It's "See How Well You Can Follow Instructions" Time Ya Lil Fuckers!!

by making art you are improving no matter what im so serious never stop making art ever . Never stop drawing that game you like or those ocs only you know or things you see or objects that appeal to you or stars or hearts or shapes. draw wonky hands and weird proportions . This is important btw

truly didn't believe in the theory of 'smacking technology to get it to work' until it happened to me. what a beautiful thing.

Sidenote: im too scared to turn it off incase it breaks again

how late early in the night morning does it have to be for one to say 'fuck it we ball' and just pull an all nighter

i dont know what god, diety or demon possessed me but i had the majority of a mug filled with pure black coffee. (for the first time ever)

straight from the pot, and all i know is before i was barely getting through the day on four hours of sleep, and instead i studied for my midterm for seven fucking hours

seven hours of nonstop studying and no breaks. I have literally never been that focused in my life. ADHD be damned.

im lying here at 11:30 wondering how im not either completely dead or somehow asleep. I am still wide awake even though i was begging for sleep this morning.

i drank it at 3(ish) and im still not tired. im invincible. i could literally solve anything right now. i could fight god and he fears that i may win.

drink coffee. i get coffee people now. i get it.

I understand.

when the haircut feels like girlboss instead of boyfailure

i've never been more upset in my entire fucking life

opens box that reads "i wanna draw again". inside lies a note. the note says, "mental illness and difficult circumstances have taken years of interest, accessibility, and skill away from me. i want to forgive myself for that. i want to heal my relationship to my hobbies. i want to feel connected to something that once made me feel good, but the cyclic discouragement is difficult to overcome." i turn over the note. on the back it reads "wannta drawe sexy bodies awooga"

was wikipedia ever a bad source of info or was that just.. teacher propaganda

'the subtext' he was literally chained and on his knees 🤨🤨 sub sure but no text

im so normal about him (i saw him and broke my phone case from gripping it too hard)