Every time I'm writing something, I remember how much I relate to Todd Anderson from Dead Poets Society, so I go rewatch it, it makes me remember that i wanted to be an actor, so now I'm having an existential crisis (again). (And I also cut my bangs)
Despite this I really like to write, it's the best thing I could be doing in my life, and it's so freeing, everyone should try it at least once. (I still want to be an actor I'm just too awkward for that lmao)
literally me (not in a femalemanipulator way, i genuinely mean it)
i used to write poetry back in 4th to 6th grade and i really like it, so maybe i should start it again
(but in the 'rip you would have loved' format)
RIP Nemecsek, you would have loved volunteering to walk dogs in an animal shelter, inuyasha, which character am i quizzes, collecting merch, summer camps, one to one conversations (so the other would have to acknowledge your presence), the little prince, advent and yule, adventure time, sims 4, brainrot humor
RIP Boka, you would have loved to have a psychologist, dark academia aesthetic, studying christianity and symbolism, also the little prince, class of 09, autumn, moving to england for college, then getting homesick and crying yourself to sleep every night bc you wouldn't want to call your friends bc you wouldn't want to seem vulnerable, the napoleonic wars fandom, ethel cain
RIP Csónakos, you would have loved the sanrio franchise, tankcsapda, making ship edits about politicians on tiktok, to have an ironical flat earther acc, the romania deniers facebook group, dino shaped chicken nuggets, also adventure time, y2k white girl music, breakdancing, doing those tiktok trends for couples, also brainrot humor
RIP Csele, you would have loved dior, light academy, doing chemical experiments at home, sabrina carpenter, hamilton - the musical, balett, true crime podcasts, gossiping in the bathroom, characters as vines complications, to dissect animals in biology class, lip syncing to songs in your insta story then taking it off immediately
RIP Kolnay, you would have loved late night deep talks, roblox, getting a buzzcut, martial arts, chainsaw man, 3d puzzles, wearing not matching socks, fc barca, every random netflix series that gets cancelled after two seasons, those ugly sunglasses, combat games, the dc franchise, also caramel popcorn
RIP Barabás, you would have loved minecraft, bullying people on roblox, studying german, also getting a buzz cut, not wearing glasses despite needing them, pe class, real madrid, wearing those full nike fits, the sonic franchise, also combat games, the marvel franchise, also caramel popcorn, trending tiktok audios
RIP Geréb, you would have loved learning tiktok dances, 12 episode shoujo animes, lookmaxing, pretending to like deftonest, amo culture, fifa, liking an obviously queercoded show, then getting mad about the queer ships in the fandom, also sims 4, going to the theater, playing the guitar
Big ahh lobster boii
Jack Merridew in the future when his kid tells him "I'm so hungry I could eat a whole pig"
anger management issues
when you're at home with your mum and dad, you invited your friends over, you're having a dinner, you're eating warm food, and everything is great, but then the lamp starts looking weird
Valentine, please stop deflecting everything with jokes, I thought we were having a Moment here.
Happy Valentines' Day! Better known as Viking Day in this house ! I love you with the force of a gay berserk and an emotionally repressed heir of King Arthur combined ! <3
The best thing I did last year was start Vinland Saga, and it's been a beautiful journey. Thank you to my sister for putting me on board. Can't wait to finish season 2!
Things I would do if I had the kainessagi plushies
1. Kiss them
2. Hug them
3. Put them in my pockets
4. Put them on any bag I have
5. Tucked them in bed like they’re my children 
6. Throw Kaiser across the room
7. Make them all kiss each other
8. Make Isagi and Ness beat the shit out of Kaiser
9. Make isagi and ness kiss Kaiser in apology ( then make them beat him up again ) 
10. Make them all beat up my Nagi nendoroid
11. Make one of them wear one of my rainbow high dolls’s dress
12. Have my rainbow high dolls hug them
13. Bring them to a adides store and found anything related to Bayern Munich
14. This
15. Put them in a bouquet of roses 
16. Try to make them dance ( to my chemical romance) 
17. Eat Japanese and German sweets with them
18. Actually watch football/soccer with them ( highly unlikely)
19. Make them battle my Xiao and Childe plush keychains
20. Take over the world with them by my side