Bpd Culture Is Having Two Playlists For Whether You Love Them Or Hate Them

thinking about how funny it is that you pay therapists and they can diagnose you with a cluster b personality disorder...literally giving you money and in exchange you're calling me manipulative orsomething...this is making me feel so pathetic wtf I paid you to degrade me *kills mys

Borderline culture is drowning in guilt, but not really wanting to change because you believe it's penance for hurting people

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bpd culture is your fp being the least responsive person ever and it slowly killing you

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BPD culture is becoming so torn about how you feel about your FP after a serious argument.

One minute you’re apologizing non-stop and blame yourself for their faults and the other you’re burning with rage and split so hard you write a whole essay about how they’re hurting you and how they’re a terrible person, just to never send it to them.

May I sign off as 🐇🎩 if it isn’t taken?

Sure thing :)

BPD culture is having ‘fr’ ‘okay’ ‘gm’ ‘gn’ ‘lol’ ‘lmao’ ‘thx’ ‘wyd’ etc be one of your biggest triggers

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i get the catching yourself being a hypocrite making things feel better but wtf are you supposed to do when someone calls you a hypocrite and it turns out they did the exact same thing you did except even worse

explode them with your mind

the DSM-5 defines narcissism as being characterized in part by a "need for admiration." while this is true for most of us, i think it's a bit of an oversimplification to identify every narcissist's supply needs as just "admiration."

many narcissists just want acknowledgement. supply may not just mean praise and reverence, but also simple care. not a need to be worshiped and treated as godlike, but to be spoken to and treated as an important human being.

others may not just get supply from positive attention, but also negative attention. i've heard others talk about reveling in the thought of being the subject of someone else's resentment or hatred, just because it makes them an important figure in their life.

some narcissists seek out any attention, regardless of whether it contributes to an idolizing reputation; narcissists who become self-destructive because they know it'll get people's attention.

i think most narcissists appreciate admiration, but narcissistic supply isn't just that. what all narcissists have in common is that we need more attention than most people, be it because we were deprived of it when we needed it most or because we never learned how to live without it.

regardless, none of us really have the innate ability to feel important and appreciated unless we're given as much attention we can get.

BPD culture is wanting to know who your fp is talking to and if they're talking about you, and if, god forbid, they are, what they're saying, at all times, because you're so scared they're secretly telling their friends how much they hate you.

And you also want to know when they go out and with who, so you don't have to find out from other people that they went out with mutual friends and didn't invite you, so you can stop feeling like they don't want you around.

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