You Know When You've Got That One Knot In Your Hair That Makes You Want To Set It All On Fire.

oh yeah i don't think I've said this before but:

i feel like a stranger in my own body most of the time

i know barely anything about myself and what i like

i don't feel like a girl. not fully, i don't not feel like a girl either.

ok yall hear me out.... has anyone read the house by the cerulean sea??

because a life series au would HIT

so if you haven't read it, its basically like a bunch of children who have magic or are mutants or idk just special and they get sent to these orphanedges to be kept away from society and theres more to the book but thats the gist

like the life series fits so well?? all the non human/mutant characters and their little powers and stuff? idk man i also just love when characters are children. might make this idk tho.

hermitcraft n life series brainrot had me drawing again!! ye

have a etho slab

characters going “we were lovers once”: eh, it’s okay i guess. it’s nice enough

characters going “we were friends once”: absolutely devastating. one hit knockout i’m gone

guys i don't know what im even on about

but

i have fallen into the habit of referring to myself as 'we' every now and then

i don't. even know why. i just started saying it. and

well, now we can't seem to stop?????

also sometimes i feel like a stranger in my own body?

huh.

The person I reblogged this from is awesome as fuck.

sometimes a piece of media just! grabs you by the throat and says, "hey buddy! I'm gonna irrevocably alter your brain chemistry now! have fun with that!!"

and then you just ! gotta deal with that ! you guess !!

This was insane and Im fucking terrified.

A message from the End

I like to be a little stupid recreationally

71 with Scar?

#71 - A House in Nebraska / Ethel Cain

bro you have no idea how much this was destined for me, I have always associated them with this song. for all my fellas who've never gotten over 3rd life. I'm still in that sand castle.