Everytime I Watch A Movie: Where Do I Fit In This Plot?

void journey update

Hi, lovies! It’s been a while, right? I was supposed to update last thursday, but I had some realizations in the past few days that I’d like to explain to you!

So, as some of you might’ve seen, I was following a routine that I came up that resonated with me. And because it resonated with me I was able to stick to it. But after 3 weeks I started getting a bit frustrated.

But before I started spiraling and fall back to that victim mentality, I sat to myself and thought about the reasons why I wasn’t seeing results when other people would do the same and successfully tap in/wake up in the void in days.

During this time, I came across some posts that explained the void state in another perspective. And after some research I was able to see it as something easy. I intend to write an explained post about it, so wait for it!

After this realization, I started thinking about all those methods out there. Methods are great to help you take the void out of the pedestal, of course. But after you realize how easy the void state is, your perspective changes.

I don’t mean to tell you methods are unnecessary, since a lot of people succeed from them. However, they are not required. I feel like some methods kinda overcomplicate the void state, even when they are made with the best intentions in order to help people live their dreams lives.

See, Neville Goddard didn’t write in his book you have to do a whole 10 step method in order to tap into the void. He simply asks for you to take your attention away from the 3D and declare yourself to be I AM. That’s all.

Once you understand it, you’ll realize how easy the void actually is.

But back to my journey, those realizations really changed the whole game for me. These days I came across by @luckykiwiii101’s post about the distraction technique (which is such an amazing post, by the way) and it’s not really different from what Neville says in his book. Both of them require you to take your attention away from the 3D.

I tried it myself this morning and for the first time I got the symptoms. For me, it was hard to not focus on them as I got too excited. Not just that, but I can easily get distracted by the outside noises. So that’s why i’m only doing this technique at night.

This post came a bit longer than what I expected, but I really wanted to share it with you. I feel like some people might relate to my struggles and my realizations, so they’ll know they’re not alone in this journey. If you ever need someone to talk to, don’t hesitate to dm me!

Thanks a lot for reading until the end and I’ll make sure to keep updating you on my journey! ♡

NEVILLE WASN’T FUCKING AROUND WHEN HE SAID WE'RE GOD

ok no because. ok no. no shut up i’m freaking out everybody BE COOL

manifesting and self concept has absolutely fucking shaken my entire existence in 2022 and january isn’t even over yet. i cannot explain to you how amazing the human experience becomes when you break free of the chains of modern life and accept that your will, as god, is the strongest force in your entire reality. you’re the one who makes the decisions - not your parents, not your friends, not the rude mf in your calculus class, not your teacher. nobody but you.

the first thing i’m going to tell you - physical results are very much real & they are intense. i look extremely different and i’m very happy about it. one of my main goals was to lose face fat and i can fucking assure you that, if you set the intention and hold firm faith in yourself, it happens. i’m not kidding when i say i went from having a chubby face to having the model-type “zero face fat percentage” down cold. i have … cheekbones? i have … a jawline..[l[.l;k;,lk[???? not only am i seeing it in myself but the people in my life have totally noticed the change too and it’s an incredible feeling having your self-work validated. 

i’m somebody who uses a desired face; she’s an 80′s actor (who i’m kind of obsessed with because i am gay) and i manifested to look like she did in her youth. i’m not fucking kidding you when i say the supply teacher in my class asked if i was related to her. and yes i am still reeling bro this shit is absolutely fucking bizarre in the best possible way. 

if that was big to you, idk if you’re ready for what i’m about to tell you. i can already tell some of you aren’t going to believe me but Tbh i do not care because i did it & that’s enough for me - i lost 9kg. that’s overnight. i hear you, baby manifester in the crowd, “that shit is not possible, the hoe is lying!” - i understand because i used to have your mindset. i used to base my manifestation on what we’re told is logical. what i thought i could do. i used to aim for absolute MAXIMUM 1.5kg weight loss a day because, even though it’s a lot, it’s borderline naturally attainable. fuck logic & fuck “natural” too. natural is a concept. logic is a concept. i told myself “i’m fucking limitless, i’m waking up at [xx]kg” and i believed it and it fucking happened. i don’t diet & i sure as shit do not work out. my mind is infinitely more powerful than both of those things combined.

let’s review & conclude. besides manifesting a) the face of my dreams and b) a drastic overnight weight loss that would “naturally” occur over a series of months, i’ve started to manifest good things without fully meaning to. this applies to the “smaller” things; getting boba, getting a twitter notice from my favourite screenwriter, vanilla scented perfume. it also applies to me moving fucking houses. let me explain.

