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Boku no Hero Academia || Suneater (Tamaki Amajiki) Episode 142
in which : you marry the ruthless prince of kremnos, and everyone says you'll never thaw his heart. but youâre nothing if not stubborn. surely all you have to do is win him over right? how hard can that be?
wc 8.7k (itâs worth it trust me), historical au, marriage of convenience, sunshine x grumpy, strangers to lovers, you fell first + he fell harder, fem reader referred to as âprincessâ / âmiladyâ, ts burns so slow u might rip ur hair out sorry, heavily ib how to get my husband on my side. art by @/kannbergri on x.
surprise pookies @vxnuslogy @luvether @knnichs @kazucee itâs finally here!!!!
PROLOGUE: HOW TO SURVIVE THE EARLY DAYS
you married a stranger to save your homeland.
there was no love in the arrangement, no romantic vows exchanged beneath moonlit skies, no promises of forever whispered in soft voices. just firm handshakes and signatures inked on parchment.Â
it was a straightforward agreement: kremnos would protect your people in exchange for a union, and you were sent to marry the crown prince, mydeimos, to solidify the alliance.
you had heard his name long before you ever saw his face. prince mydeimos of kremnos âa name whispered with reverence, with fear, with awe; carrying the weight of countless victories carved into the blood-soaked chaos of battlefields.
but none of those stories prepared you for the reality of him.
the grand hall of kremnos' palace feels colder than you imagined.
marble floors stretch endlessly beneath your feet, polished to a gleaming perfection that seems to reflect the distance between you and the life awaiting you here. the walls, adorned with banners of deep reds and golds, do little to warm the oppressive air.
servants pass by in hushed movements, their heads bowed, their whispers inaudible. the air carries the faint aroma of polished wood and lingering incense, yet there is no warmth to be found ânot in the hall, not from the people, and certainly not from the man standing at the far end of the room.
you bow slightly out of instinct, a gesture of respect, though you feel foolish doing so in the context of your marriage.
dressed in the royal garb of kremnos, a deep red cloak embroidered with gold thread draped over his shoulders, his marigold eyes lock onto yours with piercing intensity.Â
âprincess,â he greets you, his words polished to a fault âexactly what youâd expect from a prince.
âyour highness,â you reply, matching his formality.
âwelcome to kremnos, i trust the journey was not too difficult.âÂ
itâs not a question, you realize. merely a statement to acknowledge your presence. you offer a polite nod, âthe journey was smooth, your highness,â you reply, your voice steady despite the unease creeping into your chest. âthank you for your hospitality.â
you watch as he takes a glass of reddish liquid from a servant standing nearby, lifting it to his lips with ease, the vibrant color catching your eye.
the rich crimson hue seems too unnatural for something as mundane as wine. your gaze fixes on the glass as he drinks, a chill running down your spine as an unsettling thought creeps in.
is he drinking... blood?
your heart skips, a sudden nervousness, and you quickly avert your gaze, unable to meet his eyes.
he catches your stare however, âwhat is it that you find so fascinating?âÂ
flustered, you lower your head, stammering, "i... beg your pardon, your highness.â
you can feel your pulse quicken, the heat rising in your cheeks as you panic. the weight of his cold gaze is almost unbearable, and you fear youâve already made a fool of yourself.Â
for a moment, you dare not look at him, the silence stretching uncomfortably between you.
the prince casually wipes the red liquid from his lips with the back of his hand, as your eyes drift involuntarily toward the glass once more, still questioning its contents.
his eyes flicker to you as they narrow, âstill curious?â
you freeze, wrecking your head for a sensible answer lest you further embarrass yourself.
with a sharp sigh, he places the glass down on the tray. âitâs pomegranate juice, nothing more.â
you blink, stunned for a moment, the absurdity of your previous assumption crashing down on you.Â
âpomegranate juice,â you repeat softly, as if testing the words to see if they make sense.
âyes. is that so difficult to believe?â
that night, you lay on the luxurious bed in your chamber, the events of the evening swirling in your mind. you shake your head, embarrassed by your own overactive imagination.Â
you turn onto your side, pulling the heavy blankets tighter around you, but sleep evades you.
yes, your husband is a man of few words, fewer emotions, and absolutely no warmth when it comes to you. yet within that frost lies a heart, waiting for the right touch to thaw it.
ACT I: HOW TO DRAW HIS ATTENTION
over the weeks, you've learned many peculiar things about your husband.Â
youâve noticed, for instance, that he always rises before dawn, and spends hours in the training grounds perfecting his form âan unyielding warrior at heart. or how he has an unusual preference for adding goat's milk to his pomegranate juice, a combination that strikes you as strange yet somehow fitting for him.Â
youâve also discovered that, contrary to expectations, he favors the color pink âan oddly delicate choice for a man so rigid in his demeanor. and while he is undeniably polite, he also remains stern and is not one to easily open up, not even to those closest to him.
all that you've learned, youâve used in an attempt to earn his favor, though your effort often feels like trying to breach a concrete wall.
(one day, you deliberately rise early, before the sun fully breaks over the horizon, and make your way to the training grounds.
there, you find a concealed spot in the shadows, watching him spar with the guards. youâve gone, in part, because you want him to know you care, but also because of the impressive display of his skill that subconsciously draws you in.Â
itâs not long before he notices your presence; his expression remains impassive, but his gaze hardens, narrowing slightly as he observes you making your way to him from across the field.
as you finally reach him, you extend the water in your hand. but just as you take a step closer, your foot catches on an uneven stone. you stumble forward, crashing into him, and spilling the cold water across his chest.Â
the gasp that escapes you is quickly followed by frantic apologies.
"princess," he says coolly, the water dripping from his toned muscles, tracing the lines of his broad shoulders and down his chest. "...are you always this clumsy, or is today a special occasion?"
ah.Â
well at least he has jokes..?)
or after noticing how he often stays silent during meals, you decide to change the pace.Â
(at the dining hall, you ask about his interests, but he only gives brief, impersonal responses; his attention fixed on his plate, quietly indulging in the honey-drenched pancakes. you try to make a lighthearted joke, but he doesnât even look up, offering only a polite âi seeâ before the silence drapes over the table again.
so, you finally decide to try a more⊠direct approach âflattery. surely, no man can resist a little charm, right?
you lean close as you gather all the courage you can muster, batting your eyelashes at him hoping you appear as endearing as you intend.
