i came across your blog a few days ago and all i could think of is deerlike/fawnlike darling đ someone whoâs sensitive and shy, a bit vulnerable !! would go so well with any of the dazais omg
YOURE SO RIGHT imma delve into a few different variations :)
Deludedly obsessed Dazai would view your deer-like traits as something inherently weak. Itâs something that makes you sensitive and ill-equipped for the cruel world he grew up in. Since heâs well versed in the cruelties of life, Dazai can make sure you stay safe, right? He takes it up as his job to look after you and keep you safe, remaining close at all times when he can be. If you work in the agency alongside him, he makes sure to pull you onto missions that heâs already leading or will pawn off whatever heâs working on to join yours. He works at the agency, sure, but his job is to look after you. If you find him scary, that's merely because of how many people must have been able to wrong you in the past! It's not like it's hard to, in fact, he could easilyâ no.
That's why he needs to protect you, to keep you away from people like himself. Oda would want him to help out the poor and defenseless, right? Even if you can't accept that yet, you'll understand in a matter of time. Or you won't, and Dazai will have to take more... drastic measures.
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Dazai who knows his obsession for you is wrong will start out thinking similar things â how easy you would be to manipulate (he hates that thatâs his first thought), how much he should make sure to keep you safeguarded and out of harmâs way â but try to put a stop to it. If you work in an office job or something similar, heâll be sure to remind himself that youâve made it this far, and itâs not like youâll be stumbling into trouble any time soon. To keep his mind from unraveling and his obsession and anxieties from worsening, heâll follow you home after work under the blanketed night sky, reminding himself the whole time that youâre safe. And if anyone tries to harm you? âŠ
Heâd have such an urge to just keep you at his home, safe and away from the cruel outside, but he knows thatâs wrong; Dazai knows how sad youâd be and while youâd have no way to fight back, heâd feel so guilty watching you break down in front of him. Looking after you is all he wants to do, including emotionally. But maybe feeling a little sad at the beginning is better than someone hurting youâŠ
As much as he tries to fight it, Dazai knows youâd be better off staying by him all the time.
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Manipulative and harsh Dazai who gets some sick joy out of your timid demeanor. Heâll want to crush your spirit, prove that your invulnerability is nothing more than a weakness he intends to exploit. You work in some sort of cozy shop mainly by yourself (ie coffeehouse, flower shop, something cutesy) and it almost makes him sick - how can someone be so sweet and innocent? He wants that for himself and you make it far too easy to obtain. A few kind words and polite smiles and he knows heâs become your favorite customer, even if he never buys anything. He brings you a coffee one day out of the goodness of his heart and Dazai swears he sees hearts in your eyes. He builds up a rapport so quickly and smoothly you donât notice the red flags (how he always seems to know your schedule, favorite coffee..) and dismiss your co-workerâs worries. Thereâs no way he could be so rude and flippant with them, itâs not in his nature!
And when you get fired after some anonymous customer continuously claimed you were horribly rude to them, Dazai was there to console you. You find yourself at his place much more often, spending time solely with him as your friends begin to ghost you. As thanks to the man who kept you afloat during all of this, youâd stay and help around Dazaiâs apartment, cleaning up and bringing him food⊠and when he mentioned how lonely it gets, well, what kind of friend would you be if you didnât stay the night? And the next one. And the nextâŠ
Once youâve all but entirely been kidnapped moved in, Dazai reminds himself that the world out there is cruel. So, if you miss being outside so much, then heâll gladly bring the harsh world to you.
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Possessive loser Dazai who doesnât want your vulnerability and (as he views it) âpurenessâ tainted by someone else, but is happy just watching you stumble from afar. He swoops in during your date with a friend, dragging you out claiming that they were planning on hurting you! He just wants to keep you safe, donât you understand that? And you do. You so pliantly nod as you thank him, letting out a sigh of relief that Dazai saved you yet again. How do you keep picking these horrible people?
One night, last minute, you went out with a few friends, and Dazai found out the next day. He spent all day avoiding you, angry beyond belief that you could be so stupid! Donât you know theyâre all the same?! Heâs just trying to keep you safe! Youâre so sensitive, so malleable; the last thing he wants is for some assholes to make you do something you donât want to (never mind you saying you had fun). You apologize profusely, because of course you do: Dazai is your best friend.
