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favorite girl

๐–ฆนโญ’ยฐ๏ฝกโ‹† stalker!jinx x fem!reader (part 2)

part 1

 Favorite Girl

; warnings: NSFW, gun, some pain inflicting, strap, messy sex, squirt, fingering, stretching out, some degrading/praise, switch!jinx x switch!reader (i thinkโ€ฆ fighting for dominance almost)

โ€œYou wore those just for me, toots?โ€

You felt a shockwave travel throughout your body as you heard those words roll out of Jinxโ€™s mouth as she stood behind you. Eyes widening, breath picking up, room spinning a bit from the shock going straight to your head. This feeling wasnโ€™t from fear, or anxiousness, it was from excitement. It was almost as if your fight or flight mode ceased to exist. Your fists balled up, squeezing tightly, little crescent marks beginning to form on your palms. That little seven letter sentence completely sobered you up, focused on nothing but the sound of Jinxโ€™s boots clinking on the ground as she slowly walked around your room. For some reason, you refused to turn around. You were too busy trying to convince yourself that the moment youโ€™d waited on for so fucking long was actually happening.

โ€œWanna know somethinโ€™?โ€ She asked, her finger grazing along your walls and desk, fiddling with the objects on it. โ€œIโ€™ve been in this room so many times, too many times to count.โ€ Her steps moved closer to you, inches away now, standing right behind you. Her voice was a little rough, but soft, almost a whisper. Your body stiffened up, fists shivering. โ€œBut, this time is different. This is the first time Iโ€™m in it with youโ€ฆ awake.โ€

Her breath was hitting the back of your neck, making you gasp sharply. โ€œAre you scared?โ€ Jinx whispered tauntingly in your hear, making you quickly turn around to face her. To face the woman that haunted your life in the best fucking way possible. The woman who knew your every move, killed someone for you, and who could destroy you if she wanted to. There she was, face to face with you, a smirk plastered on her lips. Her eyes gleamed in the dark faintly lit room, pupils blown out. Her hands were behind her back, blue hair in her face, looking innocent yet so guilty.

โ€œJinx,โ€ You said, voice breathy and quiet.

โ€œThatโ€™s me.โ€ She said, inching closer. She was just centimeters away now, so close you felt her body heat radiating off of her. Your heart pounded against your chest loudly, so loud you could hear every beat.

โ€œWhatโ€ฆ What is it about me? Why me?โ€ You questioned, hesitant but not stuttering. Your mind raced as you finally asked the question that tore you apart. You wondered what sheโ€™d say, your eyes darting all across her face, itching for a reaction out of her.

She raised her eyebrow then sneered, like she wasnโ€™t expecting a question. โ€œI could tell you werenโ€™t scared from the start,โ€ She started, walking around you, eyeing your body. โ€œYou might be hot, but you arenโ€™t such a good actress. You do know that, right?โ€

Your eyes rolled at her comment, scoffing a bit. โ€œWell-โ€

Jinx cut you off with the sudden click of her gun pressed against the back of your head. Your eyes shot open, tensing up against the cold metal. โ€œYet, you still put on that fucked up petrified face every time I got close to you. Like, like youโ€ฆ wanted to go along with it.โ€ She made her way around you again, gun still cocked on your head, nose to nose with you now as she spoke. โ€œYou did that for me, didnโ€™t you? You did that to please me. Youโ€ฆ Youโ€™re fucking crazy.โ€ Her eyes glared at you, snickers escaping her lips as she spoke.

Your eyebrows furrowed, flush forming on your cheeks. Sheโ€™d known all along, which irritated you. I mean, if she knew, why hadnโ€™t she done something about it sooner? โ€œFunny, coming from you. Answer my fucking question.โ€

โ€œCโ€™mon, babeโ€ฆ Donโ€™t you get it?โ€ Jinx leaned in, lips hovering over yours, her other hand gripping on your jaw. โ€œI just fucking did.โ€

That did it for you. Your lips crashed into hers, a moan escaping your mouth as the two of you melted into one. Her long tongue slithered its way into your mouth, battling for dominance with your own. She threw the gun on your bed, slamming you down on it, tongues still intertwined. Her saliva dripped into your mouth as she groaned against you, hips grinding against your damp panties. You wrapped your arms around her neck, fingertips feeling her skin, something youโ€™d been dreaming to do for so long. She suddenly pulled away from you, sitting up on your thighs, panting as she spoke.

โ€œDo ya wanna know something else I know?โ€ She asked, head tilting as her hand reaching down, fingers trailing against the bottom of your stomach, making the heat build up inside your thighs again. You werenโ€™t sure if you really wanted to know, but you nodded anyway, hoping whatever it was would get her to put her fingers inside you.

โ€œI know about your late night activities,โ€ Jinx said as she leaned over you, hand slowly creeping its way into your panties, making your legs spread. Your cheeks flushed a bright pink, biting down on your lip.

โ€œI memorized the way youโ€™d call out for me every time you came. I mean, seriously, every fucking time. I memorized your face, your body, the certain pitch your moans made right when you were on edge,โ€ Her hand slipped in, grazing over your clit, playing with the wetness dripping out of your hole. You gasped at the sensation, gripping onto the sheets, eyes darting towards her face. You were desperate at this point, skin on fire from her teasing, wanting nothing more than for her to completely wreck you. โ€œWanna know one more thing?โ€

You nodded quickly, โ€œYes, please. Tell me, hurry.โ€

She giggled, tutting at your pleading. โ€œWhat a needy thing.โ€ She licked along your ear, nibbling it softly before she whispered, โ€œI memorized the way you fucked yourself while you imagined it was me.โ€

Her two fingers slipped in, so smoothly, so easily, like you were molded perfectly for her. Like she belonged inside of you. Your back arched, eyes rolling back, moaning loudly. She groaned as she pushed them in as far as theyโ€™d go, feeling as you clenched around her. The ear nibble quickly turned into a bite, drawing blood from your ear. She licked it up, pumping in and out of you, curling her fingers just the way you liked it. You yelped at the sudden sharp pain, but quickly forgot about it as your whole body was swallowed by pleasure.

โ€œJinx!โ€ You called out for her, hands gripping on her shoulders, nails digging into her skin.

She looked at you, eyes full of desire and glow, trying her best to stay composed as she continued. โ€œJeez, youโ€™re wearinโ€™ out my name, toots.โ€

โ€œYouโ€ฆ You promise you were looking?โ€ You asked, eyes lowered, a smirk rising up on your face.

Jinx scoffed, eyebrows raised. โ€œYouโ€™re way worse than my stalking habit, you know that?โ€ She suddenly pulled out, stared into your eyes, and put the fingers that were just inside of you in her mouth. Your eyes widened, jaw dropping slightly, breath hitching.

โ€œSweet.โ€ Was all she said before she practically tore your panties off, leaving you naked, exposing the stickiness between your thighs as she spread them open and stared into it. โ€œWow, look at you!Do guns against your head turn you on, doll?โ€ She taunted as she poked at your clit, making your whole body twitch. You suddenly sat up, pulling her towards you, and kissed her again. You slid your tongue in her mouth to taste yourself as you began to tug her pieces of clothing off. One by one they left her body, leaving her just as bare and vulnerable as you.

โ€œThere,โ€ You muttered, lips now resting against her neck. โ€œNow weโ€™re even.โ€ You bit down, sucking and swirling your tongue on her pale skin, leaving behind red and purple bruises. You were totally marking her, making sure everyone knew that she belonged to you just as much as you belonged to her. You reached down her stomach, further down, until you reached her sopping cunt. It was practically drooling for you, her head throwing back and a strained moan escaping her lips as your finger gently pressed against her clit. You rubbed in slow circles, hearing her breath hitch as she slowly began to lose control.

โ€œH-Handsy, arenโ€™t ya?โ€ Jinx muttered out, her lanky, cold hands gripping onto your shoulders as her hips bucked on your fingers, like she was asking for more without using words. You grinned softly at her neediness, knowing that in reality, as scary as she wanted to seem, you were the one who had the power. Youโ€™d known that all along, too. The two of you were a panting, moaning, needy mess as you continued to tease her. You wanted her to break first, to throw you down and spread you apart, to use you until she was satisfied. You could tell she was close to breakingโ€”her face twisting up every time youโ€™d stop rubbing, nose twitching, moans growing louder and more frustrated. She was so fucking cute.

You were quickly thrown back onto the bed as she got up for a second, rummaging through the bag she had brought.

โ€œWhat are youโ€”โ€

โ€œJeez, give me a second, will ya?โ€ Jinx said as she strapped something on her hips, rolling your eyes at her. โ€œItโ€™s something special.โ€ She turned around, grinning wide as a violet, glowing strap hung off of her. Your eyes widened at her length, looking back up to meet her eyes. โ€œI made this just for you, toots!โ€ She said proudly. โ€œYou said I could do whatever I wanted, right?โ€ She questioned, climbing back on the bed, propping you up against the wall.

โ€œWell,โ€ You started, thighs opening up for her. โ€œI did say something like that.โ€ Her face lit up, wasting no time as she positioned the tip of the toy against your drippy hole. โ€œOpen wiiiiide!โ€ She said as she pushed your thighs back, pressing them against your chest. You looked away in embarrassment, eyes shutting for a second, before you felt the sharp pain of her palm hitting your cheek. Your eyes shot back open, jaw dropping a bit as you stared at her hardened expression. โ€œLook at me. Donโ€™t close your eyes, got it?โ€ Jinx instructed, holding onto your jaw as she forced your face towards her. โ€œGods, that look on your face fucking kills meโ€ฆโ€ She said as she slowly slid her member inside of you.

A slow, loud moan rolled out of your mouth as she did so, eyes rolling back. You gripped onto her back, nails running down against it, leaving red marks all along it. โ€œShit,โ€ You hissed. โ€œSoโ€”So fucking bigโ€ฆ" She was stretching you out, making your face twist up as she pushed the toy in deeper.

โ€œOh, I know, baby. But you can take it, canโ€™t you? I made this special just for you. Donโ€™t ruin it, alright? I believe in you!โ€ She cooed a little mockingly as she forced it in all the way. Jinx knew how to please you. Sheโ€™d learned how to from afar, taking the time to make the perfect toy for you with the notes sheโ€™d taken from her watching you orgasm time and time again. It hit your g-spot just right, grazing against it every time she thrusted, the violet light glowing so brightly, showing how deep inside you she was. She fucked so hard against you that the toy repeatedly slapped against your clit, sending jolts all throughout your body.

โ€œFuck, s-so deepโ€ฆโ€ She started, pressing against the bulge the toy created against your skin. Jinx wasโ€ฆ messy, to say the least. She would rut into you, thrusts heavy and deep, wanting to fill up every inch of you. The strap of the toy rubbing against her puffy clit every time she did so. Poor thing was so wet, she was moaning louder than you were. Her tongue lolled out of her mouth, drool dripping along your breasts, her chipped nails digging into your waist as she continued. Her makeup was smudged, panting like a dog in heat. She was starving before you, patiently waiting for this moment. Hungry for your warmth. Waiting to make you hers. She looked down at your stretched out hole, slick noises coming from it as she fucked into you. โ€œL-Look at you, taking me so well. Soโ€ฆ sโ€™fuckingโ€ฆ mmh! Good!โ€

You knew that last part wasnโ€™t praise, she was moaning out about how good she felt. It sounded like she was the one getting pounded into. She was greedy and desperate, face completely fucked out. You smirked, legs spreading wider, staring deep into her eyes. โ€œLook atโ€”mmhโ€”me? Look at you. Such a mess even though Iโ€™m the one getting fucked.โ€

Jinx whined at your comment, face nuzzling into your neck, tongue grazing along your skin as she savored the salty taste of your sweat. โ€œBeen waitinโ€™ on this for so long, I canโ€™tโ€”I canโ€™t help it!โ€ She mewed out, her voice cracking as her speed picked up. โ€œYouโ€”Youโ€™re gonna fucking kill me, doll!โ€

Your fingers reached for the gun that laid beside you, wrapping your hand around it as you pointed it to her head. A smirk curled up on your face as Jinxโ€™s eyes met yours, widened and full of shock. You bit your lip at the sight of her face, feeling a tightness growing at the bottom of your stomach, your moans increasingly getting higher.

โ€œAreโ€”Are youโ€”scared?โ€ You mocked, sentence choppy, finger shaking as it rested against the trigger. Jinx groaned out, cackling as she positioned the toy to hit nothing but the spot that made your toes curl. Your back arched, struggling to keep the gun held up, screaming out as she did so.

โ€œAh, ah, ah! You wanna be oh so big and bad? Keep the fucking gun on me, or Iโ€™ll pull out. I can tell youโ€™re close.โ€ She hissed, hand on your cheeks, forcing you to look at nothing but her. She had slobber on her jaw, hair sticking to her sweaty forehead, her whiny moans growing louder as you pressed the gun against her head harder. โ€œYouโ€™re mine. Youโ€™re all fucking mine. Yourโ€”Your hole is mine, your body is mine, your mind is mine. Y-Youโ€™reโ€”fuckingโ€”mine!โ€

You could feel your walls tightening around the toy, your body begging for release. Your thighs began to quiver underneath her, eyes watering up. โ€œEverything is y-yours! All of me is yours, Jinx, everything! Please let me come. Let me fucking come, pleasepleaseplease!โ€ You begged, hips bucking against the toy.

โ€œPull the trigger.โ€ She demanded, trying her best to keep herself together. โ€œCโ€™mon, cโ€™mon, cโ€™mon, sโ€™closeโ€ฆโ€

Your eyes widened a bit at her command, hand trembling, eyes darting towards the gun then back to her face as you hesitated. You knew Jinxโ€™s weapons were always loaded, was she really that crazy? Her grip tightened on your face, moaning out in frustration. โ€œCome on, do it for me, my favorite girl. Do it for me, make me come. Be a good girl, yeah? Pull the fucking trigger! Justโ€”โ€

Click.

