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11 months ago

no cause why am i crying

A Dance Through Time
A Dance Through Time
A Dance Through Time
A Dance Through Time

A Dance Through Time

This took me about two months to finish and it's the biggest piece I've ever done. Inspiration came while I was listening to Fast Car by Tracy Chapman one day, and the vision of Hunter and Omega swaying to the rhythm together came to life before my eyes. Listening to it more brought a realization that some parts of the song fit the story of these two almost perfectly, taking them on a journey from the very first episode of the show to the day peace is restored in the galaxy - like the first verse talking about their beginnings and the second one describing the struggles of living from job to job that we see in season 2. But the core of the story - of the show, of this duo, and of these characters separately - can be brought down to these four lines:

You got a fast car

Is it fast enough so we can fly away?

We gotta make a decision

Leave tonight or live and die this way

In case Tumblr messes with the quality, you can find the separate pieces, in order, under the cut.

A Dance Through Time
A Dance Through Time
A Dance Through Time
A Dance Through Time
A Dance Through Time
A Dance Through Time

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9 months ago

once again please inject this directly into my veins

Canciones Para Crosshair - Ch. 1

Canciones Para Crosshair - Ch. 1

Summary: Crosshair would never admit to all the things he loved about his boyfriend. His patience. His stupid smile. His warm hands. His confidence. His long, soft hair. And he especially was not going to admit that Tay’s habit of serenading him like a damn Mariachi singer whenever he felt like it was something Crosshair found to be incredibly endearing and romantic. No, that was cheesy as hell. Crosshair definitely did not enjoy it one bit. Totally.   Word Count: 3k

Canciones Para Crosshair - Ch. 1

Crosshair couldn’t be sure what he was in for when he decided to give Tay a chance and be his boyfriend, but if you told him that Tay would go about life like a damn musical, Crosshair would’ve thought twice about saying ‘yes’ to those broad shoulders and dark chocolate puppy dog eyes. 

However, Crosshair was sure he was crazy at this point because everytime the Marine would suddenly break out into song to serenade him, Crosshair felt his chest tighten and his cheeks flush, but it wasn’t from annoyance. It was far from it, actually. While there was some embarrassment Crosshair felt (mostly on Tay’s behalf), especially when people were around, Crosshair couldn’t deny that Tay’s stupid singing would have him feeling all warm and fuzzy inside. As cheesy as that was, Crosshair found that he actually enjoyed Tay’s singing, even if it caught him off guard at first. 

That’s how Crosshair knew he had it bad for the damn man because never in a million years did he think he’d be swooning over something as cliche as this. Whether it was Tay just singing along to the radio in the kitchen and bringing Crosshair into it, dedicating a song to him at the karaoke bars they’d go to with Crosshair’s brothers, or the whole shebang with instruments and candles and everything–Crosshair was head over heels for this man, but he’d be damned if Tay knew that he was. 

It all started at one of those damn karaoke bars that Wrecker’s girlfriend, Khea, was always dragging them all over to have some fun, some drinks, and sing songs well into the night. “노래방” - or so it was called - Crosshair didn’t know and frankly didn’t care. He only went for the drinks and the chance to take embarrassing recordings of his brothers (and his in-laws for that matter) and their drunken singing antics to use as blackmail one day. Rarely did he sing and the few times that he had sung was because Omega had tagged along and forced him to. 

But on that night, Omega wasn’t there. Hunter and his partner took her home once it got late and Echo and his girlfriend had gone home early as well since she had exams to deal with; leaving Crosshair to be stuck with Tay, Wrecker, Khea, Tech, and Phee. 

Only him and Tech seemed to be the ones who weren’t more than a bit buzzed, simply sticking to themselves as the others carried on with their slurred singing as the little disco ball built into the speakers strobed blues, red, and greens. 

