Hearing your devastating story of the years missing between us made it clear, made me understand you on a deeper level, and I loved every moment of you sharing – how does one love during a moment of hearing a heartbreaking story?
In my whining and pining and imagining you rejecting me in the future, it reminded me to remember that it’s not all about me. Indeed, as you said, you need time for you to just be.
And as someone who has many times lost herself, been hidden by others from herself, submitted to pressure to give up myself, and as someone who then has had many years to be exactly who I want to be without interference let alone repression and the suffocation you suffered, I get it, and it is my biggest wish for you.
I want you so much to heal, recover, repair. Please don’t ever let me get in the way.
Of course, now I think I love you even more, now.
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Awesome bookish earrings.
http://bookriot.com/2017/02/07/30-pairs-excellent-bookish-earrings/
Made Vader waffles (that were actually more like pancakes) with my new gift. Master Ren (my delicious cupcake) loved them!
Kylo piloting his starfighter, the TIE silencer
This one’s mostly for a friend of mine, who liked the idea of TKOR as a band.
Some more from the setlist:
I Haven’t Slept In Eight Days, Does It Show?
I Touched A Girl And I Liked It
Look Luke, I’m Darth Vader, Am I Worth Saving Now, Asshat?
Okay, This One Goes Out To the Rabid Cur Little Bitch Who Keeps Yelling From The Balcony. It’s Called We Hate You, Please Die
The sequel
I just realized you asked about my daily routine on Starkiller, and I drew the Finalizer. BUT IT’S BASICALLY THE SAME, HONESTLY, just the windows look different.
“We can all relate to Kylo; to that anger of being in the turmoil of adolescence and figuring out who he’s going to be as a man; dealing with anger and wanting to separate from his family.” ‒ Rian Johnson
Sometimes the things you hope for so dearly, with intense energy and focus, will never come to fruition. And you hope and hope and have faith in in and faith in hope, but it will never come to be. Many on the light side fall into this trap.
When Kylo Ren told Rey who her parents were, all her hopes of them coming back or being people of more importance, hope that they had to give her up reluctantly, and maybe once loved her, all that disintegrated.
Although, as many do, I do wonder if he is even telling her the truth, if he even has any knowledge of who her parents are. How does he know? Like a good dark side disciple, he may just be taking advantage of this fierce vulnerability of hers. Her trust in the good in people leaves her gullible to believe him, his lies.
Well, in her defense, how can one resist anything that pours forth from those delicious lips? I would happily lap up just about anything from them.
With his revelation, true or not, she was forced to stop. To give up hope…in them.
Sometimes we have to do that; sometimes hope is not enough to make it so, and sometimes someone in our life has to distinguish that hope for us because we are stubborn and want to believe that if we just trust to hope that this thing we most long for can actually come to be. Sometimes there will be no happy ending to one of our life’s stories no matter how much we hope for it.
But it provides a moment to move on, a moment to channel that sometimes obsessive energy into something new that could be. Rey also has hope that Kylo Ren can be redeemed, will she again put trust in hope with the possibility that she will have to accept that hoping something will not always make it so?
Now that she’s given up on the dream that is her parents, coming back to her, revealing their identity, she has that energy to place hope in Kylo Ren. Is she setting herself up again for disappointment? (I hope so, as I do not want Kylo Ren to be redeemed; I can’t lose my dark side cupcake.)
Oh how those on the light side willfully delude themselves with hope.
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Obsessing over my dark side cupcake and training to be a knight in the house of Ren
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