Your heart skipped a beat, holding your breath. The second her empty gun clicked, Jinx threw her head back, moaning your name out loudly as spurts of squirt escaped her cunt, the warmness spreading over your pussy. You stared in awe of the view, watching as she came before you. You reached your orgasm soon after, dropping the gun to wrap your arms around her neck and hold her close as cum gushed out of you and onto her strap. You scratched up her shoulders, bit into her skin, teeth sinking deep in her. She moaned out at the pain, making her orgasm ride out longer, fucking you slow and deep to draw yours out as well. She pulled out after, limp body laying on yours, panting as her head rested on your stomach. You laid there motionless, taking deep breaths as you played with her loose hair, staring at the wall in front of you.

You were speechless. You didnโ€™t believe it was real, having sex with Jinx. Youโ€™d thought about it for so long, how could you possibly know if this was real or part of your imagination? You looked down at her, eyes closed as her other hand gripped onto your thigh. Sheโ€™s real, right? You thought to yourself, finger poking at her cheek to get a reaction out of her. She opened one eye, whining at you. โ€œHey, what the hell?โ€

โ€œS-Sorry.โ€ You replied, still staring at her. She groaned, sitting up in front of you.

โ€œWhat, cat got your tongue?โ€ She teased, giggling a bit.

โ€œNo! Justโ€ฆโ€ You started, reaching over to grab onto her hand. โ€œYouโ€™re real, right?โ€

Silence. Her eyes blinked a couple times before she let a cackle out, pulling you in closer to her face. โ€œOh, you bet Iโ€™m real, baby. Youโ€™re mine. Iโ€™m gonna make your life a living hell.โ€

You smiled, staring into the same violet eyes youโ€™d fallen for a long time ago. Her response excited you more than the actual sex itself. โ€œYou promise?โ€

Back From The Dead To Post A Pretty Boy

back from the dead to post a pretty boy<3 tried a new rendering style w this one n i am in lovee

No Lube, No Protection, All Night, All Day, From The Kitchen Floor To The Toilet Seat, From The Dining
No Lube, No Protection, All Night, All Day, From The Kitchen Floor To The Toilet Seat, From The Dining
No Lube, No Protection, All Night, All Day, From The Kitchen Floor To The Toilet Seat, From The Dining
No Lube, No Protection, All Night, All Day, From The Kitchen Floor To The Toilet Seat, From The Dining

no lube, no protection, all night, all day, from the kitchen floor to the toilet seat, from the dining table to the bedroom, from the bathroom sink to the shower, from the front porch to the balcony, vertically, horizontally, quadratic, exponential, logarithmic, while I gasp for air, scream and see the light, missionary, cowgirl, reverse cowgirl, doggy, backwards, sideways, upside down, on the floor, in the bed, on the couch, on a chair, being carried against the wall, outside, in a train, on a plane, in the car, on a motorcycle, the the bed of a truck, on a trampoline, in a bounce house, in the pool, bent over, in the basement, against the window, have the most toe curling, back arching, leg shaking, dick throbbing, fist clenching, ear ringing, mouth drooling, ass clenching, nose sniffling, eye watering, eye rolling, hip thrusting, earthquaking, sheet gripping, knuckles cracking, jaw dropping, hair pulling, teeth jitterbug, mind blogging, soul snatching, overstimulating, vile, sloppy,moan inducing, heart wrenching, spine tingling, back breaking, atrocious,gushy, creamy, beastly, lip biting, gravity defying, nail biting, sweaty, feet kicking, mind blowing, body shivering, orgasmic, bone breaking, world ending, black hole creating, universe destroying, devious, scrumptious, amazing, delightful, delectable, unbelievable, body numbing, bark worthy, can't walk, head nodding, soul evaporating, volcano erupting, earthquake making, universe shattering, sweat rolling, voice cracking, trembling, sheets soaked, hair drenched, flabbergasting, lip locking, skin peeling, eyelash removing, eye widening, pussy popping, nail scratching, back cuts, spectacular, brain cell desolving, hair ripping, show stopping, magnificent, unique, extraordinary, slendid, phenomenal, mouth foaming, heavenly, awakening, devils tango ever bro could cause a nuclear bomb inside me and I'd still ride her hexstrap AND shimmer strap.

The Prettiest Eyes แฏ“โ˜…
The Prettiest Eyes แฏ“โ˜…
The Prettiest Eyes แฏ“โ˜…
The Prettiest Eyes แฏ“โ˜…

the prettiest eyes แฏ“โ˜…

little blurb, some yearning ๐Ÿคง cw. somnophilia, nsfw!

you had a love-hate relationship with sleep. you loved the night, the quietness and tranquillity of it. you used to think you were wrong wired as you preferred the night, often feeling more productive and full of energy when it was time to rest for the responsibilities of a new day. but what you loved more was to hold someone in your sleep, being cuddled and squeezed, late night talking and slurring your words but forcing yourself to stay awake just because youโ€™re having such a good time with that special person.

an experience that was snatched from you.

now youโ€™re restlessly squirming in a big bed, alone, trying to find a comfortable position. not even the pressure of tomorrow morning plans were enough to get you to sleep. you missed her, profoundly.

you missed her smell, her cold touch. you missed burying your face in her hair and feeling her breath in your neck. oh, she loved trailing soft pecks down your throat right before drifting off to sleep. her body fitted perfectly with yours, the lack of clothes that allowed you to feel the smoothness of her skin, the shape of her waist. you missed the way she tangled with you, as if she needed to melt into you. her leg would straddle your hip, locking you against her.

you missed the intimacy. all of it.

the way she could get so worked up in her sleep, often not realizing until she woke up suddenly with her cunt throbbing and aching as she had tried to rub herself against you.

the first times sheโ€™d felt guilty about it, but you never woke up to it. you were a heavy sleeper, specially when sharing a bed with her.

so she started going further. shifting quietly to place her needy pussy right against your hip bone, rocking her hips softly. it felt so good, her moans muffled into your neck, or your hair, it didnโ€™t matter where, she was always clinging into you.

sometimes that wasnโ€™t enough, so she would slid her panties off, she wished you could see how her arousal sticked to it. maybe your thigh feels better, and you were still asleep! but she needed you so bad. you barely twitched when she pulls down your shirt to suck on your breasts, your nipples hardening in her mouth.

sheโ€™s so greedy, taking your panties off too. she makes sure to rub your clit so you get wet, she loves it when youโ€™re both wet. her cunt slides deliciously against yours that way. only then you stirred awake, almost. it seemed like it when your hand moves to her ass to push her down. she babbled how much she loved you, how your cunts were made for each other.

you missed waking up in the morning with a mess between your legs, to check under the covers and find your abused pussy swollen and reddish, twitching after hours of being used as you were sleeping.

it pissed you off. why did she had to leave like that? she left with nothing, leaving everything behind, including you. now you only had her clothes to satisfy your craving. was it enough? to wear her shirt and her panties? only the first days, when her scent was still stick to it. youโ€™d do anything to get her back.

for now, touching yourself at the thought of her is the only thing keeping you sane.

favorite girl

๐–ฆนโญ’ยฐ๏ฝกโ‹† stalker!jinx x fem!reader (part 2)

part 1

 Favorite Girl

; warnings: NSFW, gun, some pain inflicting, strap, messy sex, squirt, fingering, stretching out, some degrading/praise, switch!jinx x switch!reader (i thinkโ€ฆ fighting for dominance almost)

โ€œYou wore those just for me, toots?โ€

You felt a shockwave travel throughout your body as you heard those words roll out of Jinxโ€™s mouth as she stood behind you. Eyes widening, breath picking up, room spinning a bit from the shock going straight to your head. This feeling wasnโ€™t from fear, or anxiousness, it was from excitement. It was almost as if your fight or flight mode ceased to exist. Your fists balled up, squeezing tightly, little crescent marks beginning to form on your palms. That little seven letter sentence completely sobered you up, focused on nothing but the sound of Jinxโ€™s boots clinking on the ground as she slowly walked around your room. For some reason, you refused to turn around. You were too busy trying to convince yourself that the moment youโ€™d waited on for so fucking long was actually happening.

โ€œWanna know somethinโ€™?โ€ She asked, her finger grazing along your walls and desk, fiddling with the objects on it. โ€œIโ€™ve been in this room so many times, too many times to count.โ€ Her steps moved closer to you, inches away now, standing right behind you. Her voice was a little rough, but soft, almost a whisper. Your body stiffened up, fists shivering. โ€œBut, this time is different. This is the first time Iโ€™m in it with youโ€ฆ awake.โ€

Her breath was hitting the back of your neck, making you gasp sharply. โ€œAre you scared?โ€ Jinx whispered tauntingly in your hear, making you quickly turn around to face her. To face the woman that haunted your life in the best fucking way possible. The woman who knew your every move, killed someone for you, and who could destroy you if she wanted to. There she was, face to face with you, a smirk plastered on her lips. Her eyes gleamed in the dark faintly lit room, pupils blown out. Her hands were behind her back, blue hair in her face, looking innocent yet so guilty.

โ€œJinx,โ€ You said, voice breathy and quiet.

โ€œThatโ€™s me.โ€ She said, inching closer. She was just centimeters away now, so close you felt her body heat radiating off of her. Your heart pounded against your chest loudly, so loud you could hear every beat.

โ€œWhatโ€ฆ What is it about me? Why me?โ€ You questioned, hesitant but not stuttering. Your mind raced as you finally asked the question that tore you apart. You wondered what sheโ€™d say, your eyes darting all across her face, itching for a reaction out of her.

She raised her eyebrow then sneered, like she wasnโ€™t expecting a question. โ€œI could tell you werenโ€™t scared from the start,โ€ She started, walking around you, eyeing your body. โ€œYou might be hot, but you arenโ€™t such a good actress. You do know that, right?โ€

Your eyes rolled at her comment, scoffing a bit. โ€œWell-โ€

Jinx cut you off with the sudden click of her gun pressed against the back of your head. Your eyes shot open, tensing up against the cold metal. โ€œYet, you still put on that fucked up petrified face every time I got close to you. Like, like youโ€ฆ wanted to go along with it.โ€ She made her way around you again, gun still cocked on your head, nose to nose with you now as she spoke. โ€œYou did that for me, didnโ€™t you? You did that to please me. Youโ€ฆ Youโ€™re fucking crazy.โ€ Her eyes glared at you, snickers escaping her lips as she spoke.

Your eyebrows furrowed, flush forming on your cheeks. Sheโ€™d known all along, which irritated you. I mean, if she knew, why hadnโ€™t she done something about it sooner? โ€œFunny, coming from you. Answer my fucking question.โ€

โ€œCโ€™mon, babeโ€ฆ Donโ€™t you get it?โ€ Jinx leaned in, lips hovering over yours, her other hand gripping on your jaw. โ€œI just fucking did.โ€

That did it for you. Your lips crashed into hers, a moan escaping your mouth as the two of you melted into one. Her long tongue slithered its way into your mouth, battling for dominance with your own. She threw the gun on your bed, slamming you down on it, tongues still intertwined. Her saliva dripped into your mouth as she groaned against you, hips grinding against your damp panties. You wrapped your arms around her neck, fingertips feeling her skin, something youโ€™d been dreaming to do for so long. She suddenly pulled away from you, sitting up on your thighs, panting as she spoke.

โ€œDo ya wanna know something else I know?โ€ She asked, head tilting as her hand reaching down, fingers trailing against the bottom of your stomach, making the heat build up inside your thighs again. You werenโ€™t sure if you really wanted to know, but you nodded anyway, hoping whatever it was would get her to put her fingers inside you.

โ€œI know about your late night activities,โ€ Jinx said as she leaned over you, hand slowly creeping its way into your panties, making your legs spread. Your cheeks flushed a bright pink, biting down on your lip.

โ€œI memorized the way youโ€™d call out for me every time you came. I mean, seriously, every fucking time. I memorized your face, your body, the certain pitch your moans made right when you were on edge,โ€ Her hand slipped in, grazing over your clit, playing with the wetness dripping out of your hole. You gasped at the sensation, gripping onto the sheets, eyes darting towards her face. You were desperate at this point, skin on fire from her teasing, wanting nothing more than for her to completely wreck you. โ€œWanna know one more thing?โ€

You nodded quickly, โ€œYes, please. Tell me, hurry.โ€

She giggled, tutting at your pleading. โ€œWhat a needy thing.โ€ She licked along your ear, nibbling it softly before she whispered, โ€œI memorized the way you fucked yourself while you imagined it was me.โ€

Her two fingers slipped in, so smoothly, so easily, like you were molded perfectly for her. Like she belonged inside of you. Your back arched, eyes rolling back, moaning loudly. She groaned as she pushed them in as far as theyโ€™d go, feeling as you clenched around her. The ear nibble quickly turned into a bite, drawing blood from your ear. She licked it up, pumping in and out of you, curling her fingers just the way you liked it. You yelped at the sudden sharp pain, but quickly forgot about it as your whole body was swallowed by pleasure.

โ€œJinx!โ€ You called out for her, hands gripping on her shoulders, nails digging into her skin.

She looked at you, eyes full of desire and glow, trying her best to stay composed as she continued. โ€œJeez, youโ€™re wearinโ€™ out my name, toots.โ€

โ€œYouโ€ฆ You promise you were looking?โ€ You asked, eyes lowered, a smirk rising up on your face.

Jinx scoffed, eyebrows raised. โ€œYouโ€™re way worse than my stalking habit, you know that?โ€ She suddenly pulled out, stared into your eyes, and put the fingers that were just inside of you in her mouth. Your eyes widened, jaw dropping slightly, breath hitching.

โ€œSweet.โ€ Was all she said before she practically tore your panties off, leaving you naked, exposing the stickiness between your thighs as she spread them open and stared into it. โ€œWow, look at you!Do guns against your head turn you on, doll?โ€ She taunted as she poked at your clit, making your whole body twitch. You suddenly sat up, pulling her towards you, and kissed her again. You slid your tongue in her mouth to taste yourself as you began to tug her pieces of clothing off. One by one they left her body, leaving her just as bare and vulnerable as you.