"i must say, my dear husband, you âuh, you are unmatched in your⊠strength and wisdom. itâs no wonder my heart canât help but be drawn to you..?â
well that didnât exactly sound convincing.Â
âand⊠your arms, theyâre quite impressive. i mean âwait, thatâs not what i meantââ
and that certainly didnât make it any better!
you brace yourself, expecting a sharp rebuke or, at the very least, some irritation. but instead, he simply nods, offering a brief, detached âthank youâ before turning his attention back to his meal.Â
you immediately avert your gaze, feeling a pang of relief. though itâs strange to think that at any moment, your husband might decide to chop your head off for being so foolish (...if he felt so inclined) he is the crowned prince, after all; and while his politeness is unsettling, itâs still better than his wrath... right?)
either way, itâs clear that your efforts have made not the slightest dent. better luck next time!
today will be different.
failure has never sat well with you, and after last nightâs mortifying attempt at charming your husband, you refuse to let things end on such a dismal note. if words fail, then perhaps actions will speak louder.
so, with a woven basket tucked under your arm, you wander through the palace gardens first, where roses and marigolds flourish in a riot of color, their petals unfurling like delicate silk under the afternoon sun. honeysuckle vines twist gracefully around the trellises, their sweet fragrance lingering in the warm afternoon air.
you kneel amidst the blooms, fingers brushing over soft petals, feeling the gentle give of each flower beneath your touch. carefully, you pluck a few of each, tucking them gently into your basket, mindful of their fragile stems. you arrange them just so, already picturing the bouquet coming together in your hands.
but as you wander further, you find yourself drawn toward the edge of the estate. past the hedgerows and beyond the gardenâs stone pathway, you notice something that catches your eye, a cluster of wildflowers âsoft pinks and gentle whites.
perfect! these will be the finishing touch to complete your bouquet for mydeimos.
pleased with yourself, you smile and make your way toward the waterâs edge. leaning forward, you stretch out to pluck one, your body lowering toward the ground, shifting your weight slightly, whenâ
a sudden force slams into your back.
the breath is knocked clean from your lungs. there's no time to react as the world tilts violently, and before you can even scream, the cold shock of water swallows you whole.
itâs deeper than you thought.
icy water rushes into your nose and mouth, sending a searing burn down your throat. panic grips you as the world above fractures into shimmering light, distorted by the rippling surface. you try to push yourself up, but alas, the weight of your dress still drags you down.Â
as you thrash around uselessly, your limbs start growing heavier. the surface above you slips further away; and the last thing you register is the sensation of strong arms wrapping around you âwith a final strained breath, your vision dims to nothingness.
the next thing you feel is warmth.
your head rests against something solid, a steady rise and fall beneath your cheek .a firm hold keeps you close, one braced securely around your back, the other hooked beneath your knees.Â
you blink sluggishly, your lashes heavy with water. thatâs when you realise, youâre in the arms of your husband.
his hair clings to his forehead, damp strands framing the sharp angles of his face. droplets trace slow paths down his jawline, soaking into the dark fabric of his tunic âleaving nothing to the imagination.
for a moment, disoriented and breathless, you can only blink up at him.
did he jump in after you..?
âwhy did you wander off alone?â he chastises, snapping you back to reality.Â
your throat feels tight, your heart hammering in your chest. "i-i just wanted to do something for you!" the confession spills from your lips, desperate, your fingers clinging instinctively to the soaked fabric of his sleeve.Â
itâs foolish, maybe, but youâre still reeling âfrom the near drowning, from the fact that mydeimos saved you.Â
he exhales sharply, exasperation heavy in his breath. "why are you like thisâŠ" his grip tightens on you, but thereâs a tension in his voice as if heâs swallowing something he canât quite put into words. âdidnât i say thereâs no need to attract attention this way?"
the accusation stings, your brows knit together as you shake your head, droplets of water slipping down your temples. "i just⊠thought youâd like some flowers."
his fingers, still curled beneath your back, twitch slightly, his hold unconsciously steadying you.
âyou donât need to do anything reckless just to get my attention," he murmurs at last, his voice softer now, no longer edged with frustration. then, almost hesitantly, he adds, "...if you want something, just come to me."
mydeimos shifts, adjusting his hold on you before finally rising to his feet. the movement is effortless, but even so, a sharp chill runs through you as the air bites at your damp skin. before you can fully steady yourself, he places you down, his hands lingering for a second longer than necessary before withdrawing.
your dress clings uncomfortably to you, heavy with water, and when you glance down, you spot the basket lying a short distance away, half-tilted on the grass. the flowers you so carefully picked are scattered around it, petals crumpled, stems bent.Â
a pit forms in your stomach. all that effort, and nowâ
a shadow moves beside you. mydeimos steps forward, the hem of his cloak grazing against the fallen blooms. he considers them for a moment, then looks back at you.
âwell?â his voice is steady, and you canât quite grasp the intention behind it. âyou went through all that trouble to gather the flowers⊠arenât you going to give them to me?â
sure they're not nearly as perfect as they were when you first picked them. still, you kneel, fingers brushing over the damp grass as you carefully pick up the least damaged flowers, smoothing out the crumpled petals as best you can.
ââŠhere.â slowly, hesitantly, you extend the bouquet towards him.Â
his fingers brush against yours as he accepts the flowers. âsorry theyâre ruined,â you admit, voice barely above a whisper.
he shakes his head, unbothered. âtheyâre mine now, so iâll take care of them.â
thereâs no mockery in his expression, no disdain for your failed efforts. if anything, thereâs something almost unreadable in the way he looks at you, something that makes your heart lurch against your ribs.
he spares you one last glance, then turns. âcome. you need to get changed before you fall ill.â
and just like that, your husband walks ahead, idly twirling one of the flowers between his fingers. hardened steel and soft petals, strength and fragility; it doesn't look out of place.Â
somehow, it fits him too well.
