I Would Kill People To Be Conventionally Attractive Im Sorry

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2 months ago

A marvelous spiritual state and mystical experience befell this annihilated one, which cannot rightly be written. From extreme longing I became astonished, and I do not know what I said or did.

— Princess Jahanara, Women of Sufism: A Hidden Treasure, (2003)


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1 year ago

i've spent the entirety of my life trying to fit into the cookie cutter of someone else's ideal person, WHEN is it my turn to be adored‼️


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1 year ago

in every lifetime i'd boop you guys btw if you even care


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3 weeks ago

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1 year ago
mom can you make my favorite ramen? can we go for a walk like we use to mom? can you hold my hand again when we do? mom can you make the pain go away like you did when i was little? mom i'm sorry i'm a bad daughter. can you put oil in my hair and we can watch a movie you like? mom can we try again? i promise i'll be good this time around.
[An overpass with cars driving on it, large buildings  an be seen in the distance]
relationships with your mother are so peculiar. you are everything i have, you dont know how to love me in a way that doesn't hurt. your voice soothes me and your tone scars me. we share the kitchen table while you dream about a version of myself i will never be and i read and weep about mothers hating their children.
I need you - I need you to look at me, Mom.

I need you to really look at me and see me.

Mom, I need you to see me.
[A painting of a person on the phone]

I'm sorry mom I'm still trying
My mother and I are so afraid of each other What if I become you, I shout What if you become more, She shrieks
and now that i think about it, i haven't been kind to my mother either.

truly, the art of jabbing knives is hereditary.
[a picture of a farm field, crops beginning to grow, there's a sunset behind the field]
And so, he goes back home. Home home, with his mother. He goes as if he might find an instruction manual there. It's an incurable feeling.
Your mother wouldn't approve of how my mother raised me

But I do, I finally do

Coming to terms with your mother's humanity

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4 months ago
May Sarton, The House By The Sea

May Sarton, The House by the Sea

1 year ago

My brother never touches his cricket bat with his feet. It will anger the gods within it, he says. The goalkeeper of my football team kisses the goalpost before the beginning of a match, a silent prayer to the deity within. My sister never puts her paintbrushes on the floor and my father holds his stethoscope with unmatched devotion. You see, the gods are what you want them to be, where you want them to be. In your mother’s lap, in your best friend’s hug, in the coffee you are almost addicted to, in the equipments of the gym you love working out in or in the books you bought but will never read. The gods are wherever you want them to be. The gods are wherever you need them to be.


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1 year ago

"In my culture, we know death intimately. In Arabic, the highest expression of love is the phrase "ya'aburnee" Translated "you bury me" . It means "I love you so much, I'd sooner die than bury you". It was used by mothers in our lineage who were so used to losing their young in war. In my culture, we cannot talk about love without speaking death's name"

-George Abraham, "Untitled," Published In Black Napkin Press


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surmayah - i'll always seek to make it summer for you
i'll always seek to make it summer for you

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