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cozy golden retriever puppy moodboard <3

I love logging on everyday and seeing y'all share your stories I'm litteraly crying behind the screen (/pos, and because imma huge crybaby) i was so nervous when i first joined the community, I had just learned what a therian/otherkin/nonhuman was a few months prior, and been going over the label for a long while. I always went back and fourth between furry and petregressor and it never felt right.

When I first made my account i still had second thoughts, what if im a fake and not a 'real' therian, after all I'm seeing accounts with age 20+, hell, even some 30+ year olds, which most of them have known for YEARS that they were therians and have these account to post their awesome experiences with younger therians, and then seeing those young ones too, already knowing who they are. And then there's me at the awkward age of 18 a grown adult but not quite. it embarrassed me that i didn't already know what a therian was, and that i was one, so i doubted myself at first, but with each post i read, and each experience that i found myself relating too, I felt myself becoming more comfortable with this life and just... Feel more like me actually. Even with December depression weighing me down, curling up by a heater and gnawing onna dog toy got me through it, helped me cope when I've never been able to cope before.

Thank you guys for existing. This account has been my safe haven for all things therian, when i know no one im my stupid conservative town irl would accept me.

Nikto headcanons! Indulge me beloved ❤️❤️

BABY! ANYTHING FOR YOU! 🤍 I'll make them extra indulgent for youuuuu

принцесса - printsessa/princess

Nikto headcanons, strangers to lovers

He's basically feral when you first meet.

Barely talks unless his teammates, especially Krüger, somehow manage to make him engage in conversation with you.

When he finally does approach you willingly after a long while (and because his most trusted circle does seem to trust you), it's like someone else is speaking for him, and that's how you figure out that he suffers from DID.

He dissociates a lot, but you don't mind, and you get to know his many different alters.

One is downright mean, one is childish and almost playful, one is very sweet and introduces herself as 'mat'' (mother), and another one is so very clingy and charming that you sometimes don't know how to handle it.

Most times, Nikto doesn't know nor remember the interactions. He's not mentally present after all, but eventually, his alters confess to him that they're all drawn to you in their own ways.

Nikto realizes that you actually want to be around him, even though he sees himself as a monster; someone who isn't good enough for you.

One evening, he seeks you out, asking downright boldly: "принцесса, you do like me, da?"

When you confess that you do, in fact, like him a lot, that you care about him, flaws, scars, and all... he pushes you backward into your room, towering as he gazes at you with sharp blue eyes, like a shark ready to attack.

And when you're about ready to either beg for mercy or flee like a little rodent, he suddenly pulls his mask off for the first time; baring his face to you.

It's not as bad as you'd imagined it to be. Sure, he has lots of nasty scars and burn marks, but his nose is still there and so are his lips which means Krüger, the motherfucker, has lied to you with his silly horror stories about Nikto.

"You're not scared of me, принцесса."

You shake your head and it looks like his broad shoulders slump with a ragged sigh of relief.

Bold as ever, he steps closer until his arm can snake around your waist, and he tugs. His eyes flicker down to your lips and you nearly squeak in fear or excitement? Perhaps both.

"I will kiss you now, принцесса. Don't want any one of them to kiss you first, da?"

You know he's talking about his alters and you nod obediently, hands fisting into his black tac shirt tentatively as your head dips back to welcome his chapped lips.

government? concrete citys? global warming? pollution? what are you talking about? look at this cool stick! wuf :3

bro i hate having to lie about being a therian to non therians

like one of my roommates for this trip i’m on says they are okay with furrries but therians? nope

and like i had to lie and like not agree but like act like im not one

kill me

Petition to change ‘paw dysphoria’ (long, many syllables)

to ‘dyspawria’ (punny, short, less syllables)

so ummm welcome to my jar:) lemme show you around! theres some holes poked in the top so i can breathe, theres some leaves to munch on, and ive even got a twig! #mytwig

have therians discovered these digging gloves yet

i feel like they’d like them……

therians what are your thoughts

Hello, I wanted to ask if you have any head cannons on Yegor? Or how he interacts with other characters?

Hm, that’s a hard question because I do not really have many hcs for him. But I will try.

Whenever I wrote him, I thought of him as a little bit sleazy? Like… he is just not that nice to be around, especially as a woman or (in Nikodim’s case) a trans man. He will make jokes about it and they might very well be obscene, targeting a person’s private parts.

He has close to no relationship with Nikto, who doesn’t care for him much but he has a complicated one with Krueger. Krueger buys drugs from him regularly, let that be cigarettes or something harder, but he takes care of that for both him and Nikto. So they have SOME sort of positive connection there. Especially because Krueger is not a politically correct person himself. (Read: he is a disgusting asshole) So they will have jokes to exchange. I believe that this changes drastically once Krueger is involved with Nikto and later Nikodim. If you have read Carpathian Forest, you know that I hc Krueger to function as some sort of attack dog/defence for both men so he won’t laugh about any of their personal struggles anymore. As an extension, he will not make jokes about trans men any longer and Yegor gets made VERY aware of the fact that Krueger will not tolerate him doing it either.

As long as they do not talk about this topic, they get along kind of well. There is still some animosity though because Yegor will have some things to say about Krueger’s homosexuality and him being a “bitch” and toning his political views down. And like the sleazy guy he is, he is too chicken to really confront it, so all of his remarks stay in a passive-aggressive territory. It doesn’t make for good talks, so they keep their dealings brief. Yegor knows that it’s stupid to start a fight with Krueger because Krueger is simply the bigger asshole in the room and he knows that this man has the bite to back up his bark.

So… for me, he functions as a kind of mild villain. Homo-/transphobic in language but not the balls to back any of it up, which makes him pretty harmless. Especially because he is a minority in the team!

Thank you so much for your ask, I enjoyed it thoroughly! Never thought about him that much and it was nice putting it into words! He is not a popular charcter, so how come you are interested in him? (Sorry I am like, super curious!)