Tech had a tambourine in his hand and was tapping it on his knee, off by two beats because he was dozing off as the alcohol took a hold of him. Crosshair had half a mind to take it away from him since the off beats were messing with him and he didn’t want Tech to slump over and lean on him, so he tried to take Tech up a little with little success. 

Unable to do much about Tech, Crosshair eventually gave up with a grumble and turned his attention back to the trio that was Phee, Wrecker, and Khea as they sang Dancing Queen with sloppy choreography while Tay cheered them on from his spot next to Crosshair. 

The man had an arm around Crosshair, which Crosshair had surprisingly didn’t shrug off, and a drink in his other hand. Crosshair didn’t know what number that was, but with how slow and how touchy Tay was at the moment, he knew Tay had more than enough. The man was already a  little dense and physically affectionate when sober, but became even more so under the influence. 

If anything–and Crosshair wasn’t going to admit to it out loud–despite a buzzed or drunk Tay not being easy to deal with, Crosshair couldn’t deny he enjoyed the touch and found how slow Tay’s brain worked to be amusing. Tay’s touch was warm and comforting, grounding him almost, and he got a few good laughs out of how slowly Tay processed everything, making it easier for Crosshair to mess with him. It was a fun experience, especially when Tay didn’t remember much about it after the fact. 

With a small hum, Crosshair leaned into Tay’s side a little as the trio wrapped up the final note of their song, barely holding it (much less in tune) before the song completely ended. Tay cheered and applauded enthusiastically as they took their bows and Crosshair clapped alongside him. Meanwhile, the noise made Tech snort and shoot up, sitting up straighter as he blinked and adjusted his glasses, looking confused before he realized the song was over and began to tap the tambourine in applause as well. 

“Alright, Tay’s turn!” Khea suddenly announced, holding the microphone out to Tay and ruining Crosshair’s chance to try and convince all of them to wrap things up and head home since it was late. 

He groaned and shook his head as Tay set his drink down to accept the microphone with wide eyes and a grin while Phee and Wrecker cheered him on. 

‘Goddammit.’ Crosshair thought with a small frown, ‘This idiot isn’t going to say no.’ 

“You going to sing with him, Cross?” Wrecker asked with a teasing grin as he and the other two moved away from the front and back into the booth to give Tay the stage. 

“Hell no,” Crosshair responded with a grumble, shaking his head as he folded his arms across his chest. “I’m not singing.” 

“Aw, c’mon…” Tay cooed with a small pout, turning to face Crosshair as he attempted to give Crosshair his infamous puppy dog eyes. Ones that Crosshair was slowly building an immunity to. Slowly. 

“No,” Crosshair reiterated, huffing as he looked away–anywhere else but those damn eyes. 

For a second, it looked like Tay was going to try and convince him or pull him up to the front, but he surprisingly didn’t. Instead he withdrew his arm from around Crosshair and stood up with a small stretch before moving to the front where the screen was to choose his song. 

Crosshair sighed in relief, slumping in his seat as Tay browsed, grateful that he wasn’t going to have to go up there and make a fool of himself. He’d gladly let Tay do that on his behalf. 

However, that relief was short-lived because Tay picked his song and turned around, facing Crosshair with that look that told Crosshair he was up to something. 

Tay exhaled into the mic, tapping it a few times before motioning over to Crosshair with a grin. 

“You won’t sing with me, so I’ll dedicate this song to you-” Tay announced with a wink, getting some very mature and definitely grown up noises of ‘oooooh!~’ from the others and a knowing smirk from his twin as they grinned at the two of them. 

Immediately Crosshair felt his cheeks heat up and his eyebrows furrow, shooting Tay a look of ‘What-are-you-doing-idiot?’ as the music started to play a song Crosshair didn't recognize but made Khea exclaim and cheer in delight. Crosshair honestly wasn’t sure what the hell was going on, but he was a bit embarrassed over the fact that Tay was supposedly dedicating the song to him. 

