May Your 2023 Be Vampiric And Homoerotic

wait, yeah, we do. did we just speedrun a trope?

guy and honey

he needs enrichment

i love reading my own writing this bitch would be my favorite writer if he ever managed to write

To whatever anon is asking for pathetic EuRory pics, I'm getting to them soon!!!

I've just been mega distracted playing Schedule 1, forgive me LMAO

But trust, I will open up my Lords of Chaos folder/editing project and grab the moments where he looks the most like a wet cat

Euronymous - Lords of Chaos

Thanks for the tag @lucydixon <3, I haven't done anything like this before lol, but here we go.

2020, me was a whole different person, dealing with family death, depression and a whole slew of other things. He was discovering himself. He went by Noah. And Noah was stuck in a religion he didn't believe in. He would be dragged to church, and he hated it. Most sermons were met with defiance (by sneaking in earbuds so he could dissociate through the hour.) And he fully saw himself as a trans man. Because he was, at that point in his life.

Cut to 2025 me. I'm a lot happier, still dealing with depression and whatnot, but I made it to 20, which is something I didn't really see for myself. I've rediscovered my identity and have fallen back to using my middle name and identifying as nonbinary (which is one thing 13 year old me got right.) I have the space to indulge in my fixations and I have friends who genuinely care for me. I really don't know what else to say lol.

tagging my besties @mythic-siren @duneofdreams

me five years ago vs me now

made using this picrew

ty for the tag @guiltyasdave i love these!

2020 strange - i bleached the living shit out of my hair during quarantine and had to shave most of it off. i spent every day playing terraria and mincraft with my now fiance! we'd only been together around six months at that point.

2025 strange - i have not touched hair dye since 2020 lmao. i've been growing out my hair for five years and it now touches the middle of my back. it's too long to be as curly as it once was :') i spend my days writing now. would love to play terraria all the way through again though

FULL PRESSURE TAG @cum-a-calla @itsokbbygrlbutworsethistime @calmjoonie @xmunsn @starry-eyed-wild-child

"Sister" - She Wants Revenge

"Spring Fever" - Sub Urban

"Gloom Boys" - Waterparks

"Please Please Please Let Me Get What I Want" - Deftones

"Would That I" - Hozier

"Caramel" - Sleep Token

"XOXO (Kisses Hugs)" - 6arelyhuman

"Chemical Kids and Mechanical Brides" - Pierce The Veil

"In My Room" - Julia Wolf

"Today I Saw The Whole World" - Pierce The Veil

Yeahhh, idk, I think most are in the same genre, no?

anyway, im tagging the besties @lucydixon @duneofdreams @mythic-siren @weewooooweew

music shuffle

@cum-a-calla @strang3lov3 babes we can't keep meeting like this i'm blushing...

rules: shuffle your ‘on repeat’ playlist and post the first 10 songs, then tag 10 people to do the same

"i love me after you" - mitski

"say my name" - hozier

"funny girl" - father john misty

"personal jesus" - depeche mode

"do you want a man?" - the vaccines

"damage (live)" - dimestore darlings

"why can't i be you?" - the cure

"the art teacher" - rufus wainwright

"baby, you're a rich man" - the beatles

"anxiety" - doechii

bizarre mix sorry. music while i work is all about just putting some shit on and hoping.

tags: @3m0li0tt @sweet-dr3amer @roysreader :3

i hope you're okay. i hope you can be warm if you're cold, chilled if you're sweating, and cozy if you're not either way. i hope you got to interact with a friend today and enjoy something about life. i hope you're hydrated. i hope you feel safe. i hope you get to see a million different posts about a million different things you love while you're scrolling your screen. i hope you find art that makes you happy and people that support you and i hope that you come to love yourself and your unique brand of human expression in the way only you can. it might not do a thing but i want us to thrive. so i will hope hard

Faust - Lords of Chaos