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Port Mafia Dazai whose only basis for relationships comes from Mori and his ability. He knows itâs wrong, right? But when he sees you, so shy and easy to scare, his mind is made up: You are too good for the Mafia. He takes you back to his small shipping container and decides heâd be the one to take care of you, like Mori does with Elise. His paychecks begin to go towards frilly outfits and soft pajamas for his darling, expensive cakes he wants to see you try and the same kind of crayons he saw Elise forcing the Boss to buy a few days ago. Youâre well pampered and still so shy and polite, which is why Dazai is so aggravated when you finally ask to feel the sun on your skin once more. Heâs sacrificed so much to keep you happy and spoiled, but you still ask for more?âŠ
âŠHe buys you a big house away from Yokohamaâs port with big glass walls for you to enjoy the sun.
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I imagine a more work-oriented or apathetic Port Mafia Dazai would be the only rendition that doesnât treat you like a frail doll. Your vulnerable and shy side is cute, sure, but that can be a skill. Heâd send you on missions to lure and attack like Kyouka or undercover, as no one expects such a shy person to be apart of the feared organization. He would spend his time training and mentoring you like Akutagawa, but he wouldnât be nearly as harsh. You donât have the ability and skills Akutagawa does, but you still should know basic self defense. Who knows? Maybe one day heâll wrap you up in bandages and train you to follow in his footsteps.
Hello... Love your blogs, can I asked for ada dazai spending time with his daughter? The daughter can be either an oc or the reader's perspective, that's all on you.... If you choose oc I was thinking about naming the daughter after the real-life daughter of dazai "yuko tsushima" or just yuko.... Spending time with her can be either at the mall or at the theme park after the kid had passed the exams at school or any situation that you like that it is suitable. And this is when dazai shown to be a loving father to her.
Btw, thank you if you ever read this and hope that you are doing well... Sending virtual hugs if you had an hard day...
im doing well thanks!!! sorry this took so long </3 hope u enjoy and thanks for reading my works :) i didnt use a name for the kid so feel free to imagine whatever!
With a chuckle, Dazai leans forward to wipe the melted ice cream off his little girlâs chin. The brown chocolate of his favorite flavor seems to be staining her skin, causing Dazai to spit on one of the napkins to wipe it off.
âEw, daddy!â She whines, small hands flinging out to try and push his spit covered napkin away.
âDonât say 'ew' at my spit when Iâve used my bare hands to wipe up your boogers without a complaint,â he pushes the small cone back into her hands.
His daughter only huffs in annoyance before digging back in, rendering his work useless. Still, the sight only warms his heart, watching his cute kid's face become lathered in melted ice cream.
"Y'know, that's your dad's favorite flavor," Dazai mentions absentmindedly, sticking his finger in the frozen dessert to swipe some for himself.
Dazai's daughter nods, uninterested in what her dad has to say until he steals a bit of her ice cream. "Hey! Daddy, get your own!" She whines, little hands covered in ice cream pushing at his once clean shirt.
"Okay, okay," he can't help but chuckle as he raises his hands in mock surrender.
It's a peaceful day out, warm and sunny with no clouds in the sky - the perfect kind of day for an ice cream treat with your dad. Dazai pities all the other kids trapped inside for school and all of his coworkers for not ditching today. Might as well start his girl young on avoid professional obligations. He's sure to get an earful from you later about not taking her out midday when she should be learning how to subtract or whatever, but Dazai knows he'll look back on this moment fondly in the future.
"Hey, say cheese! I'm gonna take a picture - your parent is gonna be so jealous," he snickers.
Sitting at work and bored out of your mind, you glance down at your phone to see a text from Dazai. You usually expected to see a picture of or text about him playing hooky, but to see your daughter roped in made you sigh. But, well, she's smiling so brightly you can't find it in yourself to be mad.
After saving the picture to your camera roll, you slide your phone into your pocket, pretending for just a bit longer that you didn't see it. You can yell at Dazai for taking her out of school later.
Dazai's playful grin falters as you chastise him once more, the words punctuated with his name. His last name, once again.
"Why don't you ever call me by my first name?"
Your playful attitude freezes at his question, your fake pout dropping as you turn slack jawed. "W-what?" A stutter passes through your lips as you just continue to stare.
"We've been dating for a few months now, and you never call me by my name." He plays off his words as a joke, something to fluster you, but with the way his fingers slightly pinch and pull at the edges of his bandages, you can tell he's being vulnerable.
An embarrassed blush decorates your face as you just continue to stare at him.
"I'd like it if you'd call me by my name, love." His flirting isn't helpful. From vulnerable fidgets to a cocky grin, Dazai (for once) inaccurately pegs your blush as a flustered reaction, likely feeling shy at the notion he'd now mentioned.
Inaccurate, because it wasn't a matter of not feeling ready, or close enough, but rather because-
"...What's your first name..?"
-you'd forgotten.
Dazai's eyes widen in a rare expression of genuine shock, his movements pausing at your timid question. The embarrassed blush decorating your face that had briefly fooled Dazai only began to grow.
