So... How's Outpatient Therapy At The Mystery Shack Going?? :')

hate when people are like "trust your gut! listen to your intuition!" like okay well my gut is telling me every person i lay eyes on is hunting me for sport and my intuition is saying i should find a secluded cave and live there forever so what do you suggest i do with that information

you, artist online. somebody has referenced you in conversation irl by your online handle and somebody else knew who you were talking about. somebody has kept up closely with your posts for a period of time like their morning paper. somebody found a music artist because of you, thinks of you when they hear them on the radio. somebody followed you years ago and remembers you randomly even though they can't find you. somebody has screenshotted and saved your posts and sent them in discord servers. somebody has made your drawings their lockscreen, added them to their favorites folder and looked at them when they're going through some shit, has sent them to their best friend and sparked conversation in private chats. your art in particular could be the source of a keen sense of nostalgia for someone. maybe they've even printed out your images using their home printer and taped them to their bedroom wall and they look at it every day and they never even told you. isn't that scary? isn't that awesome? remember this well.

submit to the mortifying ordeal of being known so that you may turn around and see the impact you leave and the light you cast on others.

better luck next year, ford

rn im super interested in the hivliving drama and oh boy is it a lot

honestly tumblr is so weird i love it but it genuinely scares me sometimes

Ive read ur posts on the allolesbean thing and god I wish I could understand whatevers going on

Currently…

Hivliving was exposed for lying about their entire identity. Race, hiv status, the whole nine yards. The person who ran hivliving went by the url allolesbean

Digoxin-purpurea has the whole expose. They diligently poked holes in their identity. When asked for accountability, Allolesbean had to fess up that they are a liar. Allolesbean eventually confesses.

It is revealed by digoxin that allolesbean lied about their identity in order to give legitimacy to a fanfiction they wanted to write, a high school hamilton au that had a narrative theme of hiv.

However, multiple people in my earshot have repeated that the digoxin person is also a freak in their own right, but just less of a freak than allolesbean. They’re just as much of a hamilton thot. 

In the past, Allolesbean’s friends reportedly got into it with Digoxin and co. about a “cannibal hamilton fanfiction” they wrote and Digoxin was accused of racial insensitivity. However, there was no hard evidence anywhere I could see at the present time, just people recalling what occurred in the past.

This is where I leap into action…for my own sense of curiosity.

I use my handy dandy google-fu to connect the dots because I wanted to find and read and consume this legendary fanfiction.

I do find a cannibal mermaid hamilton fanfiction and attribute it to Digoxin, but it turns out it wasn’t actually written by Digoxin.

Thanks to someone who actually read their fanfiction in question, I learn that I was mistaken about the identity of the author.

This person (who i recently interacted with lel) said that Digoxin did write a cannibal mermaid hamiltion fanfiction, but they deleted it. The fanfiction was actually about a real life person: Lin Manuel Miranda, the author of the hamilton musical.

I then connect the dots…

Digoxin’s expose of Allolesbean is an extension of them getting back at Allolesbean and her friends for turbo cyberbullying them into deleting that cannibal mermaid hamilton fanfiction about Lin Manuel Miranda.

While justice was served, the motives were spicy. It is hamilton “fandom” theatrics that ballooned into a harrowing tale of false identity.

Digoxin wrote, again I state, fanfiction of slaveowner Thomas Jefferson giving the sloppy toppy. Just like to note that we were bestowed with such beauty.

And now we await any more developments or corrections.

My masterpiece 🚬🚬🚬🚬

FINALLY!! I FINISHED THIS!!

(NOW I CAN KMS/J)

We are in this together

He is the ULTIMATE LIFE FORM, he can make it possible...

let’s compare notes

You better not mess with my gang✋💥