Oh My God I Want To Throw Up

it's the hope that's killing us

Ok, but the silly tire accident was kind of upsetting for me. He's doing okay in his previous position.

I can bark Lance, I swear😭💥😵❌

How are you doing there? Are you still hanging on? This is so hard, a life. I regret it. I regret that when I was a kid, I could think that being a grownup would fix all my problems. But the reality is that growing up is a problem. You face everything—every little thing that you've never faced before. A million times I tell myself, It will be ok; everything will pass; I can get through this. But, I know, it's not easy; it's even hard. You go walking on the rocky path, and you bleed a lot. (But everything will pass, right?) Mum told me to follow the flow, but the flow was too strong for me; it washed me, but not to the shore; it washed me deeply to the depths; it makes me can't breathe; I'm out of breath. Mom, I can't figure it out.

“Feyd-Rautha. He is psychotic.”

But, for me he is iconic.

what's keeping you alive? delusional.

aduh adek HAMPIR aja dirujak

feelings in between:

And I can go anywhere I want

Anywhere I want, just not home

and

Home, home, where I wanted to go

Is it not enough that I keep my silence? Is it not enough that I keep being civil? You got everything that you wanted, always. But you keep ruining things, you are ungrateful. You always misunderstand. You keep blaming others. You act like a bitch, and you look out for men like a whore. You ruin your life. If you feel comfortable in your situation now, then go. You don't have to always test my patience. You don't have to ruin mine. You don't have to cross my line. You don't have to make others suffer because of you!

what a chaotic start