Meltdown

Meltdown

@ramblehour @oleander-nin

A short one shot I wrote about Donnie helping reader with a melt down. It's in the first person. Could be read as platonic or romantic!

Word count: 366

Donatello had just put the tank into park, Mikey having told him he'd seen me on the verge of tears. I had tried to say I was fine, that we shouldn't stop, but Donnie just shook his head. Raph and Leo looked at me with confusion, and, of course concern, but that wasn't what my brain chose to focus on. Not at this moment. I didn't even know what was wrong, one moment having enjoyed the atmosphere, the next feeling as though the lights were too bright and the road too bumpy and the conversation too loud.

Now I was pulled to a somewhat separate space inside the tank, Donnie's grasp on my upper arms soft. "Do you know what's wrong?" His eyes were searching mine.

"No," I hissed. I didn't mean for it to sound so aggressive. I looked at one of his hands on my arms, feeling tears build in my eyes as I fucked up again. Like how I ruined this trip. Like how I ruin everything. I-

His hands moved to my cheeks, more force than his hold on my arms but still gentle. My eyes closed. The pressure was a welcome feeling. It grounded me. I only noticed he was plugging my ears when he lifted his fingers to ask if I wanted his headphones. I nodded, so he lifted his hands away, quickly putting his head gear on me before returning his hands to my cheeks. I didn't ask, didn't want to talk, but he still answered in a soft voice through the speakers on my ears, "I've noticed this is one of your regulating behaviors, I can stop if-"

I grabbed his wrists so fast I actually felt him flinch. Before I could start feeling bad about that, I heard him chuckle, "that's an answer." I realized about halfway through all of this that I had been close to a meltdown, though of course couldn't focus on it with all the other thoughts racing. I finally opened my eyes, taking note that the lights were somehow dimmed. Donatello was smiling softly at me, his thumb swiping back and forth on my cheek bone once.

"Thank you."

"No probbles."

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RAAAAAAHHHH LET'S FUCKING GO!!!!

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My dear friend @spoopyblues214 started another cool story called „Rising Smoke and Sparks“ and I decided to once again draw a few scenes.

I have been waiting for the Donnie Chapter to come out, I finished the drawings in the beginning of December.


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3 months ago

it’s really interesting that the staff keep bringing up this idea of change in their comments. (I translated this from Google translate)

It’s Really Interesting That The Staff Keep Bringing Up This Idea Of Change In Their Comments. (I Translated

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It’s Really Interesting That The Staff Keep Bringing Up This Idea Of Change In Their Comments. (I Translated

Obviously, there’s going to be some inherent differences between Kodaka and Fujita’s directorial styles, but I think they might also be deciding to lean more into a newer vision for the show. like, it don’t think it’s just them saying “guys there’s a new director, so there might be some changes from what you know” but I think they’re also saying “we want to use this opportunity to make some changes, we hope you like our decisions”

I don’t know if this is something they did with previous seasons, but they really seem to be getting us ready for something different in this new season.

I’m definitely a bit scared, but I’m way more excited… I wonder what they have in store for us?


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1 year ago

Reposting my own post to add the unpause rise tags lolol

Saw the tiktok comparing gwen miles and hobie to siblings and Miguel to a mom, so heres this lolol


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1 year ago

AAAAAA SPEAKING OF IM DEVOURING THIS RAAAGGGHH

All four 12 turtles first meetings/impressions headcanons pleeeeeaaassseee <3333

anything for pookie <333

2012 TMNT First Meetings Headcanons

Leo

i think he would be interested in keeping you safe if you're a civilian

if you're a criminal he might talk you down from doing crime first, if you don't listen to him though he will kick your ass

but back to if you're a regular person in new york– if you were in danger he would most likely defend you

and if you insist on keeping him company because he saved your life, he might get a little shy and embarrassed

are you hungry ? he'll get you an order of pizza gyozas as soon as possible

you're one of the few humans he's ever met, it's a little hard for him to socialise with you at first but then gets the hang of it

if you're interested in any of the things he's interested in he will ask about it

he might infodump about space heroes if you're not careful

if you let him, he might develop a silly little crush on you

sorry this leo first impression headcannon thing is purely spoopy fanservice

Raph

he'd think nothing of you if you're a civilian

if you're a criminal he'd beat your ass, no questions asked

but if you're insistent on talking to raph after he saves your life or whatever he'd get annoyed and ask why you want to talk to him so bad

but this is only if he's still with mona

if he hadn't been with mona at all or they broke up or whatever, he might be bored enough to have you around for company

he might end up venting to you if you listen to him for long enough

raph feels as though he's never listened to and to have someone so ready and willing to hear him ramble, it comforts him

you might become his favourite friend after a night of talking and getting to know one another

he also would like it if you wanted to watch him train and cheer him on, it helps dissolve his insecurities

