It’s I Just Signed. I Just Sighed, Just So You Know Day!!!!

it’s i just signed. i just sighed, just so you know day!!!!

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11 months ago
Oh Yeah 😎 I Like How Shes Evil And Mean

oh yeah 😎 I like how shes evil and mean


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1 year ago
Thriller Bark Usopp Is So Silly And Delightful I Love Usopp And His Big Beautiful Eyelashes

Thriller Bark Usopp is so silly and delightful I love Usopp and his big beautiful eyelashes


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11 months ago

not big on institutionalized religion but i really like the Virgin Mary. enjoy seeing her, the little statues, etcetera. she just does it for me

Not Big On Institutionalized Religion But I Really Like The Virgin Mary. Enjoy Seeing Her, The Little
2 years ago

Explaining top surgery scar to baby

Explaining Top Surgery Scar To Baby
1 year ago
Mp100 Girlweek Day 2! Thinking About Tome Going Off To High School While Most Of Her Friends Are Still

mp100 girlweek day 2! thinking about tome going off to high school while most of her friends are still in middle school

1 year ago
Mobfield 100

Mobfield 100

1 year ago

The feeling that any engagement of your interest is mocking and that no one really cares even when they do seem to give you the time of day. She's literally so me I need to explode.

This Gif Perfectly Encapsulates What I Love About Tome. All Girls Have Been This Gif. Like Remember Having

This gif perfectly encapsulates what I love about Tome. All girls have been this gif. Like remember having undiagnosed mental issues and your family makes you go on an outing that should be fun but you’re just pissed off constantly because youre a 14 year old girl? Tome gets it.

Like YOU’RE GOING SOMEWHERE TO DO SOMETHING THAT SPECIFICALLY PERTAINS TO YOUR INTERESTS. But youre a 14 year old girl and nobody will ever take you seriously and you’ve just got this pit of hopelessness in your stomach despite the fact that nothing is technically wrong

so even though youre on an outing planned for you you can’t shake the feeling that everyone is just making fun of you for being so upset over seemingly nothing. These are your friends and family, you deep down they wouldnt do that, but why else would they go out of their way?

They certainly wouldn’t do it for you, right? I mean nothing’s even technically wrong. You’re just being a crybaby and they all must think youre just being a dramatic teenage girl. And you are and you know that you are so why can’t you just get over it and be normal?

And when you finally can’t take the pain that’s screaming in your chest because everything feels wrong wrong and everything is going wrong and everything is wrong wrong wrong you can’t help but cry. And you’re embarrassed and you’re furious and you’re supposed to be mature and you’re supposed to not care but you cry.

Crying feels worse than the growing internal discomfort did because now everyone is looking at you. They’re staring in uncomfortable suprise at what you’re sure is the most unsuprising sight in the world - a 14 year old girl crying. You want to go home but you can’t. You’re 14. You can’t do anything on your own.

You react to the terrifying ordeal of being reacted to the only way you know how - with anger. You monologue through hot tears and sobs and snot how you didn’t even wanna be here and how you just *know* everyone is just doing this to make fun of you and how they should just go on ahead and leave you wherever you are (you know this can’t happen. They wouldn’t leave a 14 year old girl somewhere unfamiliar on her own) and something in you hopes that they’ll yell back, that they’ll treat you like you’re irrational and make you feel justified in your anger.

…But that doesn’t happen. The silence persists but you realize that it’s more contemplative than judgemental. They’re not afraid of you, though you think they should be. Rather than letting them say something sentimental about caring and being concerned or any sappy bullshit that will only serve to make you cry more, you wipe your face on your sleeve continue on your journey.

The day gets better. After everyone gathers that no, you don’t wanna talk about it, it almost feels like nothing happened to begin with- besides the slight exhaustion you feel every time you blink and the intense stress sweat you choose to blame on anything else.

By the time you get home, the day is mentally logged as a good day. You decide - albeit tentatively - that maybe you’re going to be ok. Maybe you won’t be a 14 year old girl forever.

You go to bed and have the best sleep you’ve had in months.

1 year ago
Girl Week Tsubomi!!! Love Her!!

Girl week tsubomi!!! love her!!


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