You bury your face in the palms of your hands and let out a groan as Dazai begins laughing: a genuine, gut laugh that you rarely got to hear.
"It's Osamu," he says politely, not wanting to make you any more embarrassed. As you look up from the palms of your hands, you notice Osamu's soft expression and let out a sigh of relief.
You grin. "Nice to meet you, Osamu."
im sorry i cant help myself i need to drop my entire life story in the tags of my reblogs
thinking about extremely whipped and easily jealous pm dazai with a big crush on reader who keeps talking to chuuya. he assumes this means they have something that he and reader doesnât have and gets sad about it. he goes to the bar just to vent about it to chuuya who spits his wine everywhere and tells him how stupid be is because y/n likes HIM more than any other person
extremely whipped dazai⊠anon youâre speaking my language
Dazai had been drinking more than usual, Chuuya had quickly noticed. While the two were quick to claim that they arenât friends, it was common to see them sitting next to each other after a particularly long day sharing a bottle of wine and venting. Today was no different, the men relaxing in the gingerâs office on his expensive leather chairs, crowding around his desk. The bandaged man poured himself another heavy glass of the bottle Chuuya had been saving for a while, causing him to grumble under his breath.
âI dunno why youâre so angryâŠâ
The short man scoffed at that, deciding to top off his glass as well while he spoke. âYou purposely picked the bottle I was savinâ,â reddened cheeks give away his slipping sobriety, âDonât think I didnât notice.â
âWasnât tryna hide it,â Dazai had let out a scoff of his own, chin resting on the hard wood of Chuuyaâs work desk. He glared down at the many signed documents, huffing angrily at the signatures of his rival. âYou owe me this, at least.â
Chuuyaâs eyebrows furrowed pensively. Owed Dazai for what? âI donât remember makinâ a bet with yaâŠâ
âNot a bet,â Dazai let out a frustrated sigh. âListen, you owe me.â
âAnd Iâm askinâ for what!â Chuuyaâs hat slipped off of his head as he stood up suddenly, the wine in his glass sloshing as he glared down at the usually-taller brunet.
Dazai chugged the rest of his glass. Heâd never been a wine-guy, much preferring a nice scotch to Chuuyaâs choice of alcohol, so he stuck out his tongue in distaste after the liquid passed his throat. The sight of Dazaiâs disgust made Chuuya grit his teeth. If he doesnât like it, then he should drink something else!
The two were completely plastered. With Chuuya being a lightweight and Dazai finishing off a few bottles on his own, it was destined to happen at some point. Because of their inebriated states, the shorter of the two misheard what Dazai had poorly slurred out after downing his drink. âOne more time?â He asked, still unsure what made Dazai so angry with him.
Dazaiâs cheeks flushed pink, and not just from the alcohol. How dare this slug make him repeat himself? âYou heard me!â
âDid you sayâ â
âYes!â
Chuuyaâs mouth opened to an understanding o-shape: so he had said your name. âOkay, but, why do I owe you my expensive wines?â
Dazai grabbed the neck of the wine bottle before standing up himself, towering over the ginger. âWhatever! I donât even wanna be here!â
âIâm not kicking you out, you moron! Just donât know why youâre actinâ like this!â His hand reached out to grab Dazaiâs shoulder, stopping him from leaving.
âYouâre pulling them away from me,â he turned to Chuuya with a pout. âYou two are always together acting all buddy-buddy. What do you have that I donât? Why donât they like me?â
Glass shattered on Chuuyaâs nicely wooden office floor, swearing to himself as the wine within the glass splashed up on his shoes and the legs of his nice desk chair. He was too drunk to be embarrassed over dropping his drink, still shocked someone so smart could be so stupid. âD-Dazai, youâre a moron!â He sputters out, jumping away quickly to grab a broom.
âYeah,â Dazai sits back on his seat with a sad and defeated smile. âI guess I am a moron.â He takes a big swig from the expensive bottle, finishing off the last few drops. The bandaged manâs eyes closed, letting the now empty bottle fall from his hand and onto his lap.
He barely notices Chuuya kneel back down by the desk, gently using a towel to suck up all the wine in between the broken glass pieces. Just as he begins to brush the shards to the side (heâd clean up properly tomorrow), he looked over to see Dazaiâs somber look.