what i’ve actively been affirming is to move schools and start totally fresh. i go to a shithole that i hate and i simply decided i am going to a cooler school where i can restart my life because why can’t i?

 there’s this house that my family stay in for the holidays, and have been visiting since i was small; it’s in this really beautiful area about 5 hours from where we currently live. the cottage we stay in is so pretty and the road in front of it opens out into this really cool communal lake that the local kids use as a pool in the summer. it’s kind of rural in a really nice way but if you drive 5-10 minutes it gets more urban. what i’m trying to say is that it’s pretty much my dream location but i’m gonna keep it a little vague because if any of you live there & recognise the description i might actually shit myself

we were staying there this christmas and as we packed up i remember thinking so clearly and deeply “i wish we lived here, it feels like home.” last night my mum told me if things go to plan we’re going to move there the summer before i start sixth form (for my american readers, that’s 11th grade.) that’s fucking ages away so i’m definitely manifesting that we go sooner but i need you guys to understand this was never even a discussion in all the years we’ve been visiting this place, just after i (accidentally?) set the intention. apparently it just “suddenly occurred” to my mum like no mother that was me infiltrating ur subconscious sorry

they’ve shown me the school i’d be attending - & it’s fucking cute. the campus is pretty much a cathedral, it’s the prettiest site i’ve ever seen. it’s all very rory gilmore academia i think my pinterest girls would be proud

the moral of this story is don’t doubt yourself. i’ve been in the subliminal community since 2017. & from 2017 up until really recently, my self concept was so bad that my results barely ever got the chance to materialise into the 3D & i wasted a lot of my time crying over things i didn’t know i could control. you are god. you can choose to decide your fate for the better just like you can decide to sabotage your dream life by doubting the power of your mind. if i can change my whole face structure, drop an “impossible” amount of weight and fucking ACCIDENTALLY MANIFEST the life of my dreams after 5 years of suffocating in self pity, you definitely can too. literally nothing about this is unattainable so go get whatever it is that you want & don’t take no for an answer.

Okay i think i genuinely entered the void but i got either too distracted or too lazy man I didn’t even bother to ask myself if I was in the void until 2 minutes ago. I’ll enter it again tonigh(because I can lol) I’ll not try to manifest anything I think I just want to relax and sleep in the void, imagine how comfy that must be damn. 😭

Must watch. For anyone wondering about the Palestinian government or authorities outside of gaza. You should watch this, there is no one protecting Palestinians, they're occupied and israeli settlers have the same green light to do whatever evil just as the soldiers. If someone can add a description I'd appreciate it.

DON'T SKIP. IMPORTANT.

the mike wazowski VOID STATE challenge

yes the challenge is called mike wazowski, dont judge mike (and dont judge me too lmao

complain and blame method 😫😫😪

I know I know, I said we are in "void detox 🍵era" in this blog... But I got an idea of a new challenge that you all may like so I am breaking the rules here 😎

mike hottie wazowski is this gentleman and i named the challenge after him since its a hot challenge just like him get it?

💬"Ok, ok Lotus,... What is this stupid challenge about?"

Oh yea, the challenge... yes yes.

So! The challenge is to complain and blame! I dare you to complain about your void journey! Can you complain all day and enter the complainer state? I bet you do! 🤭

As we know, our states are reflected. What we do within ourselves is manifested in our world.

Bloggers say "enter the state of the person that always enter the void☝️👩‍🏫"

But some of you don't feel like you can do it, right? Yes, I know. You try and then give up. "How you I believe, how would i do thhaaat?? 😪😭😭" then you complain again and again.

Are you the "I TRIEEED EVWRYTHING I NEED TO EMTERR HEESLP MEE 😭😭😭" person? YOUR PROBLEMS END HERE muahahha!! 😼

You are now my actor/actress 😼 your paper is to be someone who always enter the void so easily that it ANNOYS YOU🙄🙄. Like?? You cannot even sleep without entering ughhh 😑

You will take this as a fun challenge! Can you have fun doing this? I know you can! Just take it easy and be the most annoyed and worried person in earth!

There are a lot of people here who is worried and obsessed about the void. You are already in this state and can't see motivation to leave it? Just change the focus of it! Now you are obsessed to know WHY you ALWAYS WAKE UP/TAP IN THE VOID.

