I Will Never Be Able To Understand Myself I Hate This

my mind is blank, disconnected, numb, but my chest hurts so bad, i want to tear it open and crush that disgusting unworthy heart.

fym “quiet bpd” this shit is not quiet where I am! everything is screaming

what if I am my own misery

maica...

BAD OMENS - Careful What You Wish For (Official Music Video)

at least it's fall and I can finally act depressed and blame it on the weather

real.

“hey man it’s been a while, where have you gone?”

my ass plotting a foolproof method to silently slip away from 90% of my friends and start anew because I cannot shake the constant betrayals and neglect that haunted my early teenage years. I look into their eyes and all I see are the carved pupils of stony angels that stood over me and, basking in their holiness, watched me weep. they believe that all they need to do to be worthy of sticking around with is to pose and look pretty, and provide no further meaning that might linger when I turn away:

keeping this in mind for the new back to school season