That was super cheesy as hell, Crosshair decided, definitely not something really romantic and sweet that made Crosshair’s heart race a little in his chest.

But before he could unpack how he felt about having whatever song dedicated to him by his buzzed boyfriend, the music started and Tay began to sing. 

“Amor, amor, te quiero tanto. Eres mi ilusión, eres mi pasión. Se al despertar, amor-”

Holy shit. 

He was singing. In Spanish.

Crosshair didn’t even know he spoke Spanish. 

Read the rest on Ao3!

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9 months ago

Omega rating the snuggle comfort of the batch during bedtime

Written in her POV

Omega Rating The Snuggle Comfort Of The Batch During Bedtime

Hunter- 3.5/5

Wakes up super easily

Hard to match breathing with

Bonus point for trying his best not to disturb me

Omega Rating The Snuggle Comfort Of The Batch During Bedtime

Wrecker- 5/5

Big, but I don’t have to worry about falling since he holds me in place

Spreads out, I have lots of nooks to curl into

Super warm

Lula

Perfect, first choice

Omega Rating The Snuggle Comfort Of The Batch During Bedtime

Echo- 4/5

Perfect size feel

Lack of legs leaves me good ventilation

Skin texture is unique—in a good way

Twitches more than the others

Overall, nearly perfect

Omega Rating The Snuggle Comfort Of The Batch During Bedtime

Crosshair- 3/5

Once he falls asleep in his bed he is out for the night

Sometimes I wonder if he’s dead

Pretends he doesn’t like it, but I broke Hunter and will break him too

Not bad

Omega Rating The Snuggle Comfort Of The Batch During Bedtime

Tech- 1/5

Hardest part is finding him in a comfortable position

Moves around way too much

Stays up super late

Bonus point because he tries not to move around as much when I’m comfortable, and he goes to sleep earlier for me

Phee suggested I put my entire body weight on his chest/torso, but I think I’m too small and don’t weigh enough.

Omega Rating The Snuggle Comfort Of The Batch During Bedtime

Batcher- 1/5?

Good girl deserves a pity point

She’s great to nap with during the day

But at night she does not stop licking her paws. Ever.

Hunter doesn’t like her being on the bed anyway

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This was inspired by Izutsumi from Delicious in Dungeon who rated snoozing with her party members. I thought it was very cute and wanted to do the same with Omega and her brothers.

+bonus that didn’t make the cut

Omega Rating The Snuggle Comfort Of The Batch During Bedtime
1 year ago

wise words from my father:

“i refuse to believe that tech is dead. because i don’t want to believe he’s dead.”


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9 months ago

okokok

Okokok

(sorry bout the crap doodle i really cba to draw her properly out of armour)

That’s Azaylea!! (i keep calling her Zay though)

- she’s Crosshair’s daughter for ref btw

- her and her dad would DEFINITELY go watch musicals together, it’s something that they keep between themselves and swear the other to secrecy about

- she’d probably more likely go and see them with 2/3 of her older cousins though

Nav, Vir (not his official name but wtv) and Zay would sing along to musical songs in hyperspace (specifically Grease songs) and Lula would stand and watch wondering if she has an explosive that works on herself.

I APOLOGISE IN ADVANCE FOR THIS DOODLE BUT I NEEDED TO VISUALISE IT AND THOUGHT IT WAS FUNNY

Okokok

ANYWAY 😭

Welcome Back To Another OC Sunday Spotlight!

Welcome back to another OC Sunday Spotlight!

Aka the time in which every Sunday I'll come up with a prompt and anyone and everyone has the opportunity to answer with as many OCs as they wish!

You can reblog this post, answer in the comments, or come up with your own post to answer the prompts! And feel free to submit prompts as well!

It's an excuse to yap about your OCs so feel free to do so! Add pictures, links, or anything else regarding the OC in the spotlight if you'd like! And in addition, feel free to tag any mutuals to hop on the stage :D

Let's get this show started! 