HEHHEHEH WHAT A PLOT TWIST, NO? 😌😏

Here is how you will do: you will act as if you were entering in the void literally always and you are sooo annoyedd 😒😒😒😒 I'll give you an exemple of how your self talk should be like:

"Awww I just woke up 🛌 and I entered in void agaaain arrghh 😒😒😒 bro?? Whhyy I keep entering in this mf everytime I sleep? 🙄🙄 like how can I stop myself of ENTERING ALWAAAYSS?? I TRIED EVERYTHING AND I KEEP ENTERING in the VOID😭😭😭😪 How can i even live this day knowing if I fall asleep or when night comes I will be there 🙄 AGAIN??? 😫 omg i amm sooo mad that I enter in void like instantly I cannot even close my eyes cuz BOOM 😭😤😤 and to know that I am forced to enter today agaiinnn?? 🙄😭😭😭😭. LIKE WHY THIS IS HAPPENING TO MEEEE?? 😟😟Oohh not its getting time to sleep and i'll enteeer the voidd agaaainn 🙄🙄"

+You can also imagine you telling a friend how you always enter the void to the point it is annoying you.

+You can have fun, make it natural and be creative! Roll your eyes 🙄, act as if! Act like a movie actress, take a breath 😤 and say "uuhh omg why i keep enteriinnnn duh 😒"

KEEP LIVING IN 4D AND IN THE CHARACTHER NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS!! If you left the state just go back to your self talks about "ughh i keep entering" again! 💗

The focus here is to change your assumptions and take it easy, you ignore 3d and keep telling yourself the new story 💗

Don't think in terms of "when will I enter?" But "I know I will enter since i always do, it is done".

How long should I do the challenge?

That's up to you! You can pick a date, enter today, enter in 3 days, do along @uniquelymeandmyworld2 challenge or whatever you feel like!

That is it 😌 have fun babygirls 💗😘

Void State Tip

Notice how, when you were affirming to enter the void state, you were completely distracted by your affirmations as you didn’t feel any symptoms yet, but when the symptoms kicked in, you got distracted and the floating stopped…

Stop getting distracted!!! I know it’s easier said than done but play a scene in your head that occupies you. Even play your favourite song in your head so you aren’t focused on the floaty feeling.

The floaty feeling indicates that you are about to enter the void and to continue!!! You are doing the right thing!

Also you don’t have to feel the floaty feeling. It’s different for some people. But distraction is key!!!

When i noticed that i kept getting distracted when i felt the floaty feeling, i distracted myself by playing a catchy song in my head along with a scene that went well with the song, i got so distracted that i didn’t even acknowledge the floaty feeling and i ended up in the void! It’s that easy.

Stop doubting yourself!!!

"the children of gaza brought it upon themselves!"

OCTOBER 16 2O23 in a recent knesset session, the unicameral legislature of isreal, meirav ben-ari, an isreali politician and member of yesh atid, a liberal and rather centrist political party in israel gave a speech. in her speech, she replies to aida touma-suleiman, an arab isreali member of hadash, a left/far-left political coalition in israel who has made the statement that "a child is a child, whether it's in the surrounding communities or in gaza itself."

with her statement, she wants to underline that no child is responsible for the current events taking place in gaza. no child is guilty, nor should it be a victim of what’s happening.

in response to that, meirav yells "there is no symmetry, there is no symmetry! and the children of gaza brought it upon themselves. we are people who live in peace, and people who seek life. there is no symmetry." interrupting aida several times.

to sum it up, she not only says that palestinians and isrealis are not "equal" as there is no symmetry — but also assumes that there is a good and an evil side. on top of that, she adds that palestinian children are the cause of their fate (their fate them being them suffocating and being bombed) and that israelis seek life whereas palestinians don’t, meaning palestinians are almost looking forward for this war or for people to die, taking away "their peace".

furthermore, meirav continues talking about how there is still no symmetry but also adds that "there is no symmetry in genocide".

she believes that palestinians — yes, even kids — have purposely disrupted their peace and thinks it’s only fair for them to "pay" for what they have done. while many people believe the government/military of isreal to committing a genocide, meirav thinks it’s the other way around, bringing up what the hamas did when they kidnapped approximately 200 isrealis.

resources

you can look up the video recording of the speech on various social media platforms, including the tiktok account of hotspotmedia, facebook or twitter.

here's an article describing it with further details:

israeli politician: 'the children of gaza have brought this upon themselves'

not manifesting ? been to long ? tried too many methods ? read this post rn !

manifesting simplified : thinking as if you have what u want and mental diet ( flipping thoughts that don’t imply ur at the end ) & persisting

💭 assuming=affirming

💭 and an assumption, though false if persisted hardens into a fact .( basically law of assumption in a statement)

💭 does this statement say that u have to affirm excessively so u get ur desire ( u should have the mindset of having it that’s the whole point ) or having to saturate ur mind everytime u think of it ? or having to do the void to get ur desires … well NEWSFLASH ! these are assumptions too what u assume works for u does

💭 well you’ve tried this and it hasn’t worked b - i thought u had ur manifestations like literally the problem is we don’t think what we have is already ours and think sm opposing thoughts without even realizing it….

