Quick recap of terms:
Split - When an alter "splits", forming two or more new alters from the original one.
Blend - A temporary fusion between alters.
Primary Alter - An alter who is most commonly present, the "default mode". This is a term we personally created for our own system.
Additionally, "whole" is in quotation marks because of how systems form! There technically never was a state a being whole, but because M/N refers to a potential final fusion and blend as well as us before we became a system, we have chosen to use that term.
Real it took me so long to actually give a fuck but I eventually got better. My in sys bro is still way better at soothing than me tho LOL.
Protector culture is somehow ending up being a soother at the same time,,, We all have social anxiety and I don't feel empathy this is not what I signed up for-
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Oh shit I just realized I can post the "Gaussian Blur Wizard That Gaussian Blurs You" here
If I had a nickel for everytime a kid antagonist dropped their best friend from a great height, I'd have two nickels. Which isn't a lot, but it's weird that it happened twice.
that one post comparing ruin's and LN2 endings altered my brain chemistry so now have this
I decided to try the gray cats, blue eyes warrior cat challenge! :D
1. Ashfur
2. Cinderpelt
3. Bluestar
4. Crowfeather
oh yeah, with the new size limit for .gifs this thing can finally be posted
Lyrics from "Everybody Likes You" by Lemon Demon
Darnell wears rose tinted glasses!
We think he might have NPD, but it's very strange because no one else in our system acts anything like that. He's also very stereotypical and exaggerated so at first I was hesitant to say he did... but now I'm starting to think that's mainly because he has no social skills whatsoever and has barely talked to anyone outside of our system. If that is the case, it's really interesting how disorders can present differently in systems!
Either way, the tinted glasses represent the unrealistic "lens" through which he sees the world. He automatically assumes he's very important and likeable to everyone, and entitled to their attention. He doesn't seem to understand why this isn't the case and gets frustrated when things don't work out the way he wants them to.
We're starting to understand why he acts like this though and hopefully with some patience we'll work it out ^^
Me: Scrolling thru Tumblr
Theo: Fucking fronts specifically to make me go back and like a post I didn't care enough to like myself
And that's how literally every post on our feed was liked.
This is exactly how it works for us I'm now calling my fellow alters "chat"
Nooooo :')
I'm becoming a streamer for my brain peeps you can't stop me >:)
me: chat what do we think
the angel and devil on my shoulders: can you not call us that please
Have a Freddy :3 (and a spooky one)
Chaotic OSDD-1b system of canids | Neurodivergent | "It ain't a superpower, but it ain't the end of the world either. Let's make it better together."
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