Welcome Back To Another OC Sunday Spotlight!

SPOTLIGHT ON: OCs that would enjoy musicals! (Bonus points for what their favorite musicals would be!)

Welcome Back To Another OC Sunday Spotlight!

Because I've been listening to a lot of "EPIC" - it's so good I love it.

But here are my ocs!

Commander Milo of Dusk Squad!

Welcome Back To Another OC Sunday Spotlight!

🌌 Clone commander of Dusk Company - a company that specializes in undercover shit (y'know, under the cover of night kinda stuff)

🌌 Musicals are like therapy for him, nevermind the fact that the ones he like usually end on a bitter sweet note-

🌌 His favorites include Hadestown, Chicago, and RENT.

🌌 Find out more about him here!

Welcome Back To Another OC Sunday Spotlight!

Viram Cossa of the Baddies Batch!

🩺 Echo's Mikkian medic girlfriend!

🩺 I feel like her and Echo both enjoy musicals (they're nerds like that) and will listen together and share musicals with each other :)

🩺 Her favorites include Falsettos, In the Heights, and Phantom of the Opera!

🩺 Find out more about her here!

💫 Check out last week's prompt!  💫 Join the tag list here!


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3 months ago

i genuinely have nothing to post so here at the moment so have this

I Genuinely Have Nothing To Post So Here At The Moment So Have This

isn’t he beautiful

no because this is me right now because i don’t think anybody actually wants to talk to me anymore so i’ve been super lonely, so if anyone wants a friend PLEASE message me because i’ve been so lonely and i just want to talk to people :(

anyway sorry vihan sorry for making this hideous drawing of you


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8 months ago

as someone who gets migraines and headaches a lot i love this so much this is so accurate

it’s canon in my mind idc

A New Reason To Whip Up Soma Bad Batch Fanart Again... A Little Animation This Time!
A New Reason To Whip Up Soma Bad Batch Fanart Again... A Little Animation This Time!
A New Reason To Whip Up Soma Bad Batch Fanart Again... A Little Animation This Time!

A new reason to whip up soma Bad Batch fanart again... a little animation this time!

Just Hunter rubbing his temples.


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4 months ago

LOOK AT THEMMM

I LOVE THIS AHRKWNSLWNS

malfunctioning and going feral omg

TBB X EPIC - Pt. 1

Nothin' like combining two fixations into one.

Kid you not, after the Ithaca Saga was released, I couldn't listen to anything else until like a day ago. And even then what I listened to was other songs from other sagas.

Anywho! I've had this AU idea in my head for a while now (like sometime in November) and now that the whole musical has been officially released, I had the motivation to put the idea onto digital paper.

So, without further ado, here is the first bit of:

The Bad Batch!

TBB X EPIC - Pt. 1

Hunter -> Odysseus Omega -> Telemachus Echo -> Athena Tech -> Tiresias Wrecker -> Polites Crosshair -> Eurylochus NOT PICTURED: Batcher -> Argos

I tried to make the characters match up as much as possible, but some are more fitting than others. Don't think about it too much.

Pt. II - The Baddies Batch Pt. III - The Bad Guys All - Final Part

Individual doodles + lyrics under the cut!

TBB X EPIC - Pt. 1

Hunter as Odysseus for obvious reasons

He's the dad and the captain/sergeant of the group who'd do anything for his family

I'm sure we would've seen him go full Monster™️ just to get Omega back in S3 if the plot had called for it

His little headband can be a wreath :)

Sure he's not as cunning as og Odysseus but oh well

No idea who Astyanax would be though

TBB X EPIC - Pt. 1

Echo as Athena because I wasn't sure where to put him originally

For the longest time I thought about Fennec being Athena but then realized I didn't have Echo as any of the characters so I had him take her place instead

He helps out/trains Omega as Athena does for Telemachus - or should I say, she takes him under her wing?