โ€œThere,โ€ You muttered, lips now resting against her neck. โ€œNow weโ€™re even.โ€ You bit down, sucking and swirling your tongue on her pale skin, leaving behind red and purple bruises. You were totally marking her, making sure everyone knew that she belonged to you just as much as you belonged to her. You reached down her stomach, further down, until you reached her sopping cunt. It was practically drooling for you, her head throwing back and a strained moan escaping her lips as your finger gently pressed against her clit. You rubbed in slow circles, hearing her breath hitch as she slowly began to lose control.

โ€œH-Handsy, arenโ€™t ya?โ€ Jinx muttered out, her lanky, cold hands gripping onto your shoulders as her hips bucked on your fingers, like she was asking for more without using words. You grinned softly at her neediness, knowing that in reality, as scary as she wanted to seem, you were the one who had the power. Youโ€™d known that all along, too. The two of you were a panting, moaning, needy mess as you continued to tease her. You wanted her to break first, to throw you down and spread you apart, to use you until she was satisfied. You could tell she was close to breakingโ€”her face twisting up every time youโ€™d stop rubbing, nose twitching, moans growing louder and more frustrated. She was so fucking cute.

You were quickly thrown back onto the bed as she got up for a second, rummaging through the bag she had brought.

โ€œWhat are youโ€”โ€

โ€œJeez, give me a second, will ya?โ€ Jinx said as she strapped something on her hips, rolling your eyes at her. โ€œItโ€™s something special.โ€ She turned around, grinning wide as a violet, glowing strap hung off of her. Your eyes widened at her length, looking back up to meet her eyes. โ€œI made this just for you, toots!โ€ She said proudly. โ€œYou said I could do whatever I wanted, right?โ€ She questioned, climbing back on the bed, propping you up against the wall.

โ€œWell,โ€ You started, thighs opening up for her. โ€œI did say something like that.โ€ Her face lit up, wasting no time as she positioned the tip of the toy against your drippy hole. โ€œOpen wiiiiide!โ€ She said as she pushed your thighs back, pressing them against your chest. You looked away in embarrassment, eyes shutting for a second, before you felt the sharp pain of her palm hitting your cheek. Your eyes shot back open, jaw dropping a bit as you stared at her hardened expression. โ€œLook at me. Donโ€™t close your eyes, got it?โ€ Jinx instructed, holding onto your jaw as she forced your face towards her. โ€œGods, that look on your face fucking kills meโ€ฆโ€ She said as she slowly slid her member inside of you.

A slow, loud moan rolled out of your mouth as she did so, eyes rolling back. You gripped onto her back, nails running down against it, leaving red marks all along it. โ€œShit,โ€ You hissed. โ€œSoโ€”So fucking bigโ€ฆ" She was stretching you out, making your face twist up as she pushed the toy in deeper.

โ€œOh, I know, baby. But you can take it, canโ€™t you? I made this special just for you. Donโ€™t ruin it, alright? I believe in you!โ€ She cooed a little mockingly as she forced it in all the way. Jinx knew how to please you. Sheโ€™d learned how to from afar, taking the time to make the perfect toy for you with the notes sheโ€™d taken from her watching you orgasm time and time again. It hit your g-spot just right, grazing against it every time she thrusted, the violet light glowing so brightly, showing how deep inside you she was. She fucked so hard against you that the toy repeatedly slapped against your clit, sending jolts all throughout your body.

โ€œFuck, s-so deepโ€ฆโ€ She started, pressing against the bulge the toy created against your skin. Jinx wasโ€ฆ messy, to say the least. She would rut into you, thrusts heavy and deep, wanting to fill up every inch of you. The strap of the toy rubbing against her puffy clit every time she did so. Poor thing was so wet, she was moaning louder than you were. Her tongue lolled out of her mouth, drool dripping along your breasts, her chipped nails digging into your waist as she continued. Her makeup was smudged, panting like a dog in heat. She was starving before you, patiently waiting for this moment. Hungry for your warmth. Waiting to make you hers. She looked down at your stretched out hole, slick noises coming from it as she fucked into you. โ€œL-Look at you, taking me so well. Soโ€ฆ sโ€™fuckingโ€ฆ mmh! Good!โ€

You knew that last part wasnโ€™t praise, she was moaning out about how good she felt. It sounded like she was the one getting pounded into. She was greedy and desperate, face completely fucked out. You smirked, legs spreading wider, staring deep into her eyes. โ€œLook atโ€”mmhโ€”me? Look at you. Such a mess even though Iโ€™m the one getting fucked.โ€

Jinx whined at your comment, face nuzzling into your neck, tongue grazing along your skin as she savored the salty taste of your sweat. โ€œBeen waitinโ€™ on this for so long, I canโ€™tโ€”I canโ€™t help it!โ€ She mewed out, her voice cracking as her speed picked up. โ€œYouโ€”Youโ€™re gonna fucking kill me, doll!โ€

Your fingers reached for the gun that laid beside you, wrapping your hand around it as you pointed it to her head. A smirk curled up on your face as Jinxโ€™s eyes met yours, widened and full of shock. You bit your lip at the sight of her face, feeling a tightness growing at the bottom of your stomach, your moans increasingly getting higher.

โ€œAreโ€”Are youโ€”scared?โ€ You mocked, sentence choppy, finger shaking as it rested against the trigger. Jinx groaned out, cackling as she positioned the toy to hit nothing but the spot that made your toes curl. Your back arched, struggling to keep the gun held up, screaming out as she did so.

โ€œAh, ah, ah! You wanna be oh so big and bad? Keep the fucking gun on me, or Iโ€™ll pull out. I can tell youโ€™re close.โ€ She hissed, hand on your cheeks, forcing you to look at nothing but her. She had slobber on her jaw, hair sticking to her sweaty forehead, her whiny moans growing louder as you pressed the gun against her head harder. โ€œYouโ€™re mine. Youโ€™re all fucking mine. Yourโ€”Your hole is mine, your body is mine, your mind is mine. Y-Youโ€™reโ€”fuckingโ€”mine!โ€

You could feel your walls tightening around the toy, your body begging for release. Your thighs began to quiver underneath her, eyes watering up. โ€œEverything is y-yours! All of me is yours, Jinx, everything! Please let me come. Let me fucking come, pleasepleaseplease!โ€ You begged, hips bucking against the toy.

โ€œPull the trigger.โ€ She demanded, trying her best to keep herself together. โ€œCโ€™mon, cโ€™mon, cโ€™mon, sโ€™closeโ€ฆโ€

Your eyes widened a bit at her command, hand trembling, eyes darting towards the gun then back to her face as you hesitated. You knew Jinxโ€™s weapons were always loaded, was she really that crazy? Her grip tightened on your face, moaning out in frustration. โ€œCome on, do it for me, my favorite girl. Do it for me, make me come. Be a good girl, yeah? Pull the fucking trigger! Justโ€”โ€

Click.

Your heart skipped a beat, holding your breath. The second her empty gun clicked, Jinx threw her head back, moaning your name out loudly as spurts of squirt escaped her cunt, the warmness spreading over your pussy. You stared in awe of the view, watching as she came before you. You reached your orgasm soon after, dropping the gun to wrap your arms around her neck and hold her close as cum gushed out of you and onto her strap. You scratched up her shoulders, bit into her skin, teeth sinking deep in her. She moaned out at the pain, making her orgasm ride out longer, fucking you slow and deep to draw yours out as well. She pulled out after, limp body laying on yours, panting as her head rested on your stomach. You laid there motionless, taking deep breaths as you played with her loose hair, staring at the wall in front of you.

You were speechless. You didnโ€™t believe it was real, having sex with Jinx. Youโ€™d thought about it for so long, how could you possibly know if this was real or part of your imagination? You looked down at her, eyes closed as her other hand gripped onto your thigh. Sheโ€™s real, right? You thought to yourself, finger poking at her cheek to get a reaction out of her. She opened one eye, whining at you. โ€œHey, what the hell?โ€

โ€œS-Sorry.โ€ You replied, still staring at her. She groaned, sitting up in front of you.

โ€œWhat, cat got your tongue?โ€ She teased, giggling a bit.

โ€œNo! Justโ€ฆโ€ You started, reaching over to grab onto her hand. โ€œYouโ€™re real, right?โ€

Silence. Her eyes blinked a couple times before she let a cackle out, pulling you in closer to her face. โ€œOh, you bet Iโ€™m real, baby. Youโ€™re mine. Iโ€™m gonna make your life a living hell.โ€

You smiled, staring into the same violet eyes youโ€™d fallen for a long time ago. Her response excited you more than the actual sex itself. โ€œYou promise?โ€

โ˜†"Powder and metal" Jinx (arcane)โ˜†

โ˜†"Powder And Metal" Jinx (arcane)โ˜†
โ˜†"Powder And Metal" Jinx (arcane)โ˜†
โ˜†"Powder And Metal" Jinx (arcane)โ˜†

Mdni. smut, gun riding, reader fucking jinx's gun, (the gun is unloaded,) degradation, Sadistic!Jinx, praising.

โ˜†"Powder And Metal" Jinx (arcane)โ˜†

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The cool metal of Jinx's gun pressed against you, a stark contrast to the heat pooling in your core. It was heavy beneath you, sleek and firm where you needed it the most. You shifted, rolling your hips experimentally, and a shudder rippled through you at the sensation. The friction was subtle, just enough to make your breath hitch, just enough to make you crave more.

Jinx sat back in her chair, arms sprawled over the armrests, legs spread like she didn't have a care in the world. A cigarette burned lazily between her fingers, but she wasn't paying attention to it. No, her sharp gaze was locked on to you, taking in every little movement, every desperate grind.

"Damn," she muttered, her grin stretching wide. "Didn't think you'd actually do it. But look at you - so eager, so needy. All that squirming just to get a little friction, huh?"

Her words sent a flush through your body, but you didn't stop. Couldn't. The pressure was intoxicating, every slow roll of your hips sending another wave of warmth flooding through you. Your thighs trembled as you found a rhythm, rubbing yourself against the unyielding surface, the rough ridges catching just right.

Jinx let out a low whistles tilting her head. "Look at you, puttin' on a show. And find what? A damn piece of metal?" She chuckled, blowing out a slow puff of smoke. "Kinda sad. Kinda hot."

Your hands gripped the edges of the gun, knuckles white as you rocked against it, chasing something just out of reach. Your breath came in short, needy gasps, and Jinx hummed in amusement.

"Bet you wish it was me instead, huh?" She teased, tapping the cigarette against the edge of the table, ash falling unnoticed. "Bet you're picturing it. That's why you're gettin' so worked up."

Your body tensed at her words, a whimper slipping out before you could stop it. Jinx's eyes darkened, her smirk sharpening into something wicked.

"Oh, you like that," she crooned, leaning forward just slightly. "All worked up over nothin". Pathetic."

You could barely process her words, too caught up in the slow, torturous, friction, the way every shift sent another spark of pleasure curling through you. Your thighs clenched, body shuddering as you pressed down harder, desperate for more.

Jinx just watches, her amusement only growing as you unraveled in front of her. "Keep goin," she urged, voice dripping with satisfaction. "I wanna see how far you'll take this. Show me just how desperate you can get for me."

You whimpered, your movements growing erratic, hips grinding down in shaky, uneven rolls as the tension in your stomach coiked tighter a d tighter. The gun was unrelenting, unforgiving beneath you, the cool metal warming from the heat of your skin. Every tiny shift sent a jolt of pleasure up your spine, your body trembling from the slow, drawn-out build-up.

Jinx flicked her cigarette aside, finally leaning in, her elbows resting on her knees. "That's it, baby," she cooed, voice syrupy-sweet but dripping with condescension. "Work for it. You're already this far gone- might as well make it count."

Your breath hitched, fingers tightening around the weapons edges as you grind down harder, chasing the last bit of friction you needed. The pressures was unbearable, the sensation was too much and not enough all at once.

Jinx chuckled low, drinking in the sight of you. "Y'know," she mused, tilting her head, "I should make you do this more often. Watch you fall apart for me-" She let out a mock gasp, grinning. "-or for my gun, since that's what's really doin' it for ya, huh?"

Heat flooded your face, but you couldn't stop, couldn't think beyond the desperate ache thrumming through your body. Jinx's words only added to it, the teasing, the way she spoke like she owned you, like she was letting you have this just for her own entertainment.

She leaned back again, stretching her arms over her head. "C'mon, sweetheart," she taunted. "Don't hold back now. Show me just how much you love my gun."

And you did.

You gasped, your legs trembling as your rhythm stuttered, movements turning frantic. The coil in your stomach pulled impossibly tight, heat flashing through your veins as your breath hitched, body tensing as waves of pleasure crashed over you. Your thighs clenched around the weapon, your fingers gripping onto it for dear life as you rode out every slow, shuddering tremor.

Jinx let's out a low, appreciative whistle, dragging her gaze over your wrecked form. "Damn, you really got into it," she teased, her voice dripping with amusement.

You barely registered her movements as she grabbed the gun from beneath you, lifting it up to inspect the mess you'd made on its sleek metal surface. Her smirk stretched wide, her blue eyes gleaming with something dark and playful.

She turned the weapon in her hands, tilting it toward the dim light. "Look at this," she murmured, dragging a finger along the surface. "Didn't think you had it in you. "

Then, with a slow, deliberate motion, she held it out to you.

โ€œGo on, sweetheart,โ€ she purred, her voice syrupy sweet but taunting. โ€œTaste yourself.โ€

Your breath caught, another wave of heat flooding through you at her words. Jinx tapped the barrel against your lips, her grin never faltering.

โ€œWhatโ€™s wrong?โ€ she murmured. โ€œYou werenโ€™t shy a second ago.โ€

She leaned in just a little closer, voice dropping to a whisper.

โ€œBe a good girl and clean up your mess.โ€

Your breath caught, another shudder rolling through you at her words. Jinx tapped the barrel against your lips, her gaze locked onto yours, waiting.