âI know what youâre thinkinâ,â Chuuya sighs. âIâm not sayinâ youâre a moron for thinking you have a chance with them. Youâre a moron for thinking I do.â
Dazai rolls his eyes. The last thing he wanted was Chuuyaâs pity. âHey,â he grabbed the empty bottle again, shaking it in front of the gingerâs face. âWeâre outta wine.â
âWe?â He scoffed in reply before continuing. âIâm beinâ serious, Dazai. Theyâre pretty much in love with you. We talk a lot because theyâre nervous youâre gonna figure out their secret. Always tellinâ me about how perceptive and smart you are⊠Makes me sick, honestly.â
No one knows Dazai as well as Chuuya, and same with the inverse. Dazai knew Chuuya wouldnât lie about something like this to him, especially after recognizing that he was being vulnerable for a tiny moment. Realiing this, Dazaiâs heart fluttered. He turned to look at his rival with a glimmer of hope in his eyes, not saying a word as he silently pleaded for Chuuya to be telling the truth.
âStop lookinâ at me like that, mackerel. They like you. Dunno why, but itâs true.â
Fumbling with his discarded coat, Dazai stands up abruptly. The wine bottle tumbles towards the floor, causing to Chuuya to panic and quickly catch it. âI need to see them!â
âSit down, asshole!â He gently puts the empty bottle on his desk, letting out a huff of annoyance. âYouâre shitfaced, yâknow. Sober up. Talk to âem tomorrow.â
Dazaiâs heart was beating out of his chest. How could he wait until tomorrow to talk with you? All he wanted in that moment was to hold you close - feel the warmth of your skin, bury his face into the crook of your neck, tell you how much you mean to him and how much you are hisâŠ
âHey, drink some water, âkay? Whatever youâre thinking, remember theyâre probably asleep right now.â
He groaned in annoyance. What does chibi know, anyway? Chin resting against the wooden desk once more, Dazaiâs eyes shut in defeat. âOkayâŠ
â...do they really like me?â He opened one eye for a moment, gazing over once again to see if Chuuya was being honest.
âMore than theyâve ever liked anyone, apparently.â
A big grin pulled at his lips once Chuuya spoke, smile barely contained as his non-bandaged eye shut again.
youâre so very lovely i hope nothing bad happens to you,,,, hopefully,,,,
THANK U ????? anon u are sweet i hope that too LMAOOO
this is so sweet but also. a little ominous !
ok so demon dazai is great but have you considered. Demon reader? Just imagine demon!reader who has some clingy human who they havent figured out how to get rid of
as a matter of fact i love the idea of a demon reader. esp with dazai. can u imagine mr osamu dazai summoning a demon and decides you need to stick around. so let's say you need to fulfil the wish of your summoner to go back to hell because you're bound to him or something along those lines. at first he tells you he just did it for fun and didn't actually expect you to show up and then as you spend more time w him and he starts liking you, he decides he just will not make a wish so you stay around longer!!!
dazai is perfect for this because he'll be fascinated by a demon reader. and he works perfectly as the super clingy human who doesn't care that you could quite literally pulverize him. asks u to pick him up and carry him and pokes and prods at you nonstop.
The cool, marble countertops send a shiver up your spine, but you don't seem to care. Instead of complaints, a giggle leaves your mouth, hands tightening around Dazai's shoulders. Feeling him scoop you up and set you onto the kitchen counter so easily made you swoon, which only deepened the make out session you two were currently engaged in. His hands kept moving from your hips to your ass, wanting to feel your body under his fingers as he held you close.
You both couldn't help giggling, feeling giddy at the touches and kisses being shared during such early hours. Pajama shorts riding up your thighs, a stretched-out and loose t-shirt showing off Dazai's bare neck and collar bones... it was all so intimate. There was no one around, just the two of you and the early morning sun dancing across the room as your legs moved up to cage Dazai in. More giggles erupted from him before pulling back, cutely flushed cheeks on display for just you to see. No words were shared, just heavy breaths and loving stares as your brains worked on properly waking up.
âYâknow, maybe I should skip work today.â
âYou said the same thing yesterday, Osamu.â
Hiiii I have literally read through your entire blog today after reading one of your latest fics and finding out your blog is entirely about Dazai so I figured I might as well request something, now that I have read everything (I need more).
So how about a Ada! Dazai and Pm! Dazai with a s/o that instead of just asking for a kiss they steal something from him right in front of his face and then just run away and ask for a kiss in exchange for the stolen item. I just thought about this and I figured it would be a pretty funny scenario :)
tysm anon! i hope you like this just as much!
PM!dazai
"I know you aren't gonna hurt me, Dazai," you grinned, watching as he stalked towards you after you stole his tie.
"Not if you give me what I want," he responds promptly. As much as he loves blowing off work, Mori might not be so forgiving if he's late to this particular meeting. "I'll go without my tie, if you'd prefer."
You let out a dramatic gasp, hand flying over your mouth. "And break uniform?! How unprofessional!"