Then I realized it somewhat fits because Echo is a strategist much like Athena

TBB X EPIC - Pt. 1

Wrecker as Polites because they're rays of sunshine who could do no wrong

It is hilarious to picture him singing Polites' part in the musical though because Steve's voice is so high and very much not what Wrecker's singing voice would sound like

That's literally it - I'm so sad that my favorite gets killed so early into the musical :(

TBB X EPIC - Pt. 1

Tech as Tiresias because he's all-knowing and not-so-good at seeing

Didn't know where else to place him

Fun fact! "No Longer You" is my favorite song from the entire musical

TBB X EPIC - Pt. 1

Crosshair as Eurylochus because of the falling out he has with Odysseus (i.e. Hunter) despite how close they are

Makes poor choices that they genuinely believe are justified

Value loyalty and transparency and when that's broken, so is the trust and relationship they have with the person who broke it

Like with Wrecker, it's funny picturing him singing Eurylochus' parts because Armando's voice is so deep

TBB X EPIC - Pt. 1

Omega as Telemachus for the obvious reason of being Hunter's kid so by default she gets the role

She's got Telemachus' passion and strength though - albeit if she's still naive and in need of a mentor

Batcher gets to be Argos too


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10 months ago

IM CRYING THE CADET TECH ITS SO HILARIOUSLY ACCURATE

Decal and clearcoat day ahoy

Decal And Clearcoat Day Ahoy
Decal And Clearcoat Day Ahoy

CX-2 helmet and full assembly test. Not bad, not great. I need to tweak my decal a bit a get better at the paint placement for the silver.

Decal And Clearcoat Day Ahoy
Decal And Clearcoat Day Ahoy
Decal And Clearcoat Day Ahoy

Cyberpunk!Tech helmet upgrade and custom head (orange lenses and blue strap on the goggles)

Decal And Clearcoat Day Ahoy

Cadet!Tech, decal'd torso and datapad, decal'd shoulders


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11 months ago

silly squad post silly squad post omg

i love these guys u have no idea

Silly Squad Pride Doodles!

Happy Pride from the sillies :)

Clone Wars Version here!

Silly Squad Pride Doodles!

Find out more about the Silly Squad here!

Close ups and personal headcanons/identies under the cut!

Silly Squad Pride Doodles!

Tube twins!

Tech is greyromantic

Crosshair is demiromantic

Both have complicated feelings with romantic attraction/don't fully understand it but it doesn't make them all the less capable of loving or being loved

Silly Squad Pride Doodles!

Hunter and Jung are both MLM!

Hunter is an oriented aroace - he feels aesthetic attraction towards men/masculine individuals

Jung is asexual and a demiboy (uses he/they pronouns)

They're in a queerplatonic relationship

Silly Squad Pride Doodles!

Itri and Omega are transfems!

You can pry transfem Omega from my cold, dead hands

Itri is Khea and Wrecker's daughter - Khea found her when Itri was around 5-6 years old

Silly Squad Pride Doodles!

Phee is bisexual!

Tech is quoisexual - meaning he doesn't really relate to or understand experiences or concepts of sexual attraction and orientation/feels confusion towards his feelings of attraction - one thing he isn't confused about? He loves Phee :)

Wrecker is omnisexual and Khea is pansexual! - While similar-ish identities the two do vary when it comes to attraction

Silly Squad Pride Doodles!

Echo and Viram are both Demisexual and bisexual/romantic!

Though Echo leans a little more towards being both demisexual and demiromantic than anything

Silly Squad Pride Doodles!

Cross doesn't like labels but he likes men - he knows that much

Tay is bisexual! Though if you ask him, he'll jokingly say he's 'Cross-sexual' because he's absolutely whipped for his man

Also I totally didn't draw the bi flag upside down - Tay is just an idiot

Achillean hearts! Because they're men attracted to men and I think the flag is pretty and wanted to include it


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