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4 weeks ago

inside of you there are two wolves. one is a moron. the other is also a moron. you are plural

4 weeks ago

i opened tumblr to make a post about something plural related but immediately forgot what it was. how iconic

- πŸ₯€

1 month ago

Hey, mildly specific positivity post, but...

Throwing some positivity towards systems whose pre-syscovery experience was having a "mean voice" or a cruel "voice of reason" who told you horrible things or parroted what others had told you prior. ...That voice turning out later to be an alter who you now had to learn to work with to stay functional, especially after the traumatic period passed and their role waned in necessity. Positivity to those who used to have multiple of these voices/sides.

So positivity to the alters who were that voice of hostility and then evolved. Positivity to the ones who still act like that. Positivity to the ones trying to get better. Positivity to the ones who aren't trying because they aren't ready or aren't safe yet.

Positivity to the alters who had to bear the brunt of that behavior and have rebuilt that relationship. Positivity to the ones that bore the brunt of that behavior and haven't repaired that relationship. Positivity to the ones trying to make it better and friendlier. Positivity to the ones who can't fix it yet but want to. Positivity to the ones who don't want to make it amiable.

Hey, Mildly Specific Positivity Post, But...

We were maybe a third grader when we could hear an unrelenting, methodical voice that told us we were worthless. It talked to us like a second person, and that voice eventually became Chatter B. We'd taken note of it in a moment of clarity once on how odd it was to hear a voice talk to me so harshly, but not 'as' me. I called her Reason. She was the first.

She's since changed shape and form, even changed name a couple times, seemingly fused with others, fractured again, and became the now meshy orbit of around ~10 we see her as today. But I love ya, [name Redacted], you were an asshole but you kept us alive. Props for that. I'm glad we can move on now that shit's over <3

1 month ago

Systems are so cool and if we could have been a created system I would have chose it!!! Sending all the loves to all created systems ever!!! You're just as valid and amazing as any others!!!!!!

I love that there are non-traumagenic systems, like people who decided to introject their favorite characters or tulpamancers who created their own headmates.

There are systems out there who exist purely for the joy of being a system, how cool is that??

1 month ago

I am stuck. I have been stuck, for as long as I remember. My legs are gone and my eyes can not open, the borders of my existence, four sides of nothing but sorrow and loss

This is my way of saying I should really get a pfp

au where everyone becomes their pfp go

1 month ago

created systems and plurals, as well as anyone with a created headmate, alter, or part....

no matter how hard people try and push you out, you will always have a place on this blog and within the nontraumagenic community.

if one wishes, they may reblog this post if they feel similarly.

1 month ago

Is so simple woah!!!

It's THIS simple:

Flowchart with the following steps: 
Do you call yourself a system? Yes.
Do you have a dissociative disorder? Yes. You're a system.
Do you have a dissociative disorder? No. You're a system.
1 month ago

Honestly exactly me too, like I don't wanna leave but also, sometimes it's nice to take a break guys?

being frontstuck feels like a free trial version of being a singlet except it’s cluttered with ads.

- πŸ₯€

1 month ago
A single panel comic with confident line-work and lettering that suggest an experienced hand at illustration and cartooning. It shows a dragon who looks cute and whimsical, like a friendly figure in a children's book. With a mischievous smirk, she looks down at a very long scroll which she holds in her claws. The top of the scroll says: signed by alters. This is followed by many rows of squiggles that represent normal signatures, punctuated by one in the middle that is just a big paw print, and at the end there is one legible signature that says Noah, with an ink blot. The caption under the cartoon says, The contract was to not dissociate into any more animals or people. Nothing was said about dragons!

(Image description in alt text.) This is a comic that I found in a decades old issue of a magazine about multiples and DID systems, Many Voices: Words of Hope for People Recovering from Trauma and Dissociation, Vol XI, No.4, August 1999, ISSN 1042-2277. Illustrations and comics in this magazine are usually credited only by an artist's signature, which may be unclear or absent. This one doesn't have an artist credit, so Noah might be the signature, a name that doesn't appear elsewhere in the issue.

1 month ago

Blink blink maybe so

Staring at the proendo community right now

CONSIDER we invade this brand new app I found called Emo, thats made by the ppl who made twinote, and turn it into another endo safe app similar to tumblr

1 month ago

Most singlets do not obsess over whether or not they are plural. If you think you have a mental disability, you probably do. If you call yourself a system and it turns out to be wrong, that is ok. It is ok to try out different labels in your journey of discovering yourself. That goes for any mental disorder.

Most neurotypical people do not obsess over symptom lists and try to find exactly why they could or could not have a disorder. If you hear voices in your head, it could be plurality, schizophrenia, or other things, but it is not a neurotypical trait. If you have dissociation, amnesia, or any of the other traits of did that led you to believe you are a system, then you probably are

3 months ago

Update: someone put a whole spoon of hot chocolate powder in our mouth 😭 😭

Plural culture is not realising you're reading a book out loud until 10 pages in and when you try to stop getting yelled at because you were putting your headmates to sleep

3 months ago

Plural culture is not realising you're reading a book out loud until 10 pages in and when you try to stop getting yelled at because you were putting your headmates to sleep


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3 months ago

System challenge (impossible edition): don't switch out for the entirety of a horror movie


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4 months ago

Alright which one of you guys were gonna tell us how awkward being frontstuck with others is??? It's literally like

🐰 🀺:so how was your day?

πŸ”« 🧒 : we had the same day as you. We did literally nothing what are you talking about?

🐰 🀺: right...

πŸ”« 🧒: ...

🐰 🀺: ...

πŸ”« 🧒: ...it was alright


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