ACT II: HOW TO CARE FOR A WARRIOR
once a year, the empire erupts into feverish anticipation for the annual gladiatorial tournament. a traditional competition of strength, bloodshed, and sheer willpower.
held in the heart of the capital, within the city of kremnos; warriors from across the kingdom âsuch as knights from noble houses, seasoned mercenaries, and ambitious upstarts, all gather within the grand coliseum, each vying for glory, honor, or a place in history.
and three weeks from now, the coliseum will roar with life, filled to the brim with nobles and commoners alike, all eager to witness the blood and glory thatâll unfold within the arena.Â
the tournament may be weeks away, but mydeimos knows better than to grow complacent.Â
within the castle training grounds, the clash of steel echoes through the air, each strike reverberating like a war drum. two figures move in relentless rhythm, locked in a sparring match that is as much a dance as it is a battle.
mydeimos meets his opponentâs strike head-on; phainon, captain of the royal knights, his equal in skill if not in strength, matches him blow for blow. the force of the impact ripples through his arm, but he does not waver. instead, he swiftly pivots, forcing mydeimos onto the defensive.
the crown prince presses forward, his sword carving ruthless arcs through the air, a feint âthen a sudden, brutal swing aimed at his opponentâs side.Â
phainon barely manages to parry, their blades grinding against each other in a fierce deadlock. exhaling sharply through his nose, he holds firm against the pressure. âmydei,â phainon mutters, breathless. âdon't hold back."
mydeiâs gaze remains unreadable, but thereâs a flicker of something âamusement, perhaps, before he abruptly shifts his weight. with a sharp twist, he breaks the deadlock.
âHKS,â he counters, shoving forward with enough strength to force phainon back a step. âgetting tired?â
phainon lets out a short laugh, adjusting his stance. ânot in the slightest.â he disengages, spinning his blade in a quick counterstrike.
alas, the fight reaches no clear victor, ending in yet another stalemate.
exhaling, phainon lowers his blade. ânot bad.â
but before mydei can respond; a slow, warm trickle down his arm draws his attention. his gaze flickers downward âa thin slash mars his bicep, blood welling along the cut.
the knightâs expression shifts, eyes catching on the wound. âheh looks like i take the win this time,â he gloats, though thereâs a slightest hint of concern in his tone.Â
â...though i do apologise, your highness,â phainon says, eyeing the wound with a tilt of his head.
mydei rolls his shoulder, testing the ache, then huffs. ânothing to be sorry for.â his lips curl slightly, eyes flicking back to phainon.
âbut donât think this means iâm letting you off easy. weâll settle it properly next time.â
âoh? and here i thought youâd take the loss with dignity for once,â phainon snorts, sheathing his blade in one smooth motion. âbut i suppose i wouldnât want you growing too accustomed to losing.â
âyou land one lucky hit and suddenly youâre talking like youâve dethroned me.â mydei scoffs, already turning toward the weapons rack. phainon watches him go, shaking his head to himself before following suit.Â
mydei doesnât know why youâre worrying so much.
the cut is insignificant, to him at least. within hours, itâll be gone âhis body already stitching itself back together. he doesnât need tending to, least of all by you.
and yet, here you are.
as you sit beside him, your hands deftly press a cloth soaked in cool water to his wound, cleaning away the dried blood with careful strokes. for some reason, seeing you like this âfussing over him with a tenderness heâs never quite experienced before ârenders him quiet.
ââŠyouâre frowning,â he murmurs.
âbecause youâre hurt,â you say as a matter of factly, setting the cloth aside before reaching for a bandage. your fingers are gentle as they smooth it over his skin, lightly tracing the curves of his biceps.
he watches the way your lips press together, tying the final knot with a delicate tug, patting the fabric down as if to reassure yourself that it will hold.
something tugs at the edge of his mind.Â
youâve pretended to love him ever since you stepped foot in kremnos; he thought he knew every expression you wore, every feigned tenderness. but this âthis time, itâs different. thereâs no audience here, no need for the carefully crafted role of the adoring wife.
so why do you still look at him like that?
his breath stills. he doesnât know what to make of this.
ââŠplease be more careful next time.â mydei glances at his arm, the ache is already fading.
you donât know how pointless all of this is. by morning, there wonât even be a scar.
you exhale softly, your brows still furrowed in concern. then, as if unable to help yourself, your fingertips ghost over the bandage, smoothing it down with a tenderness that makes his chest tighten.
âdoes it still hurt?â you ask, voice barely above a whisper.
he should say no. he should tell you itâs nothing.
but when he looks at you âsees the way your eyes linger on him, so earnestly unguarded. he falters.Â
ââŠnot much,â he admits instead. âyou act as if iâm on deathâs door.â
âand you act as if youâre invincible,â you retort softly.
he freezes.
he almost laughs at the irony of it âbecause in some ways, you arenât wrong. his body will always mend itself, his wounds never lasting long enough to be of real consequence.Â
but his darling wife doesnât know that.
and perhaps thatâs why he lets you worry, lets you dote on him with such sweet, unknowing devotion. because, against all logic âagainst everything heâs told himself, he finds that he likes it.
your touch finally retreats, hands settling in your lap. âiâll leave you to rest, your highness.â
you rise from your seat, and as you turn to leave, mydei catches himself watching the space where your hands had been, the phantom warmth still resting against his skin.
for a wound thatâs already gone, he finds it strange âhow reluctant he is to let it fade.
ACT III: HOW TO AVOID MISUNDERSTANDINGS
"sir phainon, thank you for showing me around the city," you say, offering the man beside you a faint smile as you step around a corner.Â
the knight dips his head, âof course, milady. the pleasureâs all mine."
youâre glad phainon took time off to accompany you âwandering the city alone wouldâve definitely left you lost and stewing in your own thoughts.Â
phainon glances at you, amusement tugging at the corners of his mouth. "but iâm surprised his highness let you wander the city with another man," he muses.Â
you let out a small laugh, running your fingers along the petals of a flower display as you pass by. "well, i donât think he cares."
phainonâs steps slow, his brow lifting ever so slightly, as if he isnât sure whether he misheard you or if youâre simply playing coy. "you donât think heâ" he exhales a sharp chuckle, running a hand through his hair. "hah. now thatâs funny."
you shoot a puzzled look at him,"what is?"
to phainon, whoâs seen the way mydei looks at you, heard the way he speaks of you; your words make no sense at all.
âbut he holds his tongue. "nothing, milady. letâs keep walking before i say something i shouldnât."
the warmth of the moment sours when you round a corner near the market square. there, just past a cluster of gossiping nobles, mydei stands stiffly, arms crossed as he listens to a young woman speak.
you recognize her âa lady-in-waiting that serves in the palace.
ââŠalways playing the victim,â she sneers, voice pitched just loud enough to draw attention. âeveryone pities her, but really, sheâs just an outsider to kremnosââÂ
your steps falter, confusion flickering across your face. is that lady⊠talking about you?
