I have a twin and she also shifts and in most of my drs I script my siblings in and she told me she don’t script me in or any siblings 😔
just realised that in so many of my drs, I give myself an older sibling figure (usually a brother) to compensate for the crippling eldest daughter syndrome lol
Saving for later
i’m so in love with this vlog camera setup i need! (+i’ve heard really good things about sony cameras) 🎀🍥
Making a Lazarus dr..
Don’t mind me trying to cling onto any type of joy cuz the world is going to shit 🥲
Real I love the adrenaline I get
I love making myself miserable in my drs, god
I’ve been listening to afterlife nonstop, shifting to devil may cry ✌🏾
✦ ㅤ.ㅤ﹙ 𝓼𝐡𝐢𝐟𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐚𝐜𝐭𝐢𝐯𝐢𝐭𝐲 𝐎𝐎𝟏 ﹚ㅤ.ㅤ ౨౿
┆ credits to @withluvvenus for this v fun activity ( ≧ᗜ≦)
⋮ 𝐈. 𝒶𝖿𝗍𝖾𝗋𝗅𝗂𝖿𝖾 . . . ♪ 𝙚𝙫𝙖𝙣𝙚𝙨𝙘𝙚𝙣𝙘𝙚
─ first off omgie peak song ,,,, it’s sooooo good ooooough & it totally reminds me of my canon aot dr
i think it speaks to how i felt when it came to light that there exists an entire world outside the walls , that me & every eldian in paradis were lied to because of one man that decided to wipe the memory of everyone against their will ૮꒰ྀི -᷄ -᷅ ꒱ྀིა sooo heavy on the lyrics if we don't die here we'll always be haunted // i feel the panic and everyone watching lie to me // we've all been used and sold out truth for a sick fantasy ,, like apart from the veil being lifted from my eyes , the first lyric also describes how i feel abt being a scout in general LOLLL it's a very harrowing job to have , knowing nine times out of ten when the scouts leave the walls in we'll come back with far fewer members than we left with (𖦹﹏𖦹;)
& if i were to go a little further back , it also reminds me of the whoooole betrayal with the marleyans in paradis ꒰ reiner , annie , bertholdt ꒱ & the first verse is sooooo apt for them , especially the lyrics you build your walls , but can’t forget the hate you hide bc despite the friends they made in paradise they ultimately just have one goal
⋮ 𝐈𝐈. 𝓃𝖾𝖾𝖽𝗅𝖾𝗌 𝖺𝗇𝖽 𝗉𝗂𝗇𝗌 . . . ♪ 𝙙𝙚𝙛𝙩𝙤𝙣𝙚𝙨
─ *keels over* uuughgurghejhaszg save me rock bandノduo dr with eren 。˚⊹(𖦹_𖦹)〣
ummmmm obvi this song reminds me of my rock band dr i concocted up a while back with me and eren and yah . . . ໒꒰ྀི › ៸៸៸៸ ‹ ꒱ྀི১ literally every single lyric is so this dr to me i srsly cannawt even listen to it the same anymore without feeling a little bit flustered LMAOOOAJSFJAJHS the lyrics tune everyone out in the crowd , cause now it’s just me and you IS SOOOO HOW MY DRSELF FEELS LITERALLY ANYTIME EREN & I HAVE LIKE A SHOW BC I’M SOOOOOO MESMERIZED BY HIM AND HIS EFFORTLESSLY COOL STAGE PRESENCE AND AUUHGHGHEJRHGJ
sorry i get so shy even thinking abt this dr i dunno what else to say ,,,, it’s so over my gosh (⸝⸝⸝╸﹏╺⸝⸝⸝)
⋮ 𝐈𝐈𝐈. 𝒾𝗌 𝗂𝗍 𝗋𝖾𝖺𝗅𝗅𝗒 𝗒𝗈𝗎 ? . . . ♪ 𝙡𝙤𝙖𝙩𝙝𝙚
─ omgomgomg this is actually my ffxvi dr 🙂↕️🙂↕️
it reminds me of when i see clive again for the first time in a reaaally long time of thinking he’s six feet under after the rosfield castle was infiltrated and subsequently burned down ໒꒰ྀི ó﹏ò。꒱ྀིა went literally through the rest of my childhood being told he’s dead , saw for myself what little remnants were left of the castle i held so many dear memories in , only to be met with what i first assumed was a literal ghost of him randomly one evening in an inn i was staying at for the night on my way back home from a brief leisurely travel almost a decade and a half later ꩜﹏꩜ uuufffffff very angsty song for a very angsty reconnecting LOLLLL
⋮ 𝐈𝓥. 𝓎𝗈𝗎 𝗆𝖺𝗄𝖾 𝗅𝗈𝗏𝗂𝗇𝗀 𝖿𝗎𝗇 . . . ♪ 𝙛𝙡𝙚𝙚𝙩𝙬𝙤𝙤𝙙 𝙢𝙖𝙘
