded if you canβt guess by the outfits)
I did if for Momoi here and of course i had to do it for Akashi too.
I changed the posting date for your birthday @active-mind-15 π«Ά Happy Birthday !
Something something akashi's "I'm losing someone I love" face something something
"aphobia doesn't exist" really?
"you're a lesbian because u haven't been with the right man" - "you're ace just because you have SA trauma"
"if a man likes men there's something wrong with him, it's not natural" - "not being attracted to people isn't naturally right"
"bisexuality doesn't exist, just come out as gay/straight" - "being aroace isn't a real thing, you're just broken"
"you're not queer, you're too young to know that" - "you're not aroace, you'll experience love/sexual attraction any time soon"
Same attacks but directed to a different group of people. I've seen queer aphobes saying shit like this but honestly you're no better than a homophobe
Mental Disorders Headcanons
pls keep in mind that im not an expert on disorders or anything, i just thought this would be fun lmfao
TW!: suicide, depression, panic attack, self harm, self destructive thoughts, mentions of blood
Characters: Akashi, Kuroko, Midorima, Aomine, Kise, Kagami
lots of disassociating and emotional detachment
and I can imagine that he experiences derealization a lot, especially during his mental breakdowns
for example in the middle of the Rakuzan vs Seirin match
disassociating
in fact, the entire time that Bokushi was in front, he had tunnel vision
i feel like there would be times that he would just stare at something for hours
that wouldnt stop him from completing the tasks that his dad makes him do, but in those times he forgets to take care of himself
Kuroko is usually the sensitive one, quickly seeing if Akashi's having trouble
he tries to talk to him and distract him and when the others catch up they do the same
Aomine would like give him a pat on the back in the middle of a game maybe, Kise would compliment something of his, Murasakibara sharing candy, stuff like that
the problem is, Akashi doesn't see their gestures
ive mentioned this before too, but i would think he self harms
he has scars on his thighs, both red and white ones
no one knows
Nijimura has a suspicion though
theres just a slight hesitation when Akashi runs, or sometimes he jolts when he forgets about it and fabric brushes against it
has attempted suicide twice
neither of which Masaomi knows about
Midorima knows about the second time but doesnt know about the first
also emotional detachment
he tries to avoid as much conflict as possible, which also leads to him prioritizing others instead of himself
a bad habit he has is helping others regardless of how it would affect him
he likes to sacrifice himself a lot for the sake of others
lots of overthinking
frequent panic attacks in the locker room when he's alone
but he also experiences them around people, so he learned to suppress them throughout the years
he experienced once, exactly once, that he was having an obvious panic attack in front of people (what people? idk)
so his chest was tightening, he couldnt breathe, he was shaking and all that
but no one noticed because of his lack of presence
he couldnt even ask for help, nor he would want to do that anyways
when the GOM learned about it, they make sure to pay extra attention if they feel that Kuroko is on edge about something
there was once he had a panic attack in the locker room and Aomine caught him and calmed him down
routines and rituals, as we've seen from our beloved Shin-kun
every morning Oha Asa, has to prepare everything exactly the way he wants it to be, and be finished at a specific time
if something goes wrong he outbursts, either a breakdown or doing something repeatedly to make sure that what his doing is correct
and the times that he somehow cant find or dont know his lucky item (this is canon btw lmfao) he hoards everything that he can find in relation to what small thing he knows about the potential lucky item
we also know that he takes very extensive care of his nails because of basketball to the point that he wraps bandages around him
now that i think about it maybe him having ocd might just be canon atp
when he accidentally fucks up, or the shape of his nail wasnt what he wants it to be, he continues filing down his nails until it bleeds
fuck ow lmfao
Akashi notices this and forbids him to practice when he sees blood on the tips of his bandages
sometimes when the rest notices that its really bad, they offer the some of their things in hopes that it would be effective as his lucky item
also, at times, they listen to oha asa just in case Midorima has trouble with his lucky item so that it wouldnt happen again
we see a lot of the symptoms in the anime actually
loss of interest in hobbies, self isolation, irritability, stuff like that
i think he would definitely engage in self destructive behaviors, but not quite like cutting
suicidal ideation
he doesnt practice, we know this, but instead of "theres no point" its more of "someone might be able to beat me if i stay in this level"
