Yknow That Weird Thing Where Your Brain Makes An Event In The Mental Schedule And Now You Cant Do Anything

...i have no explanation...

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Have you ever seen somepony more transgender?

Hey, people who’ve worked in fast food, do you take note of especially anxious customers? I just apologized to the cashier when he told me they didnt have(and never have had) pepsi, and im trying to figure out how long im supposed to agonize about it.

Thanks in advance.

Take two!! Did their tattoos!!

Okay so in order!

1: library of alexandria burning memorial tattoo! Tried to do thw painting but its pixels so

2: sandstone layering, mostly because i find it pretty!

3: joan of arc riding into battle! Barely visible though

4: two fossils, i dont know anything about fossils! Its the shell one and one that looks like a bug stingray? Not sure!

5: two dinosaur skeletons!

6: bones!!! Fun fact, i love bones!! The arm and hand thing is something i always drew on myself in sharpie(and promptly got in trouble for) and i actually made a shirt with a spine down the back and ribs once!

That should be it!

Me, trying to sleep: I wish I was a bird. 🙁 a nice little carrion bird, preen the feathers and play in the rain. Mmm viktor would be a robot, I think. So no rain for him.

Two days later, I am still living in that nice little world

stop eating gruel with the fools and come eat a leek with a freak

you know i don’t think we often talk about how difficult it actually is to suddenly realize that a belief you thought was good and moral and correct was actually really fucking toxic. how you have to look at something and go ‘oh shit, oh i fucked up. oh this is going to take probably years at minimum to deprogram from my brain because of all the little ways this shit pervaded the rest of my beliefs’

so. to all the people picking up all the pieces of a recently shattered world-view and trying to figure out what is safe to keep and what has to be thrown away and started over

to all the people having to relearn how to even listen to other people

to all the people putting in the work to do better while struggling with the guilt that comes from finding out you were the asshole

i’m proud of y’all.

it’s hard to admit being wrong and even harder to change in the aftermath. just keep doing the best you can and just know that the effort is appreciated. everyone can change. everyone can do better. keep fighting.

Im sad today so heres some art from a few days ago