Tinyyy Lil Vent

OMFG THIS.

like it's to the point where I dislike folks using they/them for me. Because I know they still see me as fem. And it's annoying as fuck

*Did something I've noticed

Edit: I KNOW that every other perceivable identity also gets they/themed. This was a personal take of a previous post I had seen. I know that he/she , conforming trans ppl , cis people , and many others get disrespected in this way every day. Please understand that I understand. This was for me and my friend's identities I see severely underrepresented.

Moon, Jupiter, and Venus Conjunction

Little sillies

Phantom Galaxy

FLESHKIND OFFICIAL OTHERKIN FLAG!

(COINED BY FLESH)

FLESHKIND/FLESHKINDED OR FLESHKIN CAN BE USED AS AN UNBRELLA TERM FOR ELDRITCH/MONSTER/FALLEN ANGEL/DEITY OR CRYPTID KINS, OR BE USED AS AN IDENTITY FOR ANGELS WITH DARK THEMES. THIS CAN BE RELATED TO GODS OF DEATH AND TURMOIL, REPRESENTING HATRED, RAGE, ENVY, OR EVEN GREED. THIS CAN ALSO BE USED FOR ANY THERIAN. I WILL ALSO OPEN A COMMUNITY FOR ANYONE TO HANG OUT AND BE SAFE IN, EVEN TO LEARN MORE ABOUT FLESHKIND, SINCE IM STILL WORKING ON WHAT IT CAN BE USED FOR.

"I should be in a tree right now" i say to myself despite knowing fully that i fucking suck at climbing.

This is so real.

Especially when it comes to my space and my items and things that I have. Like you take my stuff, I'll bite you no joke.

Territorial Insticts + alterhumanity

i think a lot of alterhuman folks experience territorial instincts in ways that don’t always get talked about. especially if your identity includes predatory, wild, or socially protective species, such as canids, felines, dragons, etc. some of us might feel a deep need to claim space. not in a metaphorical way, but like. this is mine. this is my room, my den, my person, my pack. this is my corner of the internet. don’t touch it. don’t look at it too long. i’ll bite.

and it’s not always aggressive, it can be protective, affectionate. we make a space safe for the people we care about. we guard it. we watch.

for some of us it’s instinctual. for some it’s tied up in trauma, being displaced, growing up in unsafe environments, feeling like we never had a space that was truly ours. alterhumanity can make that ache sharper, more specific.

i guard things. food, objects, spaces, people. it’s not symbolic, it’s instinct. it’s like something clicks in my brain and suddenly whatever it is becomes mine. not in a selfish way, but in a protective, possessive, defensive kind of way. like: this is important. this is sacred. this is part of my territory. don’t touch it. don’t fuck with it. don’t even get too close unless you’re trusted.

sometimes it’s my room. sometimes it’s a person i love. sometimes it’s a hoodie i’ve worn every day for two weeks. sometimes it’s leftover food in the fridge that my brain has decided i’ll starve without. sometimes it’s not even rational, it’s instinctual. animal. primal.

it makes so much sense to me through the lens of psychological therianthropy, the creature in me doesn’t separate emotional connection from territorial instinct. if i love you, i’ll guard you. if something is mine, it’s not just an object, it’s part of my den. part of my hoard. part of myself.

and it’s also tangled up with my bpd [ suspected ], fear of abandonment, attachment issues, identity instability. my territory gives me shape. it tells me who i am. if someone crosses into it without permission, it doesn’t just feel like a boundary violation, it feels like a threat to my existence. it feels like my identity is bleeding. it feels like i’m going to lose something i can’t replace.

territoriality can be violent, but it can also be soft. i’ll sit by the door while you sleep. i’ll remember exactly how you take your tea. i’ll patch up your jacket and fold it so it smells like you again. i’ll bark at anything that looks at you wrong.

for me, being alterhuman means having instincts i can’t always explain, but i feel them in my bones. and territoriality is one of the loudest ones. it’s not always easy to live with, but it makes me who i am.

ASSASSINS CREED FAN!!! /POS

Is me!! Hello!! 🌷🌾🪴💐

Intro Post!! 𐂂

Okay super lazy (and messy) intro post cuz I've been kinda stressing about making this, thanks anxiety, but I decided, I decided.

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Basic Infos! 😋

Name: Arnie

Pronouns: He/Him

🏳️‍🌈- I'm kinda somewhat of a bigay guy with a currently messed up gender, but the closest thing rn is I'm just a feminine cis guy / non-traditional femboy??? Idk. But very queer!!!

🦌🐝- I'm a deer and a bumblebee! A bumbledeer!! I'm very deer shaped, and find antelopes, goats, sheep and other very relatable identity wise as well. I don't know. Also a furry!

I'm very new to this stuff. So please be understanding, I'm inexperienced and can be uninformed on things.

🧠- I also am mentally ill and I like to post about it, I won't straight up say what's wrong with me but it's pretty obvious 😅 Please be kind!

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Interests and stuff I like!!

- Animals and nature

- Mouthwashing

- Skyrim

- Assassin's Creed

- Måneskin

- Hamilton

- Psychology

- Strawberries and honey

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DNI - 🚫⚠️

I don't really care if you scroll through my blog and just happen to be a person I don't vibe with. However, I will not tolerate any hateful interactions, which will be evident when I block you after you hit the comment button with some unnecessary insults in there. If you don't like my rambles, move on.

If you dislike certain groups of people, LGBTQ+, Alterhumanity, Animals, or Mental Illnesses, this blog isn't for you

If you love hating on people for no reason, this blog isn't for you

MAGAs, Nazis and Fascists, this is not a safe space for you. 🚫 *evil hoofings*

If you're under 13, my blog isn't entirely safe for you, I occasionally reblog suggestive and / or violent content! You have been warned.

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My page is a safe place for:

2SLGBTQIA+

Neogender and neopronoun identifiers

people with personality disorders

informed self dx

poc / bipoc

any body size and shape

therians / otherkin

furries

cosplayers

disabled ppl

mentally ill ppl

neurodivergent ppl

any origin systems

political activists

leftists

anarchists / communists / socialists

anti-cap

punks

pierced ppl

Also I'm looking for new friends!

I feel this. .

During my trip in Florida, been mostly verbal because of verbal masking. Been exhausted speaking, cuz it takes lots of energy. Want to use my AAC but fear of being judged and criticized. Not feel safe to unmask and so been verbal to comply to others verbal commands. Working really hard to say words and sentences correctly and it’s very stressful. Don’t want to do this anymore and just not speak and use AAC. Wish family was patient and accepting.