Donnie

depends how you react to him when it comes to you being a civilian

as for you being a criminal ? he'd ask you why, how, when– he wants every little detail about the crime you're committing and the context behind it. he might not even want to kick your ass at all, maybe he just wants to talk.

now, if the turtle's saving your life and you're grateful like a normal person, thanking him and going on your merry way, he'd be proud of himself for handling whatever you tangled yourself with on his own.

if you make out his save as a knight-in-shining-armour-saving-his-princess situation ? he would get all flustered and embarrassed, falling for you hard if you give him any semblance of affection as thanks.

the mutant is starved for affection after all the years he's pined and yearned. crushing should be his middle name and it's not for crushing his enemies.

spending the rest of the night talking to him would probably mean him checking for wounds or if you got hurt.

he would worry about you no matter if your life was threatened or if someone just tried to steal your bag

haha you're the next april (whether you reciprocate or not is up to you)

Mikey

nah dude you're chill brah

bro's clueless if you're committing crime

but otherwise he'd fight whatever's threatening you then offer if you want to hang out with him

whether you agree or scream and run away it's your choice (but the latter isn't what you're here for, is it ?)

he'd take you to murakami's or some pizza place he knows of for food first

after eating you guys would go up to the rooftops and he'd try to show you tricks on his board

maybe try to flirt with you if he finds you easy on the eyes

you spending time with him kind of reassures him that he's not annoying like his brothers say he is, so you're making him feel better about himself just by keeping him company

he'd love to talk to you again !! definitely will call you in the middle of the night to ask you if you think pineapple belongs on pizza.


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1 year ago
Thank You To Everyone Who Got Me To 500 Likes!

Thank you to everyone who got me to 500 likes!

Slaying the day away frfr, thank you all sm!!

I make tmnt x reader content btw, check out my blog if you like that!


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1 year ago
Reblog Art Guys. Seriously.

Reblog art guys. Seriously.

1 month ago

4/5 Ichimatsu month !!!

4/5 Ichimatsu Month !!!

I cleaned a rather ugly messy sketch I had for these two teehee. Kind of cosmic karma for how Ichi was holding that cat yesterday. I call these two cycle duo because after high school they kinda switched. blmatsu get outta here


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1 year ago

@bees-from-the-void I'M SO SORRY THAT THIS IS LATE ART BLOCK WAS KICKING MY ASS-

@bees-from-the-void I'M SO SORRY THAT THIS IS LATE ART BLOCK WAS KICKING MY ASS-

Here's my gift for the halloween gift exchange!!! They said they'd like Donatello, and I said Bo staff training it is!!!


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1 month ago
ICHIMATSU MONTH BEGINS!!!

ICHIMATSU MONTH BEGINS!!!

it's april, it's april! (for me at least, i'm a little ahead of some timezones x-)c)

i'll be drawing ichis every day – trying my best to, at least – though i do have some prompts to aid me. please look forward to it! and thank you to @mushimatsu for the inspiration, seeing you work on choro month was my main motivation teehee (prompt list under the cut)

and yes, if you're perhaps thinking 'hm, i've seen your username before but there's nothing on your account' - i goofed up and managed to delete my old account and ososan sideblog while trying to remove inactive sideblogs! i'm back though <3 i've learnt my lesson haha

ICHIMATSU MONTH BEGINS!!!

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5 months ago

I loved them but they didn't want me

Haha... ha.

@the-demon-of-twilight , idk anybody else who hasnt already been tagged I don't think but feel free to join !

Type “I loved them but” and click the next recommended words to fill in the rest

I loved them but they are all over it and they don’t deserve to be a good person

Huh

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