hello, my name is irys (or rysiu if you prefer), i'm a trans person from poland, the country that consistently ranks as the worst one for lgbt people in the eu. it's also the only country in the world where as an adult you have to file a civil lawsuit against both of your parents and win in order to get your legal gender marker changed.
TL;DR - i'm in a life situation where i cannot get money for top surgery anywhere but through fundraising, while my chest prevents me from passing as well as causes physical discomfort due to its size, and i'm unable to mitigate it though binding due to health issues. being 8 months on HRT i'm in a gender middle ground which in this country and my area specifically, puts me at high risk of violence and harassment, especially in bathrooms and changing rooms. having raised funds for 5 months now, the crowdfunding campaign has been going on for way longer than expected, taking a toll on my mental health.
unfortunately, i have barely managed to raise 1/3rd of the total money i need. since my last e-begging post, i managed to only get 40PLN (<10USD).
currently, i have barely 7 000 PLN (~1730 USD) out of the full amount i need to raise, being 21 000 PLN (~5155 USD) total. that includes the cost of accomodation, wound dressings, medication etc. out of that, 17 700 PLN (~4345 USD) goes towards the surgery itself and one mandatory night at the hospital.
the site includes a full breakdown of the costs as well as a detailed overview of my situation, not limited to but including 4 years of forced detransition, details of my health issues, and why i can't get money any other way but through fundraising, why i can't bind nor use any alternative methods, and other fun facts about my life. i'm not going to mince words, and i'll say that this situation in itself, outside of the many other stressors i'm under, is making me lowkey not want to live anymore. i really just want to get this over with, after so many years of struggling and humiliation. please.
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FINALLY FINISHED THESE
All 26 skills from Disco Elysium as emojis.
You can download them here.
mean and violence bros
Puppy Harry~!
Another watercolor practice :>
I actually didn't plan for it to be monochromatic (i just wanted a pink underpainting) but i rolled with it and it came out pretty fun!
It's more intimate and dreamy that way...?
I finally used my scanner, woo!
Also I recorded my process of my watercolor practices and i'm gonna try to edit this soon and post it!
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This refers to a comic you can find here.
I love him so much..................
happy narumitsu day!
The smell of betrayal & the scent of comfort.
I've wanted to sketch out AUswap!Kim for a while now...
I think he should be a bit more "destroyed" somehow if that's a swap, he's a bit too cool here, could use a vibe of being a loser...
I may do more sketches later to address that...
Still i really like his face here and his edgy, smudged eyeshadow and unshaved face...
And for some reason AUswap!Kim feels even more trans to me xD
✨️Lich & Mushroom for everrr🍄
I forgot i did that lil' sketch...
Hii, I'm Elian - artist, 25 yo ✨he/they, transman/ enby✨Dont reupload/NFT/AI my art🔞may contain mature content 🔞
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