After a momentโ€™s hesitation, you parted your lips, your tongue flicking out to taste the cool metal. The sensation sent another flush of heat through your body, a quiet sound escaping you before you could stop it. Jinxโ€™s smirk widened, her pupils blown as she watched you.

โ€œThat good, huh?โ€ she teased, voice thick with amusement.

Then, without warning, she leaned in, prying the weapon from your fingers with ease.

โ€œLemme see for myself,โ€ she murmured, her voice dropping lower, rougher.

Before you could react, her mouth was on yoursโ€”hot, unrelenting, tasting you like she owned you. A slow, deliberate drag of her tongue had your knees threatening to buckle, the heat between you crackling like a live wire. She hummed into the kiss, savoring the moment before pulling back just enough to smirk against your lips.

โ€œMm,โ€ she murmured, her breath fanning over your skin. โ€œYou do taste sweet.โ€

The Hazbin Hotel crew of Husk, Alastor, Angel Dust, Niffty, Sir Pentious, Lucifer, Charlie, Vaggie and Cherri Bomb in Chinese traditional costumes with Lucifer in his snake form and the words ่›‡ๅนดๅคงๅ‰ as well as lanterns hanging above them.

reaching the last of 15 days of the lunar new year season and I only now FINALLY finished this, but hey, it's on time for the lantern festival

happy lunar new year! have a happy year of the snake everyone!

Physical affection with Jinx

H E A D C A N O N S

โ•ฐโ”ˆโžค requested

Jinx x fem!reader

cw: mentions of nsfw, hallucinations

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Physical Affection With Jinx

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Jinx is such a touch-starved girl.

She doesnโ€™t shy away from physical contact, but paradoxically, it can catch her off-guard if sheโ€™s not the one initiating itโ€”blame it on her childhood.

As you get to know her, start off gently with some light taps that get her attention.

Sheโ€™ll often nudge your shoulder, drag her nails across your arm or leg as youโ€™re talking, doodle on your skin, or simply grab your hand as sheโ€™s excitedly leading you somewhere.

Jinx is just so curious as to how youโ€™d react, testing the waters.

But once you gain her trust, her innocent touches turn into proper hugs. And I donโ€™t mean duvet-like embraces that let you breathe, but cocoon ones where you can feel every ounce of her as she holds you tightly.

This is the moment you realize sheโ€™s now afraid of losing you.

Those hugs come unexpectedly, like a predator pouncing on its prey, and you often stumble from her sheer force.

Sheโ€™s definitely a waist/torso hugger, and believe it or not, itโ€™s not because of her height but because she genuinely feels safer that way.

Shoulder hugs are traps, so be prepared for a paint bomb to find itself attached to your back.

She will be impressed if you can throw her over your shoulder.

Loves piggyback rides.

Pinky promises. Itโ€™s a childish gesture but one that holds enormous significance to her. She would link her finger with yours with those wide, innocent eyes. No take-backs.

โ€“ โ€œYou know thatโ€™s legally binding, right?โ€

If youโ€™re her first kissโ€”which, letโ€™s be honest, you probably areโ€”her Jinx persona is nowhere to be found. Itโ€™s Powder now, and sheโ€™s so cautious as she closes the distance.

Her lips ghost over yours so lightly it almost tickles, but you let her take her time as she grapples with the newfound closeness. You donโ€™t rush her, and when she finally kisses you, itโ€™s slow and tentative. She wants to feel and analyze everything.

โ€“ โ€œWas that good?โ€

As she gains confidence, she starts experimenting with the mix of sensations.

Sheโ€™s attentive to your reactions, and she soon finds all of your sweet spots.

Will randomly kiss you, and it doesnโ€™t matter where or when.

Forehead kisses, kisses on your neck, earlobes, stomach, hips, thighsโ€ฆ You name it. She adores every single one of them.

Sheโ€™s the type to swap a piece of candy or gum through a kiss.

Jinx is all about PDA. She wants everyone to know youโ€™re hers.

Hickeys, hickeys, and more hickeys.

Unfortunately, when the wrong people figured out that youโ€™re her partner, it did get you kidnapped once as a way to undermine Silco. Take Jinxโ€™s favorite person away, and she becomes erratic, unfit to carry out his plans.

Heavy on โ€˜onceโ€™ because the hell she brought them was enough to terrify anyone else with the same strategy.

The number of explosions that day alerted Piltover itself.

Talking to Silco and/or Sevika? Sheโ€™s holding your hand, slightly pushing you behind her in a protective manner. Neither of them approves of your relationship, they deem it a distraction.

Much to Silcoโ€™s dismay, she will drag you into most of their private meetings and fidgets with your fingers if she gets bored.

Youโ€™re ordering at the bar? Sheโ€™s either behind you with her arms around your waist or next to you with her hand on your hip as sheโ€™s pulling you closer.

Youโ€™re on a mission together? There she is, fighting back-to-back with you so she knows youโ€™re there, unharmed. If youโ€™re separated, she canโ€™t concentrate properly anymore, and she keeps seeking you out in between firing her gun. Sheโ€™s prioritizing your safety over anything else, which has gotten her injured quite a few times.

She insists that she can patch up her wounds herself, but once you see that goddamn stapler approaching a gash, youโ€™re frantically snatching it away from her hands.

You tend to her injuries in such a caring and gentle way that it brings tears to her eyes.

At first, youโ€™re worried you went too deep with the needle as you were stitching her cuts.

โ€“ โ€œWhatโ€™s wrong? Did that hurt? Iโ€™m so sorryโ€“โ€

โ€“ โ€œNo one has ever done that for me before.โ€

Whenever the roles are reversed, and youโ€™re the injured one, sheโ€™s in a frenzy. Sheโ€™s muttering to herself as she grabs the first aid kit.

Stern face and furrowed brows, but despite it all, she tries to be delicateโ€”โ€˜triesโ€™ because the voices are making her movements jerky.

โ€“ โ€œAre you crazy?! What were you thinking? No, no, she wasnโ€™t thinking at allโ€ฆโ€

She will absolutely kiss your wound better afterward.

Cuddle time on her couch after a long day.

She loves it when you sweep her off her feet and carry her bridal style to lay her down.

She likes to be the little spoon but face toward you because your scent and the sound of your heartbeat calm her down.

Occasionally, sheโ€™ll be the big spoon to switch it up and make you feel secure, too.

Your presence helps with her night terrors, and she sleeps more often with you around.

But you always wake up with her hair in your mouth, her elbow on your face, and covers on the ground, and sheโ€™s snoringโ€”occasionally droolingโ€”in a starfish position.

โ€“ โ€œWhere the fuck did your pillow go?โ€

Morning kisses!!!

Morning sex.

Showering and taking baths together.

Hygiene isnโ€™t a big thing in Zaun (shocker), so when you have time to get clean, you do it together. Washing each otherโ€™s hair, trying to get all the grimeโ€”and occasionally bloodโ€”out.

Itโ€™s a tender moment that turns entertainingโ€”or sexualโ€”rather quickly.

Youโ€™re washing off, and you turn around to see Jinx with a bubble beard, her face completely stoic. She starts pretending to be a Piltovan man as youโ€™re laughing.

Or sheโ€™ll come up behind you and press her soapy body to yours as her fingers dip inside you.

Physical affection while sheโ€™s working on a project can go two ways:

When sheโ€™s confident in her work: She loves having you close, whether itโ€™s by having you sit on her lap and vice versa or grabbing your hands for an impromptu dance break when sheโ€™s feeling her playlist. Sheโ€™s babbling about her ideas and designs, explaining each step as you play with her braids.

When sheโ€™s experimenting: Do not come close or sheโ€™ll scream. Sheโ€™ll be too scared to have you near in case she messes up an equation and causes an explosion. She will actually make you go elsewhere as a precaution. But sheโ€™ll be more than happy to show you her progress after!

You love painting each otherโ€™s nails, but she often chips hers.

She straddles you as she does your makeup and vice versa.

Will use her own saliva to clean up any messes.

Jinx absolutely adores trying out new looks on you, and she treats you like her human canvas.

Not only with makeup but with markers and paint, too.

She will draw out tattoo ideas and judge each placement.

Speaking of tattoos, you constantly trace hers with a light touch that sends shivers down her spine.

Brushing and playing with each otherโ€™s hair. She actually melts in your hands once you take her braids out and start massaging her scalp.

Will bite your arm out of excitement. The urge to chomp is just too great.

You comfort her differently depending on how bad her episode gets:

You either hold her impossibly close, hiding her face in your chest as you stroke her hair and start humming or talking about something she loves to ground her.

If she gets to a point where you canโ€™t even approach without her backing awayโ€”or worse, getting violentโ€”you dim every bright light and reduce any other stimuli. You donโ€™t call her by her nameโ€”neither Jinx nor Powderโ€”as both can trigger her even more. She will use some of her bombs to try and muffle the voices with the sounds of explosions, but you do hide any other weapons. You donโ€™t talk too much or too loudly to not confuse her even more. Once sheโ€™s calm enough, itโ€™s back to scenario number 1.

Youโ€™re both crying by the time her episode ends.

โ€“ โ€œPleaseโ€ฆ Tell me youโ€™re real.โ€

Jinx is so in tune with your emotions, and contrary to popular belief, sheโ€™s very empathetic.

She notices any tone or mood changes immediately.

If youโ€™re mad at something or someone, sheโ€™ll be mad with you, if not even madder. You have her unconditional support because her trinket can do no wrong. Sheโ€™s tracing her nails down your back or stroking your thigh as youโ€™re rambling.

โ€“ โ€œAnd then Sevika called me incompetent. Can you fucking believe it? How was I supposed to know that they put the shimmer there?!โ€

โ€“ โ€œSevikaโ€™s a bitch. That barrel was totally in your way.โ€

If youโ€™re mad at her, sheโ€™ll spiral. You want to leave to cool down? Nuh-uh. Sheโ€™s holding you so tightly, shaking like a leaf, that it makes your anger dissipate.

โ€“ โ€œDonโ€™t leave me, toots. Iโ€™m sorry, Iโ€™m so sorry. Iโ€™ll be better.โ€

If youโ€™re sad or crying, she cups your face in her hands and makes you look at her as she praises you. She wipes every tear away. This is also the only other time she will reach for a hug over your shoulders/around your neckโ€”no paint bombs included. She just wants to cradle your head and soothe you.

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Walking into jinxs workshop, your immediately met with the loud blaring of โ€˜get jinxedโ€™ echoing off the walls and the lingering smell of explosives. Tossing your tattered bag down onto a stool, you glance around the colorfully spray painted room with no sight of your girlfriend and attempt to call out to her over the loud music.

After only few seconds of no response you hear the sound of clanking above you, and itโ€™s there, on the ceiling, where you find your girlfriend biting her lip in concentration while tinkering the with wires and mechanisms on her latest bomb, while her bright blue braids casually dangled off the metal ceiling beamโ€”the beam that hung above a giant dark pit in the workshop.

Jinx doesnโ€™t take notice to you at first, not until you toss a pen laying on the floor, breaking her focus and making her flinch. she turns her head to see you standing with hands on hips and she grinned widely.

โ€œhey-ya toots! how long you been here?โ€ jinx asked, turning the nob on her speaker to lower the music and pulling her goggles up.

โ€œjust got back, had to sneak past sevika so she wouldnโ€™t flip about me distracting you.โ€ you rolled your eyes in annoyance at the thought. โ€œis there a reason your dangling above a deep dark pit?โ€

โ€œwhat, a girl canโ€™t just build bombs on the ceiling because she feels like it anymore? and anyhow, more height means bigger boom!โ€ jinx kicked her feet back and fourth in the air and flailed her arms dramatically.

โ€œyeahhh, not sure how accurate that one is. just come down here, would you?โ€

โ€œjeez, didnโ€™t know you missed me so much. if your not carful toots, i might start to think you like me.โ€ the blue haired girl teased, swinging down from the ceiling bar and landing ungracefully in front of you before planting a kiss on your cheek.

โ€œand what a tragedy that would beโ€ you remarked back at her antics. the grin still plastered on her face widened as you sassed her back.

โ€œplease iโ€™m a total catch.โ€ jinx replied back, with playful gleam in her eye. she loved that you matched her so well, it was one of the reasons she loved you so much.

you smirk and challenge her. โ€œyeah? and what makes you such the catch?โ€

she leaned in close to you, nose to nose. โ€œiโ€™d be happy to show you..โ€ her playful grin was replaced with a sly one, grabbing your hand, she pulled you over to the large circular work desk in the center of the room and plopped down on a swivel chair. You looked down into her pink eyes as she placed her spray paint-covered hands on the back of your thighs.

you couldnโ€™t help but admire her in moments like thisโ€”when she was so domestic, so loving. that was your jinx.

you tilt your head down, breaking the eye contact. โ€œmissed you today. heard some talk about a topside building exploding? makes me worry โ€˜bout you.โ€ you admitted softly to her.

jinx huffs, her smile slightly faltering at the mention of the explosion. she took your chin in between her fingers and tilted your head to look at her.

โ€œpshhh, i can handle myself out there. come on babe, lighten up!โ€œ she shakes her head to dismisses your concern.

thereโ€™s a brief pause after, one thatโ€™s quietโ€”never silent (not for jinx anyhow), but quiet. itโ€™s nice and you relish in its rarity. jinx breaks the bubble after a moment.

โ€œso you missed me?โ€ the smirk appears back on her face and you shove at her shoulder.

โ€œmaybe.โ€

โ€œjust maybe?โ€ she whispers.

your face is just centimeters away from hers before you close the distance. you feverishly slam your lips into hers and she returns it instantly.

jinx hums as you break apart to catch your breath and with a sly grin she grips your hips with her slender fingers, pulling you onto her lap so your straddling her.

you place your fingers on the nape of her neck and she kisses you againโ€”gently biting you lip, pulling on it before slipping her tongue into your mouth and pressing you impossibly close to her. your head spins at your girlfriends actions, slightly opening your lips to allow her to tangle her tongues with yours.

you move your hands to tug on her thick blue braids and jinx canโ€™t help but to let out a whimper into your mouth at the feeling.

the kiss lasts for some time, with jinxโ€™s hands starting to wander and caress every area of exposed skin not covered by your shirt. Fingers run down every curve of your body, her pink and blue nails trace your spine, making you shiver against her and jinx smiles into the kiss.

ever the impatient girl, your girlfriend makes quick work of unbuttoning your jeans and slipping a hand under the waistband, causing your hips to shamelessly jerk. she relishes in the way your body reacts to her touch and drags her hand over your clothed pussy.