âshe was never worthy of standing by his highnessâs side!â the lady continues with simpering disdain.Â
beside you, your companion stiffens, his fingers subtly curling at his sides. heâs noticed, too.
but before you can fully process the words, she lets out a haughty laugh. âshe tripped herself that day. i only gave her a little push andââ
âwhat?â mydeiâs voice cuts through the air, his eyes narrowing.Â
the lady startles, whipping around to face him, but quickly smooths her expression into one of feigned innocence. ây-your highnessâŠâ she lowers her head just slightly. âi only meant that a mere nudge shouldnât have been enough to send her stumbling so helplessly.âÂ
she offers a small, demure smile. âunless, of course, one lacks the grace befitting a princess.â
âit was unfortunate that your highness was troubled because ofââÂ
her words trail off as her gaze flicks to the side, right where you stand.
and in that fleeting moment, mydei follows her line of sight.
your breath catches. you hadnât meant to be seen.
a small, almost imperceptible smirk forms on her lips; just as mydei glances to your side, his attention diverted for a split second; she falls toward him, her body angling toward him in a way that all but demands he steady her.
you feel a jolt of realization âher intentions are clear as day towards you.Â
mydeiâs eyes barely flicker as she topples toward him, but his hand moves ânot to steady her, as she so clearly intended, but to seize her wrist in a firm, unyielding grip.
with a sharp tug, he wrenches her upright, the motion not even close to an act of chivalry.Â
a startled gasp slips past her lips, her wide eyes darting up, stunned by the strength of his hold. the gathered onlookers murmur amongst themselves as the prince fixes her with a cold, unreadable stare.
âtell me. are you purposely trying to cause a misunderstanding between me and my wife?â
the lady blanches, her mouth opening and closing as she scrambles for a response. ây-your highness, i would neverââ
âspare me the excuses.â his fingers uncoil, and she stumbles back, barely catching herself. she cradles her wrist as though burned, whether from pain or humiliation, itâs hard to tell.
âguards.â mydeimos doesnât raise his voice, but the command rings clear. two armored figures stationed nearby immediately step forward, âtake her away.â
 ây-your highness, i onlyââ
mydeimos doesnât even spare her a glance as he delivers the ladyâs fate. âfor daring to put her hands on the princess, she is to be punished accordingly. let this serve as a reminder, such conduct has no place in my court.â
the color drains from her face as the guards seize her by the arms, her protests falling on deaf ears. the onlookers part to make way, some exchanging knowing glances, others whispering amongst themselves.
then mydeimosâ gaze softens âonly slightly, in your direction.Â
phainon leans in, âand yet, milady insists that his highness does not care?â
but you donât respond, heart fluttering traitorously in your chest as mydeimos turns on his heel and strides toward you.
with a small tilt of his head, he nods to phainon before finally speaking.
âshe was desperate,â he remarks, voice edged with dry amusement. âdid you see how she threw herself at me? pitiful.â
he studies you for a moment, something unreadable flickering behind his gaze. â...you werenât fooled, were you?â
you blink, caught off guard by his question. âof course not, your highness.â
ah. was he worried youâd misunderstand?
his lips part slightly, but no words come, instead he just exhales softly, as if to himself. âgood.â
phainon, ever perceptive, arches a brow but says nothing of it. instead, he steps back with a knowing tilt of his head. âwell then, i shall take my leave. duty calls, after all, milady, your highness.â with that, he turns on his heel and disappears into the crowd, leaving just the two of you.
mydeiâs eyes linger on you âsearching, almost reluctant, before he finally tears his gaze away. âwe should go.â
he starts walking, and you follow, the quiet rhythm between you shifting in a way that's hard to place. itâs subtle, so subtle that if you werenât paying enough attention, you mightâve missed it.Â
the way his steps fall in sync with yours, slowing his usually large strides ever so slightly, as if unconsciously matching your pace. the way his hand hovers near yours, close enough that if you swayed even slightly, your fingers might brush.
it doesnât feel intentional, and yet, it doesnât feel like an accident either.
the marketplace hums around you both; vendors calling out their wares, the scent of fresh bread and spices curling through the air. but your mind is elsewhere, lingering on the man beside you, on the things left unsaid.
at some point, curiosity gets the better of you. âyour highneââ âmydei.â
âŠwould it be foolish of you to think of it as a plea? that, beneath the indifference he wears so well, he cares how his name sounds when spoken by you?
(because with you, he doesn't need to be the prince of kremnos, nor the valiant warrior they call mydeimos. heâs just your husband, mydei.)
you glance up at him, but his gaze stays ahead. he doesnât offer an explanation; your thoughts linger on that single word, and maybe thatâs why, after a momentâs hesitation, you decide to give it a try.
âmydei⊠what were you doing in the market today?â
he doesnât answer right away. a terribly fond smile tugging at his lips.Â
he looks good like this, you think.
with a glance to the side, he replies, ânothing of importance.â
a half-truth, at best.
your thoughts drift back to the last time you were here âthe flowers you had given him, bright and delicate in his hands. an odd sight, perhaps, yet somehow, they suited him.
a ridiculous thought takes root before you can stop it.
could he have been looking for ways to take care of them? âŠsurely not.
but any doubt vanishes the moment a florist calls out to him. âyour highness! youâve returned! here, this is the care guide you requested, along with the special fertilizer. it should help the flowers bloom beautifully.â
mydei takes the offered items with a nod, thanking the florist who beams, clearly pleased to be of service.
"you must truly cherish them, your highness," they remark. "not many would go through such trouble for a simple bouquet."
mydei only hums in response, tucking the items away as he turns back to you. for a moment, it almost seems like he might explain himself, but instead, he merely lifts a brow, as if daring you to say something about it.
warmth unfurls at the edges of your chest, spreading slowly, irresistibly.
you press your lips together, fighting the smile threatening to surface. "so," you muse lightly, "youâve been taking good care of my flowers?â
mydei exhales, the ghost of an amused smirk playing at the corners of his lips. "it would be a shame if they wilted so soon,â he says. then, as he starts walking again, a quiet afterthought âso soft you almost miss it.
"especially when they were a gift from you."
and this time, when his hand hovers close to yours, you donât resist the urge to let your fingers brush.
ACT IV: HOW TO TAME HIS JEALOUS HEART
itâs late âpast the hour most would retire, yet the training grounds remains lit by torches that flicker against the cool stone walls, their flames casting long, dancing shadows. mydeimos leans back against the walls, arms loosely folded across his chest as his gaze follows phainon sharpening his blade a few paces away âthough, truthfully, his thoughts are elsewhere.
itâs phainon who breaks the silence first.
