I Feel Left Out After A Hiatus Of Debauchery In A So-called Group Of Friends. There Are Several That

I feel left out after a hiatus of debauchery in a so-called group of friends. There are several that I'm a part of. But really? Just because one person "ruins" it for everyone, doesn't mean you can exclude anyone. Sure, I volunteered to be removed from said group, but only in the moment, I was exquisitely furious at these people I once called my friends. My head hasn't stopped with the fights and the war rages on, pretty much destroying my lifestyle. I can't sleep half the time, my school is on low priority in the list of things that's supposed to be high, I'm losing friends left and right. I'm debating whose gonna be my best man when the time comes. In a way: More Or less Crap goes on, At least in the Present being; but For Once, i actually thought i had some Real friends. Let It Find it being Ever more true in my mind. So in short, don't just think people who claim to be your friend to really be some sort of jackass who turns their back on you when you're down.