โ€œbaby-โ€œ your breath gets heavier against her lips. โ€œwe canโ€™t-โ€

โ€œwe canโ€ she simply says and begins to rub her hand slowly over your cunt, making you roll your hips against her. you use all your will power to pull away from her mouth once more and she switches to sucking bruises into your neck.

โ€œsev- sevika needs your help with a job from silco. i head them talking about it downst- ahโ€you grip your hand over her wrist when she dips her hand under your panties. โ€œfuck, baby, we canโ€™t. silco and sevika will come up here looking for you any minute.โ€

jinx slows her movements under your pants to a stop and drops her head slack into your neck, groaning in what sounded like both annoyance and pleasure. โ€œsevika is a big girl, im sure she can handle it on her ownโ€ she pulled her hand out of your jeans and fiddled with the button on them with an infamous pout on her lips.

you loosely wrapped your arms around her neck and she pulled her head from the crook of your neck to look at you. โ€œi know that. but you know how he gets.โ€ you said,remembering the last time jinx came to you, as frantic as youโ€™d ever seen her after she had skipped out on a big job and silco expressed his disappointment with her. the last thing either of you wanted was a repeat of that.

she sighs heavily, her expression turning sour and she looks awayโ€”the memory of silcos disappointment still fresh in the blue haired girls mind. โ€œfineโ€ she grumbles. โ€œi guess your right.โ€

you give her a sweet smile, reaching up to smooth her kinky hair down. The moment is interrupted by the sound heavy boots against the floor, entering jinxโ€™s workshopand you both turn to look at sevika.

โ€œjinx.โ€ her muscular arms are crossed across her chest as she stands looking at the two of you, her usual bored expression across her face. โ€œsilco wants-โ€œ

โ€œyeah, yeah, i know. you need help from little olโ€™ jinxโ€ your girlfriend gives one last peck to your lips before you slide off her lap and jinx stands, walking over to sevika as you turn your back to them and fix yourself up.

โ€œi get it seviโ€ she pats sevikas chest โ€œdonโ€™t worry, im sure youโ€™ll be brave enough to go on your own. one day.โ€

โ€œwatch it. letโ€™s go before i change my mind.โ€ sevika growls in response to her snarky comment and swats her hand away, turning swiftly to walk out.

โ€œtext me on your way back, yeah?โ€ you tell her.

โ€œof course. see ya toots! be back soon!โ€ jinx turns and says her goodbyes, winking slyly.

โ€œsee ya baby.โ€

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 MORNING AFTER

MORNING AFTER

Jinx x f!reader

Synopsis: After a night of a different type of fun with Jinx, you experienced a chaotic morning filled with reminders of the aftermath. Jinx made sure to make it worth the while for a day starter.

A/N: Just wanted to say that this does bring up some sexual content, but doesnโ€™t go much further than that.

 MORNING AFTER

The first thing you noticed when you woke up was the weight of an arm slung across your waist. The next thing was the mop of blue hair splayed across the pillow next to you, messy and wild, and impossibly vibrant in the dim morning light filtering through the cracked blinds.

Jinx was still asleep, her face relaxed and peaceful, a stark contrast to the manic energy she usually carried around like a storm cloud. Her lips were slightly parted, a faint snore escaping every few breaths. You let yourself take her in, from the freckles scattered across her nose to the way her lashes cast soft shadows on her cheeks.

God, she was beautiful.

Last night had been a lot, but the best way. You werenโ€™t sure whether you should be more surprised by how utterly chaotic she was or how gentle she could be when she wanted to. That duality was Jinx in a nutshellโ€”always unpredictable, always keeping you on your toes.

Your movement must have disturbed her, because she let out a low groan, her pink eyes fluttering open. A lazy grin spread across her face when she saw you staring.

โ€œWell, well, well,โ€ she drawled, her voice raspy with sleep. โ€œIf it isnโ€™t my favorite little snuggle buddy. Morning, sugarbomb.โ€

You couldnโ€™t help but laugh at her ridiculous nickname. โ€œMorning, baby.โ€

She stretched like a cat, her body pressing against yours as she yawned dramatically. โ€œSo, was it everything you dreamed of?โ€ she teased, waggling her eyebrows. โ€œAnd more?โ€

You rolled your eyes, even as your cheeks burned. โ€œYouโ€™re incorrigible.โ€

โ€œThatโ€™s a big word for someone who was screaming my name a few hours ago.โ€

โ€œJinx!โ€

Her laughter was loud and unabashed as she flopped onto her back, one hand resting behind her head while the other reached for yours. She laced her fingers with yours, squeezing gently. Despite her teasing, there was a softness in her gaze that made your heart ache in the best way.

โ€œIโ€™m serious, though,โ€ she said after a moment, her tone quieter. โ€œYou good? I didnโ€™t, you know, go too far or anything?โ€

You squeezed her hand in return, touched by her concern. โ€œIโ€™m more than good, Jinx. Last night was amazing.โ€

Her grin returned, this time a little smug. โ€œDamn right it was.โ€

You rolled your eyes again, but there was no hiding your smile.

She sat up suddenly, the sheets pooling around her waist, and turned to look at you with that familiar mischievous glint in her eyes. โ€œYou hungry? Iโ€™m starving. I could totally make us some breakfast.โ€

You raised an eyebrow. โ€œCan you even cook?โ€

She gasped, clutching her chest like youโ€™d mortally wounded her. โ€œExcuse you, Iโ€™ll have you know I make a mean pancake. Probably. How hard can it be?โ€

โ€œOh no,โ€ you groaned, but you couldnโ€™t stop the laughter bubbling up. โ€œWeโ€™re going to burn the apartment down, arenโ€™t we?โ€

โ€œOnly one way to find out!โ€

Before you could protest, Jinx was out of bed, stark naked and completely unbothered as she darted toward the kitchen. You buried your face in your hands, half-exasperated and half in awe of her sheer audacity.

 MORNING AFTER

A few minutes later, you followed her, wrapping yourself in one of the oversized shirts sheโ€™d stolen from some poor shopkeeper in the Undercityโ€™s market. You found her rummaging through the cabinets, her hair somehow even messier than before, muttering to herself about flour and syrup.

โ€œWhatโ€™s the plan, Chef Jinx?โ€ you asked, leaning against the counter with a smirk.

She turned to you with a proud smile, holding up a box of pancake mix like it was some kind of trophy. โ€œWeโ€™re making breakfast! You handle the boring stuff like measuring, and Iโ€™ll do the fun part, aka flipping!โ€

โ€œUh-huh. And whoโ€™s cleaning up the mess?โ€

She winked at you. โ€œThatโ€™s future Jinxโ€™s problem.โ€

You couldnโ€™t argue with that logic.

The next half hour was pure chaos, as expected. Jinx got flour everywhere, from the counters, to in her hair, and somehow even on the ceiling. She insisted on using way too much food coloring, so the pancakes ended up an alarming shade of neon pink. But they were edible, surprisingly, and the two of you ate on the floor of the kitchen, laughing and stealing bites from each otherโ€™s plates.

 MORNING AFTER

After breakfast, Jinx pulled you into her lap, wrapping her arms around you as she nuzzled into your neck. โ€œYou know,โ€ she murmured, her voice soft and almost shy, โ€œI like this whole thing, being able to wake up with you. Feels nice.โ€

You leaned back against her, your fingers tracing absent patterns on her arm. โ€œI like it too.โ€

She was quiet for a moment, her grip on you tightening just slightly. Then, in true Jinx fashion, she broke the silence with a cheeky grin. โ€œSo, round two in the shower?โ€

You groaned, laughing despite yourself. โ€œYouโ€™re impossible.โ€

โ€œAnd you love it.โ€

She wasnโ€™t wrong. She never really could be when it comes to you loving her.

 MORNING AFTER

A/N: I absolutely love jinx and her chaotic energy (I just hope I captured it well in this fanfic).

Please KILL ME (reader) with jinx there *bats eyelashes* you choose if reader actually survives or not I trust your FANTASTIC writing skills. I just really want my baby girl to be sad about her s/o dying/almost dying. XOXO *sends*

Please KILL ME (reader) With Jinx There *bats Eyelashes* You Choose If Reader Actually Survives Or Not
Please KILL ME (reader) With Jinx There *bats Eyelashes* You Choose If Reader Actually Survives Or Not

of course! thank you for the request <3

summary; jinxโ€™s girlfriend gets caught in crossfire, and she doesnโ€™t make it. jinxโ€™s grief and eventual hope.

characters included; jinx

tags/warnings; angst, reader (nearly) dies, mentions of poor mental health, hallucinations, descriptions of war/combat, descriptions of gore, suicidal ideation, (kinda) happy ending

men dni.

jinx didnโ€™t feel complete before she met you.

she was living, sure. she had her gadgets and bombs to keep her company, as well as silco and sevika. were they the best friends for a young adult? maybe not- and sevika didnโ€™t really qualify as a friend. but they were what she had, and she wasnโ€™t going to complain.

but the second she spotted your face in the streets of zaun, jinx knew sheโ€™d found something, rather someone special. that first conversation she had with you felt so natural, your voice like sweet honey to her. a melody unlike anything the girl had felt before, something she could listen to for weeks on end and never get bored of. the little gestures you made when talking to her- hell, even the way she introduced yourself to her. she'd heard your name for the first time and thought it was the most beautiful thing she'd ever hear.

even after you parted, jinx couldn't get you off of her mind. you'd only met once, yet your name was a constant on her mind. she wasn't one to form connections like that, especially not emotional connections. something about you was different, though, and jinx just couldn't help herself. she'd met with you over, and over, and over again, until she finally had the nerve to ask you to be her girlfriend. and to her shock, you'd said yes.

since then, jinx has loved getting to know every little thing about you. the things that make you laugh, the habits you can't break, little details about your past that seem insignificant, but are everything to jinx. every day she learns a new quirk that only deepens the girl's love for you. her love.

before she'd met you, she didn't know if she'd ever find love. she didn't think she would, or could for that matter. she'd accepted that romance wasn't something in the cards for her- other girls? sure. but she wasn't cut out for it. who could love her, after the things she'd done? yet you showed her things she didn't know were possible.

jinx often laid awake with you while you slept, simply watching the rise and fall of your chest. was it creepy? maybe a little bit, but you always looked so peaceful, and it relaxed jinx in turn. she'd made a promise to herself one of those times that she would protect you. if any harm even tried to come your way, she'd stop it. you're hers now, and she protects what's hers.

"nothin's gonna hurt you," she'd murmur, brushing a stray strand of hair behind your ear. the gentle flutter of your eyelids, the way your lashes cast a soft shadow on your cheeks and your face would scrunch up every now and again while you dreamt. it was the little things she loved about you, really. "not while i'm here. i swear it."

and with that, jinx was careful to keep you out of danger. jinx is far from safe in her day to day life. she's a pyromaniac of sorts, constantly getting into fights, causing explosions, running from enforcers. but that's her life, not yours. she's a violent criminal, the mad bomber. but to you she's just jinx, the woman you love, and she can't stand the thought of you putting yourself in the same situations she does.

her mind goes to the worst-case scenario, every single time. if she even thinks of you fighting alongside her, she immediately thinks of you getting hurt. even hallucinates the images at times- you bleeding out in front of her. you collapsing, the air sucked out of your lungs while she watches you cling onto what life you have left. it's too real to her, and she can't bear even the possibility.

she knows that you want to protect her. but jinx is a big girl, she says, and she can do these things herself.

until she can't.

you'd been at your apartment, a run-down place that barely qualified as a living space. but it was home, and it was safe enough for you. you'd spend more time in your girlfriend's hideout than not, but your place is much closer to your workplace. it's always a bittersweet farewell, but you both know it won't be long until you see each other again.

slipping off your shoes at the door and tossing your hair, you'd made your way to the bathroom to wash up before doing it all again tomorrow. stupid manager, having you work the closing shift then opening right after. it keeps rent paid, though, so you can't complain too much. you were in the middle of brushing your teeth when you heard the familiar sound of explosions and gunshots. living in zaun, those become background noise- but knowing who your girlfriend is, it always stirs something within you. more often than not, she's caught up in those situations.

you spit out the toothpaste in your mouth before going to a window to see if you can spot anything, and to your surprise, you do. you can see tiny, almost miniscule-looking figures in the distance and clouds of smoke from explosions. you can hear the sound of bombs and gunfire getting louder, and you can see pink smoke. a telltale sign of jinx's presence. but as the fight continues, your worry deepens. she can handle herself, she says. that's always what she says. and somehow, this is the worst fight of hers you've witnessed. you have to do something.

with a quick motion, you slip your shoes back on and swing the door open to run towards the scene. is it dumb? probably. will you regret it? almost definitely. but you can't just stand there and listen to the constant explosions, twiddling your thumbs.

the dimly lit streets of zaun stretch out before you. neon signs illuminate sidewalks, and besides the commotion of the fight, the only other noises are chatter from passersby and the hum of machinery. normally it'd get under your skin, but now you wished the only things you could hear were clanging metal and drunken laughter.

you're quick on your feet to weave through various streets and alleys. all you have to guide you is sound, but the noises keep getting louder- that's a good sign, surely. a bridge, thatโ€™s where the noises seem to be coming from. firelights? smeechโ€™s goons? enforcers? youโ€™re not sure exactly whoโ€™s after her, but that doesnโ€™t exactly matter either.

the scene comes into view after a few moments, and sure enough, itโ€™s worse than you couldโ€™ve pictured for yourself. almost an entire dozen of enforcers attacking jinx from all angles. sheโ€™s holding herself up, thatโ€™s for sure, but she wonโ€™t be able to for much longer. theyโ€™re getting behind her, under her, using tactics they donโ€™t expect her to predict. itโ€™s both smart and terrifying how calculated they are. theyโ€™re that dedicated to taking jinx down.

