Play With Me Please🥺

When I'm with you suddenly all my pride and self preservation goes away. And I welcome all the bruises and scars. They scare me, but the arousal is stronger.

He changed me so much.

Before, I couldn't even think of taking a picture of myself, naked, and now I barely blink before doing one for strangers on the Internet.

Before, I was too afraid to discuss anything sexual with anyone, I took care of my needs myself, the thought of sexting being so naughty.

And even now, if he took care of me I wouldn't need to resort to other places. I wouldn't be here.

But he changed me, he corrupted me so much, and then left me to figure it out. He left me for my good, because he's a red flag etc etc, but in his absence I might resort to worse things just to feel what he made me feel, for just a moment.

I feel like an abandoned puppy.

I need someone to drip hot wax on me

I'd love to cuddle someone with a bunch of toys on. Vibrators, rope, dog bone gag, dildos and everything possible. Put it all on high while I cuddle them and hold them tight so I can feel them struggle.

I'll play with their hair, rubbing their body all over while whispering, encouraging words to them like

"You're doing so good, puppy. Keep going"

"You squeezing me so tight, darling."

"You can cum all you want, baby"

Or maybe I'll be mean and say

"You're moving around too much. Stop it"

"You're cumming again? You're so pathetic"

"You're wayyyy too fucking loud"

Maybe I'll replace the dildo in them so I can feel their needy little hole tighten around me as they orgasm.

I wonder how long it would be when they give up trying to hold it in and just start uncontrollably twitching and moaning.

I'll be sure to kiss them while saying even more words into their ear

"Shhhh. Just keep cumming, honey"

"Just let it alllll out"

"You're so cute when you lose control"

Maybe while they squirm, they'd naturally have me slide in and out of them making them feel even better. I'm sure they'd be so desperate to be filled up with cum so they'd move and struggle more trying to get me to fill their little stomach up with cum.

Maybe if I do, I'll pull them really tight to hold them down so they can do nothing but take the stimulation from the toys while they feel me fill their stupid little hole up.

Ahhh, but it's just a fantasy :(

No one to make it true

If I'm submissive/a brat occasionally, can I dump someone because they have no dominant traits and they're basically vanilla?

(I need my needs fullfiilled pls)

Why am I attracted by men who casually degrade me. When instead of being weirded out by my unholy thoughts, they call me a little slut.

Grope me, please. When we're alone, when we're in public. Touch my groin, spank my ass, grab my tits. Shove your hand beneath my clothes. Stick a finger in me while I'm still fully clothed.

+then get asked random questions like "what color was the front door" and get punished if im wrong

theres a movie i really wanna go see at the cinema, but i wanna be plugged n teased throughout the entire film so im too distracted to watch it 🫠

I'm right here

psst.. i heard there was a sleepy girl out there that wanted her panties pulled to the side