The Grief Of Loving Too Much Is Heavy But It Is Better Than The Regret Of Not Trying At All

the grief of loving too much is heavy but it is better than the regret of not trying at all

Tags

love aesthetic dark academia lovers thoughts academia classic academia light academia love quotes grief light acadamia aesthetic desiblr indian academia on love 🪼🦇 vents on grief desi love noori tag noori rambles

More Posts from Surmayah and Others

surmayah

4 months ago

fake idgafer. i saw tht haunted look in ur eyes

77K notes View Post

surmayah

7 months ago

On The Inevitable And Loving Despite, Despite // A Revisitation Of This

On The Inevitable And Loving Despite, Despite // A Revisitation Of This

On The Inevitable And Loving Despite, Despite // A Revisitation Of This

on the inevitable and loving despite, despite // a revisitation of this

various wikipedia pages / carl sagan / why the sun chases the moon / war of the foxes - richard siken / drunk drivers, killer whales - car seat headrest / saturn - sleeping at last / pale blue dot, photo from voyager / lighthousekeeping - jeanette winterson / ann druyan / new york times / neil degrasse tyson / david jones

Tags

space web weaving

3K notes View Post

surmayah

1 year ago

I think everything I've done in life has been in an effort to be loved more

Tags

aesthetic dark academia chaotic academia light academia dark academia aesthetic spilled thoughts light academic aesthetic rants desiblr romantic academia noori tag noori rants

24 notes View Post

surmayah

1 year ago

Helen Of Troy (detail) C. 1867. By Frederick Sandys

Helen of Troy (detail) c. 1867. by Frederick Sandys

Tags

art mythology helen of troy art detail pre raphaelite Frederick Sandys Artedit English artist

12K notes View Post

surmayah

3 months ago

ִֶָ𓂃 ࣪˖ ִֶָ🐇་༘࿐

ִֶָ𓂃 ࣪˖ ִֶָ🐇་༘࿐

ִֶָ𓂃 ࣪˖ ִֶָ🐇་༘࿐

Tags

poetry aesthetic dark academia Home light academia light acadamia aesthetic one day i'll have a home and i'll stay w my beloved where the sun shines gently and there is only love

5K notes View Post

surmayah

1 year ago

mom can you make my favorite ramen? can we go for a walk like we use to mom? can you hold my hand again when we do? mom can you make the pain go away like you did when i was little? mom i'm sorry i'm a bad daughter. can you put oil in my hair and we can watch a movie you like? mom can we try again? i promise i'll be good this time around.

[An overpass with cars driving on it, large buildings an be seen in the distance]

relationships with your mother are so peculiar. you are everything i have, you dont know how to love me in a way that doesn't hurt. your voice soothes me and your tone scars me. we share the kitchen table while you dream about a version of myself i will never be and i read and weep about mothers hating their children.

I need you - I need you to look at me, Mom.

I need you to really look at me and see me.

Mom, I need you to see me.

[A painting of a person on the phone]

I'm sorry mom I'm still trying

My mother and I are so afraid of each other What if I become you, I shout What if you become more, She shrieks

and now that i think about it, i haven't been kind to my mother either.

truly, the art of jabbing knives is hereditary.

[a picture of a farm field, crops beginning to grow, there's a sunset behind the field]

And so, he goes back home. Home home, with his mother. He goes as if he might find an instruction manual there. It's an incurable feeling.

Your mother wouldn't approve of how my mother raised me

But I do, I finally do

Coming to terms with your mother's humanity

@death-born-aphrodite/@bitterl/Supernatural/8.46am on Instagram/Hailey Noecker/Fatima Aamer Bilal/Winterhats, literally from AO3/Mitski

