Yay! First Post Of The Year!

Last life update this year.

-So... 2024 was an interesting year. I went in a exchange program in England. Made new friends. Finished a script for a project that has been laying in my head for three years. But I also joined Tumblr (properly).

-It was a good year, but.. for some reason I feel like I wasted it...

-I don't know why I feel this way, I just do. I feel like I wasted the entire year..

-Well

-I still got some minutes.

-I will make the most out of it.

Hope you did the same.

Happy new year!

-T19l8g

1/31 ClownTober by @crayoncha0s

Day one: Entrance Act

I've tried my best to make it without refresing 'cus when I googled it the only result was about a test called ACT. It's not my best painting, but I was in a rush since I forgot about this until now so.. yeah it makes sense.

I also gave up after painting the main stage, so I just made some blobs around and tried my best to make it look like a theatre...

You can barely see the clown on stage.

Terapeuta: O Saci branco não pode te machucar. Ele não é real.

O Saci Branco:

Thank you so much!

Decided to draw some Tarot cards.

Life update.

Guess whose computer fuking died?

Guess who lost everything on their computer with the last thing recorded that could be saved was from June 2023?

Guess who lost the script for their ARG?

Guess whose computer after being restored became slower than a snail?

Me! 😁

Small rant

- I've been working on an ARG for three years now.

The concept was to tell a story by only using one's dreams, it's was ment to tell a story of acceptances, about moving on, growing up and leveling you childhood memories behind.

But I still feel like it's not good enough.

I rewrote all of it at least a dozen times; studied the topic in question; bought a freaking "dream dictionary" just to get a better idea of how to make a story that is able to be told by dream and their in possible interpretations; studied perspective, how to make good looking fluid animations; changed my style several times; learned several types of coding, cryptography, cipher, how to hide it in an image in a way that doesn't look out of place, even created some to make it an change, some thing interesting.

But I still feel like it's not enough. It still feels like it's missing something. It's just frustrating, feeling like something you work for so long is never going to happen and if it does, it will not be enough, it will not be good, that it will be forgotten or mocked.

And to make things worse I have a serious problem with procrastination. It just feels like it will never be finished. And I know it would be my fault and my fault only.

It's dumb to rant about it in here, I'm a nobody. But it's exactly why: if it does happen, if I actually finish this project, I just don't want to ruin the immersion.

I'll post some drawings here. Just to try getting it out of my mind for a bit. It might help

I think I'll make the MH crew.

Here are some concepts + me trying to sculpt Jay's cap

Yay! First post of the year!

twenty-one days after the year started...

So, I was helping my dad clean the backyard and we found this little guys

They are bases made out of marble balls that we used to make small figurines( mostly for game pieces).

They are made using marble balls and clay. When finished they look more or less like this:

Here is an unfinished one compared to a pen cap for reference

Getting to the point:

Help me decide what to make those other five figurines in.

So far my ideas were:

- Someone from Marble Hornets, 'cus I already have a Slenderman one and it would be so ironic since they are made out of marble balls.

-A TF2 character, because why not?

-Maybe an Oc?

-The Links from the Four Swords Manga + Shadow.

-Maybe a TopCraft or a Yandere High School character because I recently remembered that one existed and started watching the other.

-Danny Phantom, because I like ghost.

-Hunted Talles (For Wicked Kids) for the reason above.

-Or Over the Garden Wall my beloved

Those are my ideas for now but I would really appreciate some suggestions on what to do. If you have a suggestion please let me know.

Hey! Spooky Friday!

Trying to be more active so have a Moon team Jester

No day 3 of Clowntober. I hate day 3 of Clowntober. I want to burn it. Thanks to you Pinky Pie, I now hate you. Why are horses so hard to draw? Sorry Anna, but I hate horses now.

Here. Have a picture of what I wanted to do to myself

Day 3 balloon Animals

Bro came to me, gave me a home-made sushi with rice, cheese, lettuce and egg, and left.