âyou know,â he starts, glancing up without looking directly at the prince, âyouâre awfully quiet these days, your highness.â
he wipes his sword down lazily, throwing a glance over his shoulder. "...say, mydei."
mydei doesnât look up, but his posture shifts, "what?"
phainon lets the silence drag for a moment, almost like heâs weighing his next words.Â
âdo you have genuine feelings for [name]?"
the words land like a blow in the silence between them; he doesnât bother to wait for an answer.
âbecause if you donât, i was thinking maybe iâd give courting her a try.â
ah. that does it.
mydeiâs eyes flick to him, and if looks could kill, phainon would be six feet under âand the former wouldnât even spare the effort to toss dirt over his grave.
phainon laughs quietly under his breath at his comradeâs reaction, not bothering to hide the tilt of his mouth.Â
âdonât cross the line.â the words fall from mydeiâs lips, low and clipped like a warning.
phainon laughs âthe kind of laugh shared only between men whoâve known each other long enough to grow used to the otherâs sharp edges.
ârelax,â he drawls, sheathing his blade with a lazy flick. âi was just joking, you can stop glaring at me now.â
âiâm not mad iââ
âyouâre not mad because you think i meant it,â he cuts in. âyouâre angry because you know iâm right. youâve been walking around pretending like she doesnât mean a thing to you, bottling up every damn thing you feel for her. if it were anyone else, theyâd have given up by now.â
mydei looks away. âsheâs not anyone else,â he mutters.Â
phainon smiles. âthen tell her.â
mydei stays uncharacteristically silent as phainon steps past with a clap on his shoulder. âyou're lucky sheâs patient.â
the sour look on your husbandâs face whenever phainonâs name comes up is a recent development.Â
you first noticed it in passing: an almost imperceptible downturn of his lips, a restrained (but still noticeable) eyeroll or the press of his lips into a tight line. at first, you thought nothing of it. but lately⊠itâs been happening a lot.
right now, youâre seated in the castleâs sunlit tea room with someone you can now call a friend âphainon. the scent of fresh brews curls in the air, warm and comforting, but it does little to soothe the frustration tightening in your chest.
phainon leans back in his seat as you lay your troubles before him. surely, as one of mydeiâs closest friends, he could offer some worthwhile advice on how to win the latterâs heart.
because at this rate, if you donât manage to win him over before your contract runs its course, you wouldnât be surprised to wake up with his sword cold against the nape of your neck.
âso⊠what do you think?â you ask, poking at a pastry with your fork.
phainon hums, tilting his head in thought. âheâs a reserved man âyouâve probably figured that out by now. give him some time, heâs the type to take forever to realize whatâs right in front of him.â
he shrugs, a smirk tugging at his lips. âthough, i do hope milady wonât give up on him just yet.â
you nod, committing his words to memory, but then he suddenly straightens, that familiar glint of mischief lighting his gaze.
âactually,â he muses, glancing down at his hands, now dusted with crumbs and icing, âmy hands are a bit of a mess from this cake. mind doing me a favor?âÂ
he lifts his sugar-coated fingers in emphasis.
you eye him suspiciously. â...what kind of favor?â
phainon tilts his head, his smile just sly enough to make you wary. âfeed me.â
narrowing your eyes, you scoff at his request, âlook, busterââ
âjust this once,â he interrupts, grinning. âthink of it as repaying me for my advice.â
thereâs something almost too innocent about the way he leans in, like heâs well aware of what heâs doing⊠or rather, what exactly might happen if a certain someone were to walk in.
still, with an exaggerated sigh, you pick up a piece of pastry and lift it towards himâ
only for a firm grip to catch your wrist before you can.
just your luck.
mydei smoothly takes the sweet straight from your fingers, his lips brushing against your fingertips in the process; his gaze locked onto yours as he takes a bite.Â
and before you can pull away âthe barest hint of his tongue swipes against the sugar-dusted tips of your fingers, licking away the faint trace of sweetness left behind.
did he justâ?
heat rushes to your face. your mouth parts, but no sound comes out.
phainon whistles lowly. âoh yeah i forgot to mention,â he says, far too amused.
âthe prince has a sweet tooth.â
for a moment, the only sound in the room is the soft clink of porcelain as phainon sets down his teacup, watching the scene unfold with thinly veiled amusement.
all you can do is stare âfrozen, pulse skittering in your throat.Â
mydei, on the other hand, is utterly unbothered. if anything, he looks as composed as ever, chewing leisurely, as if he didnât justâ
your fingers twitch in his grasp. finally, he releases your wrist, his touch lingering just a second too long before he pulls away.
you snatch your hand back like youâve been burned, curling your fingers against your palm as if that will erase the phantom heat of his lips, the fleeting press of his tongue.
phainon wonders if heâs about to be thrown out of the castle with the way you and mydei glare at him (for different reasons, respectively)... but judging by his smirk, he finds the risk well worth it.
the annual gladiatorial tournament is only days away, and kremnos is already stirring with anticipation. youâve heard the chatter in the halls, the wagers placed on champions, the hushed whispers of which warriors will rise and which will fall.Â
seated on a bench near the training grounds, you let the rhythmic clash of weapons fade into background noise, your focus trained instead on the fabric in your hands. a delicate handkerchief, its edges carefully stitched, the embroidery thread gliding through with each careful motion of your needle.
you had learned from a few noble ladies: itâs tradition for warriors to receive tokens of fortune from their beloveds âmost commonly, a handkerchief embroidered with care to carry into battle as a reminder that someoneâs waiting for them to return.
before you, the clash of steel rings out as two men spar. you glance up just in time to see phainon nimbly dodge a particularly heavy swing, a grin tugging at his lips. âfeeling a little aggressive today, arenât we?â
mydei doesnât respond. he simply readjusts his grip on his sword, his expression unreadable.
(if you had to put money on why mydei was more aggressive than usual, youâd wager it had something to do with that stunt phainon pulled a few days ago that had left the former in such a foul mood.)
you return to your stitching, pretending not to notice the way your husbandâs eyes flicker toward you between exchanges. unknowingly, a small smile tugs at your lips as you press the needle through the cloth once more.
rumors had circulated for years that prince mydeimos had never once accepted a handkerchief from anyone. not from the ladies who fawned over him at court, not from the admirers who sighed at the sight of his swordsmanship, not even from those with the highest of pedigrees.
it was said that no handkerchief had ever found its way into his hands, let alone remained in his possession. you werenât sure why; perhaps he found them frivolous, or maybe he had no interest in sentimental keepsakes when he relied on skill alone to survive.
