they's so dumb (click for quality)
When the council realises they have a duo of genius inventors at their hands theyre like "huh, so how can we market this to the public. Ew, one of them is from the undercity, lets fully forget about him. But the other one is good looking, built and has a last name, lets put this guy on our merch, i bet hes good with people" SIKE the first time jayce gets dragged to a gala he pouts the entire evening bc he wasnt allowed to bring his emotional support wet blanket (viktor), he mostly just stands next to cassandra kirraman or mel and only speaks when spoken to and then always manages to get way too technical about whatever hes working on, so they decide that maybe hes just gonna smile and look pretty from now on. He starts tugging on mels sleeve after 1 hour and asks if hes allowed to go back to the lab now.
Mel enrolls him in a public speaking course afterwards "baby, if you want funds to continue your tinkering you have to at least get out two sentences of smalltalk before telling people about how you and viktor crank it in the lab 24/7"
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this is how the scene went, right?
no i dont think i will stop thinking about benji from hfwu .. benji whos father his number 1 supporter was shot in front of him at the beginning of the book his blood splattered on his face buried under his nails forever ingrained into the ridges of his fingerprints benji who loved so fiercely it was dangerous so much so that he forgave the boy who hurt him so quickly and it cost him almost everything BEEENJIII who felt different for so long and who ended up associating that feeling with being monstrous after he was injected with seraph BENJI. who just wanted to be a boy that loved boys. who was only a teen when the world fell apart and chained him down, benji who had religion and trauma whispering in his ear bite your tongue and do as you are told for He will never forgive you if you follow your heart — benji who was never even sure who He was, if heaven and hell and everything his life revolved around for so long even existed ..
i love him
i can't stop thinking about how the show portraits Roman's intimacy issues in a way that feels too close to home when it comes to SA and how it affects your relationship with sex and being intimate in the future. He can only link feelings of pleasure to shame, such as when him and Tabitha try to have sex in s2e5 (you can literally see it on his face that asking her to "play dead" is something that makes him ashamed, but it's the only way he can manage to do it. If there's an element of wrongness there) or the times where he gets turned on by Gerri degrading him and can only manage to feel pleasure from it.
I haven't finished the show yet but, from what I've seen online, I believe the writers will not expand or explore that. However, I still believe his fixation with "taboo sex" (from constantly joking about it to performing) plus the issues with actually doing it and some jokes here and there about being abused as a child, is not there merely for laughs or as a proof he's "a creep or a weirdo" (plus, it's canon that Roman often says stuff that actually happened with a joke tone, so people can't tell it's real)
...or I might be projecting, idk
(also, the whole thing with Logan putting Shiv's hand under his pants due to the "confusion" morphine caused him is weird af. More people should comment on that)
Luca Guadagnino was ignored by the Oscars and I won't let that slide >:-(
Been thinking about it. And by it, I mean, that stupid fucking clown that ruins everything.
Doctor Who text posts: Twelve edition – pt. 3
One of my first digital drawings ever and the best ship in doctor who (don't accept other answers. Yup. This is a dictatorship, my friend)
He/him. INFP. Basically fanboying over queer shows. Every once in a whiledropping drawings or poems.
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