Two...
Ever so slowly kissing her body, tasting her flesh and wanting her to become one with me.
No thoughts.
Only Jeane-Pierre Gibrat illustration of women.
I don't doubt that others like myself have the same thoughts. I remember from a young age being taught that my body was very important and I should keep it pure until I got married someday. At first I was in total agreement but after years of denial and pressure from boys and others, I wanted to experience for myself what I was led to believe was bad. My first b/f kiss, another boy wanting to feel me up, my own desire to see what I was missing out on. Feelings and desires were gradually amplified until the day I was taken by the most trusted, then trained to give my desires to please. I found the pain would become pleasure so intense that my body desired. I found pleasure was opening myself as an object of lust that brought me fulfillment. I was trained to accept the driving force deep inside me so when the time came I was ready to return the lust in a way that caused my desires to be completely fulfilled.