"The Port Mafia doesn't have a uniformâ "
"No, that simply won't do. You'll have to take this tie from me, yes yes," you nod at your own words, as though it was the logical conclusion.
A few steps brings Dazai closer to you, causing you to grin. You stand promptly in place, not letting him scare you back into a corner. "I know you won't hurt me."
"You already said that. What can I do to make my darling little partner give me back my tie?"
You pretend to ponder for a long moment, letting out a low hum and looking away with a hand on your chin. "What can you do, what can you do..." you click your tongue. "Gosh, I don't know!"
"Gosh?"
"Why, I suppose a kiss," you pause for emphasis, "might be adequate..."
Dazai stalks even closer, only a few inches away from you. Breath catching in your throat, you lose all playfulness, just staring into his big brown doe eyes like a lovesick puppy. You gulp before closing your own, slowly leaning in...
"Yoink! Gotcha!" Dazai pulls the tie from your loosened grip, taking a step back with a victorious grin.
"Did you just say yoinkâ "
"Never take your eyes off the enemy, darling! Surely you know that by now," he presses the tip of his pointer finger to your nose. "You're cute, but next time try a little harder." Slipping on his tie and barely tightening it around his neck, he sends you a blasé wave. "I'm headed to my meeting now. Maybe you can try again when I get back."
You stand still with a dumbfounded look on your face, watching as he leaves the room. An embarrassed blush decorates your cheeks; your boyfriend is such an asshole.
ADA!dazai
"You're taking your poor, innocent boyfriend's pen? How am I supposed to fill out my reports now?"
You only giggle mischievously in response, holding his pen behind your back. "Guess you'll want it back then?"
He hums for a moment before sighing. "Well, if my lovely partner wants it who am I to take it from them?" Dazai replies in adoration, elbows planted on his desk as he rests his head in his palms. "Besides, you're quite cute when you act all proud of yourself. What's on your mind, cutie?"
A pout takes the place of your grin. "Don't you want your pen back?.."
Even though he just said no, Dazai stands up and nods after a moment. Hands dangling at his sides impatiently, wanting nothing more than to hold you, he decides to play along. "My favorite pen," he pouts back. "Please can I have it back? What do you want in return?" Of course he knew this wasn't for no reason. You wanted him to want the pen, so you could wager it for something else.
You decide not to comment on how he was being so obvious about only playing along for your sake â either way, you'll get your desired outcome. "Maybe... a kiss?"
Dazai grins. "Why didn't you say so!" he replies with excitement, practically jumping onto you to press his lips to yours and slide his hands into your sweatshirt's pockets.Â
You drop the pen accidentally, caught off guard by his sudden action. Quickly, you place your arms on his shoulders and kiss back.
Pulling back, he grabs your hand and starts for the Agency's door. "Mm, my partner is so warm and cozy. Let's go home early and kiss there instead!"
"What about the pen..?"
ADA!dazai again but he's a big arrogant meanie tbh!!
"Why don't you just tell me what you want, pretty," Dazai's thumb traces your bottom lip, hand cupping your jaw. "No need to play these games, hm?"
"I told you, I didn't take your report," you roll your eyes, arms crossed.
A condescending cooing escapes Dazai's lips that makes your eye twitch. "Babe, I know you just want a kiss from me. I'll give it to you if you give me my report back... In fact, maybe I can give you more,~" he purrs into your ear.
You brush off his touches, clearly unamused. "I didn't. Take. Your report."
"Playing hard to get won't get you want you want. C'mon... it's the only report I've finished," he moves on to pouting, giving you his best puppy dog eyes. "Kunikida said he'd make me a coffee if I got it done on time."
"You're 22, why do you need incentives to do your job anyway?" You roll your eyes.
"Baby, we both know I want a kiss as well. Just hand me the report and my lips are all yours. Or else, I'll have to spend time working on redoing it instead of next to you," he tries once again.
And once again, your eye twitches, fed up with his accusations. "I told youâ "
"Uh, Dazai..?" Atsushi timidly speaks up. "Is this the report you're talking about?" He holds up a piece of paper, barely legible chicken scratch covering the blank spaces.
"Ah, Atsushi! You're such a kind soul! I must've accidentally slipped it in with your pile when pushing the rest of my reports ontoâ eh, never mind. You're a life saver!" Dazai jumps onto Atsushi with a hug before snatching the report to show you. "Look, love! Atsushi found it!"
Tapping your foot in annoyance, you stare down at Dazai, which he didn't think was possible given his large stature. "I'm sleeping alone tonight, aren't I."
"I'll make sure to leave blankets on the couch for you."
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