Back When I Was Single, I Had A Guy Attempt To Choke Me Out. For A Very Long Time, I Had Triggers Related
Back when I was single, I had a guy attempt to choke me out. For a very long time, I had triggers related to pressure on my neck, whether from clothing or having my neck touched from the front. But I just realized the other day that the triggers are basically gone for me 🥺 my husband grabbed me in a flirty way, and I had no moment of panic or my body tensing up automatically. And it made me realize it's been a while since I had any reactions at all. Life moves so fast that sometimes you don't even realize the healing your mind and body go through 💕
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I'm going to post the books I read again on here so here is my most recent read!
Forget Me Not by Julie Soto
I loved this book. It was such a cute romance and a fast read. This is a second chance romance about a wedding planner and a florist and maybe it's because my wedding it coming up but I was hooked lol definitely recommend
After the new year I have to book Hair and makeup and my videographer for our big wedding. I know who I want to use for hair and makeup but picking a videographer is annoying 😫 then all we really have left is flowers, cake, tuxes, and dresses lol I need joe to to ask the rest of his groomsman too 🙄
When I first moved in with my husband it took a while for our house to feel like it was mine too. We slowly sorted through everything and got all the excess stuff out so i could really dive in. I have always loved transforming the spaces in our home into enjoyable, usable, and cozy. As well as putting up decorations and adding other things makes me happy lol. I have truly transformed this home over the last 4 years 🥰
When my husband and I were out to dinner this weekend we were talking about our highschool life. i said i wish we met in high school. He told me i wouldnt have like him back then and i told him i definitely would have lol then I had said something along the lines of "idk why I ever dated my ex in the first place he wasn't even my type. Everything about you is my type" and Joe said "I remember the story, you were persuaded into dating him. You never actually picked him. You picked me though, it was always your choice with me" and the way that just hit me 😭 if ya'll knew the story of my ex and I getting together you would know how fucking true this was.
I've got a tattoo appointment thrusday and I can't wait 😭 also my husband told me the matching tattoo idea he has for us and he is just so fucking cute. I can't wait to do that one too
Im actually super glad that happened because it genuinely gives me hope that I will no longer be stalked and harrasesed. I really really hope this is what was needed to stop that