"jinx!" you call out, seemingly into a void. "jinx, i'm here! get down!"

she doesn't turn her head, only continues shooting. the sharp click of the trigger rings through the air while you inch closer to her, and it seems hopeless. she has fully armed enforcers surrounding her, and you've seen that look in her eyes before. she's exhausted, but she's still fighting, because that's the only choice she has left at this point. it's either she fights until her last breath, or she gives into the pilties- and she'll do anything to ensure she doesn't give into them.

"jinx, please!"

you're inching closer by the second, until you're almost directly in front of jinx. you weave between a gap in enforcers and grasp your girlfriend's trembling shoulders.

"move!" she yells, before trying to push you away from her. you'd never seen her so defensive, and part of it scares you. the way she wants you gone.

"no! i'm not going anywhere, jinx, not unless you come with me!"

"i got myself into this mess, i'll get myself out."

"gods damn it!" you groan, shaking her shoulders- though she's still trying to escape your grasp. she's dodging bullets to her neck, shoulders, her head with quick precision. "you can get out of this! just come home with me, please!"

she wants to, you can tell that she does. but that stupid fucking pride of hers won't allow her to, and you'd be cursing her if you weren't fearing for the girl's life right now. if you weren't barricaded by armed enforcers, you'd be dragging her by the wrist to your apartment and reprimanding her for her recklessness.

jinx is fighting an internal battle as well as the external one. going back home sounds amazing right now- but she doesn't exactly have a choice, does she? she's shaking her head and using her revolver to take hits- until she feels your body jolt against hers. and then her torso is soaked with blood- your blood, you're collapsing to your knees in front of her, and your forehead is pressing against her stomach.

you're like dead weight against her, and it's happening faster than jinx can even begin to process.

"oh, oh-" she drops to her knees, and takes both of your cheeks in her hands before she looks you in the eye. you're still breathing, although you look as if you're hanging on by a thread. "baby, oh- please, hang on, i'm so sorry,"

with what strength you have left, you slowly shake your head, and your eyes connect with jinx's own. that magenta gaze you've grown to adore over the past few months. one others feared, but you'd come to know as sanctuary- especially in moments like this. you've got enforcers yelling at jinx to let go of you, still trying to take her down. and even though you feel like every breath may be your last, you feel so safe with her.

"don't be sorry," you breathe out. "this was my doing."

it's then that she can see the life drain from your eyes. jinx collapses, and she wails. a guttural scream from the depths of her chest, loud enough for the whole of zaun to hear her. she's unabashed, she doesn't care what happens, who hears her. the dearest thing to her has just been so cruelly ripped out of her grasp.

hot tears stream down jinx's cheeks, and she holds you closer than she's ever held anything before. maybe, just maybe, if she holds you close enough and she cries enough, you'll come back to her. the blow couldn't have been that serious, right?

but the longer you go without responding to jinx, the more it cements for her that this is it. youโ€™re gone.

sheโ€™d said once that everyone who gets close to her dies, thatโ€™s all sheโ€™s ever been used to. but somehow, when youโ€™d met, sheโ€™d thought youโ€™d be the exception. surely the gods wouldnโ€™t be so heartless as to take you, too. but she was sorely mistaken.

โœง.*

jinx doesnโ€™t feel complete after she loses you.

she feels as if somebodyโ€™s carved a piece of her heart out and stomped on it, ruining any hopes of ever being whole again. how could she be whole again, when her better half isnโ€™t here anymore?

days blur into night, sunrise into sunset without jinx noticing. she drags her feet from job to job, she can barely make eye contact with anyone. her tone is painfully flat and trying to get through conversations feels like one of most daunting tasks- even sevika is starting to notice. people know what happen, of course they do.

when the usually cold mad bomber begins to catch feelings for someone and forms an attachment, people start to notice. and when the person she cared for so deeply was killed, theyโ€™d noticed just how much more violent sheโ€™d become.

not only towards others, but herself. sheโ€™d usually had some kind of safety on the weapons she created, but why would she now? why would she keep up the railings sheโ€™d put in her hideout to keep you from falling? sheโ€™s lost everything she cares about, the one person who saw her for who she is and loved her despite it.

and you didnโ€™t even get a proper burial. who knows where your body is now? is it still on that platform, with people stepping over it like youโ€™re nothing? she canโ€™t bring herself to visit it again, not after seeing you like that.

jinx sees no point in living any longer. thereโ€™s no reason for her to keep going if she doesnโ€™t have your love, your warmth. sheโ€™d give anything to hear your voice ring through her ears again, or to make you laugh. sheโ€™d sacrifice herself in a heartbeat if it meant she got to feel your fingers intertwined with hers again. to feel the soft plush of your lips against her own.

she's more reckless. violent, unhinged, chaotic, all of it. if the people of piltover thought that jinx was bad before, they're all fearing for their lives now. what does jinx have left to lose, now that she's lost you?

the hallucinations grow more frequent, and the voices become louder. it's torture for her. normally, you'd be here to comfort her and anchor her back to reality, but you're not. she's on her own, to deal with all of this by herself.

"please," she murmurs into an empty hideout. tears running down her cheeks, stained black, such a goddamn mess, but she can't stop. "just come back. if you're out there, please, i can't... i can't do this without you."

but it's then that she hears heavy footsteps approaching behind her.

"go away."

"you're gonna want to hear this." sevika. what the hell is she doing in jinx's hideout at this hour?

"i'm not interested," jinx bites, tugging her knees to her chest and shaking her head. "get out. i'm in no mood."

"she's alive."

"no, she's not. she's dead, sevika, i saw her!"

"yeah, and i just saw her too. in a hospital bed, alive." sevika counters. jinx still can't bring herself to look at her. this must be some twisted joke, right? surely. the woman was finding humor in her pain and wanted to rub it in her face. "they said the bullet went in through her back, punctured her lung, barely missed her heart. exited through her chest. she's got a collapsed lung and she's in a hell of a state, but she's alive."

jinx turns her head over her shoulder. thick brows furrow, and her eyes are blown wide. the whites of her eyes are bloodshot from just how much she'd been crying, and she looks even more pale and sickly than usual. if she'd been paying attention, she'd be able to notice the glimmer of... concern in sevika's eye.

"you're serious?"

"i'm serious."

โœง.*

jinx nervously clutches a bouquet of wildflowers to her chest. a rarity in zaun, but she'd gone to the ruins of the commune to pick a few for you. she's standing outside of the door of the room you're held in- in piltover. even though they were the ones responsible for putting you in this situation, they were compassionate enough to at least recognize that they'd fucked up. they were after jinx, not you, and it was wrong of them to try and take you down.

would they stop trying to get jinx? absolutely not, but they'd realized their wrongdoing.

here goes nothing, she supposes, before twisting the doorknob.

the image of you in bed, hooked into various machines and looking like a shell of the person she knows hits jinx like a bag of bricks. the color has drained from your face. you're staring up at the ceiling, and the only things moving are your fingers from time to time- though, she supposes not much moving can be done when you're recovering from a near-fatal gunshot wound. your head slowly turns to the direction of the door, though, and it's then that jinx sees you smile.

her heart stutters in her chest, and she bolts towards your bed.

"oh- oh, gods, you're alive, you're..."

"i'm alive," you affirm, though your voice is weak. your breath is shorter, but you still have it- and that's something, isn't it?

she sits down on the edge of your bed, tentatively taking one of your hands into her lap. she doesn't want to pull too hard for the risk of hurting you further, but jinx needs this. she needs to know that she isn't dreaming, that you're here in the flesh with her and you're okay.

"i didn't know what to do without you. without you around, your- your love," she murmurs, rosy eyes locked with yours. you can tell from the tremble in her voice that she's close to the point of tears. "i... i thought you were gone."

"i thought i was, too," you whisper, giving a weak squeeze of jinx's hand. "but i'm still here, somehow. i missed you."

"i missed you so damn bad, babe, you don't know- i'm never letting anything happen to you again, and that's a damn promise. okay?"

"okay. and i'm not doing any stupid shit like that again either."

it's bittersweet, but jinx is so unabashedly happy in this moment. she leans over you, searching your eyes. your chapped lips, your tangled hair, your dry skin- but you look more beautiful than you ever have before to her. you're alive, and you're hers. she leans closer, her lips barely brushing yours, before being interrupted by the doctor entering the room.

"we're going to pull her from the room to run some tests for a while, miss."

"damn it."

Just imagine Jinx about to devour your pretty pussy and stops to write on your thigh: JINX WAZ HERE, with an arrow pointing toward your wet center, before finally devouring you like a hungry woman. I would love it if you could write it down if you can!

IM SORRY IF THIS IS NOT WHAT WAS EXPECTED!! Iโ€™m not good at writing smut๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญโ˜๏ธโ˜๏ธ๐Ÿ˜’

โ€œWelcome Homeโ€

Jinx x f!reader

WARNINGS: Smut

WC:1848

Def not proofread

Just Imagine Jinx About To Devour Your Pretty Pussy And Stops To Write On Your Thigh: JINX WAZ HERE,
Just Imagine Jinx About To Devour Your Pretty Pussy And Stops To Write On Your Thigh: JINX WAZ HERE,
Just Imagine Jinx About To Devour Your Pretty Pussy And Stops To Write On Your Thigh: JINX WAZ HERE,

Jinx is full of surprises.

They can be good! But they are definitely unexpected.

She had been pent up from the last couple of weeks because she has gotten mission to mission back to back with no you to comfort her.

You had also been on missions back to back but in Ionia for weeks.

You havenโ€™t been able to see each other for three weeks!

But now that all changes

โŠนโ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โŠน ๊ฏญโ”„ืโ”„ สšอœโ™กอœษž โ”„ืโ”„๊ฏญ ย  โŠนโ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โŠน

The door had barely clicked shut before you felt a body slam into yours, nearly knocking the breath out of you.

โ€œJinxโ€”โ€

โ€œShut up.โ€

Her arms locked around your waist, and her face burrowed into your neck, breathing you in like she was afraid youโ€™d disappear again. A breathy, almost whiny exhale left her lips, and she pressed a kiss to your pulse point.

โ€œThree weeks,โ€ she muttered. โ€œThree. Weeks. Dโ€™you know how long that is? Do you know how fuckinโ€™ much I missed you?โ€

You sighed, dropping your bag onto the floor and wrapping your arms around her. โ€œI missed you too, baby.โ€

She pulled back, blue eyes flicking over your face, scanning you. The exhaustion mustโ€™ve been obviousโ€”the deep-set tiredness in your eyes, the tension in your jaw. And if that wasnโ€™t enough, Jinx could read you like an open book anyway.

โ€œWhatโ€™s wrong?โ€

You groaned, rolling your head back. โ€œPeople. Thatโ€™s whatโ€™s wrong.โ€

Her brows furrowed. โ€œPeople?โ€

You exhaled sharply, fingers twitching against her waist. โ€œEvery time I turned around, someone was flirting with me. Some rich bitch, some cocky business guy, even my damn driver. I was so close to knocking a guyโ€™s teeth out yesterday, Jinx, I swearโ€”โ€

Jinx had already been irritated about the fact that you were gone, but this? This was fuel. Her fingers curled against your back, her nails digging just a bit too hard. She always got possessive, but this wasnโ€™t just jealousyโ€”this was frustration, anger, pent-up need.

And she wasnโ€™t about to let you sit there all tense and frustrated and wound up tight when she could do something about it.

โ€œCโ€™mere.โ€

Before you could react, her fingers curled into your jacket and yanked you forward, crashing her lips against yours.

It wasnโ€™t soft. It wasnโ€™t slow. It was Jinx, raw and desperate, pouring all of her missing-you and how-dare-they-look-at-you energy into the kiss. Her teeth scraped against your bottom lip, her tongue dipped into your mouth, stealing whatever breath you had left.

Your hands shot to her hips, squeezing as you stumbled backward, your back hitting the door with a quiet thud. Jinx was on you, fingers fisting in your hair, knee slipping between your legs as she pressed you against the wood.

โ€œYouโ€™re mine,โ€ she mumbled against your lips, her breath hot, her hands sliding under your shirt, nails raking up your stomach. โ€œBet they wanted you.โ€

You shivered as her lips trailed down your jaw, her hands sliding under your jacket to press against the warm skin beneath. โ€œDidnโ€™t matter,โ€ you managed, voice breathy. โ€œThey werenโ€™t you.โ€

Jinx let out a low hum, pleased, as she nipped at your neck, her teeth grazing over sensitive skin. โ€œDamn right,โ€ she muttered before sucking a mark there, her tongue flicking over the spot to soothe the sting. Her hands roamedโ€”slow, teasing, like she had all the time in the world now that you were finally home.

Your fingers tangled in her hair as she kissed her way back up to your lips, her breath hot against your skin. โ€œJinx,โ€ you whispered, almost a plea.

She smirked, her hands gripping your thighs before effortlessly lifting you, making you gasp. โ€œShh, I gotcha,โ€ she murmured, carrying you toward the bedroom. โ€œYou had a long trip, baby. Time to remind you where you really belong.โ€

โŠนโ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โŠน ๊ฏญโ”„ืโ”„ สšอœโ™กอœษž โ”„ืโ”„๊ฏญ ย  โŠนโ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โŠน

Here you are. On the edge of your shared bed begging for another release.

โ€œA-ahโ€ฆbaby pleaseโ€ you moaned out arching your back closer to her face to feel more. Your fingers were intertwined with the bed sheet .

She stops and looks up at you, โ€œplease what?โ€ She cocks a sly smile while she says that.

You pout at her words but reluctantly give in, โ€œIโ€ฆ I need to cumโ€ you move your hand to cross your arms making your boobs pop out.

