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fuck that shit this has been happened to me so many times i hate it i hate it so much

I'm reremembering all the times that my special ed teachers would literally just take my shit, like not even confiscating a phone I was using in class just taking one of my books as punishment and making me work to give it back. you know that feeling you'd have as a kid when an adult does something that feels obviously wrong and you're distraught but mostly just confused and disoriented and there's nothing to do but cry.

I hate my uni.

Like how hasan piker literally interviews academics, journalists, victims of genocide yet we have people like Ethan Klein going on and on how hasan is antisemitic and is a nazi. I want this bozo to give me one good reason as to why people are coming on his show if he is so bad and not coming on the h3 podcast if he is so adequately pro palestine in the way everyone should be. He has no answer but intellectually incurious bullshit takes on how he is hiding it or whatever. This is so disingenuous like this man is turning into destiny and somehow hasan hasnt filed an injunction to stop these bozos from talking about him and defaming him at every turn.

just found out that if i stay in my room all the time my life will eventually shrink to the size of it and i will lose all memory of how to function as a person. shocked & upset

"So this is how liberty dies... With thunderous applause."

It's funny that On Contradiction is one of the only truly timeless works of Marxist theory but the reason why it's a timeless work of Marxist theory is because its central thesis is "communists must do the work to understand the specifics of their own time and place and develop their own new revolutionary theory and analysis for it instead of blindly clinging to decades-old theoretical works of past luminaries."

I listen to music with headphones not because J wanna go deaf or be disrespectful, but so I don't have to hear the electricity in the walls and dog whistles and other NOISE that DISTRACTS me and ANNOYS me.

But there's more.

I want to hear every instrument that takes part in the melody. The breaths of the singer. The leitmotifs, every note, has meaning.

Music is a form of art, and I have trouble focusing without it. Even if it seems distracting or extra to you, it actually fuels me.

Alan in the Dark Place: going through the Horrors, constantly tormented by his own fears and insecurities

Tim in the Dark Place: adult life is already so weird. this might as well happen :)