"There's no hope for the future." And that's how they felt during the Atomic Age, during the World Wars, during the Enlightenment Revolutions, during thr plagues, during the Viking raids, during the fall of Rome.
Yet, we persisted.
Hope wins every time the sun peaks over the horizon after a long dark night, it softens the day and baths the ground, it warms the air and we breath easier and maybe our souls uncurl a little from that protective crouch we've grown used to, maybe we let our limbs loosen, maybe we let hope sink into our skin, maybe we let it melt our misery from within.
With the knowledge that Vulcan has regularly high winds & subsequent sandstorms I propose a type of guy: midwestern dads watching tornadoes but for Vulcans. Somebody's uncle Sovar standing outside with his hands on his hips watching a massive cloud roll closer. Unconcerned because this happens, like, every couple of weeks. He's like "this one is large, is it not" yes it is go back inside Sovar
It's a common thing for them to say,
"Oh well, back in my day..."
As they rattle on about their past,
Saying thinks in hopes you act a ghast.
And by itself this would be grand.
If they didn't say it after you show your hand.
After you tell them of your day, joys or pain
On your parade they have to rain.
"At least your life isnt like before,
You see, now that life was a chore.
Compared to us you get to have life in ease
And get to do whatever you please."
This lack of sympathy makes them seem jealous.
Jealous of their child's privileges I guess.
I don't get why they aren't proud
Of the life for their child that they've allowed.
today i’m fifteen
bruises on my hands
scabs split open
body shot to hell
today i’m angry at the world
and i don’t understand why
the world doesn’t take offense
today i’m burning rubber
in old parts of town i swore never to return
today i can’t seem to get lost
these winding roads are too familiar
and every turn brings me back to fifteen
bruises on my legs
fresh scabs from last night
eyes shot to hell
funny how yesterday i was twenty
adolescence fleeing my skin
tattoos scabbing over
innocence shot to hell
yesterday i locked eyes with you
yesterday i burnt rubber in the parking deck
yesterday i couldn’t get lost fast enough
today i’m fifteen
bruises still fresh
scabs yet to form
five years shot to hell
Do Not Stand At My Grave and Weep
By Mary Elizabeth Frye
Do not stand at my grave and weep
I am not there. I do not sleep.
I am a thousand winds that blow.
I am the diamond glints on snow.
I am the sunlight on ripened grain.
I am the gentle autumn rain.
When you awaken in the morning's hush
I am the swift uplifting rush
Of quiet birds in circled flight.
I am the soft stars that shine at night.
Do not stand at my grave and cry;
I am not there. I did not die.
on my laptop straight up 'writing my wip" and by "my wip", haha, well. lets justr say. scrolling on tumblr.