โ€œWell when you ask like thatโ€ฆโ€ she suddenly stops at looks behind you grinning.

You turn around to see what she was looking at and she grabs your chin turning it back to her and chides โ€œwho said you could look away?โ€

She kiss your lips and lets out a soft hum. โ€œIโ€™ll be right backโ€

You lie down on the bed closing your eyes, hoping to get a bit of shut eye before she came back.

You were too drown out in your thought of what was she doing to realize that she came back and was writing something on your inner thigh.

You didnโ€™t even register it at first but when she complied the first stroke you jerk up.

โ€œWhat are you doing?โ€

โ€œShhโ€ฆdonโ€™t you worry your pretty head about itโ€ she says while slowly caressing your underboob before slowly moving up to your nipple, pinching it softly.

You let a whimper before looking down at her. She wasโ€ฆwriting or drawing something on your thigh?

You didnโ€™t really care because she was making you let out these pornographic moans but just playing with your nipple.

When she took her hand away you let out a sad whimper at the lost of her touch.

โ€œItโ€™s ok babyโ€ she reassures you before diving back into your drenched cunt. She was moving at an ungodly speed, her tongue lapping around your poor swollen clit.

โ€œJinxโ€” fuck. Pleaseโ€”ah. please let me cumโ€

You barely let out your moans betraying you mid sentence.

She hums into your clit sending vibrations up your body as to say โ€˜yesโ€™

With the hum of her approval and her still lapping at your cunt maybe going even faster, you came all over her face while moaning out wildly.

โ€œAh! Fuck Jinx. Mmโ€ฆ haโ€”ha!โ€ Your body jerks uncontrollably towards her face. Your fingers were holding onto the bedsheets for their life.

Soon the your high came down and you collapsed onto the bed. Closing your eyes you could barely register Jinxโ€™s words before you were knocked out.

โŠนโ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โŠน ๊ฏญโ”„ืโ”„ สšอœโ™กอœษž โ”„ืโ”„๊ฏญ ย  โŠนโ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โŠน

You woke up groggy, the remnants of last nightโ€™s chaos still buzzing faintly in your skull. The room smelled like gunpowder, sugar, and something vaguely chemicalโ€”classic Jinx.

Stretching, you groaned, only to feel somethingโ€ฆ weird. Like dried paint, flaking against your skin. Blinking away the sleep, you sat up and glanced down.

Oh.

A streak of neon pink ran along your inner thigh, the texture thick and dry like it had been applied with purpose.

Jinx-level purpose.

You swallowed, a creeping sense of mischief crawling up your spine. Carefully, you swung your legs over the bed and shuffled to the cracked mirror hanging on the wall.

And there it was.

Scrawled in messy, chaotic lettersโ€”

โ€œJINX WAZ HEREโ€

The paint marker had bled a little, the letters smudged at the edges, like sheโ€™d been giggling too much to keep a steady hand.

โ€œJinx,โ€ you muttered, running a hand down your face.

As if summoned by sheer audacity, a snicker came from behind you.

Turning, you found her sprawled across the bed, grinning wide, blue eyes glinting like sheโ€™d just robbed a candy store.

โ€œYou like it?โ€ she asked, chin propped on her hand.

You huffed, gesturing to your thigh. โ€œYou vandalized me.โ€

Jinx gasped, all mock offense. โ€œPfft, vandalized? No, no, sweets, this is art. My masterpiece. A statement.โ€ She rolled onto her back, kicking her feet in the air. โ€œNow everybody knows youโ€™re mine.โ€

You crossed your arms. โ€œYeah? And what if I walk outside like this?โ€

Her grin widened, sharpened.

โ€œOh, I dare you.โ€

Your face burned. โ€œYouโ€™re the worst.โ€

โ€œAw, babe,โ€ she cooed, winking. โ€œYou love it.โ€

โ€ฆYeah. Yeah, you did.

Just Imagine Jinx About To Devour Your Pretty Pussy And Stops To Write On Your Thigh: JINX WAZ HERE,

IM TRYING TO COMPLETE ALL OF MY REQUEST TODAY AND TMR!!

I NEED FOOD

Please KILL ME (reader) with jinx there *bats eyelashes* you choose if reader actually survives or not I trust your FANTASTIC writing skills. I just really want my baby girl to be sad about her s/o dying/almost dying. XOXO *sends*

Please KILL ME (reader) With Jinx There *bats Eyelashes* You Choose If Reader Actually Survives Or Not
Please KILL ME (reader) With Jinx There *bats Eyelashes* You Choose If Reader Actually Survives Or Not

of course! thank you for the request <3

summary; jinxโ€™s girlfriend gets caught in crossfire, and she doesnโ€™t make it. jinxโ€™s grief and eventual hope.

characters included; jinx

tags/warnings; angst, reader (nearly) dies, mentions of poor mental health, hallucinations, descriptions of war/combat, descriptions of gore, suicidal ideation, (kinda) happy ending

men dni.

jinx didnโ€™t feel complete before she met you.

she was living, sure. she had her gadgets and bombs to keep her company, as well as silco and sevika. were they the best friends for a young adult? maybe not- and sevika didnโ€™t really qualify as a friend. but they were what she had, and she wasnโ€™t going to complain.

but the second she spotted your face in the streets of zaun, jinx knew sheโ€™d found something, rather someone special. that first conversation she had with you felt so natural, your voice like sweet honey to her. a melody unlike anything the girl had felt before, something she could listen to for weeks on end and never get bored of. the little gestures you made when talking to her- hell, even the way she introduced yourself to her. she'd heard your name for the first time and thought it was the most beautiful thing she'd ever hear.

even after you parted, jinx couldn't get you off of her mind. you'd only met once, yet your name was a constant on her mind. she wasn't one to form connections like that, especially not emotional connections. something about you was different, though, and jinx just couldn't help herself. she'd met with you over, and over, and over again, until she finally had the nerve to ask you to be her girlfriend. and to her shock, you'd said yes.

since then, jinx has loved getting to know every little thing about you. the things that make you laugh, the habits you can't break, little details about your past that seem insignificant, but are everything to jinx. every day she learns a new quirk that only deepens the girl's love for you. her love.

before she'd met you, she didn't know if she'd ever find love. she didn't think she would, or could for that matter. she'd accepted that romance wasn't something in the cards for her- other girls? sure. but she wasn't cut out for it. who could love her, after the things she'd done? yet you showed her things she didn't know were possible.

jinx often laid awake with you while you slept, simply watching the rise and fall of your chest. was it creepy? maybe a little bit, but you always looked so peaceful, and it relaxed jinx in turn. she'd made a promise to herself one of those times that she would protect you. if any harm even tried to come your way, she'd stop it. you're hers now, and she protects what's hers.

"nothin's gonna hurt you," she'd murmur, brushing a stray strand of hair behind your ear. the gentle flutter of your eyelids, the way your lashes cast a soft shadow on your cheeks and your face would scrunch up every now and again while you dreamt. it was the little things she loved about you, really. "not while i'm here. i swear it."

and with that, jinx was careful to keep you out of danger. jinx is far from safe in her day to day life. she's a pyromaniac of sorts, constantly getting into fights, causing explosions, running from enforcers. but that's her life, not yours. she's a violent criminal, the mad bomber. but to you she's just jinx, the woman you love, and she can't stand the thought of you putting yourself in the same situations she does.

her mind goes to the worst-case scenario, every single time. if she even thinks of you fighting alongside her, she immediately thinks of you getting hurt. even hallucinates the images at times- you bleeding out in front of her. you collapsing, the air sucked out of your lungs while she watches you cling onto what life you have left. it's too real to her, and she can't bear even the possibility.

she knows that you want to protect her. but jinx is a big girl, she says, and she can do these things herself.

until she can't.

you'd been at your apartment, a run-down place that barely qualified as a living space. but it was home, and it was safe enough for you. you'd spend more time in your girlfriend's hideout than not, but your place is much closer to your workplace. it's always a bittersweet farewell, but you both know it won't be long until you see each other again.

slipping off your shoes at the door and tossing your hair, you'd made your way to the bathroom to wash up before doing it all again tomorrow. stupid manager, having you work the closing shift then opening right after. it keeps rent paid, though, so you can't complain too much. you were in the middle of brushing your teeth when you heard the familiar sound of explosions and gunshots. living in zaun, those become background noise- but knowing who your girlfriend is, it always stirs something within you. more often than not, she's caught up in those situations.

you spit out the toothpaste in your mouth before going to a window to see if you can spot anything, and to your surprise, you do. you can see tiny, almost miniscule-looking figures in the distance and clouds of smoke from explosions. you can hear the sound of bombs and gunfire getting louder, and you can see pink smoke. a telltale sign of jinx's presence. but as the fight continues, your worry deepens. she can handle herself, she says. that's always what she says. and somehow, this is the worst fight of hers you've witnessed. you have to do something.

with a quick motion, you slip your shoes back on and swing the door open to run towards the scene. is it dumb? probably. will you regret it? almost definitely. but you can't just stand there and listen to the constant explosions, twiddling your thumbs.

the dimly lit streets of zaun stretch out before you. neon signs illuminate sidewalks, and besides the commotion of the fight, the only other noises are chatter from passersby and the hum of machinery. normally it'd get under your skin, but now you wished the only things you could hear were clanging metal and drunken laughter.

you're quick on your feet to weave through various streets and alleys. all you have to guide you is sound, but the noises keep getting louder- that's a good sign, surely. a bridge, thatโ€™s where the noises seem to be coming from. firelights? smeechโ€™s goons? enforcers? youโ€™re not sure exactly whoโ€™s after her, but that doesnโ€™t exactly matter either.

the scene comes into view after a few moments, and sure enough, itโ€™s worse than you couldโ€™ve pictured for yourself. almost an entire dozen of enforcers attacking jinx from all angles. sheโ€™s holding herself up, thatโ€™s for sure, but she wonโ€™t be able to for much longer. theyโ€™re getting behind her, under her, using tactics they donโ€™t expect her to predict. itโ€™s both smart and terrifying how calculated they are. theyโ€™re that dedicated to taking jinx down.

"jinx!" you call out, seemingly into a void. "jinx, i'm here! get down!"

she doesn't turn her head, only continues shooting. the sharp click of the trigger rings through the air while you inch closer to her, and it seems hopeless. she has fully armed enforcers surrounding her, and you've seen that look in her eyes before. she's exhausted, but she's still fighting, because that's the only choice she has left at this point. it's either she fights until her last breath, or she gives into the pilties- and she'll do anything to ensure she doesn't give into them.

"jinx, please!"

you're inching closer by the second, until you're almost directly in front of jinx. you weave between a gap in enforcers and grasp your girlfriend's trembling shoulders.

"move!" she yells, before trying to push you away from her. you'd never seen her so defensive, and part of it scares you. the way she wants you gone.

"no! i'm not going anywhere, jinx, not unless you come with me!"

"i got myself into this mess, i'll get myself out."

"gods damn it!" you groan, shaking her shoulders- though she's still trying to escape your grasp. she's dodging bullets to her neck, shoulders, her head with quick precision. "you can get out of this! just come home with me, please!"

she wants to, you can tell that she does. but that stupid fucking pride of hers won't allow her to, and you'd be cursing her if you weren't fearing for the girl's life right now. if you weren't barricaded by armed enforcers, you'd be dragging her by the wrist to your apartment and reprimanding her for her recklessness.

jinx is fighting an internal battle as well as the external one. going back home sounds amazing right now- but she doesn't exactly have a choice, does she? she's shaking her head and using her revolver to take hits- until she feels your body jolt against hers. and then her torso is soaked with blood- your blood, you're collapsing to your knees in front of her, and your forehead is pressing against her stomach.

you're like dead weight against her, and it's happening faster than jinx can even begin to process.

"oh, oh-" she drops to her knees, and takes both of your cheeks in her hands before she looks you in the eye. you're still breathing, although you look as if you're hanging on by a thread. "baby, oh- please, hang on, i'm so sorry,"

with what strength you have left, you slowly shake your head, and your eyes connect with jinx's own. that magenta gaze you've grown to adore over the past few months. one others feared, but you'd come to know as sanctuary- especially in moments like this. you've got enforcers yelling at jinx to let go of you, still trying to take her down. and even though you feel like every breath may be your last, you feel so safe with her.

"don't be sorry," you breathe out. "this was my doing."

it's then that she can see the life drain from your eyes. jinx collapses, and she wails. a guttural scream from the depths of her chest, loud enough for the whole of zaun to hear her. she's unabashed, she doesn't care what happens, who hears her. the dearest thing to her has just been so cruelly ripped out of her grasp.

hot tears stream down jinx's cheeks, and she holds you closer than she's ever held anything before. maybe, just maybe, if she holds you close enough and she cries enough, you'll come back to her. the blow couldn't have been that serious, right?

but the longer you go without responding to jinx, the more it cements for her that this is it. youโ€™re gone.

sheโ€™d said once that everyone who gets close to her dies, thatโ€™s all sheโ€™s ever been used to. but somehow, when youโ€™d met, sheโ€™d thought youโ€™d be the exception. surely the gods wouldnโ€™t be so heartless as to take you, too. but she was sorely mistaken.