but i feel like he would train outside their practices, harder than a lot of people
running for hours regardless of how much he throws up, working out in gyms but not using equipment properly or pushes himself past his limit
stuff like that
he actively avoids people, and he struggles with doing basic functions like eating, brushing his teeth, taking a bath
self destructive thoughts:
"theres nothing left for me"
"nothing matters anymore"
"no one understands me"
"i dont need anyone"
its not often that the gang notices when its particularly bad, but Kise and Kuroko never miss it
they'd always make sure that hes with someone, and they'd watch over him so that he doesnt do anything that might harm him, especially after an incident
they were about to cross the road but Aomine wasnt looking
(he doesnt look when he crosses anymore and its just become a habit)
both of them pulled him back, and he was pissed at the two of them because he also landed on his ass
when they made eye contact, all three of them just immediately understood what Aomine was trying to do
in the manga, Kise's very rude to people he deems below him
or in general, people who he doesnt call "-cchi"
i would think that Kise actually has a very fragile self-esteem
most people in his life praise him anyways, and it doesnt help that he's a model thats often swarmed by girls wherever he goes
but when someone gives him critisizm, its like a switch
he doesnt get angry, but he does feel intense shame and he'll overthink about it for days on end, sometimes not being able to sleep at night
and he'll do everything to make sure that he himself knows that he isnt what that person says he is
when that doesnt happen, he questions his self worth and disassociates for days as well
often it gets self destructive
those he sees below him, he despises
as if they arent even worthy of breathing the same air as him
he treats them like shit only in private tho
he doesnt want his reputation to be tarnished after all
I think Aomine would be his number 1 supporter
Kise doesnt rely on others nor shows vulnerability, but you can count on Aomine to point out the things that he's good at when he's feeling down
Kuroko would try to distract him i think, like taking him to eat popsicles or karaoke
(some of the only times that Kuroko actually agrees to hang out with him)
has almost attempted self harm many times but never actually goes through with it
we see traces of this too in the anime and in the manga
his hyperfixation is definitely and quite obviously basketball
he has difficulty with emotional regulation as we know, feeling hotheaded and sometimes explosive anger
we've seen him restless as well when he's looking forward to games too much, or he just cant help but practice when he needs to blow off some steam
and id also think hes just generally restless, he has to be doing something or fidgeting with something and he cant sit still
hes a bit of a perfectionist (just a bit)
i think hes also a little sensitive when taking critisism, and sometimes he takes it the wrong way and suddenly outbursts
something that's also shown in the anime is that hes impulsive, especially on the court but also off court
ADHD often comes with anxiety and depression, so sometimes the Seirin team can tell that he's down or he's more fidgety than usual
Hyuga is a tough love kind of person, so he doesnt hesitate to be blunt around Kagami
Sometimes he takes it wrong, but Kuroko and Izuki is always there to help Kagami understand that Hyuga just wants the best for him
when hes down, Seirin goes to Maji burger and they all split the bill to pay for the ridiculous amounts of burgers that Kagami loves so much
Kagami i think fidgets with himself if he's restless, biting his nails, peeling his lips, to the point of bleeding
Seirin notices every single time and just grabs kagami's arm and pulls it away from whatever he's doing
Akashi canonically is incapable of telling a joke
Also kise can't draw π
The miracles play a drawing guessing game and they keep screaming at kise cause this is the shit he draws
"WHAT IS THAT???"
"ITS A DOG"
Any game the miracles play always ends with someone crying, usually kise
INSTINCTUAL REACTION: He catches you writing his last name with your first name in the library
Characters: Jade, Jamil, Jack, Idia, Azul
Genre: Romantic (pre-relationship)
Gets in your face, no smiles, which is scarier because he's serious
"Which one?" He asks "Which one?" You feel like there's a penalty if you answer wrong.
Pretends he didn't see
Walks away, pulling his hoodie further down, hits a bookshelf because he was distracted
Also pretends like he didn't see
Meets you the next time with his tails wagging and being unusually helpful
"We could arrange that"
Doesn't waste a moment and sits beside you. Then chickens out and walks away saying, "Excuse me for a moment"
Screams so loud it gets your attention and you scream too, in surprise
You two get kicked out the library
γ¨γΌγΉγγγ§γ¨γ!!!!!γγγΎγγ¦γγγ§γ¨γ!!!!!
I AM HOT
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