âŠwhich didnât exactly bode well for the one currently in your hands.
so as you carefully stitch your embroidery, you donât hold out much hope that heâll accept yours either.Â
still, it wouldnât do for the beloved wife of mydeimos to be the only one who hadnât even offered her husband a handkerchief. whether he accepted it or not was secondary âyour duty was to at least play the part expected of you.
as the sparring match winds down, mydei steps off to the side, catching his breath. you discreetly watch as him roll his shoulders, wiping a sheen of sweat from his brow.
you glance back down at your embroidery, but before you can add another stitch, phainon strides up to you, shaking out his arms with an exaggerated sigh. âow⊠you saw that, right?â he whines, flopping down beside you with an exaggerated sigh. âheâs being so rough with me today!â
you arch a brow, biting back a laugh as he leans against the edge of the bench. âpoor thing,â you say, amused. âwhat did you do to deserve it?â
phainon grins. âabsolutely nothing, milady.â
you shake your head, obviously unconvinced âbut then, just like that, his playful pout melts into a coprophagous grin that spells nothing but trouble.Â
oh no.
âif he wants to be mean,â he muses, tilting his head, âthen maybe i should give him a reason for it.â
you frown. âphainonââ
he says, far too casually, âi think iâve got an idea.â
he leans in slightly, a wolfish grin on his face. âjust play along, alright?â
âhuh?â
"here, let me show you something." before you can react, phainon takes your hand, pulling you up from your seat with ease. a moment later, a wooden practice sword is tossed into your grasp.
you barely have time to protest before heâs already behind you, his hands resting lightly over yours as he adjusts your grip.
"see?" his voice is low, close enough that you can feel the warmth of his breath near your ear. "you hold it like this, andâ"
âthatâs enough.â
both you and phainon turn to see mydei standing a few feet away. he doesnât look outwardly furious, but thereâs the tension in his shoulders says enough.
phainon merely raises an eyebrow. âoh? something wrong, your highness?â
the air thickens and you can practically feel the sparks flying. sensing the storm thatâs about to break, you quickly slip out of phainonâs grasp and rush toward mydei, practically throwing yourself into his arms.
âmydei!â you call, mustering the sweetest voice you can manage, hoping to calm him down (before phainon gets his ass kicked again). ây-you must be exhausted after all that training today⊠why donât we head back and get some rest?âÂ
a warm hand brushes against your temple, fingers gently threading through your hair as they tuck it behind your ear.Â
even though you were the one who threw yourself at mydei, you find yourself frozen, heart hammering at the unexpected tenderness in his touch.Â
his gaze is so unbearably soft.
after a moment, mydei exhales and nods before leading you away.
you steal a glance back at phainonâwho only winks and flashes you a thumbs-up.
(mydei lets out a quiet sigh of relief, watching as you do everything in your power to avoid meeting his eyes. if he had stayed any longer and if phainon had caught sight of the faint flush dusting his cheeks âheâd never hear the end of it.)
ACT V: HOW TO EARN HIS DEVOTION
the sun hangs high above kremnos, casting a golden blaze over the arena as the city wakes to the sound of distant drums and the clang of steel. colorful banners bearing the insignias of noble houses flutter from towering spires, while anticipation clings thick to the air.
all of kremnos knows what day it is. the long-awaited gladiatorial tournament has finally arrived.
from the highest nobles draped in silk to the lowest commoners pressed shoulder-to-shoulder in the stands, all eyes are drawn to the bloodstained sand at the heart of the arena.Â
the rules are simple, brutal, unforgiving: fight until your opponent yields, or until they can no longer stand. and of course, there's no word for âmercyâ in the kremnoan language⊠as mydei would say it.
the air in the holding chambers, hidden beneath the grand coliseum, is heavy with the scent of iron and sweat. you step inside with your small offering in hand: the handkerchief you embroidered, each stitch woven with thoughts of him.
and today, you see youâre not alone. the corridor is packed with people, mostly noblewomen, some nervous sweethearts, all fluttering around their chosen champions, many bearing the same tradition in their palms.
you catch sight of more than a few stretching their handkerchiefs out to mydei, vying for even a small glance. a small crowd trails him like petals in a storm, calling his name with saccharine lilts, each desperate to be noticed.
with the way heâs being swarmed, you resign yourself with a small sigh, clutching your own handkerchief, fingers curling gently around the cloth you spent the last few evenings stitching.Â
nevermind. maybe youâll give it to phainon instead. he always appreciates the gesture, and at the very least, youâd get a smile out of him.
so your eyes scan the crowd instead, searching forâ
only to freeze when you look up and see someone else already standing in front of you.
without a word, your husband takes the handkerchief from your hand, presses it to his brow, and dabs away the sweat collecting at his temple; then folds it neatly and tucks it into his belt where everyone can see.
you blink, momentarily startled.
warmth spills into your chest, itâs strange. he never accepts handkerchiefs from anyone. not a single soul has ever earned that privilege. but today, in front of all these people, heâs taken yours without a second thought.
itâs a light gesture, but it says enough coming from the kremnoan prince.Â
and if heâs going to make such a bold move, you might as well tease him a little.
you tilt your head, a mischievous smile playing at your lips. âthatâs sir phainonâs, you know.â
he stills for a moment, a flash of annoyance crossing his face before he furrows his brows in an almost adorable pout.Â
âthen heâll just have to go without,â he mutters.
youâve never seen him look quite like this before âcaught off guard and... flustered?
