inside of you there are two wolves. one is a moron. the other is also a moron. you are plural
i opened tumblr to make a post about something plural related but immediately forgot what it was. how iconic
- π₯
Hey, mildly specific positivity post, but...
Throwing some positivity towards systems whose pre-syscovery experience was having a "mean voice" or a cruel "voice of reason" who told you horrible things or parroted what others had told you prior. ...That voice turning out later to be an alter who you now had to learn to work with to stay functional, especially after the traumatic period passed and their role waned in necessity. Positivity to those who used to have multiple of these voices/sides.
So positivity to the alters who were that voice of hostility and then evolved. Positivity to the ones who still act like that. Positivity to the ones trying to get better. Positivity to the ones who aren't trying because they aren't ready or aren't safe yet.
Positivity to the alters who had to bear the brunt of that behavior and have rebuilt that relationship. Positivity to the ones that bore the brunt of that behavior and haven't repaired that relationship. Positivity to the ones trying to make it better and friendlier. Positivity to the ones who can't fix it yet but want to. Positivity to the ones who don't want to make it amiable.
We were maybe a third grader when we could hear an unrelenting, methodical voice that told us we were worthless. It talked to us like a second person, and that voice eventually became Chatter B. We'd taken note of it in a moment of clarity once on how odd it was to hear a voice talk to me so harshly, but not 'as' me. I called her Reason. She was the first.
She's since changed shape and form, even changed name a couple times, seemingly fused with others, fractured again, and became the now meshy orbit of around ~10 we see her as today. But I love ya, [name Redacted], you were an asshole but you kept us alive. Props for that. I'm glad we can move on now that shit's over <3
Systems are so cool and if we could have been a created system I would have chose it!!! Sending all the loves to all created systems ever!!! You're just as valid and amazing as any others!!!!!!
I love that there are non-traumagenic systems, like people who decided to introject their favorite characters or tulpamancers who created their own headmates.
There are systems out there who exist purely for the joy of being a system, how cool is that??
I am stuck. I have been stuck, for as long as I remember. My legs are gone and my eyes can not open, the borders of my existence, four sides of nothing but sorrow and loss
This is my way of saying I should really get a pfp
au where everyone becomes their pfp go
created systems and plurals, as well as anyone with a created headmate, alter, or part....
no matter how hard people try and push you out, you will always have a place on this blog and within the nontraumagenic community.
if one wishes, they may reblog this post if they feel similarly.
Is so simple woah!!!
Honestly exactly me too, like I don't wanna leave but also, sometimes it's nice to take a break guys?
being frontstuck feels like a free trial version of being a singlet except itβs cluttered with ads.
- π₯
(Image description in alt text.) This is a comic that I found in a decades old issue of a magazine about multiples and DID systems, Many Voices: Words of Hope for People Recovering from Trauma and Dissociation, Vol XI, No.4, August 1999, ISSN 1042-2277. Illustrations and comics in this magazine are usually credited only by an artist's signature, which may be unclear or absent. This one doesn't have an artist credit, so Noah might be the signature, a name that doesn't appear elsewhere in the issue.
Blink blink maybe so
Staring at the proendo community right now
CONSIDER we invade this brand new app I found called Emo, thats made by the ppl who made twinote, and turn it into another endo safe app similar to tumblr
Most singlets do not obsess over whether or not they are plural. If you think you have a mental disability, you probably do. If you call yourself a system and it turns out to be wrong, that is ok. It is ok to try out different labels in your journey of discovering yourself. That goes for any mental disorder.
Most neurotypical people do not obsess over symptom lists and try to find exactly why they could or could not have a disorder. If you hear voices in your head, it could be plurality, schizophrenia, or other things, but it is not a neurotypical trait. If you have dissociation, amnesia, or any of the other traits of did that led you to believe you are a system, then you probably are
Update: someone put a whole spoon of hot chocolate powder in our mouth π π
Plural culture is not realising you're reading a book out loud until 10 pages in and when you try to stop getting yelled at because you were putting your headmates to sleep
Plural culture is not realising you're reading a book out loud until 10 pages in and when you try to stop getting yelled at because you were putting your headmates to sleep
System challenge (impossible edition): don't switch out for the entirety of a horror movie
Alright which one of you guys were gonna tell us how awkward being frontstuck with others is??? It's literally like
π° π€Ί:so how was your day?
π« π§’ : we had the same day as you. We did literally nothing what are you talking about?
π° π€Ί: right...
π« π§’: ...
π° π€Ί: ...
π« π§’: ...it was alright
Bonk hehehehehe