💭 oh this is isn’t manifesting 💭 why isn’t this manifesting am i not affirming enough 💭 ohhhh …. i get it now i need to affirm as much as i can so this becomes a dominant thought and saturates my mind and THEN i get my desires

💭 ALL OF THESE ARE ASSUMPTIONS!! every fucking thought counts babe . everytime u assume it directly and instantly affects ur reality.

affirm/think/assume in ur favor like literally just think like u have it and that’s all there is it to it and see them manifestations run to u and come to u faster than ever

💭for example, u want to get a car .. everytime u think of it you should literally have the thoughts like oh yeah i have this now ( the car lol ) .. anyways … what should i get for lunch 🍱 bitch aint gaining weight either way tf am I so skinny for i got the purrfect body it’s insane

💭 like literally naturally affirm trust me it’s so fun when u don’t have a list of affirmations and just think like u have it and maintain a mental diet literally for anything u wanna manifest like literally if it’s a perfect self concept be like oh yea i got it and move on w ur day and it’s gonna come so fast like - i can’t explain THINK LIKE U HAVE WHAT U WANT AND DONT WAIVER ( keep a strong mental diet ) 💭 remember the 3d is just a reflection of ur past thoughts like it’s literally your thoughts and that’s it don’t give it too much power 💭 ur subconscious only sees what u tell it it doesn’t have eyes .

ik that this is all over the place but i have an exam tom and gonna ace it obviously but bye y’all stay safe 💋

check the comments !!

People in my lucid dream be mean ASF damn 😟

I ENTERED THE VOID

Through a lucid dream 🎀 !!

HOLY MOLY...shit ??

Okay so, I would like to start off by saying a big THANKYOU to Aura :)

Aura? Do you have any idea how powerful your lucid dreaming sub is ?? 😭 You sub literally gave me the vividest ( idk if that's a word or not lmao ) lucid dream I ever had.

I slept with your sub playing in the background when I woke up, o relized I was in a dream, A LUCID DREAM?!? 😭 It was surreal. It was so freaking vivid like it was more real than the real world 💀 In the past I have tried countless methods like WILD, WBTB, MILD etc. and never had such vivid dream that your sub gave me.. I'm literally being honest here 😭<3

Okay so after that, Without wasting a literal second I fell down so that I would end up in the void, but unfortunately it didn't work idk why, maybe I did it wrong or something but then I asked a stranger in my dream to take me to the void. They literally pushed me so hard and I fell into a dark place, YEAHhhhHh IT WAS THE VOID.

It truly felt like heaven !

Gonna mention few things that I affirmed for :

- IMMORTALITY

- GOOD HEALTH AND PHYSICAL PRESENTATION

- GOOD IMMUNE SYSTEM AND NATURAL DEFENSES

- NO DISEASE FOR LIFETIME

- POSITIVE ATTITUDE AND MOOD DESPITE THE CHALLENGES

- ENERGY, JOY AND VIBRANCY

- FEELING OF INVINCIBILITY AND PEACE OF MIND

- DESIRED PHONE, JOB, HOME, FRIENDS, DF, DB, WARDROBE, WHOLE APPERANCE

- TRAVEL AND ADVENTURE

- RELATIONSHIP

- MONEY

- PRINCESS TREATMENT

- LIL CLUMSY

- FEW CUTE HABITS

- ALL THE KNOWLEDGE OF THE WORLD

- EVERYONE'S CRUSH

- CHANGED BIRTHDAY, NAME, AGE

A piece of motivation for y'all :

It's not over until you win and yes, you could fail but you are not giving up GOT that? You will succeed and that's it PERIOD

And lastly "BE STRONGER THAN YOUR EXCUSES"

Just gonna deactivate now, and live my life. 🎀

SUCCESS STORY ♡

I am so very happy and proud of you. And yes, I designed the sub to be as powerful as possible, although I did tone it down a little bit because I was actually afraid I may make it too powerful in a way.

Your experience sounds incredible and I'm happy to know that I was a part of your journey.

I love your list !! ENJOY YOUR LIFE with those manifestations of yours <3

And I loving the energy, motivation and positivity from this message, I believe the last part of your ask will motivate a lot of people.

I also want you all to know that just be sure to always continue and never give up. Remember that your power is far greater than any circumstance or challenge you may be facing. You are a winner, a victor, and you are living your ideal life no matter what. You are always living the life you wish for, the question you have left to answer is whether or not you are aware of that fact. You can and will do it, there is no other possibility ! 🤍

Here's the LUCID DREAMING SUB they used