â... and i wanted one today.â
âwell, since youâve gone through all that trouble,â you say with a grin, âi suppose iâll let you keep it.â
as you study him, a thought crosses your mind. you raise an eyebrow, âare you nervous about the tournament?â
his eyes flick to yours, âthere is no word for âfearâ in the kremnoan language,â he replies, his voice low and confident.Â
itâs the kind of thing only mydeimos would say. and yet, something about the resolve in his eyes makes your heart skip a beat.
you manage a soft smile. âthen bring back the victorâs crown for me, will you?â
honestly it's more of a vow than a request, youâd be content just seeing him return in one piece. but he takes it seriously anyway.Â
âif itâs for you,â
his expression softens for just a moment, and without missing a beat, he nods, a small, almost imperceptible smile tugging at the corners of his lips.Â
âiâd do anything.â
ACT VI: HOW TO BE VICTORIOUS
from your seat among the nobles, your gaze searches for him. the threads of your dress pinched between trembling fingers, creased from how often youâve clutched it.Â
ever since youâve come to kremnos, youâve grown used to the sound of battle, but today every strike echoes a little louder in your ears.Â
your heart clenches every time mydei stumbles or blood splashes across the sand. even knowing how strong he is, how capable, thereâs a twist of worry that doesnât loosen its grip.Â
the kind you only feel when the person you care about is the one walking straight into danger.
youâd heard stories of what the tournament demands, but seeing it for yourself⊠itâs surreal.Â
the crowd cheers for violence.
warriors enter the arena one by one, facing off not only against each other, but against beasts dragged from the darkest corners of the empire âcorrupted titankins, two-headed hounds, massive golems wreathed in flame; just to name a few.
and each time, the gates crash open with a deafening clang, releasing something more vicious than the last. still, he doesnât falter. when a snarling beast lunges for his throat, he drives his sword deep into its ribs without a second thought.Â
the nobles cheer and holler around you, drunk on spectacle. but your eyes donât leave him, not for a moment.
because while the crowd may be here for blood, all you wantâŠÂ
is to be the first thing mydei sees when itâs over.
the last of the other competitors lie in heaps of blood and sand, either devoured by the beasts or incapacitated by the prince. thereâs no one left to challenge him except the creature before him.
the towering beast staggers toward him; your pulse spikes, hands gripping the edge of your seat as you hold your breath. every step it takes sends tremors through the arena floor, snarls echoing off stone as it bears down on him with a murderous roar.
the beast lunges, jaws snapping wide, but mydei meets it with unyielding resolve. his sword arcs through the air, a flash of silver against the blood-soaked dusk. the beast jerks, a guttural screech tearing from its throat as it rears back.Â
for a heartbeat, you can't tell whoâs fallen.
then, through the settling haze, you see mydei standing, blood splattered across his armor, chest heaving with exertion. the beast lets out a final screech âand then crumples to the sand in a thunderous collapse.
for a heartbeat, thereâs silence. and then the crowd erupts into a deafening cheer.
âmydei!â you cry out, your heart racing as you push through the sea of people to get closer.
he lifts his gaze, and itâs you he finds.
the victorâs crown, gleaming beneath the sun, is placed into his hands. and he raises it high above his head for all to see.Â
a roar erupts from the coliseum, the crowd surging to its feet as the name mydeimos echoes from every corner, chanted with unrelenting fervor.
and without hesitation, he strides toward you, his face softening as he approaches.
in a flash, he wraps an arm around your waist and hauls you into his arms, lifting you effortlessly off the ground. he spins you in a wide, sweeping circle before drawing you close. his eyes locking with yours, a triumphant grin playing on his lips.Â
with a tenderness that belies his warrior's demeanor, he leans down and presses a soft kiss to the top of your head.
"yours," mydei whispers. he lifts the victorâs crown in both hands, and with all the devotion of a man offering his heart, places it gently atop your head.
you reach up to his bloodied face, your hand trembling slightly as the warmth of his skin seeps into your fingers. your palm comes to rest against his cheek.
âyou came back to me,â you murmur.
he leans into your touch, eyes fluttering shut for the briefest moment âlike heâs been waiting for this, aching for it.
âi always will.â
you rise onto your toes, closing the distance between you.
at the end of the day, all mydei seeks is not victory or glory, but the soft sound of his name on the lips of his beloved, wrapped in an embrace that makes him forget the harshness of the battlefield.
EPILOGUE: HOW TO WIN HIM OVER
the question that once haunted your thoughts âhow could i ever win his heart? âfeels like a distant memory now, an answer long since found.
mydei looks at you with a softness in his eyes that youâve come to know as a rare gift. his hand, calloused from battles fought and won, reaches for yours, his fingers brushing against yours before entwining it.Â
âby the way, iâm actually⊠immortal. my injuries heal up after a while.â
you blink at him in confusion, and he chuckles softly, the sound warm and fond.
âwait, then that time when youââ you pause, recalling the night you carefully wrapped up his injury.
he grins, a small, playful glint in his eyes. âi just like the way you worry over me.â
the admission leaves a flutter in your chest as his thumb gently strokes the back of your hand.Â
you huff, pretending to be upset, though your heart races at the softness in his words. âyou mean to say all that time i was worried sick over you for nothing?â
he tilts his head, feigning innocence. âit wasnât for no reason,â he says, clearly trying not to smile. âi liked it. still do.â
you narrow your eyes, lips tugging into a pout. âwell, you couldâve told me sooner! now i feel ridiculous.â
with a soft chuckle, mydeiâs fingers brush through your hair in a gentle, almost apologetic gesture. he ruffles it lightly, his touch surprisingly tender. âyouâre adorable when youâre upset,â he murmurs, his voice holding a sweetness that makes your heart skip a beat.
you canât help but soften, the playful anger fading as his hand lingers for a moment longer. he pulls you a little closer, his forehead gently resting against yours. âdonât be mad. iâll let you fuss over me for as long as you want, as long as youâre by my side.â
âyou better mean that! iâm holding you to it.â
he hums, the sound low and content as he presses a kiss to your temple. âi do,â he whispers. âif thereâs one thing iâll always be sure of, itâs you.â
you think back to every hesitation, every guarded glance, the walls he built high around his heart. and now, that same heart rests in your hands.Â
âlooks like i managed to win you over after all,â you tease softly.
the way he looks at you says more than words ever could âas if youâre the only war heâs ever been glad to lose.
his fingers stay curled around yours; his heart laid bare with the quiet, breathtaking certainty that he is yours, as much as you are his.
"i love you, [name]."
and if this is victory, itâs the sweetest one yet.
thank you for reading!! reblogs are appreciated <3
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Hello! Your writing is amazing! Can I request a yandere Sentinel Prime with a femme reader who has an overprotective Sire? Her sire does not care about who Sentinel is and clearly does not like him and it pisses Sentinel off. Take your time!
tw: yandere behavior, mentions of manipulation, jealousy, very brief violence, possesiveness. word count: ~890 a/n: for some reason, I can see Ultra Magnus being this father figure, hehe. thank you for request, Anon~ smoooooch
Your sire doesn't like Sentinel? Well, that certainly wasn't in the plans for him. He expects everyone to treat him like a royalty and look up at him, so when someone treats him differently, it kinda catches off guard.
