Ao3 Is Down I'm Going To Fucking Kill Myself, Which I'd Really Rather Not Because That Will Activate

babe i really can't talk right now i'm in the middle of pacing around the house while listening to music

my biggest fear in life is being remembered as my deadname. not just like as in being remembered by that name, but being remembered as the person that i pretend to be. i don't want my one mark on the world to be some fake shell, i need to know that i will be remembered as someone who was unabashedly themselves, who didn't care what people said when they came out, who grew and didn't just sit there doing nothing.

Percy seeing the Perseus statue who’s also holding medusa is fucking everything. this show is gonna be perfect. DISNEY PAY YOUR WRITERS

Love always,

Charlie

Turning older than your favorite fictional characters feels like a completely impossible and mind blowing experience

Thinking about all the times I took you for granted

all the good times we’ve had together

all the laughs and tears

Please come back from war, dear ao3 😔🤧🤧

I will wait for you, I will count the hours and minutes <3🤧🤧

“Percy’s special”

Oh I’m not gonna make it.

Seeing this kind of bullying in tv (actual realistic bullying, most people won’t like, push you and hit you or anything, since that way they’ll get caught, so they keep it simple and nobody does anything because they don’t see it as bullying) just took me back to school and holy shit. The way Nancy Bobofit pronounces the word special, like if it was disgusting, I think that’s very important representation. Because we know Percy has adhd, of course we know, but in the later books this fact has been pushed aside. Rick doesn’t really add much adhd traits and struggles in his books compared to in his first book. And meanwhile I knew about Percy’s time in school, seeing it is so so different and it’s not often bullying is shown this way and seeing a story of a bullied character, who’s deemed weird and “special” who then goes and saves the world and has lots of friends and a romantic partner, that’s really important for kids. For kids and for me. I’ll shut up I’m sorry I just have lots of feelings about it like I get it percy, I get it.

Luke's monologue hits so much harder since they spent literally the whole season emphasizing how unfair and neglectful the gods are. Like he doesn't seem as much of a villain as he did in the book?! AND they had Annabeth listening in?! All I can hear is Luke's voice echoing "she's my little sister..." in my head over and over and over and I want to curl up into a ball and die.

at this point im gonna add "professional mourner" to my indeed profile because i only open up tumblr to becry the fate of my fallen beloved (ao3) to the masses

anakin skywalker + The Spin