Tags

web weave web weaving

969 notes View Post

surmayah

1 year ago

Love & Friendship - Collected Writings From Side Wounds And Other Poems

Love & Friendship - Collected Writings From Side Wounds And Other Poems

Love & Friendship - Collected Writings From Side Wounds And Other Poems

Love & Friendship - Collected Writings From Side Wounds And Other Poems

Love & Friendship - Collected Writings From Side Wounds And Other Poems

Love & Friendship - Collected Writings From Side Wounds And Other Poems

Love & Friendship - Collected Writings From Side Wounds And Other Poems

Love & Friendship - Collected Writings From Side Wounds And Other Poems

Love & Friendship - Collected Writings From Side Wounds And Other Poems

Love & Friendship - Collected Writings From Side Wounds And Other Poems

Love & Friendship - Collected Writings From Side Wounds And Other Poems

Love & Friendship - Collected Writings From Side Wounds And Other Poems

Love & Friendship - Collected Writings From Side Wounds And Other Poems

Love & Friendship - Collected Writings From Side Wounds And Other Poems

Love & Friendship - Collected Writings From Side Wounds And Other Poems

Love & Friendship - Collected Writings From Side Wounds And Other Poems

Love & Friendship - Collected Writings From Side Wounds And Other Poems

Love & Friendship - Collected Writings From Side Wounds And Other Poems

love & friendship - collected writings from side wounds and other poems

Tags

quotes friends poetry literature friendship words web weaving webweaving loving on love on friendship being loved side wounds

6K notes View Post

surmayah

1 year ago

surmayah - i'll always seek to make it summer for you

surmayah - i'll always seek to make it summer for you

surmayah - i'll always seek to make it summer for you

surmayah - i'll always seek to make it summer for you

Tags

coquette cottagecore light academia Romantic cottagecore aesthetic light academic aesthetic romantic academia

1K notes View Post

surmayah

5 months ago

surmayah - i'll always seek to make it summer for you

5K notes View Post

surmayah

1 year ago

you unstable ahh bitches, here's a hug 🫂💌 it scares yet comforts me that so many of you feel the same

they should invent a yearning for love that is tolerable btw

Tags

noori tag noori rants

1K notes View Post

Loading...

End of content

No more pages to load

searchingforthekey liked this · 3 weeks ago
thiccremoch liked this · 3 weeks ago
umm-hello-lol liked this · 4 weeks ago
desdaemon liked this · 4 weeks ago
everythingsfuckked reblogged this · 1 month ago
moonshinedemon liked this · 1 month ago
xalwaysspacekingx reblogged this · 1 month ago
have-faith-restart-just-holdon liked this · 1 month ago
herwide-eyedgays reblogged this · 1 month ago
crypticute liked this · 1 month ago
volcanicbitch reblogged this · 1 month ago
dvndyl reblogged this · 1 month ago
the-anxious-lesbian liked this · 1 month ago
evocative-dreamer liked this · 1 month ago
glkr-xx liked this · 1 month ago
nsstxckedd reblogged this · 1 month ago
sourpatchnova reblogged this · 1 month ago
ambadelic reblogged this · 1 month ago
ambadelic liked this · 1 month ago
furious-love liked this · 1 month ago
lovewithoutacause17 reblogged this · 1 month ago
lovewithoutacause17 liked this · 1 month ago
galatic-superflux reblogged this · 1 month ago
galatic-superflux liked this · 1 month ago
kawaiimami94 liked this · 1 month ago
lifeof-queenvictoria liked this · 1 month ago
swampndn reblogged this · 1 month ago
groovyemperor reblogged this · 1 month ago
groovyemperor liked this · 1 month ago
softneomiro reblogged this · 1 month ago
softneomiro liked this · 1 month ago
shewill-destroyyou liked this · 1 month ago
pantomimapanacea liked this · 1 month ago
euocalyptus liked this · 1 month ago
hamiltonleclerc reblogged this · 1 month ago
richepute liked this · 1 month ago
peachestower reblogged this · 1 month ago
peachestower liked this · 1 month ago
yomagma reblogged this · 1 month ago
lostin-myown-desires reblogged this · 1 month ago
yomagma liked this · 1 month ago
ilyiwantusbothtoeatwell reblogged this · 1 month ago
ilyiwantusbothtoeatwell liked this · 1 month ago
not-cool-enough-to-scuba-dive reblogged this · 1 month ago
maysauthh liked this · 1 month ago
moonchildsthoughts reblogged this · 1 month ago
cutetrilobite2 reblogged this · 1 month ago
cutetrilobite2 liked this · 1 month ago
thinkingaboutagoodurlname reblogged this · 1 month ago

surmayah - i'll always seek to make it summer for you

surmayah

i'll always seek to make it summer for you

she/her ▪︎ my mind; little organization

177 posts

Explore Tumblr Blog

Search Through Tumblr Tags