โœง.*

jinx doesnโ€™t feel complete after she loses you.

she feels as if somebodyโ€™s carved a piece of her heart out and stomped on it, ruining any hopes of ever being whole again. how could she be whole again, when her better half isnโ€™t here anymore?

days blur into night, sunrise into sunset without jinx noticing. she drags her feet from job to job, she can barely make eye contact with anyone. her tone is painfully flat and trying to get through conversations feels like one of most daunting tasks- even sevika is starting to notice. people know what happen, of course they do.

when the usually cold mad bomber begins to catch feelings for someone and forms an attachment, people start to notice. and when the person she cared for so deeply was killed, theyโ€™d noticed just how much more violent sheโ€™d become.

not only towards others, but herself. sheโ€™d usually had some kind of safety on the weapons she created, but why would she now? why would she keep up the railings sheโ€™d put in her hideout to keep you from falling? sheโ€™s lost everything she cares about, the one person who saw her for who she is and loved her despite it.

and you didnโ€™t even get a proper burial. who knows where your body is now? is it still on that platform, with people stepping over it like youโ€™re nothing? she canโ€™t bring herself to visit it again, not after seeing you like that.

jinx sees no point in living any longer. thereโ€™s no reason for her to keep going if she doesnโ€™t have your love, your warmth. sheโ€™d give anything to hear your voice ring through her ears again, or to make you laugh. sheโ€™d sacrifice herself in a heartbeat if it meant she got to feel your fingers intertwined with hers again. to feel the soft plush of your lips against her own.

she's more reckless. violent, unhinged, chaotic, all of it. if the people of piltover thought that jinx was bad before, they're all fearing for their lives now. what does jinx have left to lose, now that she's lost you?

the hallucinations grow more frequent, and the voices become louder. it's torture for her. normally, you'd be here to comfort her and anchor her back to reality, but you're not. she's on her own, to deal with all of this by herself.

"please," she murmurs into an empty hideout. tears running down her cheeks, stained black, such a goddamn mess, but she can't stop. "just come back. if you're out there, please, i can't... i can't do this without you."

but it's then that she hears heavy footsteps approaching behind her.

"go away."

"you're gonna want to hear this." sevika. what the hell is she doing in jinx's hideout at this hour?

"i'm not interested," jinx bites, tugging her knees to her chest and shaking her head. "get out. i'm in no mood."

"she's alive."

"no, she's not. she's dead, sevika, i saw her!"

"yeah, and i just saw her too. in a hospital bed, alive." sevika counters. jinx still can't bring herself to look at her. this must be some twisted joke, right? surely. the woman was finding humor in her pain and wanted to rub it in her face. "they said the bullet went in through her back, punctured her lung, barely missed her heart. exited through her chest. she's got a collapsed lung and she's in a hell of a state, but she's alive."

jinx turns her head over her shoulder. thick brows furrow, and her eyes are blown wide. the whites of her eyes are bloodshot from just how much she'd been crying, and she looks even more pale and sickly than usual. if she'd been paying attention, she'd be able to notice the glimmer of... concern in sevika's eye.

"you're serious?"

"i'm serious."

โœง.*

jinx nervously clutches a bouquet of wildflowers to her chest. a rarity in zaun, but she'd gone to the ruins of the commune to pick a few for you. she's standing outside of the door of the room you're held in- in piltover. even though they were the ones responsible for putting you in this situation, they were compassionate enough to at least recognize that they'd fucked up. they were after jinx, not you, and it was wrong of them to try and take you down.

would they stop trying to get jinx? absolutely not, but they'd realized their wrongdoing.

here goes nothing, she supposes, before twisting the doorknob.

the image of you in bed, hooked into various machines and looking like a shell of the person she knows hits jinx like a bag of bricks. the color has drained from your face. you're staring up at the ceiling, and the only things moving are your fingers from time to time- though, she supposes not much moving can be done when you're recovering from a near-fatal gunshot wound. your head slowly turns to the direction of the door, though, and it's then that jinx sees you smile.

her heart stutters in her chest, and she bolts towards your bed.

"oh- oh, gods, you're alive, you're..."

"i'm alive," you affirm, though your voice is weak. your breath is shorter, but you still have it- and that's something, isn't it?

she sits down on the edge of your bed, tentatively taking one of your hands into her lap. she doesn't want to pull too hard for the risk of hurting you further, but jinx needs this. she needs to know that she isn't dreaming, that you're here in the flesh with her and you're okay.

"i didn't know what to do without you. without you around, your- your love," she murmurs, rosy eyes locked with yours. you can tell from the tremble in her voice that she's close to the point of tears. "i... i thought you were gone."

"i thought i was, too," you whisper, giving a weak squeeze of jinx's hand. "but i'm still here, somehow. i missed you."

"i missed you so damn bad, babe, you don't know- i'm never letting anything happen to you again, and that's a damn promise. okay?"

"okay. and i'm not doing any stupid shit like that again either."

it's bittersweet, but jinx is so unabashedly happy in this moment. she leans over you, searching your eyes. your chapped lips, your tangled hair, your dry skin- but you look more beautiful than you ever have before to her. you're alive, and you're hers. she leans closer, her lips barely brushing yours, before being interrupted by the doctor entering the room.

"we're going to pull her from the room to run some tests for a while, miss."

"damn it."

This diva

The Yellow Dress

The Yellow Dress

(Prints on my bio!)

Jinx Could Shoot Me And Iโ€™d Thank Her โญ‘.แŸ
Jinx Could Shoot Me And Iโ€™d Thank Her โญ‘.แŸ
Jinx Could Shoot Me And Iโ€™d Thank Her โญ‘.แŸ

jinx could shoot me and Iโ€™d thank her โญ‘.แŸ

( plz shoot me jinx )

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Im No Better Than A Man. เผ‰โ€งโ‚Šหš.
Im No Better Than A Man. เผ‰โ€งโ‚Šหš.
Im No Better Than A Man. เผ‰โ€งโ‚Šหš.
Im No Better Than A Man. เผ‰โ€งโ‚Šหš.

im no better than a man. เผ‰โ€งโ‚Šหš.

( sheโ€™s so goddamn fineee like. I canโ€™t even focus.)

HAPPY BLACK HISTORY MONTH โค๏ธ๐Ÿ’›๐Ÿ’š

HAPPY BLACK HISTORY MONTH โค๏ธ๐Ÿ’›๐Ÿ’š
HAPPY BLACK HISTORY MONTH โค๏ธ๐Ÿ’›๐Ÿ’š

Matrimonio arreglado

Matrimonio Arreglado

Era el periodo Taisho, una รฉpoca de cambios y tradiciones en Japรณn. En un pequeรฑo pueblo donde las costumbres antiguas todavรญa florecรญan, Rengoku Kyojuro se encontraba atado a un destino que no habรญa elegido. Su matrimonio, una uniรณn concertada por sus familias, habรญa sido acordado desde que รฉl era un niรฑo. Sin embargo, las promesas de honor y deber comienzan a desvanecerse cuando conoce a su prometida, Kana, una doncella dedicada de un templo tradicionalmente venerado.

La primera vez que vi a Kana, su delicadeza me sorprendiรณ. En el jardรญn del templo, rodeada de cerezos en flor, parecรญa como si los dioses mismos la hubieran esculpido de pรฉtalos y luz. Su cabello oscuro caรญa en suaves olas sobre su kimono, y su mirada reflejaba una profundidad que habรญa anhelado ver en el alma humana. Me presentaron formalmente, y mientras intercambiรกbamos palabras vacรญas llenas de cortesรญa, un extraรฑo fuego empezรณ a crepitar en mi interior.Kana, con su sonrisa tรญmida y su voz suave, evocaba una paz que contrastaba con la tormenta de emociones que en mรญ comenzaba a surgir. Nuestras familias estaban unidas por el deseo de mantener el honor, pero en mi corazรณn, comenzรณ a latir una inquietud. Pasรฉ mis dรญas entrenando como cazador de demonios, luchando por proteger a la humanidad, pero nunca habรญa sentido una batalla tan intensa como la que libraba contra mi propio corazรณn.

La ceremonia de nuestra boda era un reflejo de las viejas tradiciones; cada detalle se habรญa planificado meticulosamente. Recuerdo el sonido de los instrumentos tradicionales, las voces melodiosas de los cantantes del templo, y la fragancia del incienso que llenaba el aire. Me vestรญ con un kimono de formalidad, un sรญmbolo del compromiso que me unรญa a esta noble doncella.Al mirarla caminar hacia mรญ en la sala del altar, con su rostro serenamente adornado por un obi, sentรญ una oleada de determinaciรณn. Durante la ceremonia, intercambiamos juramentos. Fueron palabras que resonaron en el aire, bajo la mirada atenta de nuestros seres queridos. En ese momento, comprendรญ que, aunque mi corazรณn anhelaba libertad, tambiรฉn deseaba cuidar de ella, de proteger la llama de su espรญritu.

Los dรญas posteriores a la ceremonia fueron una mezcla de formalidad y dulces descubrimientos. Cada dรญa, despuรฉs de mis entrenamientos, regresaba al hogar, donde el aroma de la comida casera y el sonido suave de su voz me recibรญan. Kana habรญa asumido el rol de esposa con gracia y dedicaciรณn, manteniendo viva la tradiciรณn del hogar mientras su excelso amor poco a poco comenzaba a florecer en mis entraรฑas.Conforme compartรญamos momentos simples, la rigidez de nuestras primeras interacciones comenzรณ a desvanecerse. Nuestros diรกlogos se volvieron mรกs naturales; la risa saliรณ entre juegos de palabras y el silencio ya no se sentรญa incรณmodo, sino como un refugio donde nuestras almas se encontraban. Gradualmente, lo que habรญa comenzado como un estรกndar matrimonio arreglado se transformรณ en algo mรกs significativo. Kana me enseรฑรณ las dulzuras de la vida domรฉstica; aprendรญ a encontrar belleza en lo mundano y, al mismo tiempo, ella empezรณ a admirar mi lucha y mis ideales como cazador de demonios.Las luces del atardecer fueron testigos de cรณmo, con cada dรญa que pasaba, el respeto se convirtiรณ en amistad y la amistad se impregnรณ de amor. En especial durante las noches, cuando me sentaba a su lado, el brillo de las estrellas hacรญa eco de nuestro nuevo vรญnculo. Bajo el manto de la noche, nuestras manos se encontraban como si, finalmente, el universo nos hubiera destinado a estar juntos. Era en esos momentos cuando entendรญ que el honor y el deber no estaban reรฑidos con el amor. En verdad, cada uno de ellos reafirmaba el otro

Asรญ, seguรญ combatiendo en el mundo exterior mientras en mi hogar florecรญa un amor lleno de pasiรณn y respeto. Rengoku Kyojuro, el cazador, hallรณ su fortaleza en el amor por Kana, la doncella del templo. En la tradiciรณn de la era Taisho, en un matrimonio arreglado, descubrรญ que el destino no era solo lo que se esperaba de mรญ, sino lo que decidรญ forjar con mi propia vida y corazรณn. Kana y yo serรญamos los arquitectos de nuestra historia, rodeados por las normas que nos unen, pero libres en nuestra voluntad de amar y respetar el uno al otro.

Musica : BTS Your eyes tell

โ€งโ‚Šหš The Science Behind @luckykiwiii101's Distraction Technique *เณƒเผ„

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Relaxing ยฐ. *เฟ

Relaxation techniques are more effective when the body is at ease. A comfortable position minimizes physical distractions and prepares the body for a shift into a relaxed, meditative state, which is essential for reducing stress and activating the parasympathetic nervous system.

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The Alpha State ยฐ. *เฟ

Alpha Brainwaves: The alpha state refers to a brainwave frequency range (8-12 Hz) that is associated with relaxation, creativity, and heightened suggestibility. Alpha is a common state for the brain and occurs whenever a person is alert, but not actively processing information. You can increase alpha by closing your eyes or deep breathing and decrease alpha by thinking or calculating. เฌณ Sub band low alpha: 8-10:ย inner-awareness of self, mind/body integration, balance เฌณ Sub band high alpha: 10-12:ย centering, healing, mind/body connection

Counting and Visualization: Counting down and visualizing numbers can help quiet the mind, reduce external distractions, and induce relaxation. This repetitive task shifts attention inward and promotes alpha wave activity. It activates areas of the brain linked to visualization, like the occipital and parietal lobes. Adding another layer of mental activity, further grounding you in the internal, relaxed state.

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Distraction Through Visualization ยฐ. *เฟ

Distraction vs. Focus: The paradox here is that by intentionally distracting yourself with a scene or an internal activity (like playing a song mentally), you stop focusing on the external world (the "3D"). This detachment from external stimuli is key to shifting into an altered state of consciousness.

Default Mode Network (DMN): When you visualize or let your mind wander, the DMN, a network of brain regions activated during rest and self-referential thought, becomes active. This helps in decoupling from immediate sensory input and encourages a meditative or void-like state.

Letting Go: The act of distraction prevents overthinking about reaching the void, which can be counterproductive. When you're engrossed in a scene or mental song, you're no longer "trying," which facilitates a natural shift into the void.

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Induce Pure Consciousness ยฐ. *เฟ

Guaranteed Results: The process relies on reducing external focus and internal resistance. The void state is associated with a deeply relaxed state of consciousness, where mental barriers (ego) dissolves. This does not mean it's a deep meditative state, it's just "pure consciousness" as its name suggests.

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Neuroscientific Basis ยฐ. *เฟ

Relaxation Response: Inducing the alpha state triggers the relaxation response, reducing stress hormones (like cortisol) and increasing focus.

Cognitive Load Diversion: By distracting the conscious mind with visualization or mental activities, the subconscious becomes more accessible.

Hypnagogic State: The method resembles techniques used to enter the hypnagogic state, a transitional phase between wakefulness and sleep, where visualization and suggestion are potent.

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yeah some people donโ€™t believe in reality shifting but some people also donโ€™t believe women can orgasm so I stopped trusting other peoples opinions a long time ago

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Hi I'm Back! Let's Start My 2025 Post With This

Hi i'm back! let's start my 2025 post with this<3

Love To Live And I Live For You I Live To Love And I Love You...
Love To Live And I Live For You I Live To Love And I Love You...

Love to live and I live for you I live to love and I love you...

The dragon au plagued my soul so I had to draw the first time Chizue saw Sekido in his human form.

I always saw Sekido as the type to never like his human form, therefore he always remained in his true state. However, the more time he spent around Chizue, the more he didn't seem to mind that part of himself.

Down below is a dumb little video I made that fits their vibe of the moment if you wanna give it a watch ^^

So yeah!!

It's cheesy but I'm still happy with it!!

Thanks for indulging me (โ”€โ€ฟโ€ฟโ”€) โ™ก

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