I don't think yandere!Sentinel will go into his 'killing mode' the moment he sees an obstacle, mainly because he's sure he can take care of that in a classy way.
Sentinel is definitely that guy who really wants to make a good first impression on your sire. He might act like a really confident mech in front of you, but for some reason, he is a little nervous about the thoughts of meeting your sire.
In his mind, it really goes quickly from «oh come on, why would her father dislike me? Everyone loves me!» to «oh Primus. what if he hates me?» and that's how it repeats 24/7. Eventually, the confident Sentinel wins, but he takes a lot of time to prepare for any possible scenario. Everything should be perfect, every single smallest detail is personally checked by him, so nothing goes past.
Imagine Sentinel's expression when your sire harshly brushes it off with a «You're not good enough for my daughter and I don't want you around her. End. Of. Story» and just SLAMS the door shut into his face the moment the other bot sees him. Basically, that's where everything goes wrong. Oh, his poor ego.
Yandere Sentinel especially hates when something goes wrong and not according to his plan. He's a perfectionist, and if he spots any imperfections, it's a total disaster for him! His mood quickly changes from sweet and kind to annoyed and impulsive, so it's better to stay away from him for a good few minutes until he takes a deep breath and goes like «this is fine...everything is fine! :)» with his optic twitching and a small frown on his faceplate, which is easily noticed through his smile.
Yandere!Sentinel gets paranoid with the thought that your sire will start putting the wrong thoughts in your processor, talking trash about him behind his back, so eventually you will start to question your love for Sentinel as well. So, he decides to step in and turn the tables, planting the seeds of distrust about your parental figure. Does your father really care that much for you? Nothing is wrong with being a little protective over your own little spark, but you're no sparkling, you should build your own life!
He does it carefully, using tiny, innocent and careful remarks whenever you two are alone after another disastrous meeting with your sire.
«If your sire really wants what is best for you, why he takes your chances of happiness?»
Until he practically struck you with a head-on, «You always tell me that you love me. So you should choose. Me or him.»
Sentinel is selfish. A small part of him understands how ridiculous it is, to feel jealousy just because your mentor is present in your life. But when you start having more of those father-and-daughter times together, when your attention goes more to your sire rather than him, all rationality in his processor just disappears.
He spends half the day trying to call for you. He wants to know where the frag you are and WHY you don't pick up his calls immediately, since he needs you right here and now. As his partner, you're obligated to always be there for him, and being ignored by you...the audacity!
Sentinel walks in circles in his office, and the silence is bothering him to the insanity. One moment, he will start crying his spark out to her about it.
âAfter everything I have done to her..! Can you imagine that?â he looks at Airachnid for validation, his voice full of frustration. âI swear, if she calls back, I'm going to tell her everything I think of her, thatââ
But the moment he sees your name popping up on the screen, he is conflicted. On the one hand, he wants to pick up immediately, on the other hand, he doesn't want to seem desperate. So he waits a few seconds until he finally decides.
Airachnid gives him almost a disappointed look as she sees her boss using that sweet voice when he talks to you. Suddenly, Sentinel is not that angry anymore, and if anything, he's relieved to finally see and hear your precious voice. He almost forgets about what he said a moment ago until you hit him with «oh, sorry Sentinel, I was with my sire all day. I can't visit you today. See you tomorrow!».
He almost snaps the device in his servo by the end of the call.
Eventually, Sentinel gets exhausted from all of it. He really tried, despite the constant disrespect from your sire. He has no remorse when he finally asks Airachnid to deal with the obstacle in his way of getting you, covering the story as an incident. The death of your sire would shatter you, but don't worry, you will heal soon enough with him by your side.
after all these years...finally...A SERVAMP WRITER!
I'm not sure if you still write for it though but if so can i have Kuro and Tsubaki (separate) with a shapeshifter reader who sometimes shapeshift to a cat to cuddle them when they turn to their animal form in the morning?
It's been a while since I've posted anything! Hope you like it^^ I'm sorry if it's kinda short
Kuro is surprised when you first shapeshift into a cat to cuddle him - he usually is the one who does this, so he's a little embarassed when you imitate him. He is the one who is supposed to use his cute little appearance as a cat to bewitch you, not the other way round. Despite being a bit frustrated, he really likes it though, it's just unexpected. What he really found unexpected and new was the sensation of feeling's someone's warmth in the morning, not being left alone - he doesn't know how to express how he feels the same way, so he just appears to be almost bothered by you waking him up or jokes about it. He isn't going to show that he appreciates it at all. It will take him some time to get used to it - he is even scared to use his cat form, thinking it would mean catching your attention more, and goes as far as avoiding shapeshifting as much as he can. Mahiru thinks it's silly of him to act this way when you were just trying to be nice to him. Kuro wonders why in the first place you'd even be trying to please him, but can't manage to find an answer so he ends up going with flow. He can transform into a cat and so do you, so why isn't he acting the same way towards you? As soon as he is feeling a little mischievous, you will be the one waking up while being cuddled by a cute little cat who won't stop meowing unless you start cuddling him too. Mahiru now has to deal with two cats being silly in his house.
Tsubaki is incredibly when he wakes up hugging a cat. He didn't remember having a cat at all. When he realizes it's not an average cat but it's you, he bursts out laughing. It's not the craziest thing he has ever done or witnessed so he doesn't have much to say regarding you shapeshifting. He can shapeshift into a fox so you are even. Whenever you turn into a cat he finds it overly amusing - even in front of his subclasses he can't help but laugh loudly - and if he is feeling particularly in the mood he may decide to turn into a fox too, so you can play and bother his subclasses together. Though, what he grows into loving the most are those mornings when he wakes up just to find you embracing him despite how small as a cat you are compared to him. Those are the moments he feels desired and loved, not just an unknown sibling with abandonment issues and without a place to go. It's just a small sign of affection, but to him everything matters the world.
drew some human grimmjow + luppi. and then made them go on a date except theyâre real fucking weird with each other
A little something for a mutual on the bird app đ«¶
Been itching to draw Rangiku for a hot while now and I finally have a reason and chance to >:3
so I've been getting back into Bleach is the thing...
recognising your parent's mannerisms in yourself and physically feeling psychic damage occur
waiter! waiter! more YURI please!