born to be eternally devoted, forced to be anxiously attached
I love getting called baby like Yes it’s true I am a baby but most importantly I am Your baby so please say it again
reminder to self : no level of matching beauty standards is going to help me feel good about myself if i don’t feel connected to my body
objectifying myself disconnects me from my body and from the spring of pleasure and warmth and beautiful feelings within myself
sensuality is having an appetite and desires and carrying them with grace but willingness to satisfy myself
its hard to feel beautiful when i have body shame because it disconnects me from myself - its about finding joyful embodiment exactly as i am
just a reminder that there’s so much more that we still don’t know about ourselves and that’s what makes life so beautiful. next year you could find your next favorite musician or fall in love with someone you haven’t even met yet. you might see a new shade of green that will become your new favorite color or you could become obsessed with a new food that you thought you once hated. we change as life goes on. we grow as life changes. our experiences shape us into a new person. it’s beautiful.
I want to be alone with someone else who wants to be alone.
k.b. // by dimitri zaik
boys in books are just better