That's Literally The Plot Of Ena5

I think watching videos specifically on audhd awakened something in me don't mind the posts lol (I was already suspecting I had adhd alongside my diagnosed autism but GODDAMN I did NOT need to be called out like that (I needed it))

I'M SCARED I MIGHT BE BANNED FROM PJSK ON MY CURRENT TABLET THANK GOD MY BIRTHDAY IS COMING 😭😭😭

My pjsk won't open help

The urge to just type out a bunch of depressing stuff here

nvm just finished the story, two people sent me a google docs link to the translation and I watched the sekai viewer live 2d story alongside it and HOLY WHAT WAS THAT????

shotout to the person who put it in the comments (I only saw it after I finished but yet thank you) and the person who sent me privately which I won't say the name of because I don't know if they'd want that

but yeah I knew the solution to my problem was crying on tumblr, so thank y'all so much, honestly

I can't find any translations on Kana5 and because of that I am physically going to explode (I'm not google translating it)

I heard there is a lot of anon hate going around Tumblr, so I decided to do my best to replace it with anon appreciation. I want more people to know there’s ppl who care for them, and I’m living proof of that. Basically, this msg is just to let you know how much I appreciate you!!! If I was less socially awkward I would love to msg you properly, but im happy being able to tell you how awesome you are this way :))

I’ve interacted with you through ur chibi accounts, and it’s always so much fun- I hope to interact more in the future

- Unnamed Anon

I like yapping a LOT and got a bit carried away so don't mind the giant text--

I personally never got any anon hate, and would probably block it once I saw it, I don't think it's worth arguing or answering these people.

But seriously, thank you very much. There's like, one person who tells me they appreciate me, which of course I appreciate very much as well! But seeing all of this, seeing myself being able to connect with all these people, and they're like me in a way... It's been a while, and it really moves me. I will never be able to properly process what is all of those people, even if they seem few to most, who actually care, even a little bit, about me, about this side of me that I show here and probably nowhere irl. I hope I lose a bit of my awkwardness eventually and become able to talk more to them, without feeling like I'm intruding something or being inconvenient.

You know, I get you anon. I'm also still shy, even if I'm literally hosting 2 rp accounts. If you look at the notes, sometimes I even mention this. But I remember the day I created Chibikasa, I was so inspired by all of these rp blogs (in particular n25-amia, shoutout :> ) and after managing to interact a bit with one of them via being an anon, I broke the initial illusion that I could only watch. I don't remember if it was the day after or some days after, but I remember just having this really stupid idea in a shower or something and going "What if I made a Tsukasa Tenma blog but he was a chibi and it was super meme-ish and unserious??" and, well, here we are. It truly means a lot to me that you appreciate my silly chibis rp, I've always been passionate about sharing my stories and art and, people appreciating it... means much more to me than you could imagine. I'm proud of the path I've chosen to take, and I don't regret a single post I've made.

Overall, thank you, honestly, to everyone who even cared enough to read, and to you, whoever you are, that took the time to write such a nice text. I appreciate you too, and I hope you're able to feel more comfortable talking to ppl here in the future as well. It truly does make a difference.

Stay safe out there! ★

Sometimes very rarely I go through my list of followers and I'm just "WDYM ME AND THIS PERSON AREN'T MOOTS??? I THOUGHT I FOLLOWED THEM FOR AGES </3"

anyway I just mooted some ppl Hello there

Ah, for I have created my home! If here can get more interaction, I will completely ignore my own house!

Marivoir! For it was I, who was born tomorrow, am now in possession of The Body! One may get distracted and begone, though my plans are here to stay! Your Host, The One that talks, is asleep! Partially, though if he wishes to speak he may do so!

[chat I think some sort of ENA fictive just spawned in and it has plans to do here so uhmmm be nice to them they just spawned in like 30 minutes ago and we don't know what's this about]

Surrender to the pear world domination

so like. I just remembered I have free will

this a picture of my actual room wall btw. it is directly facing the door so that this is the first thing anyone sees upon entering

I regret nothing

me when I'm not sneaky at all and use cartoonishly obvious codenames or do very obvious references and expect people to not recognize me but also expect them to connect the dots and figure out eventually and can't decide if I should stay sneaky or just admit I'm that cat