─ a song that soooooo reminds me of my fantasy dr relationship with me and my favourite knight bahahdsjaf
it took a really , really , reeeeeaalllyyy long time for me to even admit to myself that like omgie . . . you're actually , truly in love with him huh. . . . bc of the whole frowned upon nature of what those feelings would mean in the context of the very formal relationship i have with him ,, if they were true . not to mention the whole societal backlash i think i’m sure to receive if anyone were to ever find out abt my innermost feelings for him bc in the history of the monarchy in my kingdom that sort of relationship has never ever happened ꒰ or at least it was not publicized LOLLLLL ꒱ like it had me waking up in cold sweats after dreaming abt him , taking actual copium in the midst of of trying to calm my racing heart like “ that meant nothing at all omg !!! like you dont even fw him that heavy stop it !!!!!!! " but once i come to accept those strange feelings ,,,,,, that ensues the whole “ you make loving fun “ aspect of our relationship ꒰ &&&&& it’s made so much more yummy bc he mirrors the same sentiments hheheehejhfsjd ꒱ & i'm such a hopeless romantic in this dr ꒰ who’s surprised . . . ꒱ so i get a lot of joy with the whole "star-crossed lovers"-esque nature of things , like sneaking around just to steal a kiss , longing stares , hushed whispers shared in the dead of night with nothing but the moon witness to your affections oouuughghhghg ૮꒰ྀི⊃⸝ ⸝ ⸝⊂꒱ྀིა
⋮ 𝓥. 𝒾 𝗋𝖾𝗆𝖾𝗆𝖻𝖾𝗋 𝗒𝗈𝗎 . . . ♪ 𝙢𝙖𝙨𝙖𝙮𝙤𝙨𝙝𝙞 𝙩𝙖𝙠𝙖𝙣𝙖𝙠𝙖
─ zeeeero lyrics on this one but ’tis my genshin dr foooooor sure 🤭
the general vibe of it reminds me of my genshin drself so much !!! it’s such a dreamy song uff i love this song & i love my genshin dr 🙂↕️ it’s like one of the songs i think of my genshin drself being the personification of ꒰ ignore the fact that it is nawt on my genshin drself song pairing list . . . (ᵕ—ᴗ—) my excuse is that i literally only found out abt it a few days ago !!! ꒱
Me last night bc I shifted (for like a second but that just means it’ll be even better next time) and had a dream about instant manifestation 😛
that feeling of total fulfillment when you know you don’t have to do a damn thing, and it’s already complete and unfolding perfectly for you, and you remember this is supposed to be fun and easy, and this is a land of your creation—your imagination, your choosing—as god because there is only you, and there is no other, and it’s all perfect. it’s always been perfect. because you are perfect. how can you ever be without when you are all things? all realities? all possibilities? all outcomes? all potentials? you’ve always had it. you’ve always been it. you’ve always been them. and you know in your heart the red carpet is being rolled out for you, almighty sovereign of the universe. because you are the light of world. without your light of awareness, there is no world. you don’t need the desire, the money, the SP, the DR, the success, the win—it all needs you. it doesn’t materialize without you. you’re the center of it all; you’re the cause of it all, so rejoice and be glad. you are the promise land.
I have so many tarot and oracle decks sitting in my cart right now and can’t wait to buy my first one 😁
I got my first oracle deck today!!! It’s the seasons of the witch Ostara Oracle deck! I’m so excited
man this aesthetic shit isn't built for me, y'all not getting a new layout til next year 💔
Shifter / trying out writing which will most likely just be about my drs and MAYBE other stuff Black
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