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have some erasermic content I have been posting on Twitter @ ghostalebrije, some AUs and also a bday toshinori because I love that lad so much too!
Hizashi being silly
Yes
Origin of "Deku"
This hits deep
So imagine if Aizawa and Present Mic do manage to pull Oboro Shirakumo out of Kurogiri. He’s back, his memories, his personality, everything. Same old Oboro, the one they knew. But something isn’t right.
Because there’s still a part of him for whatever reason, a deeply ingrained part, that is fiercely, unshakably loyal to... Tomura Shigaraki.
Like, just imagine him saying, after all the effort, at some point... "Tomura Shigaraki must be protected. That is my goal."
And Aizawa and Mic tried to, like, get him out of it, they really did, but no matter how much they tried to talk him out of it, no matter how much they try to reason with him, his brain just... shuts off. Remember that scene of their first interrogation of Kurogiri? And his brain activity went blank. Yeah, that kind of shuts off.
Not like he’s ignoring them. Not like he’s upset. But completely, biologically off. No brain activity. Zero. For two hours, more or less. The number differs each time, and they just stopped trying.
They said, they really tried to tell him that "You’re not Kurogiri anymore", and suddenly, he’s gone. Like someone just flipped a switch.
And when he comes back? He has no idea what happened.
This isn’t just brainwashing. This is something worse.
This is rewiring. This is deep-rooted conditioning. This is proof that All For One knew this might happen. Maybe not to Oboro, maybe he didn't think that far, but to Kurogiri? Yes. And so when he was created, that was placed deep into his consciousness.
And that’s not even the worst part, because sometimes, Oboro wanders off at night.
Not sleepwalking. Not dreaming. Just... standing in the middle of the street, staring into nothing. And when they shake him awake?
He doesn’t remember leaving the house.
And sometimes, when they’re not listening, he says things that terrify them.
"Tomura Shigaraki... he was alone for so long" "No one held his hand" "He only ever knew destruction"
"I failed him once. I cannot fail again".
They saved him... but they didn’t break his chains. They can't, they tried. These chains stayed from Kurogiri to Oboro.
And worst of all?
Maybe some part of him doesn't even want to get rid of these chains.
POV: Me and my Besties running to get MHA merch
This this is knowledge this is what I've been thinking if put into coherent paragraphs and words
I think about his trauma way too much and how overlooked it all is so here's my rant:
Yeah
DAMMMNIT, i might just have to rewrite my LOV rehab lore cause I really wanna add kurogiri. I LOVE HIM AS A CHARACTER.
The reason he still remained dead in my AU was that, either way no side was gonna be happy about it. Mic and shota both knew him as oboro while tomura knew him as kurogiri, i didn't know how to make them exactly interact.
Him being two different people but still leaving a huge impact on mic, shota and tomuras life was gonna be a big thing between the three that they would have to work through.
BUT UGHHH I'm changing it, I need him in this AU, not just as a stepping stone for healing cause I'm selfish GSHSGSKSN
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Maybe
Old messy sketches
Lmao
okay so listen sometimes when shouta’s exceptionally ‘in the zone’ doing some mundane tasks, and sometimes if hizashi breaks into certain songs then, shouta *will* sing along and for the most part he won’t realize he’s doing it
hizashi takes full advantage and i guess it makes the teacher’s lounge interesting sometimes