Another Random Rant

doodled tanizaki on a sticky note :3

the reference i was using looked super silly so it’s under the cut.

WHY DOES HE LOOK LIKE THAT 😭

i woke up today and my hip started hurting. this is sadness.

i ship soukoku in the most queerplatonic, codependent, doomed yaoi way. there is no such thing as soukoku fluff to me.

i finally got ahold of the untold origins light novel! :D

i’m going to yap about it a lot when i’m finished.

my average convo

some older digital art. i made fyo look a little too feral. i don’t post my digital art enough. :3

season three spoilers:

my face after i stabby stab a mafia boss then run away.

Notes Challenge For New Years!

because i need motivation and support to do things ^^;

10: drink at least one glass of water a day

20: eat a bit more than usual (i don’t eat enough)

30: dye my hair dark red (i’ve wanted to for a year now)

40: tell my dad i don’t like it when he makes offensive jokes

50: defend my mom and me when my dad tries to gaslight us

75: buy a new knee brace

100: work on learning korean more

125: fix my smile to make it more genuine

175: start trying to fix my acne

200: take my meds daily

300: focus on what i want

400: become more confident in my singing

500: not use anything that could harm me

1,000: love myself more

spamming is allowed but please do not do a ton ^^

alrighty here’s my dtiys 😋

please tag me and the tag t0tally-n0t-lou dtiys if you wanna participate. <333

this art is kinda old but i want to show you guys how utterly shitty my old art style was 😭. the shading, hair, lighting, anatomy, and lineart are horrible, i know.

i was one of the only people who could actually draw in my art class last year so i got told it was really good. i hate it now. 😊🔫

i did it. i colored the drawing. shuichi saihara my beloved.

the quality is so crunchy i’m sobbing. click for better quality (hopefully).